Day 1 and 2

Day 1

The 1st class was 8am, briefing by the course coordinator but she did not turn up, causing 220 of us sitting in the lecture hall making noise. It's not like all of us know each other but somehow those who formed gang are now chatting and discussing about stuffs. By 9.15am, an India guy came in and started giving us lecture on first aid. It was very surface and basic then we were split into groups and followed our seniors to another hall.

These seniors are 1 semester ahead of us so most of them were my age and some are quite familiar looking. Ya, i want to emphasis, there is A LOT OF TAYLORS STUDENT in this batch. You go everywhere and people start to ask where were you from, you will get "I'm from Taylors." so sick of it honestly but I can see a lot of A46 or A47 people in the senior batch ^^

Anyway, the 2 seniors that my group got were from Help (at last!) and they taught us first aid and they were not looking confident because they also did not have a lot of experience. I seize a chance to inquire about the test and they said we are the first batch having this test. Its a first aid test and it's in 2 hours time next week. I wonder what will they ask.

After the training, few of us went to the Atrium because there was noise and crowd. Food Fair!!! I was phobia because I just recovered from my viral gastroenteritis and I'm so afraid of getting diarrhoea. Anyway, walked around and look at the performance. Did I mention that this is a small world? It's like everyone you eventually know knows someone you know. It's just sometimes so creepy. Later we had a meet the seniors session.

Bad news. No ragging. Our orientation will be very mild in ragging and the orientation will last for 3 weeks since our seniors are having their exam now. Anyway, we were put into groups and after that everything was so lame and bored. My group members are so quiet that made me quiet and uninterested in anything. Anyhow, we got to name ourselves, create 1 long and 1 short cheer, make a flag, make a lot of stuff. So after selecting the leader, everyone went to silent mode again and the OO (orientation officers) were the one talking. OOs are the seniors that guide and help us.

By the time I reached home, it was 8.15pm and I fell asleep by 9pm. DEad TiRed.

Day2

Boring Day again? Started off with the original briefing yesterday. We were told and explained about our course and assessment. Fail once, resit. Fail twice and you're OUT. Next was another briefing by the Dean of Medical Science. It was almost the same like the previous briefing hence it was making me sleepy. I wonder how was other taking it because the whole hall was quiet until she said, yup that's all. The moment she said that, it was like a cue to wake up and everyone went back to normal mode and started making noise.

Some had library orientation and stuff like that but I had nothing till 3.45pm. It was only 10am then. In the end, I found a few other friends and we explored IMU and went to the museum. It was kinda cool and cold. There was life preserved organs and foetus and stuff like that. Body parts to play with and lots of tumour to look at. Later, when the orientation which last for 1 hour ended, we were joined by others and had lunch. Honestly food is the way to make friends. Instantly all of us clicked and chat non-stop.

Anyway, by 12.30pm some of us have orientation group meeting so we split again and left with 3 of us- alethea, me and shiao yin. Both dentist and I was the odd one. We wanted to go to the student's lounge but it was packed with seniors and the TV and very comfortable cool sofa was also occupied so we went searching and found a place. It was kind of secluded and cozy. There was a few sofa at level 2 where the Dean's rooms are and 3 of us had fun chatting and sleeping. Yup, we were all so tired so we nap. Imagine surviving in campus for 12 hours. Gosh, thats why I was dead tired on the 1st day.

At 3.45pm, we had our first aid training again and this time I don't know why, maybe I had rest, I was sporting again and chat a lot with others. I had fun this time. After the training, all of us were asked to stay back and the seniors told us some of us were ragged by seniors and they were sad and angry of it and asked us to tell if it was repeated again. They really take this very seriously and the senior who was speaking was a little emotional that he said "SCREWED THEM!!" in the mike when he told us if it was repeated.

After the training and small gathering, I had my group meeting and this time all of us had fun discussing. There's this section called "prince of wild" where a guy will represent us to perform. Chan, dentistry suddenly stood up and volunteered. Our group's theme is----jeng jeng jeng---- Mosquito in ballet. Hahaha, how fun is that? Alethea's group is asparagus in clubbing. Weird but fun stuff. Anyway, my group members(half) are staying around the campus and they decided to make the flag tonight and here I am smsing the leader asking for the progression. i want to stay back and help but no transport back so anyway, the leader said it was ok and we were chatting random things.

Ya, one more thing. BAND RULES!!! I was surprised myself when I knew it too. There's 22 of us in the group but only 16 stayed today and in that 16, while discussing about our cheer I found out there was 4 band members!!! 2 from Ipoh and 1 from Singapore (4 because add me) and we can form a band since the 2 Ipohrians plays the woodwind (1 clarinet-lame guy, 1 saxophone) then the one that studied in Singapore plays percussion. I play The TRumpet!!!!! Yeah!!!! And 1 OO dances ballet and 2 other gals too so there will be 4 gals teaching Chan ballet but we need to choreograph a dance for mosquito.

Interesting? So far, it's starting to be^^ (and I made a lot of friends too)

Registration Day

Like wise, woke up at 5am and did some house chores. By 6am, left house with mother. She followed because she's afraid I'll faint in the middle of the train journey so off we went and waited for the stupid train. IT'S LATE AGAIN!!!! But anyhow, we were still early.

The train was so pack so we had to stand for some time before we got to sit. I was beginning to feel giddy and the thought of vomiting in the train is so not right but luckily we got some seats before anything bad happened.

Reached the destination by 7.30am and went to the toilet 1st. there we got to know new people. What a way to start orientation, meeting people in the TOILET. Next we went to the atrium and there I met lots of people. The first familiar face was Alethea. I did not know she was joining IMU and she stays near Menjalara so (muahaha) transportation might be solved (crossing fingers to stop using KTM).

Next, drum roll...... IZYAN!!!! She was sitting at one corner and when I walked up to her, she still did not realise until she turned her head and saw me. "OH!!!" with a big wide eyes (as if her eyes aren't big already) was her reaction because she thought I was joining the August intake. Later we took some files and I at last met Sharon. Sharon is Kelly's best friend and dear Kelly gave her my number then gave me her number. We contacted each other 2 weeks ago and have since been chatting in msn.

After collecting our files and handbooks and lab coat off we went to the auditorium and this was where "hi, my name is___" phrase was heard almost everywhere. Of course I sis this procedure too but honestly how many names are still in my head is a really tough question. Noise level started to increase and all of were comfortable. Did I mention who Alethea was? She's my ballet friend who went to Singapore to study, ASEAN scholarship. Such a small world because Alethea and Sharon knows each other too. First, Sharon is Kelly's best friend then Sharon is also Alethea's friend then Alethea and Kelly is my friend. See how the circle interconnect?

Well, next thing was speeches. Usually when we hear the word "speech", we'll turn off and assume it'll be a long winded boring speech but this time, it was different. The speech given by the president was interesting and true. So take note when a doctor starts to speak, it'll be interesting. His first sentence after the introduction was " Please raise your hand those who do not want to be a doctor." All of us were stunned. Here we are ready to start our course and you asking us whether we want to quit? "Ah, I see no one dare to raise their hands because parents are around is it?" All of us started to laugh. Maybe it's nothing to you now but when you continue listening to his speech you'll know why we laughed.

After speech and introduction to the deans and VIPs, we were to stand and "BERIKHRAR". Holding our right hand up, we were wearing our lab coat and reading the oath out of a piece of paper lead by Rajen. Rajen is my senior, doing his 4th semester now. I got to know him after my IMU interview because I was asked to join the open day on one Saturday because of my lack of knowledge about IMU and Rajen so happen became my tour guide, guiding Rachel Nge and I around the campus. Ya, I met Rachel there that day. Anyway, after the oath we went down to the Atrium for photo shoot.

There are 220 of us taking the course I'm taking and about 60 taking Dentistry. 220 of cramped like sardine and we got to take 5 pictures. there, I met more friends. Did I mention that Ng Wei Chin and a few others are there too? Wei Chin and others are also under Mr. Ronnie but that different group. Later we had refreshments and done. Ya, about the interview, its so unfair. if your interviewer are old people, the question they ask are harder and more towards about IMU (just like me!!). If your interviewers are young people, they will make you feel comfortable and ask you non-IMU related stuff. So unfair right??!! But it's also good because I got to Rajen who so happen to remember me and well, everything was fine.

Tomorrow, classes will start and our first class is about first aid and guess what!! Next week we'll have test!! Very good....haih

taggy no one

This linky love trail rules:-When you got tagged, you have to add your name to people who had done the tag and and let the list grow!

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AND I AINT TAGGING ANYONE ELSE!!!!

First name- Ng
Nickname- Jene, huang hui chao, jin
Name you wish you had- love my name lotz
What do people normally mistake your name as- wei je ne or genie.....stupid!!!
Birthplace- KL
Time of birth- 6am
Single or taken- SINGLE and don't wanna get taken
Zodiac sign- Virgo

Your appearance:
How tall are you- why u wanna know, come and meet me in person then you'll know
Wish you were taller? - of course
Eye colour- black
Eye colour you want- silver
Natural hair colour- Black.
Current hair colour- still black
Short or long hair? - Long.
Ever dye your hair a bizzare colour? - Nope, not allowed
Curly, straight, wavy- boringly straight
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair- never!!
Glasses or contacts- both
Do you wear make up- Nope
Ever had hair extensions?- Nope
Paint your nails?- When in the mood

In the opposite gender:
What colour eyes- Any will do
What colour hair- Blond or brown or gold or any colour
Shy or outgoing?- Outgoing.
Looks or personality- Both.
Sexy or cute- Cute.
Serious or fun- Fun.
Older or younger than you- Older.
Broke someone's heart- yup
Wondered what's wrong with you? - always had
Wish you were a prince/ princess- Nope
Liked someone who's taken- Nope
Shaved your head- Maybe in the future
Been in Love- Hmm....tough question
Used chopsticks? - Duh, Chinese here...IF YOU ARE A CHINESE AND DON'T KNOW HOW TO USE GO AND...NO, HOPE YOU GET VIRAL GASTROENTERITIS
Sang in the mirror to yourself- haha, did when i was small

Favourites:
Flower - lotus?
Candy- Chocolates
Song- err.....Jay's rainbow
Scent- err....nose block now
Movie- Grease
Singer- JAY!!!!
Word- swt
Junk food- potato chips
Website- blogger??
Lotion- don't use
Animals- dogs and cats and everything!!!!
Ever cried over someone?- ya
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself? - ya, my bad temper
Do you think you're attractive? - never
If you had to choose a fairytale for your life what would you choose? - beauty n the beast (i love being a geeky princess)
Do you play any sports?- ya

The rules:-Link to your tagger and post these rules.

List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people.

not going to do any coz i wanna sleep now.....sick people's rule rules all!!

~REbirth~

Why rebirth?

I guess having this viral gastroenteritis (I'm getting good in the spelling) really gave me a new perspective in life. I was previously aimless, coward, scared, useless and agitated. Now, I'm a little better that all those negative meaning words.

When I was suffering from vomiting, I really really wanted to just drop dead and stop feeling that agony. The feeling of vomiting is like sucking the life out of you. You puke and gag and your stomach is squeezed and you can't breathe which sums up to the word p.a.i.n.f.u.l.

Now I really understand why sometimes people needs to get sick. I found the inspiration to be a better curer. I want people to not undergo the pain that I went through. I don't want people to live in that kind of anguish. I don't want sickness and pain to torture us!!!

I was honestly scared and have second doubt in joining IMU. I have the feeling I won't be able to find friends like how I found you guys in primary, secondary school life and of course A Level!! But now, I found out that we can never be afraid to step forward and accept new challenges in life. I found out that we all have the strength and courage in US (its us not US as in United State mind you) that just needs us to look deeper and be confident in it.

I found a new inspiration and to start a new life, I had a hair cut too. Wanted to show you a before and after effect but didn't have the time and apparatus. Use your imagination then, the before hair was long till my waist while the hair after the haircut is just, shorter. Still below the shoulder but just 1 inch after the scapula. ^^
A rebirth is a bliss

T.T~too bad I haven totally recover and got to miss...JAY'S concert!!!!!

SiCk!!!

On Wednesday in the wee hours, I heard my sister vomiting in the toilet. In the morning after waking up, instead of enjoying the morning breeze, my mother called me up to clean the floor where my sister just vomited. Fun? To me cleaning gruesome stuff like this isn't disgusting, I can totally stand the smell and clean it off (of course throw in some mumblings). So, in the end I keep teasing my sister and imitated her vomiting sound. I know I'm bad, but read on and you'll say she deserves it!!

On the same day at 9pm, I started to feel a little weird. In the end after accompanying my sister at the dinner table, I went and sleep. At about 12am, I felt nausea and ran to the bathroom vomiting. Pregnant? Leukemia? Cancer? I even noticed I have a lot (I really mean A LOT!!) of mosquito bites at my hand s and legs. DENGGI??? And after that, my stomach hurt a lot. Remembered studying Biology, vomiting happens when the stomach's muscle contract and the partially digested food aka chyme is thrown out and thus hurting your esophagus. Crypt of Lieburkhn will then replace the lost cells. Anyway, after vomiting I had to visit the toilet almost about every half an hour because I had diarrhoea!! Let me spare you the details.

While typing here, I can still feel the pain and cramp of my stomach and I'm also biting the dead cells at my lips. You know, I dislike drinking water so after the vomiting and diarrhoea marathon I did not take even a sip of water. Partly because I was too weak to even stand and fill my cup. The agony was increased when my stomach became cramped up and gastric followed. I totally could not sleep at all. Tossing and turning on my bed, I started to feel cold and thus I covered myself with blanket and started to sweat profusely.

I keep asking myself when the daylight will come!! I want my mother to come see me so badly and give me some medicine to make all this pain go away!! But daylight came after an eternity!! When mother came in to look at my sister, it was already 8am and then only she let me have my sister's medicine. It did not help at all and the marathon continues.

In the afternoon, mother took my sister and me to the family clinic then we met the doc. I have the history of stomach pains and cramps and it's been about 5 or 6 years since I last met Dr. Lee under the Chye Clinic. Other than treating my sister and I, we even talked about orientation. He started to tell us how his orientation was that time and other stuff that he can share. Thank him so much because he told me confidently that the stuff they endure last time will not be repeated. The worst he came about was one of his juniors was forced to strip naked and one of them did not want to follow orders. He ended up running along the fan because the seniors took a rope and tied at the fan and at his penis. SICK!!

Anyway, it took me 24 hours to feel better. Even now, my vomiting stopped but I still have diarrhoea now and then. My stomach is still full with gas and I still have fever. My way of reducing fever is wearing long pants and long sleeves shirt then add on a blanket then sweat till you stink I mean really sweaty. But the problem is my sister hates hot while I hate cold. So both of us can't be in the same room at the same time hence I went to the living room and slept on the sofa only to be awakened by my dog's nosy nose poking at me. When I open my blanket, I really can see water (sweat) accumulated at my arms and neck and whole shirt was wet. But mom said fever is still there and even scolded me because she said I can catch cold easily.

Anyway, when I was in the middle of my suffering, I wanted to surf the net so badly to find a cure but blame it on lethargic I did not. Just now I went and Googled and found out my this illness is call viral gastroenteritis. --Anyone can get viral gastroenteritis and most people recover without any complications. However, viral gastroenteritis can be serious when people cannot drink enough fluids to replace what is lost through vomiting and diarrhoea.The main symptoms of viral gastroenteritis are watery diarrhoea and vomiting. Other symptoms are headache, fever, chills, and abdominal pain. Symptoms usually appear within 4 to 48 hours after exposure to the virus and last for 1 to 2 days, though symptoms can last as long as 10 days.Viral gastroenteritis is highly contagious. (Now you know why I say I can blame my sister, she gave me this illness!!!). For more info, click stupid sis

I got to miss my ballet class, could not attend Goloka's birthday dinner at Itallianis, meet up with Shannon, miss Jay's concert tomorrow, miss my band tutor's wedding dinner and all I can do is just sleep and feel the pain. I got to recover as soon as possible!! At least by Sunday!!! Gosh, orientation will be gruesome and I need the strength to run around in campus and endure the ragging of seniors. Sigh.

trainey journey

I wanted to make my life more colourful so I woke up at 5.00am. Cleaned the house and I'm set to go (together with my mom). Go where?? Go to the train station and have a ride. For what purpose? To try out the journey to Bukit Jalil.

For those who know why, I congratulate you. For those who does not have any idea what I'm crapping here, congratulate too because you do not deserve to know it (Jon you may be notified^^)

The first train at K station was 6.05am. When it arrived, my mom was still walking across the bridge so we waited for the next train at 6.20am. Cost: RM1.30 per person. Stopped at KL Sentral then changed train to LRT to Masjid Jamek. Cost: RM1.30 per person. Walked across the road to reach Star station and board to Sri Petaling. Cost: RM1.90 per person. The whole journey was about 1.15 hour (include walking to the uni).

In the train, you can see lots of different kind of people. There was this young man, very fair praying to his God. Saw him doing the touch your forehead, then your front shoulders (I don't know right or left first) then your lips. He was holding a chain too. Now, I have no idea why he was praying but when I saw what he was doing, I really thought he'll hijack the train and start his killing spree. Thank god nothing happened. Then there was this gal who wore a black blouse (see through), a black micro mini-skirt, black stockings and her hair was like a clown playing with her hand phone. No, I'm not being judgmental (not yet) but I wonder where is she going and don't she feels cold? Then there was this other lady in baju kurung. I was waiting for the train when she walked pass me. She smelt like she dumped herself into a pool of liquid foundation. She was not in front of me but about few meters away from me and I can smell her foundation's odour. Wow, she must have a lot of scars to conceal.


Board 3 different kinds of train?? Now, don't fret for me yet. I found another quicker and easier way. Just board the KTM commuter to Bandar Tasik Selatan then change train to Sri Petaling. The whole journey cost RM3.20 per person (1st stop cost RM2.20 then to reach Sri Petaling only requires RM1.00) and I'm delightful to inform you that the whole journey only needs about 1 hour and you do not need to cross any road as all the train stations at Bandar Tasik Selatan are connected.

The only downside of this whole journey is you need to totally depend on our Malaysia's famous punctuality attitude. Yup, relying on KTM is a huge risk to take. You may travel happily when suddenly the train can stop half way due to power failure or the train seems to arrive at the station after eternity. Another worst case scenario is boarding the sardine pack train.

That was what happened when I took the second more convenient route. This second alternative was tried when I was going home. The train to SP is as empty as a ghost town but the train back to K station is SMELLY!!!! We were all practically standing side by side and I doubt sardine are as pack as us. I can smell the body odour of those ladies and gentlemen standing guard around me. Phew~ and when suddenly someone started to cough, a lot more were followed. It was like a sign- you cough, I must cough too and it must be louder and better than you- kind of cough. Never mind, maybe just so happen everyone on the train has an itch in their esophagus.

But this is so unacceptable! How can you fart in the middle of a pack train? It was so foul that I wanted to get down at the next stop so badly but since I was stuck in the middle of the train and so far away from the door, I could just cover my nose with my hand. OMG, the smell was like boasting- the person who released it totally did not go to the toilet for weeks, months, or even years!! It was so smelly that if I was given a choice I will be like that guy who I thought planned to hijack the train. I will definitely pull out a gun and shoot at the culprit. Ok, maybe I won't be killing him but I would definitely ask him to announce how long he did not do his business!

The moment I got down from the train, I was on my knees kissing the floor and thanking for giving me fresh air (minus the dust, smoke and other air pollutions). Holding up my hand, I pointed to the sky and shouted:" I OWE YOU ONE!!!"
Ok, a little too dramatic. Maybe I just took a long deep breath and walked home to my cosy bed who has been calling me since I left it in the morning 5am.

life is meaningless

There's nothing to look forward now and I wonder how my other college friends are coping. Its like ever morning when I wake up, I couldn't find any reason to stay awake. Hence, I'll go back and doze off again. I hate my life now. Even though I hated my stressful and busy life when in A Level, I sort of adapted to cope with it. But now, life is so meaningless. I totally despise my life now.

Well, some of my friends are traveling around the world, some are working and some are like me waiting for the start of university life. Honestly, I'm quite afraid to step to this other phrase of life. It's so alien and I hate to step out from my comfort zone. Coming to A level was not so bad I guess because I did not have the time to think as I was busy with work and stuff like that. Now, I'm so lazy and so free that I think I'm starting to hallucinate.

University life is different from A Level because the lectures will be held in a real lecture hall and there'll be about hundreds of students. I do not think there will be time for me to find the right clique of friends in this big wide sea of smart intelligent students. Kelly was nice enough to introduce her friend who so happen to be in the same batch as me. And so coincidentally she's a ASEAN scholarship holder and was a state representative in chess. And not forgetting, a straight A student. So intimidated.

Last night, I keep remembering all the things my kakak and I used to do together. I miss her so much. It has been 5 years since she left me, the exact date 6th of Oct 2003. I wonder where is she. I wonder how is she. I wonder did she come back to Malaysia. I wonder how many kids she had now. I miss her so much. *sob

wHat is bLog??

What does blog means to you? Why did you create a blog? How did you decide to use blogger as your website? Who prompted you to start a blog? When did you start to blog?

Honestly I created my email in form 5 (so late!!) just because I always see my brother online and chat at msn. Ok, not really true. It was because I wanted to play Neopet. I have to create an account before I can play all the interesting games. Hence one day I persuaded him to help me create an email account and the rest is history. Thus, I had my first email, msn and Neopet account in one day.

According to wikipedia, a blog is a website where entries are commonly displayed in reverse chronological order. A typical blog combines text, images, and links to other blogs, web pages, and other media related to its topic. The ability for readers to leave comments in an interactive format is an important part of many blogs. Most blogs are primarily textual, although some focus on art, photographs, sketch blog. video. music, audio are part of a wider network of social media.

What does blog means to me??
A blog is a place where I can keep in touch with friends, knowing what they are doing and keeping them updated. This is the place where I spill (partially spill) my heart out and views on certain issues. This is the place where I learn to maintain my English and the ability to type an essay. This is in my opinion, another type of diary where I type down my frustration, happy memories and funny incidents that are part of my life. Someone once asked me don't I think that by blogging I'm exposing myself? Then I asked back, what is there to hide?

Who prompted me to start blog??
I would say Chui Hua but I cannot remember how she make me.

Why did I create a blog?
A few friends actually invited me to visit their blog. That time it was in spaces http://hweijene.spaces.live.com. After reading theirs, I was also interested in trying out and the next thing I know I was blogging almost everyday. I would be thinking of ideas and words to put in my blog and I guess I got addicted.

Why did I choose blogger?
I would say Jac helped me out. She was my first friend that was using blogger and every time I use spaces, it'll hang and bottom line is it created a lot of frustration for me. Especially when I'm done with the last word than the next thing I know the whole blog was missing. I was so angry and at the verge of killing spaces ( if I know how). Ya, then MJ and I created our blogs at blogger together. I still remember all the trouble and confusion we went through and how we helped each other through MSN and it was like 1am in the morning.

When did I start to blog??
22 Nov 2006. I wanted to announce to the whole world about my ballet concert which was a huge success. But I did not know how to start and just suddenly telling people about the procedure sounds funny. Hence, I posted

concert was a huge success!!!

On 19th nov, the ballet concert that i was excited was held successfully!!!

i was thrilled!!!!

it was nice, excellent.......

wow.....

got a rose.....ahhh....so touched....

So funny right?? wait till you see my next post on 25 Nov 2006.

KB!!!!!band!!!!

this morning..went back to my secondary school...

omg!!!! its orange colour!!! the buildings are orange, the doors are orange, the canteen is orange....

and and and the hall has a "sudut membaca"!!!!!

its all tiled up..and it (honestly) look like a big toilet....

remembered my friend and i were discussing bout a guy who got drunk, went into our school hall and pee...

cos he thought that place is a toilet...hahahah...

nvm..i'm no longer studying there....

the main purpose i went back....BAND!!!!!

the amount is getting smaller....my section...of all....now...left with just 2 ppl!!!!!!

how cool is that??!!!!!

oh...what happen???!!!!

but at least their songs are getting better....

trumpet juniors....if u are reading this....buckle up!!!! practice your damn trumpet!!!! get the damn high G!!!!!!

miss school....miss band.....miss my secondary school friends....miss u guys!

It's so childish and ya, by going through my old post, I noticed how much improvement I've made after blogging for about 1 year 3 months. The topics I posted also changed as I got to know more friends and issues.

I am proud to say,
I have matured ^^

Help!!!

Please vote for Kelly, my college friend who joined this "little let love be your muse" contest. Please vote for her and you can stand a chance of winning a camera too!!! Help ya ^^

the link
http://www.letlovebeyourmuse.com/View.aspx?ID=kelly

market

This morning, my mother managed to talk me into following her to the market. It has been ages since I went to the market. Last time, I used to follow my kakak every morning. But when I was in form 3, I didn't have the chance. Form 3 onwards, we were all in the morning session, Saturday I have band practice and Sunday attend Sunday class at Brickfields temple. So, I never stepped into that market since 2003. Wow, it has been 5 years!!

The market hasn't changed much. The sellers are the same, of course there were new faces. Things are still at the same place-clothes in front with fruits sellers, fish sellers are in the middle, chicken stalls are at the other row, far left at one corner is the pork stalls and vegetables stalls are every where. Suddenly I remembered once I was fascinated with a fish and I asked mother whether the fish was sick.

me~ Ma, look at this poor fish.
ma~ No la, it isn't sick. Why do you think so?
me~ Because it has chicken pox.
ma~ Ha ha ha, it's on their scales, and its not chicken pox dear.

Then there was this once I was paying so much attention at a type of vegetable when I turned to ask my mother what vegetable was it, my mother was no where to be found. I was so scared and what would a 6 years old kid do when they know they are lost in a market fool of stranger? Run? Scream? Cry? Faint? Go searching? Steal things? Keep quiet and stand still? Yup, I stood still and was so quiet. Honestly I think I was scared till I couldn't move. But in the end, my mother realised her dear dumb daughter was lost and retrace her journey and alas, found her dumbstruck looking so terrified.

When I followed my kakak to the market, we'll definitely meet up with her friends and have breakfast together at the "roti canai stall". Our usual would be "roti telur" and "teh tarik". By the time I finish my breakfast, I'll be so full and couldn't walk. End up my kakak took all the food she bought in both hands and dragged me home. We walked to the market and when we got a bicycle, she cycle while I enjoy the wind. Gosh. I miss her a lot.

I gradually hate going to the market because of the smell, heat and people. I am a person who does not like to be in a crowded place, especially when it is crowded with people I do not know. The smell of the drain, food, meat, raw food and living animals just make my nose crinkled up and I always got to hold my breath when passing through smell that are foul to me. Usually by 8.30am, the sun is up and the sun rays project heat that I eventually learn to love (band life rocks!!!). When you are under the sun, the sun rays will penetrate your epidermis and stimulates sweat production (My Biology really sucks now). When you sweat, you feel sticky and uncomfortable. Next, temper will flair and kakak will be angry and will punish me when reach home.

When I visit the market, you can all sort of people and mind you my eyes will be searching. Not searching for food to buy but people that I know. For pasar malam, I usually count people that I know and if it's above 20, I'll be positive that the rest of my day will end in a happy note(crazy le). Anyway, other than searching for food that kakak need, I also would look out for things I need. Others collect stamp while I collect stickers and erasers. Stickers might be common but erasers that I collect have different shapes and colours. I have about 200 of them in my cupboard now. Interested in trading? So when I see certain stickers that are of my liking and erasers that are weird, I'll definitely pester kakak to buy and I'll pay back. Memories are sweet.

Foods that are sold in this market that I visit is way higher than Kepong Baru's market. I think the sellers here think that people who stay in my area are rich or they are just greedy. But somehow people who shifted away to places like Damansara or Kiaramas still come back here to do their marketing. They claim it's cheaper and easier to buy their groceries. Ya, there's also this old grandma that is very pitiful. She collects cardboard and sometimes sells fruits. What is so pitiful is, her body is bent to 90 degrees and she works everyday and 24 hours. Whether it rains or shines!! When she is tired, she just sit at some place and just doze off. Sometimes she doesn't even wear a slipper. Apparently she has 3 sons and they are quite wealthy, but she refuses to stay with them because she wants to work. How true is this, I am not sure. I salute her, because she never begs but work for her money.

People are so lucky in their life but they never appreciate. Outside, people are working their butt off but there are people that are complaining the house not comfortable enough. People working under the hot scorching sun and cold rain, did not even voiced out their hardship while those sitting in the office with air cond 24/7 complaining they have not enough money for don't know what brand's lipstick or feels that life is unfair to them.

If I ever have the chance, I'll kill these useless lucky people.
Parliament is dissolved, and there's news about a riot coming soon, everybody be careful ya.
Sorry, I do not have the mood to answer phone calls. Please forgive me.
Wow, the sky is full of lithium, calcium. sodium, potassium, barium and booming sound. Long live fireworks!!

Happy Chinese New Year Hokkien People!!!

Valentines day??

I already have a few friends complaining that they are still single and feeling quite sad because the V day is here. And I still repeat the same thing to them- SHUT UP and GET A LIFE!! Maybe I should ask them to join those groups that boycott V Day. Or better still, get them a blind date(which I hope are not literally blind).

Just a poem my friend send to me ages ago and I kind of like it. Let me share...(see MJ, I do not talk in riddles and I share!!!)

ROSES R RED,
VIOLETS R BLUE,
IF YOU’RE D LAST MAN ON EARTH,
I WON'T EVEN DATE U!!

SEND ME NO FLOWERS,
NOR LETTER SO LONG,
IT’S NOTHING PERSONAL,
YOU'RE JUST MR. WRONG!!

SEND ME NO FLOWERS,
I DON'T WANNA DATE,
I’M PERFECTLY HAPPY,
NOT HAVING A DATE!

SEND ME NO FLOWERS,
KEEP UR ARDOR AT BAY,
I’VE GIVEN UP ROMANCE,
FOR VALENTINE’S DAY!

SEND ME NO FLOWERS,
NOW GET A CLUE,
I DON'T LIKE VALENTINE’S DAY,
AND I CANT STAND U!

SEND ME NO FLOWERS,
MY POSITION IS CLEAR,
SO DON'T CALL ME SWEETHEART,
DARLING OR DEAR!!

SEND ME NO FLOWERS,
IT’S JUST ISN'T DONE,
IT’S PERFECTLY CLEAR,
I’VE WON ALREADY..

SEND ME NO FLOWERS,
BUY ME NO RING,
I’LL BE PERFECTLY HAPPY,
JUST HAVING A FLING..

SEND ME NO FLOWERS,
OUR ROMANCE IS DONE,
NOW U CAN ENJOY,
DINNER FOR ONE!!

SEND ME NO FLOWERS,
YOU’VE GOT IT ALL WRONG,
SO KINDLY STOP STARING,
AT ME IN MY THONG!!

SEND ME NO FLOWERS,
NOR CANDY 2 EAT,
A GIFT FROM THE HEART,
JUST CANT BE BEAT!!!

Funny?? I do think so and I think V day is not about love between a couple. Its also between family, friends, relatives and between 2 homo sapiens!!!
Hence I would like to take this opportunity to wish all of you out there a
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!

Since I'm sort of bored now, let me name almost all my close friends and friends that are still in touch.
Priority to those who visits my blog^^

• Alicia Ng
• Alicia Thooi
• Ang Jian Wei
• Jacqueline Chan
• Loong Mei Jean
• Shannon
• Paulina
• Mr. Blurry Blur blur
• Alvint
• Ang Cheen Khuan
• Blackie
• Daniel
• Dylan Jhia Wei
• Febrina
• Jayne
• Jesslyn
  
• Hon Way
• Han Liang
  
• Jason
• Karam
• Kelly
• Law Wen Yenn
• Lim Chui Hua
• Michelle
• Mei Jun
• Ng Lai Thin
• Noel
• Wan Hoe
• SF
• Rion Guan
• Seow Tong
• Shu Yi
• Tuck Seng
• Tze Chooi
• Victor(s)
• Wann Huei
  
• Yee Ping

Being religious

Religion can turn into a very sensitive topic in Malaysia. One wrong word can lead many misinterpretation and I might be put into jail by the ISA. However, this topic is quite interesting and can let me decide how you see things in life or decide whether you are an open person or narrow-minded person.

Since form 3, I have a handful of friends who confessed to me that they have converted their religion without their parents knowing it. Some even went through baptism (I just know that it some sort of ceremony where they dip people in holy water) but still their parents were ignorant of it. Instead of confessing to their parents in the proper way, they chose me to be their witness that they have converted without their parent's consent. But when they are braved enough to announce their decision, they end up arguing with the people that put food in their mouth. (I only have friends converting to Christianity or Buddhism and not Islam).

I have no rejection in their decision of converting but somehow I feel it is wrong to convert without their parent's knowledge. No matter what happens, parents are those that put in effort to make you grow up in the best environment, people that sacrifice their entire life to ensure you fit in the society, people that cherish and raised you up, people that give life to you. Bottom line, they are your PARENTS!! Do not convert behind their backs, talk to them, ask for their opinion, discuss and most importantly ask for their permission first.

I have told many of my friends when they faced such situation, do not regret the decision you made that you felt was the best at that time. Once you are in the situation, adapt and find solution to solve the problems that surfaced. Do not sweep it under the carpet and ignore it as long as you can. If you regret it now, what you want to do about it?? Convert back to your original religion? Then when you hear some other incitement, you change again? Then when will you ever settle down with the religion you want??

In my opinion, people convert because they do not understand the essence of the religion they were born in. What is Buddhism?? It is not a religion, it is a way of life, it is the teachings of the Buddha. What is Christianity?? It is a religion centered on the life and teachings of Jesus. What is Islam?? It is a religion originating from the teachings of Nabi Muhammad where He received the knowledge from Allah. Every religion to me is the same because their main teaching is do good. Whether you are a Buddhist, Christian or Muslim, your main aim is to do more good to others and not the negative side like steal or kill.

When my mother, brother and I talked about this topic during dinner, I find that people are prejudice of other religion. I'm sure this is not alien to you when you hear another people condemning other religion but I honestly feel it does not need to be like this. Its the way you think, the way you control your mind!! This is the reason why so many wars erupted just because of a small misunderstanding. Its not worth dying without a real reason. So many people died because their leader did not try to understand or tolerate other leader's belief. For those who studied Sejarah (form4) in secondary school, you can recall one of the war that started because 2 people from different religion had a argument with one killing the other. This war continued for many many years!! I was very interested in those few topics and can answer almost all the question about Islam that was written in the text book.

I have a Muslim friend who wanted a girlfriend badly. He had one before but things did not work out. When I started to know him, he was sweet and caring and you know, guys. Then he started to shower me with sweet talks and stuff like that. One day, he asked me if a Chinese can have a Muslim guy as boyfriend. I was honestly oblivious to his intention but I do have many couple friends that are of different religion and are happy together. So, I answered him truthfully and then a lot of drama started. But after a while, he finally dared to ask the question but being someone who have a NO-MARRIED-LIFE set of mind, my answer was obvious. After the "incident", we were not as close as before but remain as close friends (I mean, he treats me as a listener of his problems). Then recently he confessed he found The-One and few days back he introduced her to me through MSN (web is so convenient). Yup, she isn't Muslim and she accepted him and the funny part was, I knew her long time ago but was never close (just a hi-bye friend).

See, if you tolerate and "love" your religion, things still can work out. So stop being negative and one sided when it comes to religion. Leaders of big powerful country, OPEN YOUR MIND AND READ OUR FORM 4 SEJARAH TEXT BOOK AND STOP STARTING WARS IN OTHER MUSLIM COUNTRY!!! Innocent people are dying and suffering because of your greed, ignorance, and stupidity!!! Enlighten yourself already...

ps: This post is not directed to anyone. so don't perasan

2 weeks after a level

After 30th Jan 2008, 3.30pm, I officially graduated my a level. What did I achieve so far since that day??

30th Jan night- Had our last gathering with some of the a levels friends
1st Feb- Cleaned the house
2nd Feb- Went and meet up with Jay(still so thick yeah)
3rd Feb- Celebrated Jayne's birthday
7th Feb- Celebrated Chinese New year and gained weight
11th Feb- Bought 2 of Jay's albums (Still lack 2 more albums to complete my collection)

Not much was achieved honestly and in 2 weeks time, I am going to start my University. Fast? Yup, you bet it is. I honestly miss all of you guys and of course the time we spent together in classes.

In Chinese tradition, we should have new clothes to wear on CNY but honestly I haven't been buying new clothes since 5 years ago and my wardrobe stayed the same since ages ago. Until this afternoon, I went through my cupboard and can't find anything to wear for University. For your information, we need to wear formal clothes 24/7 in campus!! Let me show you the dress code that I received last week.

Female students	Yes	No
Attire	Formal, clean, well pressed Blouse with knee-length skirt or knee-length dress Long pants	No plunging neckline No spaghetti string blouses No jeans No T-shirts Blouse, skirt, dress and trousers should not be made of denim material No three-quarter pants No showing of the umbilicus
Footwear	Well kept formal shoes or dress slippers	No sport shoes, running shoes, sandals, flip-flips and sneakers
Hair	Hair length should be above bottom line of collar Hair must be well-combed, tied or pinned to avoid hair falling all over face All long hair must be neatly tied up

I totally despise wearing skirts. I never wear skirt when I was in primary school or secondary school(Only if I was really forced). Its only when I went and became a temporary teacher in a school, only was I forced to wear skirts. When I went to college, my mother talked me into wearing skirts on alternate days because the skirts that I have will be a waste if left hanging around. Hence, on 1st semester you can see me wear skirts on certain days but after that, once in a blue moon. Skirts are nice on certain gals but not on me. I look even shorter and fatter in it. Hence, skirt is a NO WAY!! Now, in University I got to wear skirts or long pants. Long pants will be on me at all times because that University is really really cold!! The skirts that I have will be passed on to my sister who by the way looks better in them.

No spaghetti string blouse, T-shirts, jeans or denim material clothes??!! That is totally everything in my closet. So, I was thinking, can I just go naked instead?? Gosh, why can't all these casual clothes be worn in the campus? You look at brochures and you can see students wearing T-shirts or jeans in University and now in this campus, all these are banned. No fair at all!! Change my closet since I am already in my twenties seem to be the answer to my problems but everyday when I go for visiting, almost everyone mistakes me as 15 or 16 years old gal and its not a compliment to me. I look childish!!When I went for interview to be a temporary teacher, a disciplinary teacher mistook me as a form 1 gal who wants to transfer school. Yup, that bad =(

Footwear, what is dress slippers??No sport shoes, running shoes, sandals, flip-flops and sneakers?? No sneakers?? Gosh, I have no idea what to wear, bare foot?? But anyway, I only have a pair of sneakers which I have been wearing to college everyday. So, buy new shoes?? Thank god my mother's and sister's feet size are similar to mine. So, solution is wear my mother's high heels. Just now, she took out 2 new pairs of shoes and they suit me nicely. So, problem solved. My mother's fashion taste is totally opposite to mine so when she buy clothes for me, it'll be my sister wearing them because somehow, she likes it too. Thats why my sister have a lot of new clothes while I prefer my old ones.

Hair is something that would not trouble me at all. Just a pony tail and problems solved. This is why long hair is a bliss. Do not think it is hard to maintain. It is very easy, just ignore it and it'll be fine. Well, for me it works that way. Just pray hard it'll work for you too. Anyway, this evening went to 1 Utama and bought a long pants which is not denim material and another jacket because I really am scared of cold.

While walking around, I realised that almost every shopping complex have a "special" person that I meet or have a sentimental moment.

1 Utama- Jay Chou
Metro Prima Kepong- Mr.Ronnie
The Curve and Ikano Power Station- Jayne
Sunway Pyramid- xxx
Time Square- KKK
Mid Valley- Seng Fung
Bangsar Shopping Complex- A level gang
Kl Sentral- WH

Funny?? Nah, you are just jealous.

random rants

Yesterday after lunch, my mother, brother, sister and I watched "Edward Scissorshand"- the movie that sort of got Johnny Depp famous.

It was fantastic and touching actually. Anyway, my point is Johnny was fabulous(and so young). He's role doesn't need him to talk a lot but requires him to use his facial expression to reach to us, the audience. He really reminded me of great movies that are hard to get now a days.
Just so you forgot what is this movie is all about, let me tell you its simple short plot version.

Its about Edward, a robot who was created by an old scientist that did not survive to change Edward's scissors hands into real human's hands. Anyway, Edward was found by a lady who sells Avon's cosmetic. Well, she actually wanted to sell her products and saw the mansion so decided to try her luck there and ended up with Edward. (I was wondering who in the world would sell cosmetic products in an old mansion that said to be haunted??!!)
Edward fell in love with the Avon lady's daughter and she eventually fell in love with him too. In the process, he got famous and attracted a lot of housewife which so call to be "lonely", and cut a lot of grass, hair and dog hair. He even sliced meat with his hands and wall paper when he was jealous.

Interesting? You can actually see a lot of Tim Burton's new work in this movie such as "Nightmare before Christmas". There was a few prototype of Jack o' Lantern (from robots that make cookies) and the movies directed by this guy is always dark (Corpse's Bride). But Johnny Depp's acting sure make this movie worth to watch.

Just now while ironing my sister's pinafore, I recalled a funny incident. My friend who happened to have her 1st period in school after recess had blood stains all over her pinafore(at the back, butt area). It was so big and obvious that she was forced to the toilet and wash her uniform. On the way to the toilet, a few innocent but naughty guys saw her and started spreading the news. What they spread was, she shit in her uniform!!! It was so hilarious because when the stain dried, the colour did really looked like shit.

Then, another thought came to me, I remembered looking at the huge-est shit in my entire life at KPD D (lab's toilet) Well Jac and MJ, you know where I'm going right? Hahaha!! For those who do not know what I am crapping about, well, like what I just said, I saw the huge-est shit in the lab's toilet (Bio's lab). It was so huge that after flushing 2 or 3 times, it was still there floating. Disgusting? Well, this is me. You should see me that day with Karam and Jac, laughing non stop like nonsensical people. I am still laughing now.

When I was half way ironing the clothes (and laughing by myself) my sister came into the room and talked about her "suai" guy again. (suai means handsome) Anyway, she was blabbering about that guy so much till I can't help but ask her if she liked that guy. NO!! was her reaction but well, coming from her is something weird because when a few of her girl friends told her they liked her(I think they meant as friends) she came home excitedly announcing loudly that they were gay or lesbian(your choice). Thus, when it comes to love topic, you can get extraordinary news from her. Recently, her frequent question is-- Why jie jie now still do not have boyfriend? Cute? NAH!!

My sister got her 1st hand phone weeks ago from my dad because this smart dad of mine went and bought a PDA phone and end up pestering me to exchange my phone with his new PDA. Well, reason is so obvious, he thinks the PDA is not user friendly and waste a lot of time to learn up the steps. Well, I have been persuading him to admit that he is OLD. Do not get me wrong, I am not looking down on my dad. He's a great father and a very hardworking one too. He worked everyday including this whole week of CNY. But really he should know himself better. When I asked him why did you get that hand phone, he said because he thought he can check his email in it. I was like stunned!! Just to check email you got a PDA??!!

Anyway, my sister so far has only 2 of her friend's contact number. She has been so free that she started to feel bored. Hence when I was happily watching all the movies downloaded by my beloved brother, she approached me with my hand phone and walked away. Usually when she pass me my phone, there would be a miss call or a sms but when I checked it was empty. So I ignored it and put my hand phone a side not suspecting anything. Then, suddenly my phone rang and my caller ID was my sister. I rolled my eyes, paused the show and answered the phone.

me~ hello?
sis~ hello.
me~ why are u calling?
sis~ I'm bored, nothing to do.
me~ where are you?
sis~ outside with the dog.
me~ ....

She's bored and expect me to entertain her. So, how I entertained her was by closing the phone and shouted at her ~ DO NOT DISTURB ME WHEN I AM WATCHING MOVIE!!!
Later she decided to get Jayne's number and disturb her by sending sms but knowing Jayne, she will not get any replies back because Jayne decides whether that sms is worthy for her to reply. Till now, my sister is still asking me~ Why Jayne still haven't reply me?

Bad sister? Nah, just a little evil.
Happy Chinese New Year!!!

FINALLY!!!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!

Just moments ago, my mother and I finally finished cleaning the house. We started last Thursday, rested on Saturday and Sunday and continued till just now. When I say cleaning the house, I really mean cleaning the house from morning 9 or10 something until evening 5 or 6 something. Every corner is wiped, swept and mopped. Boxes are reopened and stuff that are stored inside are wiped. Dust are eliminated when it is spotted. Anyway, I'm really glad that the house cleaning chore is OVER!!!!

Yesterday, I have no idea what possessed me but I was really feeling down. I did not want to wake up from my bed, and when I did I decided to clean my room. I have no idea what happened but I felt like crying. I keep telling myself I hate changes. I have no idea what made me think that way but I keep remembering sad things. I was so sad that when my brother woke up and watched me clean my cupboard, my eyes were filled with tears. The moment he left to dream on other things, tears started to flow and till today I still do not have a reason for it.

When I cleaned my another cupboard that was filled with presents received during birthday and Christmas, Chinese New Year cards and other sentimental things, my eyes were swelled with tears again. I went through all the cards, present, my eraser collection, sticker collection etc and I keep wanting to cry even more. I can actually remember who gave me all the present and when it was given. I also still have my UPSR slip, PMR and SPM slip that were sticked on my exam table, old yearbooks that were filled with signatures and wishes and now addition of new things from my a level friends.

Going through all the cards made me felt better. When I usually write words in a card, I really mean it and write them from my heart. When I read all the sentences in those cards, I can feel they actually mean it but of course some are standard words. But the effort to make or write something and even post it to me gave me the strength to feel better. When I reread all the letters that my friends and I wrote to each other, I felt happy because we share something common that won't disappear.

I had a lot of "dramas" during primary and secondary school. The things my friends and I quarrel, joked about, gossiped really make me feel that I did grow up and gain experience to make my life better. I miss my friends a lot!! I do hate changes, I do hate to adapt to a new environment, I do hate losing friends just to gain more.

I wish I know what made me felt that way on Monday.

JAY CHOU MET ME!!!!

Ok, I know its a little bit thick to say that he met me but well, he waved at me!!! Wait, let me tell you from the very beginning....

I woke up in the morning and continued with the CNY house work--washing bathroom. Can you believe if I say I used 2 hours to wash that small bathroom and broke a pipe? Yup, thats how long I took to clean the bathroom and I did not have a good time at all since mom was in bad mood, meaning more scoldings. Anyway, when I broke the pipe half way finishing this chore, I realised it was 1 hour before my ballet class. Hence, I speed up my work after more scoldings from dad and mom and rushed to class on foot. A few meters away from my ballet school, I remembered my leotard's belt is still on my bed. I was hesitating to walk back or get another scolding from teacher in the middle of the road. Imagine me walking back and forth at the same spot for few seconds debating for the decision!!

Since I had enough scolding for the day, I started to walk back and thank god dad who drove out to buy a new pipe saw me and fetched me back home and back to ballet school. Lunch--2 kaya paus. Yup, I got more scolding from the teacher anyway since I was weak in a few exercises and that make me came to the decision that I won't have a happy day after all even though I am meeting Jay and watching the Kung fu Dunk gala premier.

The sky was like laughing at me and making my life more difficult when it started to rain heavily. I was suppose to reach 1 Utama by 5pm but we left house at 5pm. (Quote my dad few days back when I asked permission :"Sure I'll fetch you, anytime, since you work so hard cleaning the house") More bad luck??

When I reached 1 Utama, Jayne was not there yet so I decided to meet Lai Thin and gang(A47 Further Maths classmates). My dad dropped me off at the taxi stand at old wing(near Sushi King) and they were in front of new wing's Guess. Shu Yi was asking me to reach there as fast as possible because Lai Thin is leaving and she wants to give me something. Since when Hwei Jene always visit 1 Utama and knows the way to Guess?? But this time Luck started to smile on me and yup, I met them in time after a few wrong turnings. We chat and sent Lai Thin off and then Jayne called and asked me to go to the place where the gathering for Jay is held.

So there I was standing under the drizzle of rain, like a crazy gal all alone waiting for Jay (of course with more Jay's crazy but smart fans because they brought umbrellas!!! ). After a few minutes under the rain, I started to turn normal and walked to the shade. Jayne arrived and we went looking for her cousin sister who was in charge of the whole programme. Found her, helped her to roll Kung Fu Dunk's poster and helped to distribute to the public while waiting for the arrival of Jay. Jay, Baron Chen and the director Kevin Chu was suppose to reach by 7pm but apparently traffic jam caused him to reach by 7.45pm.

Jayne and I got the VIP media pass and we were in front of the stage!! He was standing in front of me and when I waved at him, he waved back!!!! I was in cloud nine!!! A few performance with basketball from him and honestly, he was so cool!!! His skin was so smooth!!! He was so "yeng"!! Anyway, a lot of cameras started to block my view and by 8.30pm, he left the stage to go to GSC.

We quickly left and rushed to the cinema too!!! Hall 9!!! Since we had no dinner and was a little sick of standing, we did not wait in front of the lift where he'll appear. Instead we entered the cinema (Hall 9) and rested. It was empty and the feeling of sitting in an empty cinema eventually creeps us out so we went out and bought popcorns.

The hall started to fill up and there was a lot of local celebrities from Astro, 8TV and Ntv7. I was not interested in them so I was not hyped up at all (maybe due to lack of ATP). Anyway, by 9pm when I was looking at the cinema ticket only did I realise that our slot is the 9.15pm(2nd slot) and Jay wont be with us in the same cinema(he's in the Gold Class hall). A little disappointed but well, I want to watch the movie and not just him. Jayne also told me that he'll leave by 10pm to Rumms to promote this movie so if I'm in the same hall as him, he'll interrupt me watching the movie. (Still so thick?? Swt)

KUNG FU DUNK


Jay acts as an orphan who was dumped by his dad to a kung fu master when he was a baby. So he practically grew up in the Kung Fu School and after a fight at a night club got banished from the school because the headmaster was bribed by the gangsters who owned the club. Anyway, he was found by Eric Tsang who had wicked ideas and made his living in the streets. On the exercise of helping Jay search for his family, Wang-Li invited him to play basketball at the First University. However, he would like to make use of him to make money. Jay on the other hand who was naive and kind did not mind Eric's intention at all and got famous. He combined his Kung Fu skills with basketball technique and has the ability to slam dunk (in a very yeng way). Anyway, love triangle and conflicts between team mates are in the plot too.

Honestly I thought this movie will be a little fake like Shaolin Soccer but this movie turned out not bad at all!! Not because I'm Jay's fan that I'm promoting him, but really this movie was entertaining. Truthfully, I prefer him singing than acting.

Anyway, check this movie out when it is released on 7th of Feb^^

The premier ticket

The VIP pass (wrist band)

Pictures of him will be uploaded later...
Kenny sia was there too!!!

Kung Fu Dunk PREMIER

Yup, I'm going to watch Jay's Kung Fu Dunk movie tomorrow at One Utama. Jay will be arriving at 7pm and the movie starts at 9pm.

Jayne, my best friend has a cousin sis who works at those company that deals with celebrities such as Jay and Dong Fang Shen Qi aka TVXQ( the Korean singers) and many more. So, her cousin sis like usual got many merchandises and free tickets. Jayne who knows I love Jay's song always find ways to let me have his stuff so this time she managed to ask her cousin sis to get the premier tickets for me.

According to Jayne, those who will be attending this premier are the actors and actress of this movie, local celebrities, media, journalist and those who won tickets through competitions. I on the other hand got it without any trouble and without even lifting a finger. Jayne was the one that called me and ask me to meet her tomorrow at 1Utama!!! Yahoo!!!

The actual releasing date is on 7th and I am watching it on 1st!!! Heheheh!!


Gosh, after exam I should be resting and take a break but no, after the exam straight next day house work - clean house for Chinese New Year. I am so tired!!! Yesterday clean till 5.30pm then rushed to ballet without consuming any solid food. Today different a bit. Started ballet at 7am, started house work by 9am and worked till 6pm. No food, No water but had 2 polo sweets. Can you imagine me standing on my sink, cleaning the window grills in a half squatting position for about 1 hour?? It was way worst than doing back bent in class.

I hate cleaning the house to the max and I hate kids too!! Just now went to McDonald because sis wanted to eat ice cream so I was in line buying her ice cream when this lady in front of me has about 4 small kids(you know what race lar hor) and her kids was so rude!! Knocked me a few times and did a lot of irritating things and worst, the mother did not even say sorry!! Another worst thing was I just wanted to buy 1 single miserable ice cream and waited for so long. The next counter already change 3 customers!!! I was already fuming and one of the kids kicked my leg. Honestly I wanted to slap her but I managed to resist, small ma (my foot!!!!)

Anyway, let me chill and TOMORROW JAY!!! HERE I COME!!!!

done and gone

Alright, here I am at last. I haven't really been online lately but no worries, I'm going to online everyday now!!!

Just to well, ok, exam is over but at least let me reevaluate those papers can? A quick one will do.
Bio5- ok lar
Bio6- DIE
Chem 5- DIE
Chem6- ok lar
M1- Hopefully can get good grades
M2- ok lar
FP1- ok lar

Next, let me share my last day as a level student. In the morning, I was planning to go watch Sweeney Todd after my Further Pure 1 paper but dad wanna use the car so in the end decided to follow Karam home. Karam's home is cozy and wow....really nice!! We end up watching Indian drama. Maybe he was watching and explaining while I was asking "what happen? Why?" all the time.

By 6pm we decided to leave his house to Bangsar Chillis. But Victor called so we went and visited him instead. We talked till 7.30pm (which was the time we were suppose to have that dinner). I tell you, Victor's room is my dream room. Really so cool and wow!! Anyway, when I have my own room, I'm so gonna turn it into my dream room!!
Dinner was fun but sadly no molten chocolate because everyone was so full(except me) and rushing back (Goloka was going to P.Langkawi, the others going to Alvint's house to stay over). At about 11 something at night, I decided to ask my mother to bring me to Kepong Jusco's cinema to watch Sweeney Todd!! Anyway, ish, too long never blog, a bit rusty, don't know how to continue.



When I reached home after the dinner, the reality of graduating from A Level really did sink in. I really felt like crying and pour out my feelings in the previous blog but due to time constrain, I just managed to write those few sentences. On the way home, Kelly called and I really was nearly crying. I really miss all of you so so much!!

1st Semester
Everything was new to me and the environment in HELP was really something I don easily adapt. Especially the people there, too friendly I guess.
First lesson of Biology, glued to MJ and got to know Jac and then Karam and well, everything was just like a flow, settling at the right places. Mr.Low was honestly funny to me because when you ask me to think of him, I'll be imagining him in shorts and slippers and a white singlet, like those typical ah pek. Really don't know why lar.
Chemistry was easier to adapt I guess since we had an ice breaking session. Honestly, I really remember Shannon quite clearly because I feel that she looks familiar and she so happen to be a dancer. But when she said she's from Johor, I felt weird because no way I have a Johor friend then. But Chem class was lucky for having Miss Ng, love her very much.
Maths and Further Maths class was really like a family to me because all of us were meeting each other almost everyday because the whole gang are in the same 2 Maths subjects. Sri Emas was our lunch area then and we really curse and swear the lady boss there (especially when she opens her mouth).
Mdm.Lin was so fierce during Math's class but when she came in to teach us Further Maths, she was so cute. Her first reaction when she walked into the classroom was crack a smile and said "you guys again?".
Still remember how Jac, Karam and I climbed the stairs up to level 8 then. Karam always had an advantage over us because his one step in Jac's 2 steps and my 1.5 step. Hahaha =)


2nd Semester
Biology was one of the subject I dislike because I really disliked Mr.Ronnie. I couldn't adapt his way of teaching and I hated his sarcasm. My A47 Biology friends hated him too and well, hanging out with them hearing them complain about Mr.Ronnie some how further increased my dislike towards him but things changed and I slowly kinda liked him in the end of this semester. Lame but funny in his way
Chemistry was getting fun and we made Miss Ng angry quite a few times but this show us how much she cares and how dedicated she was. This semester was where Tatsuki joined us. When I forst saw him in Chemistry class, I thought I went to the wrong class.
Maths was taught by Mr.Khoo now, and he became out Further Maths lecturer too. His first class was like Mdm.Lin, fierce and not smiling at all but after a few lessons, we find him funny and love him too but too bad, this semester was a stressful one for us. Further Maths was driving me up the wall and I started to skip sleep just to complete all those exercises in the text book. Eventually, few of us ended up as panda bear.
Our lunch region was Rotiman for this stressful short semester!!!

3rd Semester
There was less Maths class and eventually we fell apart. I hated Mechanics and will repeat this for the last time. "I DO NOT TAKE PHYSICS FOR A REASON!!!" but after a lot of repeated review exercise, I hope I did well in exam.
Chemistry class added 2 more A46 students. They were funny and made the class even noisier!! But overall, Chemistry lessons were the only one I was used to.
Biology for this semester was rocking!! Love it so much because Mr.Ronnie got lamer and people in the class had more chances to speak their mind out since the department split out original class into half. I had the opportunity to meet Mr.Ronnie in Jusco twice!!!! Lucky or unlucky?? Anyway, the small class party in Pizza Hut was really worth it since we got the chance to laugh so hard about him and in front of him!!!
Mamak became our lunch place but not the mamak food, the vegetarian food.

Now
A levels is done and I wont be repeating it. I really miss you guys all so so very much!! I want to remember every single detail that happened in this one and half years!! Gosh, time really flies and so many people are already flying off. Why must it always like this? When we start to really get to know each other, we need to separate and step onto another new phrase of life. Maybe some of the friends I make in HELP will be in the place I'm going but it wont be the same. I hope I can turn back time and repeat everything again but exams are just a no no for me to repeat. So, I just miss you guys so much now. Don't be surprise if I hug you so tightly when I see you one day...

ps Jac, are you ok??