long post

its been weeks since i last logged in and onlined....
so i'm gonna post a long blog....
bear with me ya...or don waste ur time...go do other stuff....

let me start with
BAND.....
as u guys know, i have not been able to online or connect to the internet since 1st june.
so no way to get band news....WRONG!!!!
so happy n lucky that i have band friends who actually sms n call me to tell me the result of the recent state comp(sarawak, penang...)

i went back to band at night coz they were having band camp....
enjoyed myself there, complained to them coz cannot connect to internet, got offer from DM to borrow her laptop, got news aka gossips...etc...
our band improved a lot!!!! and before i went off, they played a song for me(sob*)...
miss them so much.....
OUR BAND IS HAVING THE 2ND CONCERT!!!
COME AND SUPPORT!!!
AND I MIGHT BE THE EMCEE....swt....


BALLET...
well, went for the rehearsal...it has been 4 days and my legs are still killing me....
honestly if u think u wanna come n pay for a maybe RM100 ticket to watch me dance...
i say u better use that money on something else....it might not worth it...
so far, my role is the front part....its kinda(honestly!!) boring.....
but obviously not for me coz i'll be on my toes and yelling in my head...PAIN!!!!!
tomorrow have class(die!!!) and i'm getting a new pointe shoe which cost RM 255!!!
then my exam fees cost me RM700!!!
all from my salary...just like that...vanished in thin air.....(cry*)
anyway, got to help my ballet teacher teach in this(never heard or been) ballet school...
teaching 3 grades...and i'm so scared now....
but well, challege myself and do something new la....



EXAM....
well...don wanna talk bout it....


EMOTION....
i know i have been very emotionally unstable lately....
very not me...but i promise u guys, i'll be back and i'll be stronger!!!


FRIENDS....
its been such a long time since i meet up with old school friends...
friends have been and always important to me....
i really really can die without friends...
band friends(SF, blackie, nalyy, daniel.....) u guys are the best band people u know!!!
ballet friends(alicia, yvonne....) gambateh and lets dance more!!!!
secondary school friends...miss all of u guys sooo much!!! saw kok wei and missed 5M...
primary school friends....buddies.....c'mon, lets meet up!!!
band juniors....practice harder and perform the best on concert night!!!
college friends(jac, kelly, karam....)will surely miss u guys after we graduate!!!

since Hon Way blogged bout me....let me blog about him back...
this guy here, is actually nice....ahem*
but...hehehe(u'll definitely get a lot of buts!!!)
he's small gas, short temper, unreasonable....lots more!!!
1st, he calls then complain that he's wasting money....then when i tease him he gets angry, then he force me to treat him dinner...etc!!!
let me recall the 1st time he showed his temper....
hmm, it was in form 4, he got angry becoz...err....whatever la...as long as not my fault...
then he refuse to talk to me for days....so i played along...
one day when he started to talk to me, i still remember my 1st sentence---wei?? i tot u don1 2 talk to me??
hahahaha......
but honestly he's a nice guy...always call at the right time....
when i cant online and check mail n stuff, he offered to help(i know he just wants my password....blea)
of coz i din want to trouble him....hehehe...
wei, if u're reading this...sorry...just miss u too much and u're going back to that stupid school of urs in kelantan alrd...need to wait til hari raya only can meet u...actually good also coz i don need to treat u so fast coz i bankrupt alrd



HEADACHE....
recently i have been having bad headache....
the feelings is like the head let the skull press, the brains let someone squeeze...
it's so pain that i cant even open my eyes...the moment i move such as stand up, the head like let a big truck knock...
usually my headache is kinda like minor migrain(pain at one side or part of the cerebrum)..but this time its the whole head!!!!
sleep also can feel the pain...dream also can feel the pain....
but hopefully i'll be better...hope there's no clotting of blood in my veins....or worst...tumour...hahhaahaha


NIGHTMARE....
usually when i sleep, i don dream....
i just close my eyes then open in the morning....
but for the past few weeks, i have been having bad dreams...
not bout exam but bout this production....
i keep dreaming i cant go on pointe!!!
i releve up but land on demi-pointe!!!
releve = small jump up....on pointe= standing on toes...demi-pointe=standing on metatarsals
it was so scary...the feeling was so real!!!



PLANS AFTER EXAM....
hmm....after exam going out with college friends and well(kelly's joy), get the prom dress and bla bla bla....
then go to prom, buty having a problem here....
see, my ballet rehearsal is from 3pm til 6pm and the prom starts at 7pm....
then kelly want us to get ready for the prom together....but how??
i plan to go to the prom later or leave the rehearsal earlier...
what do u guys think??
next, band national comp also falls on the same day as my rehearsal...but donno what time will the comp start...planning to meet some band friends too....


hehehe...long eh??
anyway, will continue when have the mood...