Faeces!!!

3 more days to go and what I am doing now? Still chilling and have yet to get back my study momentum!!! I am so dead =(

Do you hear me? SO DEAD~~~ X_x

Anyway, my BELOVED mother came into my room, lied supinely on my bed, played her hand phone game that she has been addicted to and...and....AND....after about 10 minutes, she started snoring!!!

The sound of snoring is nothing to me, I still can study with her sweet melodic rhythmical song, created with her uvula or the fats around her throat BUT her snoring makes me want to sleep!!!!! It was like a lullaby to me!!! OMG, it took me so many hours to just finish memorising the names of the drugs of cholinergic and adrenergic!!!! Thanks mom, thanks A LOt!!!!! Love you sooo much... >.<"'

So after she woke up, she saw me still siting there studying (aka dreaming or trying to remember what are the drug's name) and she said :" Wah Jene, you so hardworking!!!"
I told her (or said loudly) that I am so gonna fail this exam while she continued her game (still on my bed) and the next thing I know, she said:" Change course la if studying med is so hard"

WAH!!!!!!!! CANNOT!!!!!! And she blew it, she made me stood up, walk to the computer room and here I am blogging about it =(

I AM SO DEAD, SO GONNA FAIL!!!!!!!!! BUT I DON'T WANT TO CHANGE COURSE!!!! I LOVE THIS COURSE!!!!! But I don't like sitting for exam =(


X_X

when i die....

I was just thinking....

What if....

One day on my way back from Uni/ ballet/ train station...

What if I was kidnapped, raped then murdered....

Will my body be found??

Will people who knows me but has yet to meet me will know I am dead??

Will my band friends who I am so keen to meet one day know??

Will my friends who are so far away from me (studying abroad) knows that I'm dead??

Will my schoolmates or uni mates know that I am gone forever??

How will my parents react??

Will I be forgotten??

Will people attend my funeral (if my body was found)??

Will I be missed??

Will my tragic story be in the newspaper??




I'll definitely miss you guys, whether heaven or hell exist...
I'm wasting time thinking about things like this instead of focusing on my studies...
Mom said I've burned out, well, she always say it when I say I can't study...

Oh ya,

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Being at home is tough when they get on my nerves and make me create more negative vibes =(

The guy I want

THE GUY I WANT
1. Have the values of a gentlemen

2. Knows music (play and sing)

3. Knows how to dance

4. Studious aka smart

5. Sporty (prefer basket baller)

6. Have a great sense of humour

7. Knows some magic tricks

8. Respects women

9. Street smart

10. Love me more than I love him


Anyone fits in?? Anyone??

Nah, I bet there's none...hahahhaa,,,

Thinking too much, studied till I feel so sick, need some entertainment!!!!!

PS: Since he plays sports aka basketball I'm assuming he's tall and fit =)

Just now while changing trains (from LRT to KTM) I saw a guy who reminds me of you!!! My two steps are your one step!!! Freaking long legs and tall!!! HMPH!!!! Faster come back and tell me those stories, I need some not-medical-facts for this moment....

11days to go

Yes, 11 more days to go, before I jump into the deep blue ocean, under the open sky.....lalalala...

Anyway, here I am still deciding whether to go to library or stay at home to study....

It's slower at home or am I taking things slowly? Usually I need about 11 hours to finish cell and tissues and now I'm using more than that. Maybe because I look at the pictures and not just memorising the words from the notes. Anyway, going to uni takes time and money (and my safety). I think I shall stay back (my sis is going to her friend's place then school so I am free from her annoying voice).

On a happier note, JAYNE GOT MY CD!!!!!
The new limited edition album comes with with the Rubik's cube and joker cards and the album is in metal casing!!!! She's going to throw in some posters for me too!!!! YEAH!!! Did I mention that this limited edition album CAN'T BE FOUND IN MALAYSIA anymore? But I am NOT going to see her anytime soon or let her come near my house before I finish my exam. Wheee......

I LOVE YOU JAYNE!!!!!
*I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend...lalalala*



PS: Sorry Teddy, I can't help you because she pre-ordered

Jay's new album -Capricorn

Seriously for the first time I love all the 12 songs!!!!
This is the top 3 songs I love..
稻香



I love the 1st few sentences that goes (direct translation)
Why are people weak and give up easily....at the very last point
Why don't you turn on the tv and see for yourself all the people who are working hard for their lives.. shouldn't we feel content?
(copied from some guy who sort of translated it LOL)

Next,
说好的幸福呢


And next,
时光机

This is so cute and I love the Doraemon electric guitar he's using!!!

And the coolest part is he's giving away a Rubik's cube and a pack of cards when you buy his album!!!


Argh!!! I want it now!!! BUT I can't cause my best friend is getting it for me FOC through her cousin sister who works at the company that deals with his album and she's waiting for the cube!!! Hehehe, love her sooo much ^^



Yes yes I know, STUDY!!!! OK, I give all of you permission to scold and do whatever you want if you catch me online and wasting time....ARGH!!!

WHY CAN'T I CONCENTRATE??!! =(

ARGH!!!!!

I remember I used to write "Masa amat mencemburui ku" in my Karangan when I was back in Standard 6 and it's so true!!!

I've wasted freaking 2 days and I can't seem to sit down and concentrate on what I am reading, a total waste of time!!!

Argh!!! Another 14 days to DOOMS day =(

History is repeating itself

ARGH!!!!!! It's back!!!! History is repeating itself!!!

Why now? Why come back now?? Why now when I am in the middle of something which is so important, something which will cost my entire future??!!

Argh...my stomach-cramp-due-to-stress is back to haunt me. It was part of life when I was back in Form 1 and 2 which made me end up in hospital with a frightful night.

I started to have the cramp or pain or whatever discomfort right after my self-diagnose-migraine or headache ended. I was bloated with air which made me burped now and then. On Tuesday, it went bad then later became worse and just now it was so bad till I was shaking. Maybe I was shaking due to fear or the nerve I don't know but this is not the usual me sitting for an exam.

Ok, enough bout my tummy ache....

Can you please believe me when I say I am not ready for exam? Or when I say I haven't been really studying? Or when I say I am going to fail? Please? Because honestly I am or was telling the truth and please believe me when I say I did not count how many questions I got wrong during the feedback session because I really did not!!! I know maybe some of you guys are thinking "yeah right" because maybe I said it once too often in secondary school or in college but this time, please do trust me ok?

OK, I can't think much because the pain in bugging me. Anyway, I won't be able or I will not online and update here as often because in 2 weeks time I'll be sitting for an exam which will determine whether I can go to sem3. I PRAY hard I will be able. Please pray for me too ya....

So stressed and scared and I hate it--the feeling of being weak =(

My secondary school!!

My sister found this video..see!!!!

My secondary school before the big renovation...I miss school..sob T.T
This video was posted by Aaron Lee Jun Xian, my classmate who is already studying piloting (Edmund..tsk tsk tsk...LOL) ^^

Ok, back to studying...

Black listed...

Just last Friday during the Raya week, 4 robbers had a massive robbing spree from 3.30am at the place where I call "my area" (K****G). Tuck Kee and 5 mamaks + Internet cafe got robbed. All costumers and by passers by included...

The 4 robbers in a Kancil car started their plan with Tuck Kee, followed by the nearby Internet Cafe. An uncle saw the incident so quickly went to the Green Internet cafe along my ballet school (the last row of shop lots) to inform them. Before they could flee, the robbers arrived and when he saw them trying to pack their stuff, 1 slash on the mamak owner's back, then they robbed the costumers and the mamak itself. This mamak is in front of the Internet cafe so the Internet Cafe was not spared.

Now a days, robbers inflict pain on you before they start to rob. Apparently those who managed to flee to their cars got their car mirrors slashed too....

Another case that happened along my house. A house near the blue roof area got robbed and the only daughter of that house got raped!!!

This reminds me of the incident that happened last year, that nearly happened to me...at my work place....If only I did not change shift with her....if only....

This reminds me why sometimes I don't feel comfortable with guys who are not close with me but are a little too friendly, too touchy...

Sometimes I wonder who are these monsters?? Devils in human disguise? Don't they have mothers, sisters or daughters?

Curse these bastards!!! They don't belong in this world....where will we be safe and free from them??

I wonder what happened to her...I don't dare to contact her...reminds her of her dark secrets...

=(

FAIL!!!!

I think "FAIL" is starring back at me =(

tagged

Sienzzzz....so lets do tag....97 questions about me....sienzz.....don bore yourself...

1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?
Nope

2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
With my mother--20 over years

3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
Handmade name chain

4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
who am I kidding if I say no...

5. WHAT’S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
Hmm....interesting question

6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
Food, CDs and train tickets =P

7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
Hmm....I think was chocolate

8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX?
His hair

9. ONE FAVORITE SONG?
Rainbow by Jay

11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED?
(Where is 10?) SMK Kepong Baru

12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:
Maxis

13. FAVORITE MALL STORE:
I don't really know...don't think I have one

14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD:
As the receptionist at my ballet school for almost 1.5 years

15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?
Nope

16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?:
Nope...not yet =P

17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:
Err...err....

18. FIRST FRIEND YOU’D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY:
Jayne

19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND:?
Err I think few months back but we will be meeting after sum2!!! Wheee....I MISS HER....

20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
McDs.

21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:
You are pretty...LOL

24. CAN YOU COOK?
(Where is 22, 23?) NO, period.

25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?:
No car to drive

27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
(wondering where is 26) 3 weeks ago

28. MOST DISLIKED FOODS:
raw food

29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
my randomness. It just surprises me now and then.

30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF?
My temper

32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?:
(Mana 31?) From 8am till 7pm

33. FAVORITE MOVIE?
Phantom of the Opera

34. CAN YOU SING?
Nope. I don't think so =P

35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?
I think was my band's concert

36. LAST KISS?
via cyber..lol..moments ago

37. LAST MOVIE RENTED:
I think was more than 10 years ago and I think it was Child's Play

38.ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT?
Me

39. FAVORITE vacation spot:
Any clean beach

43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:
(40,41,42?) Laptop.

44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?:
nah dah....can I say my HELP friends?

45. DO YOU SMOKE?
Nope.

46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?
With..people read properly OK!!!

47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?
My sis

48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?:
I personally don't think it does but people around me are proving me wrong

49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
Never

50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
Both...I can't resist good food =P

51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?:
Love it

52 HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
cooked?

53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?:
Yup

54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE:
Karen Tan

55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?:
Noel

56. LAST TEXT RECEIVED?:
Noel

58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?:
(where is 57?) 3

59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
Clothes. =.= duh.

60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC:
'And all I ever wanted was for you to know, everything I'd do I'd give my heart and soul, I can't hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah'

" Tonight will be the night, That I will fall for you over again, Don't make me change my mind,
Or I won't live to see another day, I swear it's true, Because a girl like you's impossible to find, You're impossible to find"

61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J?:
May I ask back what kind of question are you asking?

62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:
Nope

63. CAN YOU SWIM?
Yup

64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?:
Definitely chocolate

65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?
Did I forget to mention my Geography sucks?

66. I LOVE ________
chocolate mud pie...mmm....

68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?:
(67??) During my orientation

69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?
Autumn =)

70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED ?
Seconds ago

71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING ?
err..didn't sleep...

72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?:
My favourite colour!!

73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?:
Well, I buy the ticket from the train and never from a cop =P

75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?:
(74?) Hammy. Go figure what animal

76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?:
No comment

77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND??
I have no idea...try to study?

78. BIRTHDATE
13 Sept

79. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?:
Nope

80. ARE YOU SMILING?:
Nope

81. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
Nope

82. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
I don't know because I haven't been out from malaysia before

83. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?:
Nope, too old for it

84. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:
Nope

85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
Jene? LOL

86. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT?:
Blue.

88. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?:
(87?) Nope

90. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER?
(89?) Yup, a very annoying and irritating one

91. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS?
Nope, there's only 1 floor

92. ARE YOU IN LOVE?:
I don't think so

93. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL?
Yup for an unexplained stomach pain/cramp

94. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE IN PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW?
Ya, Jay so that he could sing to me

95. WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING?
Only necklace

96. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS SURVEY?
Finish my Nursing Week's report

97. TAG THREE OTHER PEOPLE

Jon, MJ, Jacq, Teddy, Steven

Movie Marathon

I had a blast but with a tinge of guilt.

I went to Mid Valley today to catch Eagle Eye which I’ve promised myself I’ll catch it when it is released since the day I saw the trailer (13/09/08). And it was WOW!!!! Seriously it was a fantastic movie. Well done!!! And Shia LaBeouf’s acting was convincing. Anyway, it was really a great movie, good suspense and a lot of exciting scenes. Want to know more about the synopsis, go here. IT WAS WALAO!!!!! Seriously go watch!!!!

In this movie, Shia acts as Jerry Shaw who has a twin brother (Ethan) who is a successful guy in the Air Force but died in a car crash. Unlike Ethan, Jerry is a slacker. He and Rachel (Michelle Monaghan) both received a phone call from a lady one day, after Ethan’s death who gave them instructions on things they got to do such as run, jump, turn right NOW, go here etc…She can even control virtually any networked device, such as traffic lights, cell phones, and CCTV!!
AND one of the ultimate weapon used to kill the President of United States was a TRUMPET!!!! YES!! Btw, Rachel's son plays the trumpet and his band got to perform at the United States Capitol (supposed to be at the Kennedy's Center but there was a change of plans [WOW]).

I shall not spoil the movie for you. Go find out who is that lady calling them and find out what's her plan. LOL

My initial plan was—catch the movie then go home and study but I was being spontaneous like Harry and hence bought another ticket to watch Mamma Mia. It was even more wonderful and I really enjoyed myself. Laughed out loud quite a lot of times. And I walked out of the cinema with all the Abba’s songs playing in my mind. I nearly sang out loud along with Meryl Streep half way through the movie. It was really FUN and enjoyable!!!

This movie tells about Sophie (Amanda Seyfried), daughter of Donna (Meryl Streep) who is going to get married and wants her dad to give her away. Problem is she don't know who is her dad BUT she found her mom's diary and apparently there's 3 possibilities--Sam Carmichael, Bill Austin, and Harry Bright. So she send them invitations and they showed up at the Greek island (Great sceneries!!) where they are staying and where the wedding is held. Anyway, she thought she'll know which is her dad when she sees them but when all 3 of them arrived, she didn't know or able to feel which is her real dad. Even her mom don't know which is the dad because she had "intimate" relationship with them within 1 month after Sam left her to get married with another gal.

A lot of ABBA's songs and laughter and seriously funny scenes with those "matured" ladies singing and dancing!!! And not forgetting the guys singing too!!! All the actors and actress sang the songs without any ABBA's help!!! Go support and watch!!! It's not like High School Musical at all because the lyrics actually suit the scenes and story!! Go watch!!!

PS: At the end of the movie, the whole cast performed Dancing Queen, Mamma Mia and Waterloo. Meryl with asked "Do you wanna hear more??" And surprisingly there was people shouting YEAh!!!!! Hahaha but too bad none stood up and dance along. I wanted to but shy -.-

From Left: Bill Austin(Stellan Skarsgard), Sam Carmichael (Pierce Brosnan),and Harry Bright (Colin Firth)

You just got to watch this movie if you're an ABBA's fan or you want to hear Pierce Brosnan sing!! Come on, how many chances are there to see this ex James Bond sing? Seriously, if I have the chance, I'll marry him because OMG, he has such a gentlemen look!! But too bad, he's old because I could catch a lot of lentigos aka liver spots but he still melts my heart (>.<")

Sam singing with Donna

*******************************************************************
Guilt filled me up after the 2 movies because I did not study. I abandoned Pharmacology to arrive at Mid Valley and to watch this 2 fantastic movies!! After that, we (mom, sis and I) went to Beard Papa's for cream puffs on my sis's request. She fell in love with the cream puffs months ago but today I fell in love with their


It's like Chillies's mud pie but in a smaller (really really smaller) portion!!!!! MMMmmm......

PS: I'm trying to get the pictures of the 3 guys when they were in their younger days in this movie (Pierce Brosnan-Hippie, Colin-Rocker and Bil-hippie) because they are hilarious!!! But couldn't find =(