Another band friend meeting

Yup, tomorrrow I am going to meet another first-time-meet band friend. This time I am not scared or excited or what because this friend is a gal and we sort of met each other via web cam.

Now this gal is way worst than me when it comes to calling our ownself FAT!! Hahaha...Can you imagine that she on her webcam and showed me how fat she is by pinching her arm, showing me her hands and face. After that, we'll have a long fight arguing who is fatter. Hahahaha....

Besides, 2morow is Nirmal's birthday!!!! Nirmal is sort of Karam's far cousin (told you everyone here is interconnected)

Then on 5th is Yik Jing's birthday!!!!

Happy Birthday Gals!!! You guys rock!!!


*college friend-Jo Yee is in IMU (B.Med)
**secondary school friend-Soon Wei Da and Wong Wai Shin (both on B.Med)and Tien Lun (Pharmacy)is in IMU
***Sunday school friend- William is here too taking Pharmacy
****met Zhen Khai who went to Russia for medicine at the train after meeting that band friend on Tuesday. He's having a 3 months break and his course is 6.5 years and cost only RM300-400 000(tuition fee + accomodation + food and transport)!!!!! OMG!!!!


SUCH A SMALL WORLD RIGHT!!!!

post-meeting

For those of you who are curious about my meeting with that band friend, here's what happened...

I reached Times Square all alone, expecting or should I say hoping for a sms telling me he could not make it due to something but nothing came. So well, we met up and he brought 2 friends. They wanted to watch a movie but I don't want to because it'll be too late for me so they bought their tickets and we went to the 10th floor (I have no idea why they wanted to go there but it seems the drinks there are cheaper) and we sat down and chat. One of them left to meet his gf, so left him, his friend and I sitting at one corner talking. Weirdly, I was talking more to his friend than him but well, everything went smoothly.

The funniest thing he said was...wow, have a movie date, Sapph jealous lor....
I was like...WHAT?! Why suddenly Sapph's name come up pulak?! SWT!!!!

Later at Monorail, met Zhen Khai, a secondary school friend who just came back from Russia. He's doing medicine too but I think he has not started his medical classes because I think he did badly for his A Level's so I guess he'll be repeating his foundation course there. The Russia syllabus is the traditional one (not according to systems)and apparently he said his course would be all in Latin. Absolutely no English and their system is so weird because you gain marks based on favoritism. So far he attended language classes and stuff like that (this was what he said and I did not asked him to define stuff like that).

In the train, I noticed a guy staring at me and smiled. He was huge and he had that perverted smile!!! Later, he sat beside me and suddenly he talked to me...
~Where did you get those medical books? (smile again...)
~bla bla bla (named a few shop names I think) then Kamal's name came out..
So I replied him ya and quickly keep myself occupied by smsing a few friends. He was smelly, stinky....yuck!!! But I was not that scared because Zhen Khai was around (he was standing)

Ya!! In the morning while waiting for the train, an old man came and passed by me. Suddenly he came to me and stood in front of me...
~ (very loudly!!) You are a future doctor ah? I see you carrying a medical book!! Very very good. The government lack doctors now a days..good...
Then he walked away and left me feeling as red as a strawberry tongue!!!! So embarrassing!!!

What a day!!!!!!!!!

Scared like 27th Jan 2007

Do you guys remember what happened on 27th Jan 2007 ? The day I met someone (a band friend) for the first time at the flora fest (ahem ahem!!). History is repeating itself because later I am meeting another band friend at Times Square and I am still so scared. For the 2nd 1st-time-meet band friend, at least I had my junior around me and was not alone but later I am all alone (again!!)!!

Why am I so scared? I have no idea. Why did I promise to meet when I am so scared? I also donno. The same thing happened 1.5 years ago but that time at least he brought some friends along (thanks a lot!!), this time I don't know if he's bringing his friends or not. Argh!!

The trouble of getting to the monorail, a transport I am not familiar with is one of my fear factor. The place I am going to is not as bad as Putrajaya, a place I only go during Merdeka celebration. At least I've been to Times Square and well, maybe I'll grab a Starbucks to chill or maybe not since I am going to face bankruptcy soon. Spent almost RM 300 to RM400 on books alone for this semester!!

Heart is still pumping so fast....at least at Kl Sentral I had time to chill and relax before meeting that friend...this time I am meeting him at an unfamiliar place...gosh, why am I still so scared?! Chill jene chill.....and I think someone out there is a little bit jealous of me meeting him because she has been checking on me since this morning..LOL

Cousin

You guys, ok maybe some of you guys know how much I adored my cousin brother but not now. Ever since he got a gf, he did not even contact me. FINE!! Spend all the time you have with her and guess what, that gal is from Kepong so when he goes to her house ONLY he'll plan to come but so far he never did make it. The last time he contacted me was because he wanted some old shuttle cocks and thats it. He's coming soon I guess also is because of collecting it and he is not staying overnight because he wants to spent the lovely romantic night (puit!!) with the gf.

It's not that I don want him to have gf, it's just that he's changed. I don't want to know how much different he is but it's just not fun anymore and I don't think when he comes and start telling me his love stories which I loved to listen last time, I will be interested because I am sort of angry with him. ARGH!! Why must he change?

I think I am angry because I think I know he's not sincere in coming and visit us. I think he's just here to sort of do his duty (visit relatives) and I think his heart would be somewhere not here and I am pissed if it really is true. Hate him!!!!

He wanted to come on Friday but never make it. This morning smsed me said want to come later but I told him dad, mom and I am not home. Dad working, Mom meeting friends and I am giving tuition at my student's house so he would be meeting me sis and sleeping bro. So he asked if he can come tomorrow morning and I told him dad (working) and I (ballet at 7am then catch train to uni) wont be at home BUT he still could come right? NO, he said he'll stay overnight at his gf's place then might come but after knowing dad and I won't be at home he said he'll come next time.

I WONT WANT TO TALK TO HIM NOR SLEEP AT HIS ROOM ANYMORE WHEN I GO TO KEDAH AGAIN!!!!! (IF we go back there coz it's been almost 5 years since we went back kedah.)
Hmph!!!

Books that BOMB!!

RM180 for a book?! WOW!! The book must be hiding some kind of treasure or gold!! Nah, its just full with words, bacterias and pictures of diseases. May I present.....(drum roll)...

Pathology Basis of Disease


Instead of spending RM180 on this book, I rather get fat by going to buffetSSSSS!!! Hence, I went on a trip down to Kamal (a medical book supplier shop) at KL to get the same book for RM159. YES, RM21 difference!!!!

Kamal is a weird book shop because in front of the shop is like a sundry shop, full with food and sweets and drinks. Another few more steps in, there you go, a mountain full of books and mind you they do not have filing system!!! I spent almost half an hour searching for 1 book and ya, got help from a guy who I guess is a future doctor. LOL

Alright, let me get to the point. There is a friend who is my uni mate who has been getting on my nerves hence I have been avoiding that person and try to not let that person irritate me. This person, lets name A is actually nice and friendly and all but A just makes me feel annoyed and makes me want to treat A badly. A even mentioned to me that I have been mean to A and I guess A get the hint that I don't really like some stuff that A does. But the problem is, A will never change because this is A and I am not worth changing for anyway. ARGH!!! I don't know what I am typing here but the bottom line is, A is making me treating A badly and that makes me feel bad.

Studies have been going down the hill for me. I could not focus anymore and I am wasting my time effortlessly!! AND I am kind happy because I lost weight. Remember I said I've put on almost 3kg? Now I am losing it and Hehehehe...if this go on, I'll be in MY ideal weight. Friends in uni have been making me having meals and they even threatened to make this a resolution for this semester. Yik Jing, I am going to stick to the plan where I bring cereals and milk to uni and eat with you guys for lunch OK^^ Mother finally bought the brand I love. Cereals and milk for lunch is healthy and cheap and the price of food in cafeteria is getting out of hand, even Reza is eating 2 dishes and this 2 dishes are meatless aka vegetarian. (Do you know what is a mock vegetarian dish? Beats me, saw this sign in the cafeteria.)


JON!!! JAC!!! How's SG so far??
MJ!!! VIC!!! How's Monash so far??
KARAM!!!! I MISS YOU!!! send me more emails!!!!
ALE!!! When are you leaving?!! Got to meet you b4 you fly off!!!
JIAN WEI!!! hahahaha, how I recognised you from up there? Because you are....tell you when I meet you....when is our date??!!! Don't you dare fly to US without our date!!!


I miss all of you and can't wait for Nov/Dec...HOLIDAY together!!!! Ya, remind me to pass the VB T-shirts to you WH.

Freakin KTM

Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stuuuuuppppiiiddd KTM!!!!! Damn KTM!!!! Curse you KTM Train!!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!!
Wasted my 1 hour waiting!!!!!! And I haven't finish my PBL!!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!!

and my STUPID DUMB dog peed in my room!!!!! Donno how my mother let him in, somemore into my room...PEED SOME MORE!!!! ARGH!!!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!! Stupid!!!!

Updatesssss...zzz...

Well, today is already Wednesday, my favourite day so here I am updating my whereabouts for you guys (cheh, perasan --"). Anyway, like what I've mentioned earlier time table is pack like nobody's business but I am not complaining because the Dentistry are worst. They have class practically from 9 or 10 am til like us 4 or 6pm. Pitiful right...

Monday, catch up with my group mates, talk a lot, laughed a lot and we even went and watched Batman The Dark Knight. I guess I miss Subway because when we had it for lunch, it was so tasty and nice and I miss old days...Ya, now onwards, classes are conducted in the auditorium. It's big and well, nice. But I hate the screen because it is blur and before our class starts, the Dentistry people are already in the auditorium hence they get the best places (Not trying to complain, just stating a fact.)

Tuesday was Okay for me, nothing much except that I miss my PBL mates. Did I tell you guys that PBL sessions are twice a week, no more one week once? Ya, less time to do research. My new PBl mates are nice and smart but I miss the jokes and nonsense from my ex-PBL mates. (Not forgetting Kor Woi and his singing.) That much of fun we had last time!! I miss!!!! Hehe, don't feel jealous ya but KARAM SMSED ME!! FROM ANU!! hahahahaha.....

Today, I'll be having my medical museum session and lectures and by 4pm I'll be done. Few Dentistry friends are meeting Ale later because dear Ale is leaving to NUS for the same course!! Smart gals deserve the places in NUS. Congrates Ale btw..hehe...When she told me she was leaving I was so emo, and that time I was still emo-ing about my result and ballet. So triple emo, yeah!!

Mother's exam is finishing today so I guess she wont be studying and getting emo already. But then again, IF she did not so well, she would mope about it and make our lives difficult like asking us to do all the house work and not cook and not fetch us and....JOKING!! She'll just do that for a few days then everything will be back. ^^

I guess that's all about it, oh ya...since classes are in the afternoon at 1pm, I can now sleep later and take the 9am train. BUT is I have CSU which starts at 8am, then I'll need to be like last semester, get the 6.30am train (2.5 hours different!!). Anyway, til then....

Oh ya, JON!!! TAKE CARE!!!! JACQ!!! MISS YOU LOTS TOO!!! KARAM!!! SEND ME MORE SMSES!!! hahahaaha......have fun ya you guys over-sea-people =P

Batman-The Dark Knight

This movie is great!!!!! Fantastic!!! It was so worth my money...it was 2.5hours long!!!!! OMG!!!
It was way better than I Am Legend...Joker was WOW!!!!

Muz watch!!!! Really muz watch IN THE CINEMA for the sound effect!!!

my dad met an accident

Hello is this ____'s house? May I know who am I speaking to?
Her daughter...
Ok, my name is Dr.Stephanie, take a paper and write it down...
Mmm...(was playing online game and who the hell donno how to spell Stephanie?)
OK, where is your father now?
Err...I donno (he just left this morning for a group)
Is he at JB? Penang? Where?
Err, I donno...(started to get worried and stop playing the game)
So how old are you? Are you the eldest?
Err I'm 19 and I'm the second.
Oh, so big gal so where is your older sibling?
(called my bro who was watching tv but he refused to budge from the tv) he's sleeping
OK, I'm calling because your father met an accident so can I talk to your brother?
OK..(pass to bro after convincing him its important)

Apparently my dad was at JB (called my mom to confirm) and he met with an accident. His right knee is tore and his pulse rate is inconsistent. I observed my bro at the side and I think she asked my bro to shut off his phone, and asked if my phone was around. After my bro asked me, he told her my phone was not around. Sensing something was wrong I asked my bro to confirm the hospital name and I went to my hp in my room and called mom. That lady asked my bro to hold on and talk to my dad who is undergoing the surgery.

Mom reached home and bro put down the phone. After rationalised things, we called dad and he was safe and sound at Melaka. SHIT!! It was a prank call and STUPID!! Make all of us so worried!!!! SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!!! BUT HOW ON EARTH SHE GOT MY DAD'S NAME?? GRRRR!!!!! SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!!

My Mom's Company

Yup, My MOTHER is the DIRECTOR of this company. Its a franchise from Smart Readers. When she got her business card, she was so happy and keep showing me, just like a small kid getting a big present and wanting to show off. LOL

The door to get into the shop where it stores.....stuff below
The receptionist area, quite cozy you know.
View from the receptionist area. Very colourful and bright!!
The back portion of the place and he door leading to the computer room.This is the computer room.
This is the kitchen area and the well, toilet...kinda messy rite?
One of the learning room.
Another learning room..how to read? Aa..Bb..Cc.....
Third learning room where the smart reader's uniform, workbook and worksheets were spread on the table to display what this place have to offer.
The anterior part of the display room.
The reading corner. Most of the books on the shelf are from my house's little library. LOL
This was the radio I wanted to spoil/burn/kill because it keeps repeating the same few songs over and over again until I can memorise every word of it!!
Sand art outside of the place!!!!!! Hehehe, miss playing with it...
The place where food were provided. This is another place where the sound system team keep repeating the same song over and over again!!!! Grrr...
The crowd/potential customer which was mostly Malay because the area is mostly visited by them.

My beloved mother and her partner. So proud of you MOM!!! AND GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAM!!!! She is now in the middle of her CLP (certificate in legal practice)exam. Before this, she completed her LLB (Bachelor of Law).

Spritz!!!!!! Hahahahah....

My mother found out there was a lot of bird seeds in this cupboard outside my house, so she started to throw/dump/put/disperse the bird seeds on the porch but you know my smarty pants dog just lick/eat/gobble all up. Hence my mother put it on a plate and placed it on one of our pillar and you can see Spritz trying his hard to jump up and get it down. Told you he has an ego problem.

After a while, he gave up and more birds/sparrows/crows came visiting to our house. I have no idea how crows would be interested in bird seeds but I am assuming there is no food around hence they are starting to adapt to bird seeds OR they are preying on the small cute birdies. Anyway, Spritz in the morning or afternoon would laze around especially when the weather is now so cooling. BUT after my mother and bird seeds is associated, he has been busy chasing the birds/ sparrows away. He would be lying down on the floor enjoying his nap when he hears a chirp, he'll wake up and will be so wide awake scanning the porch and attacking any intruders.

Compare that big green hulk and a rat, who can run (fly in this case) faster? DUH!! Birds can fly and Spritz can bark so who is the winner after a game of catch and fly? WE ANNOUNCED BIRDIES!!!! Its just so fun starring at how he retreat to us in a sad look when the birdies fly away and leave him with nothing.

Unfortunately, crows are something he does not attack. He would not bother when they are around. To him, they are like i-don-know-and-i-don't-care!!! I really don't understand because when ever a black fellow (no offence) be it Indian or Malay, he'll bark like no tomorrow and you can see how his stomach contract and dilate..all the effort and energy wasted when they are here just to put in some flyers or give us our electricity bill....Haih, hate crows!!!!

But I love Spritz!!!




***Jac and Jon...MISS YOU GUYS!!!! Have fun there k?!
***MJ and Vic....have fun in Monash too!!!

Mood for Love

Last night, someone was telling me about her love story...

Last night, someone was telling me about her ex-relationship...

Last night, someone wanted to restart the story that ended...

Last night, someone reminded me of the story where I "palat"...


the mood for love....

Today, I realised I am and will forever be a coward...

Today, I realised I am really not 'into' any relationship...

Today, I realised I still hold grudges against him...

Today, I realised I just want to be happy and I am happy without any commitments in life...



I love everybody and hopefully everybody loves me too....^^
peace

SHE'S BACK!!!

OMG she's back!!

Her gf dumped her and where did she go? Me? OMG!!!!

DIE~~~~~

Police Report (with or without Anwar)

COP- community orientated report

Cop = police

hence COP report = police report

Gosh I'm having a hard time completing it, I guess I wont be able to find time to revise anything if I continue procrastinating =(

I just got to know my semester 2's timetable. No more 8am to 10 am classes!!! For sure there is only 2 hours of lectures per day but there is also 2 PBLs per week, CSU weekly and more stuff to study!! Most of the classes starts at 10.30am and end by 4pm or even 6pm!! For sure Tuesday and Friday, classes will end at 5.30 pm because of the 2 PBL sessions. I don't know many of my group mates and hopefully there is no extra-very-outspoken mate in my group (keeping my fingers crossed).

Ballet time table got to reschedule and my teacher is suggesting morning 7.30 am to 9am then I rush off to class. Knowing how RELIABLE KTM is, I am quite worried that I'll be late. Did I mention that my CSU sessions are 8am in the morning? Don't ask me what is CSU but what I can tell is its a session where we learn how to palpate/touch patient's body. Gosh, imagine 8am to 6pm classes, of course there is a break in between, shortest also 15 minutes. I wish there's a Starbucks in my campus....

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I don't understand why is there a need for roadblocks. Petrol ain't cheap now a days but there is an increase in roadblocks due to POLITICAL stuffs. Its so unfair because just to avoid a might-happen riot, precious petrol and time is wasted and people are late for work (and you blame us unproductive). Gosh, what is with this world??

Anwar and Sabri's debate was.....OMG (in a VERY VERY bad way).....I can't wait for some international critics....OMG.......*shake head*

last day at ACTS

The pass weeks, going to ACTS alone gave me ample time for me to know more about Dr.Kama. one of the doctors working there. Today, he brought pictures from his elective posting when he was still a student. They went to Sarawak and there was so many nice scenery and also so many censored one. LOL

Besides the pictures, he even told me about his experience during his housemanship, his clinical years, telling me all the famous doctor names who were his classmates (now they are in private or general hospitals and most of them are having the datukship) and a lot of inside jokes not forgetting political and history stuff. Of course not forgetting all the medical stuff. I asked him why did he not pursue the pathway his friends are now in and all he told me was--I don't think I can bear that much of responsibilities.

Gosh, besides Dr.Kama, the staffs there--Peter, Ah Dee, San San, John, Salai, Su San, Allen, Max...and of course Dr.Caroline. Sadly I did not spend that much time with Dr.Caroline. Peter, is the best looking guys among all of them, dark I would say (Yik Jing...ahem...hehe), Ah Dee the interpreter who is so scared of blood, who always run out from the room or stand at one corner smiling at me when he knows Dr.Kama is going to take blood or do some stitches or anything that got to do with blood. I even met his 2 sons!! His 12 years old son so cute!! So girly!! LOL
San San, who is the nurse that I thought was not that friendly was actually nice because when I told her today is my last day, she told me stuffs like she's going to US by next month!!! (sad!!!), John who has been teaching me some Burmese language, Salai who is well err, donno how to describe him, Su San who is so motherly that always give me a big smile when I reach the clinic in the morning and Allen who is WOW...love his tattoos....

Anyway, I'm gonna miss ACTS so much but before I start missing, I got to start on my report!!! Classes are resuming next week so I might not be able to update that frequently but people that are flying and starting a new chapter, please take care and have fun ya!!!!

My chapter in HELP

Okay, I just finished reading Victor's blog and suddenly I got the mood to blog more bout HELP.

Orientation was the day I was so scared because this ain't secondary school where everyone knew me and I can join any clique of friends. But when the orientation ended only I saw MJ and Ivan and how relieved I was.

First day of A Level was the 8am Bio class and there MJ was sitting and dear Jac later 1 seat away from us. That was the starting point of our friendship. I later even asked Jon(if you remembered) if he was from SK band because he looked like SK band's drum major but when I heard that he was from Jit Sin..BAND!!! But unfortunately he said he was not from the band.

Next was Chem class where Edmund and Sailesh were happily chatting away and leaving us impression that they were old friends. Then only I saw Ivan and the next classmate that left me a deep impression was Karam because when he said he's from St.John, straight away St.John band was in my mind but sadly he was also not from the band.

Next was Maths and Futher Maths class where Mdm.Lin was so fierce and strict!! Jac and I sticked together but eventually we got along with everyone in class because most of them were from Chem class. Ya, Kelly the Ipoh gal turned her head and introduced herself with her right hand sticking out waiting for a hand shake just even before my butt was on the chair. LOL

in random order

Jac- I guess I was closer with you compared to other gals because you were one gal that was so quiet and make people around you feel like it's there responsibility to protect you, not forgetting you were the cutest gal!! You always were so mysterious and so secretive especially when it comes to your family. And you always surprise me with the things you tell me and the things I read from your blog. I am grateful that I did take that initiative to talk to you ^^ Please keep in touch!!

Karam- This guy I guess was the one I can clique most, the one that gave me all the happy crazy aura, the one that always open my mind to politics and all those stuff. I guess we can clique so well because we were having the same subject combination and we sort of have the same stamina for studies. LOL I am so gonna miss his laughter, sadly he sort of changed a little after his boo boo....I hope he'll stay strong in Aussie all alone...

MJ- I am not gonna be so evil and label you as loudspeaker or stuff like that. MJ, is MJ. There is no one that can replace her place. She treats people in her way. I guess annoying people is her way to express her friendship. Deep down inside MJ, is a sensitive gal that is trying to mask her way out in world by being the way she is today. Hahaha, don't emo la....

Jon- Is someone I thought was quiet and you know, nerdy and anti-social and BOY I was wrong!! Jon is so full with sarcasm and warmth that I glad I got to find out. I am so happy to be able to know the true Jon and change my impression of this tall curly hair guy. I still prefer your curly hair la!! you look so cute with it!!! (I can see him rolling his eyes...lol) [Thanks for ur pressie...hihihhi ^^]

Kelly- Is one gal that opened my eyes to long distance relationship. Sadly it did not last as long as I expected. Anyway, this gal is so full with energy and always so motherly. I am glad that I was one of her close friends....happy that we are still keeping in touch ^^

Victor (bio)-This one guy, is so erm...so...funny? Hahaha, I guess Vic and I ain't that close till he reveal his real self like how he treats karam and MJ. Between Vic and I, he is still so polite...maybe this is his way of treating a gal?? I donno but I hope there is more time to let me know him since he is still in KL.

Victor Ng-This guy I guess is the blurrest and funniest and weirdest guy ever.I guess the thing that made us bond was our birth date. Ya, we share the same birthday but he was born 1 year after me. LOL....gosh the blurrest guy ever!!!

Shannon-This gal, so quiet too at first but when you get to know her...wow, how much she wants to tell and express!! It was nice knowing her and the only time I could spend with her was in Chem class coz she dropped F.Maths....anyway, I am glad that I got a chance to know her!!

Alvint-The longest eye lashes guy ever!! This one guy is so prevert!! I mean the things he like to relate when he opens his mouth!! But he is a nice guy, very gentleman indeed!! I'll miss his big bear hugs!!

Bryan-Tall guy!! Yup, thats always in my mind when I see him. This is also quite a gentleman in a way and the 1st thing I know about him before I got to know him was that he has a hate list and I remembered Edmund asking Kelly if he is in it. OMG so funny!!! Hahahaha!! Bryan is just so bryan if you get what I mean. The 1st time meeting him, people started to label him as arrogant and stuff like that but actually, he's a real nice guy.

Edmund-Now, this I can say LOUD!! Just now in the car, he was blasting his radio and practically making all of us shout while he being himself, talking as loudly as ever. He is so you know and yes he is you know but he is nice...very talkative for sure coz he pissed me off before in chem class when Ms.Ng was lecturing. Gosh, he just could not be quiet and go on and on with his donno wat topic but well he is himself...talkative. period.

Sailesh-Unreliable!!!! Really hmph!!!! But well, he is also another guy who loves to brag but I guess he is a nice guy too....well to me....lol

CK-He was just labeled as anti-social by Edmund but you know, he is actually a very nice guy. We sort of got closer in sem 1 or sem2 but I know he is a real nice guy. He is not anti-social, he is just like this due to some pass bad history......ya....

Malcolm-This guy...err....no comment!!

Ivan-I remembered the whole F.Maths class hating him and always discussing how to tell him off because of the words he choose when he talks. Well, he is OK I guess...lol. Was never close in secondary school nor in college.

Veyny-Err, was not close but I think she's nice too...

Tatsuki-Butt hair!!! hahahahaha.....being with Tatsuki really open your eyes to A LOT of things and well, he is just being himself, a very curious one. LOL

Alicia-This gal ah, we have lots of mutual friends and I even had her cousin as my neighbour but I never really really hung out with her. I don't really really know her but well, she is one funny and nice gal...lol

Izyan-CUTE!!! Yes, Izzy being cute and so funny and so not kakak like even though she's one year older than us. Gosh, just observing her, you can see so much, yes MUCH of facial expression...lol

Aminda-OMG, I adore her!! I was well, emo and after hanging out with her...POOF* emo-ness GONE!! She is so crazy and wacky and WOW!!!! Really hope I'll get more friends like her around me to ake me happy all the time. The positive vibe she exert....really wow....

Paul-Hmm.......the pic he jump and pose just came into my mind...LOL.....funny, crazy and err....hahahahahaha....couldn't take that pic out of my head...LOL

Jo Yee-Wah, this gal....geng la!!! Smart and so sophisticated....cream also muz cover whole body....hahaha...well, this is a gal her bf should not let go. I remembered having breakfast with her on the 1st week of bio class. I still don remember if she's local or she's from Negeri Sembilan. I donno why N9 but ya...talk about breakfast, she always complain hungry and wants break from Mr.Low...hahaha

Mei Kay, Pick Yew, Michelle, Divya and Neha- I did not hang out with them much but I think they are nice people too ^^

Flying friends

I just sent Karam off...he really left for studies already...really really left...as in really really left....
The next one is Jac...20th ..then jon on 25th, then Alvint on 6th August, then Aminda on 12th , followed by the 3 going to Imperial (vic on 30 sept, Joe and Golok haven't booked their ticket). Left Alicia and Shannon at HELP, Sailesh, MJ and Vic at Monash, Edmund at Nottingham, Jin will be going to Aus next year.....and me.....

Karam said, he was so happy to actually get out of Malaysia for studies, but when he started to pack his bag, he really don't feel like going because you are leaving your beloved country (ignore POLITICS and PETROL HIKE ), the place you grew up, the place you make so many friends and memories.....the place you were born....

I had the same feelings when my dad asked me if I am okay of we shift to some other place. The thing that dawn to me was--I am going to leave this house where I learned how to crawl, walk then run...the place I call home that sheltered me from wind, thunder and rain, the place where I got all the love and felt loved....I guess this is the feeling I am going to go through when it is my time to leave.

You guys that are really flying, please keep in touch and please sent me an email now and then, a call or two, a nudge in msn.....I really am missing you guys already....

Jac, I am sorry for not able to attend your farewell party yesterday!!! But Edmund is planing a small one next week on one of the weekdays. Please find time to go for that please.

Procrastinator!!

A procrastinator has possessed my body!!! There is only 1 week left till my next semester resume. By then, Ale wont be around listening to my random topics and I will be as blur as ever in lectures because I haven't started revision and die, COP report....sad....

Anyway, I had a real good dream yesterday!! Ok, I know dreaming means I did not have a good sleep but I had a good dream!! I dreamed that when I woke up, mom bought a golden Retriever puppy and it got along with Spritz and we were having so much fun!! Until Mom shouted at my sis for making a lot of noise outside at the porch hinting my mom to move faster because she is almost late for school. Grr....spoilers!!

Yesterday, I watched Hero, Ocean's 11, 12 and 13.......LOL (talk about holiday!!)




First time ever I have not visited my band even though I am having holiday. First time ever I went out with friends and had fun during my holidays. First time ever I abandoned my ballet practice even after knowing that I suck in it. First time ever I feel like playing mahjong tiles instead of starting on my report. Procrastinator..shoo!!!!

abortion and Kids!!!

What is abortion? According to wikipedia, An abortion is the removal or expulsion of an embryo or fetus from the uterus resulting in or caused by its death. It is illegal in Malaysia to have abortion. It is also wrong according to religion to have abortion but if it is for medical purpose, it is still acceptable.

The other day when I was in the counseling room, this couple came in and complained that they want to abort the baby. The husband is in this mid twenties while his wife is 19 years old. Reason for abortion--the wife is unwell, always vomit and have headache. DUH!!! When you are pregnant, you will feel nausea, feel like vomiting, back pain etc. See how uneducated are they!! Its so sad to see those that have the same mindset and were not there to complain and aborted the innocent child just so.
"Ignorance is bliss" cannot be applied here!!!!

Today, I had a chance to see a woman's vagina and it was a bloody one!!! This lady is 1 month pregnant and had a fall few days ago and thus had bleeding. She came in yesterday and complained the same thing but today the bleeding was worst. So the doctor put some lubricator on the vagina dilator and well, dilated the vagina and WOW, now I can imagine how mine looked like when I am having my period. LOL

Double wing Vagina dilator

It was a SIGHT!!!! LOL

I like being at the clinic and feel like I am a part of this small family. Surprisingly, I feel so comfortable till I think I won't mind having them at my house for visiting. BUT when my ballet teacher reminded me that they are still STRANGERS, I noticed how naive I am and recalled what my standard 3 teacher told my dad---"Jene is very naive and she easily trusts people, take care of her." Yup these were the words from my teacher back then hence I try to not trust people that easily but still I guess it is in me, and I can't change that. What I can change is, the way I choose my friends and how I judge people ^^

BTW, took over my ballet teacher's class today and I just remembered--- I REALLY HATE KIDS!!!!!!! Grrr.....

ahem....

Quote Dr. Kamaruddin :

"You do not need to be a brilliant doctor to be a good doctor"

Herpes allert!!!

Yes, I went to the clinic again and saw 3 more penis...YUP!!! The 1st guy was alright with it but the other 2 was embarrassed and tried to hide but the doctor keep telling him that I am a doctor (HAHAHAHAHAHA!!) and I am used to it (SO NOT TRUE!!!). Later he told me all these stuff are rare in local hospital and you need to see it to know it. Most of the time the doctor will tell stuff and used a lot of medical jargon, leaving me nodding away without catching the new word.

Sadly, most of the guys there are sexually active and hence herpes is common among them. Another chronic disease they have are targeted at their liver. Liver is the largest and important gland in our body. It plays a major role in the metabolism, detoxify our body, store glycogen, synthesis proteins and enzymes and breakdown RBC (red blodd cells) and many many more. Just a slight damage to the liver, the whole function of the body is disrupted and many diseases start to occur. People, don't drink too much alcohol please!!!

Anyway, there was this guy who had pus in his shaft and blisters at his anal canal. He was in so much pain and herpes is not curable because it always comes back (recurrence). If he does not practice safe sex, herpes will be spread and eventually most of the sexually active people will get it and a lot of newborns will innocently get it too. SAD!!!

** Gals, get the HPV jab. It cost about RM1200 for 3 jabs the protection is higher for those who gets the jab before being sexually active. Think of the money you need to spend for chemotherapy and compare it with this mere RM1200. Cervical cancer is now the 2nd highest killing cancer!!

2 more weeks of holiday

Enough about Genting because my week now is so complicated!!! Too complicated till I don't know what is going on.

Weekdays got to finish up COP and the report.
Saturday might be going to Jac's place but I'm having ballet till 7pm!!
Saturday is the day we FM people wanted Karam to have his farewell party because he is leaving by 13th July.
Sunday got date with hubby, also got to send Karam off.
Next week more stuff to settle then the following week, 2nd semester going to start.

Argh, I still don't like spontaneous!!! I got to plan my schedule!!!! What to do what to do??!! Its been a long time since I have been this busy!!!!

Jene, chill........

Now, Genting.....haih (its a good sigh!!)...I miss Genting!!! I mean the fun stuff we did and I regretted not mixing with you guys last time in A Level. People....you guys are GREAT!!!!!


Anwar's case.....hahahahaha...even the paper said we rakyats are sick and fed up with the political issues. Sodomy again? SWT.....no comment....what ever it is, if he really did the thing he did, then it's his business, not mine nor the rakyat's. If it is got to do with religion, then let the religious people do the job, refer this case to the Mahkamah Syariah la. Anyway, with all these issues going on, who will wanna invest in Malaysia? I doubt so if its a good investor...maybe a risk taker...

My mom is a director!!!! Yes she is studying law and her exam is next month but last month she agreed to join in opening a Smart Reader's franchise. Yesterday was the registration day and I was so tired running up and down helping out. Hopefully she'll have fun in this business ^^ (and earn enough money to sponsor my studies...lol)

You guys who are flying off....don't you dare forget me!!!! Gosh, people are changing and having a new life. Like just now, I just got news that one of my (ex)best friend just broke off with her 2 years long boyfriend and 1 week later that guy coupled up with her best friend!!! OMG!!! I bet she's hiding her sadness because when the person who told me bout this asked her of she's ok, she said yes. I just don't understand how people can change so fast...2 years is long!!! (Thats why I just cant trust some guys...)

Genting and COP

The 3 days of Genting trip, lazy to write in detail so I'll just let the pictures do the talking.

IMU mates, this was what found in Awana Resort. IMU--a signature Hawaian Dish...LOL

THE 2ND DAY (GOING TO THE THEME PARK)
Waiting for shuttle bus
What happened? Blur~~~
Cam whore time!!!!
The 2 good friendsThis is what happen when you cacau people and don't let them sleep at night.
Close up...Karma people...karma...lol
zzzzzzzEntertaining ourselves while waiting for the bus

On the bus

Aminda with her hand
Victor acting cute and sticking his tongue (so not cute =P!!!)
Alicia acting cool...
Cam whore session!!!
Aminda acting as a fish? Flower blooming? I have no idea...

Paul occupying himself with......

Cacat akal and pretty gal...lol

On the cable car
Paul, Jon and I were on the other cable car so we will not seen here....
Jo Yee and Alicia...peace peeps
The other 2 pretty gals...

In the theme park
It was foggy and misty and it was drizzling, so many exciting fun rides were close so .....
MJ: I have an idea!!!
Aminda: Yes yes, what is it??
Me: No!!! Run Run!!!
End up in the ice cream shop....yeah!!!Hmm...what to choose....

Waiting for Pirate ShipPaul is such a poser....ok, maybe Minda is...lol
Ice cream rocks!!!!
Was under the mushroom umbrella because it was drizzling...
Cam whore again but with MJ imitating KISS...lol
Look!! Flying pirate ship!!!

A decent picture ^^
I look so weird beside Izzy....
What is Jon looking???
What is Paul's hand and my hand doing??
OMG, Aminda freaking out, MJ getting crazy while Izzy still as smiley as usual...
MJ: OK, now do what?? All also close, cant play much...
We decided on something and Aminda is soooo happy...
MJ started to sing and she pulled a high note (imagine opera) and we were shocked hence stood and stared at her.
Paul and Minda: I bet we can sing better than her....
MJ: Hmph!! I heard that
OK, cheese....without Izzy
Another cheese without MJ
While waiting for Space shot, we noticed Izyan's scarf was very VERY woolly and left a lot of fiber on Aminda's and MJ's black jacket. Shown here is MJ's sleeves, looks like she hasn't been washing her jacket for thousand of years, full with cobwebs.
In the end, Izyan was dumped to me because her scarf don't affect my jacket.
I was punched while Izyan was acting rocky...lol
Cam whore session again...MJ looks so small kid
Happy happy!!!
We were bored and I suggested...lets jump and take pics!!! Yeah and we did it!!! Sorry Jon I covered your face.
Sorry Jon, covered again...
This time it was perfect!!! Because I was not around lol
Wow, for the 1st time Paul is so much taller than Jon (lol)

Swing swing!!
MJ extra happy because it is swing time!!!
Aminda trying to kiss camera woman...lolJon is so happy too..wonder if you guys had a childhood (joking!!)
OK, me happy too....
Maybe a little too happy...lol

I'm flying without wings~~~~
Paul and I are flying without wings~~~~ lalalala
Jon is grabbing the nylon string as hard as possible to avoid ahem pain....hahaha (JOKING!!)
Pirate Train
After the swing swing we went on Pirate Train which was STUPId!!!! Me, Paul and Izyan end up screaming for fun before the stupid ride ends. Jon, when can I ever hear you scream??
Space Shot
This is the 1st time sitting the space shot. Second time, Jon was with us...Jon you were great!!!I can hear myself telling Izyan and Aminda...COLD~~~
Going up....
Hands off!!!!
Up up up!!!!
Hungry so find food....
Cam whore even when we were on the escalator..lol. See how MJ BLOCKED me!!!!
Hahaha, now can see me ^^
Where to eat?? stomach grumbling~~~
Finally we decided to eat in Pizza Hut and we sat at the exact table my band members sat when we came up for out band trip...miss those days!!!
Still deciding what to order. The 1st person saying "I am hungry" was still as quiet as usual (JON!!!!) so the 2 kakaks decided for us.
Food came and MJ became crazy again. this picture was taken (token...lol) by Jon. Nice catch Jon ^^

Pirate Ship again
What is MJ doing???
Sweet smiles =P
After lunch, we sat pirate ship again because the fog was really bad and it was drizzling slightly.
Hands UP!!!!
We are reaching to the sky and trying hard to shut the pipe that allows the rain water flow out on us.
Look at Jon!!! His hands are partially up too!!
The ship was too slow and not exciting for the beautiful aminda...
Izyan and MJ comparing whose mouth is bigger LOL

At Carousel (the last ride)

Cam whore!!!!MJ so sweet!!!!
But not in this...lol

After carousel ride, we did our last can whoring session before leaving the theme park
Down down....
Up down...
Down Up....
Hmm....get this right!!!!
Yeah!!!!!
Scenery.....
Romantic? nah.....
Paul raised his hands and said "me want pic"
So Izyan said "OK, you get ready."
And hence, Paul jump up and SO CUTE!!!!! hahahahahahahahaha
Aminda merajuk coz she cant be as cute as paul....lol
Aminda looks so...evil...muahahahahha....
Jon and I....blur...stone....
Space shot....
Bye bye theme park!!!
Last cam whore session and Izzy forgot to turn off the flash...
Cool eh...but Paul MUST spoil it!!!
Finally a decent one....lol

Motion Master
We were so happy and looking cool!!!
Especially with the black specs....
Yoh doug....
But stupid motion master was showing Alice In Wonderland but I think it should be named as Alice in Screaming land....what she did all the time was screaming and I end up coming out feeling dizzy and wanted to puke. I was so scared when Vic said it'll last for 10 minutes because after 1 or 2 minutes, I really wanted to puke to the screen and stop the char from moving...
Stupid Alice!!!

3rd day aka last day
Izzy caught me after bathing....
Our room on the last day...the place Vic and MJ cacau Paul and Alicia to the max!!!
The coach which was so comfy but gave Vic sleepless night...lol
All watching Astro...no mood to go home...
Say HI to Spongebob!!! I brought Spoongebob to Edmund's dinner at the same day at 1Utama...so malu!!!
Cam whore session before we left the room
Look at Izzy!!! Hahahahahaha.....and Aminda's head!! hahahaha
Get close everyone!!!
Now, spread out and smile =)
Ish....
We looked like pyramid!!! hahahaha
=')

On the way back in the car

Paul and Alicia....Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahaahahahahhaha.....Ms.Lau!!!!

In Nandos for lunch
Now Alicia's turn to feel sleepy....hahahaha

OMG Aminda!!!!The look of tiredness+boredom+moodless

Take 90 winks secretly...lol
Food!!!!!!
Mmmmm.....

Blek =P
Err...*speechless*
Cool?? LOL

Genting was fun for me and honestly (don't kill me, actually I was planning not to go) I enjoyed myself so much because of the company and I had no expectations. I actually packed my bag few hours before leaving house for the trip, and thank gf MJ did not tell me the plan. I actually asked her about the things we will do, to be exact the schedule of the trip and she well, was sarcastic and did not tell me anything. I guess if we did not do this spontaneously, it won't be that fun.

To
MJ, thanks for organising the trip. Don't la get sooo angry coz of spoilers ^^
Aminda, thanks for releasing the craziness and funniness aura and cure me from depression.lol
Jon, thanks for letting me know you better. If we were not in this trip, I won't know that you are actually that fun and funny ^^
Izyan, thanks for being as crazy as minda and had so much fun time with ya....
Paul, see you when your sem starts. Cacau you then. lol
Victor, for bringing Spongebob and make me bring it to 1Utama hugging it around....lol
Alicia, for being such a good funny bully victim...hahahaha
Jo Yee, for being such a good polite gal....lol

Love Genting so much, 3 days 2 nights is really short!! Next trip please repeat the same thing!! ( people in 1 room!!) For more detail, visit Jon's MJ's or vic's blog...hehee

Now let me tell you more about my COP aka Community Oriented Project.I went to this NGO called ACTS where they provide medical and mental health services to the refugees. Most of the staffs there are refugees. My job was suppose to go there to help out but end up observing because I do not have the knowledge to help out in anything.

Anyway, back to the penis thing. Yes, for the first time, I am looking at a real penis and NO, it isn't a small kid's. The patient was about 25 years old and ahem, ya. Its so sad because there was scar tissue or fibrous tissue over his external ureter and hence when he goes to the toilet for his business, its sooo painful...pity him. The hole for the pee to come out was so tiny!!! Guys when you go for circumcision, make sure the person doing it is qualified and has experience!!!

Besides that, saw patients with jaundice, TB, and many more. Back to the penis thing, I wanted to put the pictures up (yes he allowed us to take picture of his little brother) but better not la, after you guys can't sleep...LOL

I just came back from Alvint's farewell party. It was a poolside party. It was fun and I have no idea why I was so talkative and I really enjoyed myself especially when Al was thrown into the pool. So sad, everybody is leaving...Karam, Jon, Al, Jac, Vic, Joe, Golok, Jin.....in the end....me....