Pic and vid of my cutie

Spritzer!!! The brand of that mineral water?? YOUR HEAD!!!! It's Spritzer's name lar....

Before I show you how handsome is he now (LOL), let us recap his puppy hood

First few hours after my bro saved him. Now you know why this name right? =)

So cute right??

Aaawwww....

Told you he loves feet

The first few days in my house

So full with dreams and hope


Latest pictures of him

Handsome boy ^^

Peek-a-boo

Blek =P

Food!!!! Hahaha

One of his biggest fear--> Pail

Dog's greatest enemy--> vacuum cleaner

A small video clip on how he'll run away from the vacuum cleaner. Took this when I was cleaning the house. He kinda got used to the vacuum cleaner, so he stopped barking already. LOL



Me love him and me don wanna lose him =(

Thanks Karen!!!!!

I want to express my deepest gratitude to my dearest friend Karen Tan!!!!

Because

She recommended a song to me which I fell in love when I heard the 1st few counts because the song focused mostly on trumpet!!
I bet you are listening to it right now ^^
I miss my days in band, being the best trumpeter and all....
I miss holding and playing my TRUMPET =(

Karen is a friend whom I know from the band forum and she's the funniest and friendly person I've met.
She's from Sarawak, Chung Hua Miri band and plays the trumpet (TRUMPET ROCKS!!!!).
She's now studying in UCSI, taking music and majoring in piano (I envy!!!)
AND
she still takes Trumpet lessons from a MPO trumpet player (DOUBLE envy!!!!).

Practically, she's living the dream that I did not dare take.....
I salute her!!!!

Karen Tan!!!
THANKS!!!!

Down to HELP Lane

Went back to HELP this afternoon and before I proceed this blog, do let me mention this. My dad is a plan destroyer..Grrr.....

Anyway, Mother drop me and my friend off at Wisma Help and from how the students walked around and all, it seems that they were us now. Remembered how the whole big gang of us walked down the road to Roti Boy and making hell lot of noise? MJ shouting our name from one end to the other?

Karam!!! Remember how we admire all the BMWs along the road to KPD??!!! The 2 parking lots that was reserved for the 2 BMW 5 series are gone!!! One of them was empty while the other one was parked by a (psh!!) Gen 2 (phui!!). Everything seems normal not until I went to KPD D where the A Level department has shifted. It seems so, so, foreign and high class and very office like. The one we used to hang out/ finish our internship hours seems so, family like as in everyone was so close to each other, so I donno, friendly looking?? Gah, I miss old A Level department office.

While searching for my certs, DAMN!!! YES YOU HEARD ME, DAMN!!! Ivan got my class rep cert!!! Yer!!!! He was the class rep for sem 1 but I WAS FOR SEM 2 n 3!!!!! YER~~~so unfair!!! Michelle appeared and she gave me the hugest, tightest hug ever!!! Gosh, I miss those days when I helped her in the office, listening to her stories/problems and I managed to complete my internship so fast and easily. Half way looking through, Mr.Yeap came in and asked a favour from Michelle. He was, he, I mean nothing changed, not that I noticed and he was wearing a lab coat so I don't know if he put on weight or grew thinner or something like that.

After getting my certs, Michelle brought me to the staff room and WOW!!!! So nice and cozy and really office looking. A lot of lecturers were not around so when Michelle brought me around to each and every office room, I spotted a head, the head we ALWAYS tease (ok maybe the hair). YUP!!! MR.RONNIE!!!!!!!! Hahahha, I shouted his name and he was like usual, act like he was shy and all. Hahahaha!!!

Approached his table and he was smiling (typical sinister smile?? No la) and he remembered my name, OK not actually the full name but he said Miss Ng (Karam, don't you think of our Chem lec!!) and he also remembered where I am studying. I asked, how is your daughter sir? And his reply was, daughtersssssssssssssss.....Hahahahahaha.....Then when I asked how was class and are you still that sarcastic?, he straight away said, shhhhh...(pause for while, smiled then)Ok, Bye...hahahahaha...I MISS HELP LECTURERS!!!!! Sadly, no other lecturers were around, no Miss Ng, no Mr.Khoo, no Mdm.Lin, no Miss Aw.....sad sad....cab we have a class trip back to HELP???

Next, went back to main campus and got my cert and filled in the withdrawal form after chatting with Michelle which seems like forever. I had to return my student ID but no fear because I still have another extra one (muahahaha) because I thought my ID was lost, which actually was in Golok's hand, so I went and did a new one. Anyway, retrieving my certs (which took the receptionist ages to find) and returning the student ID, marked my end of college life at HELP.

HELP was the place I made friends with a bunch of crazy, whacky, funny and unique people, so unique that they are precious to me. My Biology classmates, my Chemistry classmates, my Maths and Further maths classmates....you guys are always a part of life..now and forever!!!!!

HELP HELP...........I miss HELP days...can't wait to go Pangkor with you guys, I know, another 12 more days. Can't wait to have the whackiest time of my life before I become dull and lifeless again....Please don't bully me and throw me into the pool/sea/puddle of water!!! Please!!! MJ!!! JON MOJO JOJO JORNEY JORKEY JASSY JO!!!!!! DON'T!!!!!!!

versatile or being used??

It's 6pm and I just came back from my ballet school after teaching tuition when my ballet teacher saw me and asked if I want to join the 7pm class (one grade lower) even though I had class this morning with her at 9am. Since its free and I want to exercise more, so I took the offer.

Before I left, she jokingly said ~~ Wah Jene, you very versatile ah!!

WHY??

Because I can be a
1. Receptionist (worked there for 2 years during A Level)
2. Ballet student
3. Ballet teacher
4. Primary school tuition teacher
5. Secondary school tuition teacher

My ballet school is owned by 2 owners, the ballet school principal and the music school principal. AND I am the ballet school principal daughter's tuition teacher (the daughter is currently in standard 4) and the music school principal daughter's tuition teacher (daughter currently in Form 4). When my ballet teacher or the principal is not free or not feeling well, I take over their class, acting as a ballet teacher.

So I am versatile or I am being nicely used/taken advantage of??

Hmm.....what do you think??

passed!

Wheee...I passed my ballet exam =)

BUT my teacher is unhappy. Her comment was-- Everyone's result is fair except you and you (pointing at me). Why are those not working hard get higher marks than those who work so hard?? Later, the whole 1 hour class she was scolding and shouting at a few gals and from the way she spoke and all, it seems like she's closed to tears. I am just happy that I passed and that's all that matter =) I don't know how to face her tomorrow, tell her it's ok that I got low marks?? Hmm....

I'm going to be occupied (at last) for this few days and this coming Dec. I'm going to sign up for my sign language class (which I will miss 1 lessons because going to Pangkor), going to the Pangkor trip, meet Karam when he's back, teach more ballet classes, teach Add Maths (took up the offer, teaching twice per week), attend more ballet classes and I'm actually considering Jayne's offer to accompany her to Singapore. Well, I'm sure more things will come and I'm glad but I need to prepare myself for sem3 too (yes, I'm kiasu >.<"').

I'm going to HELP on Thursday and hopefully can catch up with Michelle, the gal who works in the office who calls me her pet sister since I always help her while I finish my scholarship hours. I'm so glad that thing are finally going my way and I feel that this year ain't that bad anymore =)

Seriously, my brother is so Grrr!!!! I took out a big sum of money (again, left only a 3 figure) to pay my ballet fees, Pangkor trip and all and my brother still come to ask for money from me. I wonder how can I hate him even more!!!! Haih, for the sake of love (Ka phui!!)

Well, I think that's all and I don't think I'll have much time to blog after today since my lovely brother (roll eyes!!) said he's going to change the password of his laptop and my desktop monitor is spoiled so no computer to use if he really does change the password. Don't miss me ya peeps =)

sombre HKL swing swing swing!!!

I woke up early today since I slept early last night, saw a message on my phone informing me that I have a MMS and asking me to check it out through my pc. So I jumped off from my bed, completed my chores and there I was checking out the MMS. It was so cute but before that I could not log on because I stupidly typed 012 instead of a 6012.

Next, my whole family excluding my brother went to HKL (Hospital KL) to visit my uncle who is there to undergo fistulogram. He has been a dialysis patient for the past 10 years and apparently there's something blocking his fistula. Sem 1 and 2 touched on fistula, but it's a different fistula. The fistula we learned is a pathological occurrence when there's pus. Anyway, it's been almost 4 years since I went back to Alor Setar to meet them so when he found out what I am studying, he was very happy and keep asking me questions when I looked at the Nursing chart and stuff which I learned during nursing week.

I was actually singing in my head and shook my head then I heard him silently telling my cousin in Mandarin " 死啦， 她 摇头。"(die lar, she shook her head) First time someone took my reaction so seriously hence I explained and calmed him down. After spending 2 hours with him (I actually felt like going around practicing my history taking but didn't dare), off we went back. Along the way, I saw A LOT of YOUNG doctors (assume they are since they were in short sleeves lab coats) and they look sombre. My mother commented that they looked tired (脸青青/face green green in Cantonese) and I was telling myself I sure will look worse when I am a houseman one day (If I pass =P).

Spent the whole day on the road around KL, accompanying my dad to collect assignments and salary and to be honest, being on the road in the car still makes me sleepy. I don't know if there's a syndrome for me but I always fell sleepy and will fall asleep when I hop into a car. Then we went for tea time and my mother was telling me some gossips about her (ex) business partner (I don't spread gossips so =P). I miss having "bo bo cha cha" after Saturday ballet class =(

Next, my dad force us all to go to the playground while he slept at home (hmph!!) but I had fun!!! Did the "gym" thingy and off to the swing. Yes I know, don't need you to remind how old am I but having the gush of air sweeping by your face, blowing your hair and having to feel so free and stress less, I miss my childhood. And the most important part was, there was dogs around!!! 1 Golden Retriever (!!!!!), 1 Dalmatian and another small furry cute dog, aawwhhh...dogs....I want Goldie!!!!

OK, this is so weird because RG is web-camming with me and he is showing me how to cook. Seriously, he is showing me every step from taking out the ingredients and raw materials from the fridge to chopping them and beating the eggs to frying and presenting to me. LOL. He even tell me what to do such as..
Stats Master- 小良 says:
js wait it cook for other 30sec
Stats Master- 小良 says:
now put onion
Stats Master- 小良 says:
when u rdy to fried something
Stats Master- 小良 says:
turn the fire to great 1
Stats Master- 小良 says:
put garlic
Stats Master- 小良 says:
put some black pepper ,put some oyster sause
Stats Master- 小良 says:
done
Stats Master- 小良 says:
add some water
Stats Master- 小良 says:
then fire to regular let it cook
Stats Master- 小良 says:
waiting for your eggplany
Stats Master- 小良 says:
can decorate yr dish
~jene 静 ~ says:
hahaha
~jene 静 ~ says:
wats that?
Stats Master- 小良 says:
mayo
Stats Master- 小良 says:
on egg

He's having soup (pork + radish + red date), fried egg plant, eggs with long beans, minced chicken with onion and red bean as dessert. I now know what is he having for dinner tonight at Melbourne!!! Hahahaha!!! Now, he's giving me his recipe for Maryland chicken because that's his dinner tomorrow. See, how weird people around me are..LOL

OK, I'm off to teach some monkeys how to turn pirouettes later...turn turn and spin spin and fall on the ground...all of you..muahahahaha!!!!

I'm done with my 1st book, read it as slow as possible because I have another month ahead!!! What to do tomorrow??

best friend by my best friend

I was browsing through all the movies released this year, look up the trailer at Youtube and reading the movie's synopsis at IMDb (Internet Movie Database) when I saw my best friend's message..."go see my myspace".

So off I went and I saw this...

November, 2008

BEST FRIEND

BEST FRIEND

Best friend,

is a person that you know that she will be always beside me.

never fails to be at my side when you really need it.

Best friend,

is the first person I always wanna let her know my latest updates personally,

always keeps me updated on her latest personally,

Best friend,

is a person that I had spent a period of your life with,

always wish and hope that the period would never end.

Best friend,

remembers many details of my life,

even if I do not remember about them.

Best friend,

always says that I am attractive,

when I never think that I am.

Best friend,

hopes that we share most of our same faith,

when I hope she does not cause i am such a failure.

Best friend,

still feels very close like a family,

even we have not seen each other for a long long time.

Best friend,

when we are together,

time flies by,

i never notice the time until someone reminds me.

Best friend,

i always tell myself i wanna come and see you again when i leave your house,

but i always fail.

Best friend,

I wish that i can go on a holiday with you.

Just the two of us, one day.

Best friend,

I really love you,

appreciate you,

and thank you for being in my life for the pass 9 years.

HJ2C FOREVER

I was speechless and I was touched.....

That 5 hours we spent talking on the bed yesterday,
left me with more memories,
a deeper friendship,
a feeling that I know I won't get it soon...

I want to follow her back pack to Korea and Japan!!!!!

PS: A Maths formula that was created by me. HJ2C = Hwei Jene Jayne Ching. That 2 is power of 2 (me and my love of maths)

Look at her little finger...I always tease her about that..LOL
Anyone interested?? Please do inform me, I want to get her a bf asap =P

Catching up

Jayne my best friend just drop by and we spent 5 hours catching up. Us on our bed talking and talking and talking and sharing and sharing and recalling all our time spent back in high school and band.

She just made me realised that we were the perfect student and perfect child because our lives back then was going to school, be active in class and society, come home so home work, watch Tv then the next day. On Saturday, we attend band practice and stuff like that. We never spent money or loiter at shopping malls or hang out with friends after school time and sort like that. We were....no life!!!!

Besides, we really missed our band life but apparently band is no more the same as my time because my band tutor changed to a strict, unfriendly stranger (according to my juniors). Hence I must go back to band and experience for myself because Mr.Chong (my band tutor) was never that when we were around.

We want to watch this together when it's out...
Marley and Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I cant wait!!!
Quote-- "A dog doesn't care if you're rich or poor. Give him your heart and he'll give you his."

House cleaning

There I was, so hyped up because I finally had something to do, yup you guessed righted, House Cleaning.

Started at 11am and ended at 6pm...

My feet especially my heels were killing me...

My back was aching, it was worst than doing back bend or circular port de bra in ballet class....

My nails are stained black =(

I was so tired that I feel asleep by 10 something...

I am glad that I did it because now the house is so clean and I did kill my time and work out at the same time ^^

My previous to do list
TO DO LIST
1. Clean my room
2. Clean the house
3. Finish my 2 books
4. Focus on my ballet
5. Restudy sem1 n 2 stuff?
6. Go more shopping malls?
7. Delay no 5 and 6 till the very last day of holiday
8. err...hang out with friends? Maybe during Dec lar...



yeah, 3 down 5 more to go...Monday going to check out the sign language class and take my A Level Cert and the finishing hours cert LOL

Btw, 2 jobs found me (office / teach add maths) but I'm not sure if I want to commit...should I??

random-licious

Just some random pictures I took in my room since my camera is functioning...
STUDIES
The white board that reminds me of the hours and amount of notes that I got to study which I'll clean later and write down the new stuffs that I should and need to do =)
The amount of books, fails containing notes, more notes which can't be fitted in the fails (can spot the BS notes LOL)and stuffs beside my bed so when I wake up I'll be starring at it to motivate me to study which I got to pack away later =)

Him
The birthday present my brother gave me last year which he chose the special deluxe figure =)
Still nicely wrapped with his microphone and extra 2 hands..LOL (Behind it is the birthday gift RG gave me in year 2002, a swatch watch )
Let the guy sing!!! You guys know who is he right??!!!

Trumpet aka Hubby
Present to you my beloved trumpet which I have been using for the 5 years in my secondary school. This hubby of mine only has MY saliva unlike the other trumpets in my school's music room which contains MULTIPLE VARIOUS type of saliva. Think of it as a breeding ground for various type of bacteria...eeeuuuwwww!!!

Ballet
My new ballet shoes. The far left is called the demi-pointe shoe while the other 2 on the right are the pointe shoe. Notice the edge where it is flat unlike the demi-pointe shoe which is sharper?
Old and New shoes. From left, the 1st and 3rd pair of ballet shoes are currently used while the other 3 are left waiting to be use when my shoe gets spoiled or (for my pointe shoe) soft.

This is the leotard (different colour) I am currently using and its my last year's Christmas present from my ballet principal . Love the back design =)

Plans for today
Later I'll be cleaning the whole house (fan, lamps, floor, windows, glass doors, door grills, toilets and my room)so I don't think I'll have the time to blog anything and I haven been able to go for my jog because it's been raining like every hour in the evening!!!! =(
Pray hard it'll not rain later in the evening when I wanna jog.





PS: The sign language class needs at least 10 people in one class so anyone interested please do contact me ya =)


sien ah!!!!!!

just me

quote from Nineteen Minutes (Jodi Picoult)
" Josie, as usual, had come to his rescue.......That, Peter figured, was the very definition of a best friend."

That is what I want to be, well to be exact, that was one of my wishes when I closed my eyes and wished hard in front of my birthday cake. But this wish never really come true because well, I never know why. Till today, all I wanted was just to be a best friend everybody needs or wants.

I still can recall during form 4 prefect orientation week, one of the task was to get signature from seniors and one of my seniors asked me what's my wish and I have no idea why, I answered her--to have everyone to be my friend--and you bet I made so many friends that I never knew I could. Yet getting a best friend or should I say maintaining the friendship with the best friend then was hard since we seldom meet besides band practices. And thus, I confide to myself.

Ok, I don't know why I am typing this. Maybe I am so involved in my book that I realise it's affecting my emotion again. I still remember I actually was so sad and down when Albus Dumbledore died. Yes, if you saw my face you would have thought that my dog or someone close to me got killed. LOL. I was actually sad and down and I cried for someone which is non-existence!! Which only exist as a character in a book!! Yes, call me emo but this is me....

You need me, you call me, you tell me all your troubles while I listen, I try to understand, I try to give out my best advices or become your cheerleader, shouting motivational words.....
You don't need me, you don't bother contacting, you lead the happy life you want while I still listen, still trying hard to understand and still trying to stand by just in case you need someone to talk to.......how bout me??

old post new comments

Remember my post on "Slave Princess" where I had the chance to performed on stage and in front of the King and Queen of Negeri Sembilan at Istana Budaya and it's for charity purpose. Anyway, it's been almost 1 year since the last day of performance and I still received comments from people that I'll never expect...such as

29th April 2008
Hi girl
How are you doing?
I was just browsing thru with my name "James Quah" and I found yr blog.
Wow...cool stuff there...
Cheerio
James Quah

Mr.James is the vice President of the Dance Society Malaysia which organised this production =)
(He googles his name..LOL)

19th November 2008
Hi Gene,
Nice commentary of the Slave Princess and nice pictures too.
Skydancer

Skydancer is our photographer,a very professional one and his son is our country's representative in Dance Sport category in Sukma and stuff like that =)
(Since when my name change to Gene??!!!!)

Haha, so much for a VERY old post with NEW comments =)

post no 3

Enough is enough!!!

I got to get a grip on my life!!!

I can't continue to be this aimless, so useless so I shall make a list of things I should or consider doing

Hmmm....this is the hard part because, my mind is blank....

TO DO LIST
1. Clean my room
2. Clean the house
3. Finish my 2 books
4. Focus on my ballet
5. Restudy sem1 n 2 stuff?
6. Go more shopping malls?
7. Delay no 5 and 6 till the very last day of holiday
8. err...hang out with friends? Maybe during Dec lar...

Can't think of anything else now

WANT TO DO LIST
1. Take up sign language
2. Take up more dance classes (this might be hard)
3. Find a job (just realised that all my previous and current jobs are offered to me, have yet the experience to actually go look for jobs)
4. Go for more holiday

So few compared to my to do list after my last paper..tsk tsk tsk...

post no 2

I know I am crazy to blog so many posts in one day but please bear with me.

Just did a quiz sent by Dinesh at Facebook about "what's my future career"

You're very intelligent,
hard-working and overstressed.

You always focus on details and you're unable to relax. You will
either end up in a job that requires painstaking drudgery
such as accountant or medical researcher or in one with huge
responsibilities such as air traffic controller or heart surgeon.
Just be careful you don't end up on the table yourself.

I like the word overstressed, it's so me =)

Btw, Miss Ng (my chemistry lecturer from HELP) replied my email and she says she misses us too!!!
Let me quote her "Just the other day, Mr Lim (the Physics teacher) was telling me how he liked your batch too.
We both wish we could share another class together again but then it might not be the same again."
And another one "Well, Jene you have climbed the first mountain! Hooray. Learn from mistakes of the past - time management for example, and be a better and stronger climber. Remember to take deep breaths in-between.
Take care Jene. Sure miss you a lot..........too!"

Remembered how she drew the mountain on our 1st day of class and explained the concept of climbing it and all....I MISS everyone in HELP!!!!! =(

Ish, instead of wasting tie here, I shall start reading my book since I've nicely wrapped them..toodles...

updates

Yesterday I had plans and the plan did work out...

After blogging, went to catch HSM3. The front part was quite boring, in my whole life that was the first time I actually replied my friend's messages in the cinema when the show is on. BUT when they dance, of course I could not miss that because I love their dance moves A LOT!! Bravo to Kenny Ortega, Charles “Chucky” Klapow and Bonnie Story, the dance choreographer of HSM3. I really envy them able to do the pirouettes effortlessly and they just don't do a double, they did multiple turns!!! (Please don't assume that I am ONLY talking about the lead characters)

Next, my mother and sister went and catch Madagascar 2 which I've watched 2 weeks ago so I went to Popular Bookstore (The only book store) and had a book hunting session. After much consideration and more mmm..ahhh..should I buy...episodes, I finally made up my mind and bought 2 books. Since my sister has the popular card, I had discount on both books.

After getting the books, I went down to Starbucks and spent the entire afternoon reading the book MJ gave me for my birthday, Keeping Faith. Why did I not indulged in those two new books? Because I was half way through it and I want to wrap those books before reading it. Wrapped books give me a sense of calmness, the one where you can just read without worrying whether the book will get dirty or look dirty or gets dog ear.


AND yes, MJ did not show up because she woke up at 2 something pm. But I want to thank her for actually making me getting out of the house and stop being emo and feeling lonely. I was happy spending quality time with myself =P The Xmas Frappuccino was ok for me, nice and chocolately enough for me. I took the Dark Cherry Mocha =)

After the long day in Starbucks with books, I went home but end up in my ballet school because I got to teach monkeys to dance. They are a bunch of noisy, short little cute darlings that will do their best to impress you BUT I just can't stand their mouth, Noisy Little Brats!! LOL

Overall, I had a fun day and well, how bout today? Hahaha, no worries because I have books to accompany me =)

Toodles~~

PS: Happy belated birthday to Kok Hoe, Jo Yee and Wan Hoe =)

Oncologist + b'day wishes...2nd post

I was reading/flipping the newspaper today when I saw the big title--

We need at least 200 oncologists but have only 39, says Liow

By LISA GOH

KUALA LUMPUR: Malaysia is currently facing an acute shortage of oncologists, said Health Minister Datuk Liow Tiong Lai.

He said the ideal ratio should be eight oncologists per one million people.

Caring friends: Information Minister Datuk Ahmad Shabery Cheek (left) and Liow visiting Deputy Information Minister Datuk Tan Lian Hoe who is down with dengue at the Hospital Kuala Lumpur yesterday.

“So for Malaysia’s population of 26 million, we should have at least 200 oncologists, but we have only 39 at the moment.

“We are very, very short on oncologists,” he told reporters after opening the First Asia Pacific Conference on Healthy Policy and Planning yesterday.

He added that foreign oncologists had been brought in, but the numbers were still low.

It does not help that there are about 30,000 to 40,000 new cancer cases each year.

“According to the first National Cancer Registry report in 2002, Malaysia men and women have among the world’s highest rate of nasopharyngeal, laryngeal and cervical cancers,” he said.

Liow added the World Health Organisation (WHO) estimated 7.6 million people died of cancer in 2005 and that another 84 million people will die from cancer in the next 10 years.

To deal with the problem, Liow said that more oncologists needed to be trained.

“The Health Ministry is also finalising a National Cancer Management Blueprint for the period of 2008 to 2015 which will streamline the fight against cancer. I will have to brief the Cabinet first.

“With this blueprint, our vision is that by 2025, cancer will no longer be a public health problem in Malaysia,” he said.

He added that the Ministry was in the process of building a National Cancer Institute in Putrajaya under the Ninth Malaysia Plan.

“This will be a national referral centre for cancer in the same manner as the National Heart Institute is for heart diseases,” he said.

Oh, oncologist....
How did I end up in the course? Because Wann Huei suggested to me Psychiatry when I told him the things I like to do. Why not take the easy route and take up psychology? Well, I honestly don't know...

So here I am, considering what course to specialise when I myself know that I have many chances to fail in this coming 4 years. Yes be optimistic....

So, what is oncologist? Oncologists are physicians who study, diagnose, and treat cancerous tumors. They practice in hospitals and medical centers, university hospitals, and research organizations. To become certified as an oncologist, a candidate must first graduate from an accredited medical school before entering into training as a specialist (e.g., internist, pediatrician) and sub specialist (e.g., medical oncologist, pediatric oncologist-hematologist).

I suck in pathology, don't even know what to say and describe when they give me a picture full of cells like this:
Describe what you see and make your diagnosis.

I died TWICE in OSPE...lol but Teddy taught me to just write stuff like-focal, patchy, well differentiated, giant nucleated cell and stuff like that so I just put whatever was on my mind....ok enough bout exam.

Hehehehe, let me present to you my beloved, lunatic, egoistic, self absorbed cousin brother =)
He said this is his best picture, so you judge whether he's good looking or perasan gila!!!
I am serious when I say he perasan gila (self absorbed). Last night/wee hours in the morning while talking to him, I think he mentioned "of course la, I so good/handsome" billions of times..lol


I wonder if MJ will go Starbucks later, but anyway, will be spending the whole afternoon at Jusco, reading..I haven't decided yet..maybe papa patho...NOT!!!!


BTW....
Birthday wishes!!!

Happy Birthday to dear Wan Hoe, dear Kok Hoe and dear Jo Yee!!! May all your dreams come true!!!
The pretty Jo Yee....apparently it might not be her b'day today because her FB message said "Jo-Yee Cheong would like to thank you for all the birthday wishes,though today is not her birthday. =)"The now better looking Wan Hoe (picture courtesy from SF's blog)
Kok Hoe. OMG, I long time no see him and went googling his name when I saw this at FB. He's so fair now!!! He was the ex DM and ex President of Vivekanada school band. He was my band tutor's "puppet" to make me feel the music when I played my solo part for the IOI Mall band Competition. My band tutor always say~~"Imagine him standing in front of you, play the music for him, play with your heart~~"
Never knew my band tutor was that mean!!! But thanks to him, Kok Hoe and I became closer and after 6 years (band exchange when I was in form2), we are still keeping in touch =)

HaPpY bIrtHdAy!!!!!

OK, better leave because movie starts at 10.45am . Toodles~~

华文

已 经 有 好 一 阵 子 , 是 很 久 没 用 华 文 写 闻 章 了。 现 在 的 我 好 无 聊 呀！

不 知 道 你 们 几 个 会 读 这 篇 blog (wasted so much time to just type these few words -.-"")

我 不 是 一 个 容 易 放 弃 我 要 做 的 事 的 人 可 是 当 我 遇 见 有 关 感 情 的 事 时， 我 会 便 得 很 小 胆。 不 知 道 放 弃 了 多 少 感 情， 多 少 可 能 能 成 为 我 的 白 马 王 子 的 人， 的 未 来。

刚 刚 不 久， 我 的 一 个 朋 友 说 我 很 可 怜 因 为 便 得 那 么 小 胆， 错 过 很 多 美 好 的 回 忆。 有许 多 的 朋 友 来 告 诉 我 他 们 经 过 的 痛 苦， 听 了 后 你 说 我 还 敢 跳 经 这 陷 阱 吗？我 不 敢， 我 不 要 受 到 那 种 的 伤 害， 那 种 的 心 疼， 我 宁 愿 死。

身 为 朋 友 的 我 愿 意 浪 费 我 的 时 间 和 金 钱 来 听 你 的 叹 气 可 是 我 总 决 得 你 们 有 时 是 在 利 用 我， 不 把 我 们 的 友 谊 放 在 心 里。 知 道 我 会 听， 会 尽 量 帮， 就 当 我 是 傻 瓜来 用 吗？假 如 你 是 这 样 的 人， 可 以 不 要 再 错 下 去 吗？人 的 忍 耐 度 是 有 限 的！！！ 不要 忘记 我 也 是 人， 一 个害 怕 受 伤 的 人。

我 现 在 的 心 情 好 乱 啊！！

好 了， 我 已 有 3 年 没 用 华 文 打 字 了 ，所 以 特 别 慢 而 且 很 多 错 别 字 ，许 多 有 语 病 的 句子。 不 理 了， 我 要 睡 觉， 逃 避 这 伤 感 的 世 界！！！

I just realised how much I love typing in English =P

PS: Just found out that this laptop can type Mandarin so tried it...fail miserably, don't laugh at my bad grammar =)

Jogging...not (4th post of the day)

It has been a habit to visit it now since I discovered it's existence...

what am I talking about??

Presenting you....the playground-made gym...

Maybe some of you know that last semester I spent some time at Uni's gym, toning my arm muscle (yes I want to have a little more muscle at my arm) but when exam month came, I stopped going to gym and so my arm muscle went back to the normal size.

So last Sunday I was walking/jogging around my neighbourhood when I saw the new playground and it has a small area with a few gym style mechanism so I was thrilled hence I visited it every evening =)

Only managed to take a few picture because it was already 7.30pm, very dark..

The bicycle
sis cycle cycle cycle...panting while saying "This is how you do it..."
This is a I don't know what because it's not like you're running on a treadmill because it goes up,round and down and up, round and down..err....use your imagination a bit k?
Show them mom!! You can do it!!! LOL
This is the one that caught my eye....
ARGH...pull....contract....argh....(actually acting only because, LOOK AT HER FEET, IT'S ON THE GROUND!!!!)
This is the right way you dumb dumb..wheee...up and down..up and down....

My biceps and triceps are killing me now!!!!

Exercise seriously can cheer me up because I'm feeling so much better =)

Tomorrow watching HSM3 then go Starbucks and read story book with MJ while mom and sis continue with Madagascar....wheeee....

emo emo mode

He always have that effect, in fact everyone that came and went has that effect on me...

I hate this effect!!! Hate it to the max!!!

Suddenly feel so lonely, so aimless, so useless...

I want someone to accompany me yet I am afraid I'll be left with this unwanted sad lonely emo feelings...

Last year when both of them came (cousin and a friend), it was the worst ever when they have to leave at the same day and same time...

The moment they left the house, the moment I walked into my room, there it was, waiting for me, polluting my mind, my emotions making me feeling so down and lonely...

I was never born to feel lonely, No one is born to feel lonely, no one deserve to go through this happiness-sucking emotion...

I would point my fingers to uni's life, making me so dull and always feeling so lonely...

Where have all the fun, happy-go-lucky me went? Since went I could sit down alone enjoying my meals?? Since when I have the courage to walk along those streets of those gigantic malls alone?? Since when I can stand the pain of being lonely??

Since I started to uni...
Since I became so obsessed in passing my exams...
Since I loved the library...
Since I can't find the friends that are similar to my college/secondary school/band mates...
Since I became this Jene who is typing this emo post...

argh, random emo post...I hate =(

next?

My bro just left...went back to his arms of his beloved lovey dovey gf (yuck..geli!!!)..

And I might have found something that is VERY interesting to read...my old diaries...4 of them =)

feelings....

Feelings is a strange and funny thing~~

Sounds familiar? Because the original lyric is coz love is a strange and funny thing....from S Club7 (Never Had A Dream Come True)...

I well always (like RG said )dwell in my past, in those "what if" memories, creating and imagining the things that will happen if I....which did not happen in reality....argh...too much time to think too much...

What if is a word I HATE most....because it means I am regretting it or doubting my already-made decision...what if...what if....what if....what if....what if....

Last night, to be more exact this morning after 12am, I had a new nick name--Angel Ng/ Angel Jene by my cousin brother. Reason, not suitable to be enclosed here because someone or SOME PEOPLE will kill me....

I hate that name, I actually loved to be call A_____ but not Angel...ish...he's such a lunatic but I'm loving his company and his big ego head and his oh-so-perasan attitude LOL and his gf is my school mate, one year older though =) Such a small world...
Bout him being a free loader, well, apparently my elder cousin brother was joking (so he said) and well....rumours are bad for me!!! Hahahahaha....

OK, this is just so random and for those who are sitting for exam, STUDY HARD!!!!


PS: It's sinking into me now, the fact that I passed my EOS2 =) with a __ grade...Hehehe

What to do?

It seems that when I thought my holiday was going to be short, I knew what I wanted and what I should do. Yet when I know I have 1.5 months long of holiday, I became aimless =(

What to do? What to do? I just finished "The Gift" by Cecilla Ahern in one night...now what?

Anyway, cousin brother which is a free loader now is beside me now (hope he's not looking here) said he might be following his gf's family down to Penang for a wedding reception so I might have company to go back Penang, the heaven of food...so...wan hoe....hopefully will happen la har....

I am BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bored!!!

It's just a day after result day and I am feeling all so bored and aimless =(

What to do? Go for holiday? Where? Local? Abroad? But something is holding me back, my ballet classes =(

Sien la, wished that I could stay longer at Penang but then at Penang also don't know what to do. Hmm, go back to my dad's hometown and visit my cousin sis? Sien also because I bet she'll be attending all the tuition she has (roll eyes).

So gonna rot at home, maybe I shall reread all my Harry Potter books again to occupy myself but sien also because read it almost about 8 times already and I don't have much nice interesting books to read.

Study for sem3? SIAO AH??!!! Go out to malls? Not a big fan of shopping. Argh, what to do??

Maybe I should go get a job....

Proud =)

Call me a show off, I don't mind because I am seriously proud of it =)

Remember my PBL (problem based learning)? It's a session where 10 of us are put into a group for the whole semester and we will be given cases to study, to do research, to learn about it then present and discuss about it. Semester 1 was 1 case in 2 weeks but this semester, it was 1 case per week. So it was really hectic because there was so much to know, so much to find out, so much to discuss.

Anyway, after the semester, each of us will be given an evaluation form where we evaluate ourselves and our group member's. And this was what I received together with my result slip today =)

What I am really proud of, is I got all 5 over 5 (except 1 on cognitive skills) by my facilitator and well, 4 . something by my group members. Wow, seriously proud of myself now =)
I don't know why but I just sent an email to my A Level's Chemistry lecturer informing her that I survived my 1st year of med school. LOL

The feeling of receiving the result today was not as fun/exciting/nerve breaking as A Level where the whole class catch the shuttle bus together, reach the main campus together, walked to the Atrium and collect the result slip together. Everything was shared, the emotions, the encouragements, the moral supports, the exchange of you'll-do-well-don't-worry phrases...
Remember Karam, how you'll run to one corner and look at your result first then only join the gang? Hilarious man you =)

In IMU, we walked to the MPH (multi purpose hall) at about 10am, singly or together with friends that came to collect at the same time (some did not bother collecting because they were waiting for the email). Then we tear open the slip, looked at the result, smile/shout/hug then bid goodbye and head home.

I miss those days at HELP!!!!

I faked

Ok, YES I posted my entry at 2am in the morning, yes before I got my result and yes I faked it.

I lost my favourite bookmark, the one that has a treble cleft on it, the one that was presented to me by my beloved band juniors. It's missing now =(
I spent the whole morning searching for it and I am still searching for it. The last time I saw it was when I kept it in my bag with my the book I was reading because the bus was too dark.

Remembered how I always say-- when you are happy, you'll be sad next--hence maybe the lost of my fav bookmark contributed to my result =)
Yet I am still moping over it's lost!!!

I guess my effort did pay off. I was ambitious, I was aiming to get into the dean's list like how I aimed to get the highest Maths score in the world for my A Level but sadly Maths was not a subject Edexcel Board accept as the highest score because Further Maths existed. I know dean's list was too high to achieve hence I aimed for an "A" but after SAQ paper, I lowered it to a pass. After the whole EOS Paper, I knew my hopes for even a pass was vague so I told myself to prepare for thew worse--A FAIL

Anyway, I passed with a result I'll never expected to get so yipee =)

EOS result

I'm sorry peeps, I can't join you guys for the annual class trip because you-know-what =(

Ya, I failed and need to attend the remedial classes ='(

penang trip

Let the pictures speak for themselves. Pictures were only taken from the second day onwards...
The hotel (Cititel)
The Lobby where we spent quite some time waiting for people or to kill time (you'll understand later)
The room, not very big nor small. Just enough for us =)

Day1--Met Seng Fung who was so kind enough to bring us around. My cousin brother who has been working at Penang for the past few months came and brought us around at night. Got to know that the cousin bro that I was angry (they are brothers) deserved to be ignored because he has turned into a free loader!!! Ish...

Day2--
Presenting....Noel (left) and Wan Hoe (right) catching up with each other (ex DM and ex President of band)The 2 best friends and gay partners (joking!!). Wan Hoe just came back from Tassie and he was also so kind to bring us around hunting for food. Noel, tagged along even though he's having STPM exam next week (wasted a lot of studying time)We went to Plaza Gurney after a meal. The stalls Wan Hoe wanted to go were all closed, so unlucky.Scenery outside Plaza Gurney (the mall was beside the beach)We went and ate Chendol and Asam Laksa. Look at Noel, he reminds me of Jon (You guys have LOTS of cute facial expression). Look at Wan Hoe and his long hair, I can't help it but to point out that he's so pretty!!! LOLOn the far left is Seng Fung who joined us after his class Look at Noel's another facial expression. Noticed SF is covered in red stuff, because his favourite colour is red =)

Day 3
After checking out, we went food hunting and found the famous chendol stall. Later, Seng Fung came and joined us and took us for more food hunting session by car and toured around the city. After that, we had 1 hour to kill before we can go to the bus station to go back KL.
Hence, we hung out at the lobby.

We spent some time exploring the ground floor and took some pictures (okay, camwhore)
My sister loves holiday, see how happy she is =)

After exploring the place (it was small), we sat down and found stuff to entertain ourselves.
My mom and I. She was preparing to play her addictive hand phone game (remembered how she "enjoyed" herself at MY room when I was studying?)
Told you she was playing her game. What game is that? Let's take a peekSOLITAIRE!!! Another game is bubble breaker =)
Me and my solved Rubik's cube
After solving my rubik's cube for a number of times, my sister forced me to play Uno with her.

Hehehe, look at my cards (No, I did not cheat) and look at her innocent smile before she loses =P

Some random pictures taken from the hotel room window
Love this picture =)




I'm sorry but I don't have the mood to blog in details but overall, this trip was okay.
Special thanks to Seng Fung, Wan Hoe and Noel to be kind enough to take us around. Thanks a lot =)