merdeka?

ya so what if my band was kicked out. I'll just blame no one coz i don care. maybe i do care coz it was the band where i grew up with BUT NOT THE BAND THAT WAS KICKED OUT. anyway, stupid new AJKs, stop blaming the form 5 ok. its not entirely their fault.
my ballet exam is in 2 weeks time and i am so not prepared. pain is still smth i need to endure everyday coz i hv class everyday.
now no mood to blog but well...watever...

tHe puPpyfulL daY.....

On 26th nite....Mei Jean, Alicia and I were chatting thru msn...I'm kinda into golden retriever. OK, I am very very into Golden Retriever and Alicia's Golden gave birth to small little cute puppies and SHE IS SELLING!!!! So after getting the address and some directions from donno-how-to-differentiate-left-and-right-Alicia, its all down to me if I have a car to fetch MJ to go...

On 27th morning, woke up and the house was very very quiet.....went out and saw the RED CAR!!! Yeah!!! So I smsed MJ asap but suddenly I remembered our dear friend here only wakes up by 12pm....so, well I was just keeping my fingers crossed and hoping that sleepy head will wake up and reply my sms....At about 12pm, received her reply (at last).....then she smsed Alicia to ask if we can go....then I received a call from her....the 1st word she said was ~GO!!!
So off we went and after missing a few turnings and did a U turn....we reached the so called Jungle (Alicia said one ah..not me).
Cut the story short....we went to Alicia's study room and it was air-cond and the Golden mommy n pups were in it!!! AAAAHHHH....so cute!!!!
Of course the mommy checked us out 1st, she was friendly, no barking, no biting, no growling....
and my 1st remark of her was~~ hey u look like Alicia, especially your eyes...hahaha....(Alicia~~ya la, many people say that too)
ok, now spotlight on the puppies....aaawwww, they were so cute!!!! All of them were sleeping and they looked like piglets!!! but with fur la...small eyes, short snout, small ears, small legs, small tail, small body *paused for aaaww....

For your information, they do not know how to pee, so the mom need to lick their private parts to stimulate them to urine....we had fun time making them pee (by dabbing tissues at their ahem la and eureka!! drops of yellow liquids coming out and we were practically shouting our lungs out)....taking pictures...making noise...patting....picking them up and positioning them...stopping them from sleeping....and the best part~~~arranging them for milk time...
Pity the mommy, let all 5 of them suck suck suck.....they fight, they smell, they crawl to the mommy and there is this one that is fatter a.k.a Fatso was stopped by Alicia from getting more milk...hahaha...she just pulled her from the nipples and you can hear 'pop' when the nipple and Fatso part....hahahahaha...(Jac you should be there)

ok...lets get ready for show time!!! Brace yourself for the 'Aaww Syndrome'

She looks like Alicia right??!!
can count how many are there??
1 missing in action, 2 running away and 2 sleeping...
This is what i mean by positioning them...
so cute right??!!
the snow white...
aaawwww......so comfortable....
remind u of any dog cartoon character?? lol....
sleepy heads...they can sleep in any position!!!
This is MJ, thanks to her for these wonderful pics....
the Pup with the Pooh....lol
yup, craddling the pup like a baby...lol

now let me present my puppy~~ spritzer!!!
this is why he's called spritzer....
he cant even stand on his own...those eyes...just melts my heart....
cute le....
that eyes.....haiz....ya...this is the recent one...he can just sleep with anything as his blankie...lol

The Secret

For the first time, I went out with my best friend without mom around. We went to The Curve to watch The Secret, directed by my beloved singer, Jay. This date was suppose to be yesterday but she postponed it because she went for facial and massage....

Anyway, this movie is great!! Especially since it was directed by Jay. He really is TALENTED!!! There will be this scene where he'll compete with his Nan Quan Ma Ma friend in piano...WOW!!! Awesome!!!! I am so gonna buy his DVD for this movie...really worth it...

And for this time, its different from "Initial D" which people critisized him because like what Mei Jean said---kayu. Hello?? Have you guys actually watched the anime?? He is suppose to be kayu n blur~~ Anyway, Jay is different in this movie. People, if you wanna watch, make sure you catch it asap coz this movie will be in cinema for 2 weeks only...so appreciate time...

I heard that one of the actor is his biological father....yes, HIS DAD. I think is the Bio teacher because he kinda looks like Jay or should I say Jay kinda looks like him....his name also starts with Chou... Anthony Wong who also acts as his father (again!) is also funny....kinda annoying at certain part..hehehe...

This story is romantic + weird + funny = GREAT MOVIE

Well, it kinda will make you think back of your first love and the ending is kinda *ahem (wanna know what? Go watch!!) Totally awesome!! Nice movie....Bravo Jay!!! I would love to quote this from the movie

"不能说的秘密 Secret "

Follow the notes upon a journey

At first sight marks one's destiny

Once the voyage comes to an end
Return lies within hasty key

***from the piano piece " Secret "

kk, late already....ya, just an additional update, I might be studying medicine for the sake of becoming a psychiatrist....what do you guys think??

Friends

In my small little opinion, friends are easy to get but hard to keep. There are 4 kinds of friends.

a. the hi bye and nothing more than that friends
b. the one that sticks to you when they feel u can bring them benefits
c. the one that only comes to you when they need you especially when they are down but forgets you when they are in cloud nine
d. the one that are really good, always tell their true feelings and are not afraid to hurt your feelings aka best / close friends

I've met all 4s. Sadly to say the one that I cant stand most is type c.
You spend all the time, effort and not forgetting money on them, trying so hard, persistently cheering them up, giving them advices and they turn their back on you when they feel they do not need you anymore.
Yes, if you are this type of friend, I rather say goodbye to you.
Lets do some Math, if I get more type a n d, cut down on type b n c, I'll be a happy person. End of story. Lol...

Honestly, type a is very very easy to get. Just go to school, you'll get a bunch of them especially when you wear a blue uniform. Don forget Friendster, Msn and stuff like that. This type of friends are fun to get and might give you that happy feeling because you'll be thinking~~ wah, I have so many friends(yours truly is guilty of this sometimes)^^

Type b, is a pain in the arse...since primary school, this is the type of friends I hate the most!!! They stick to you like glue if they think you are good in certain subject which might be handy for them. God knows what can I help them...its not like as if I can scrape my brain cells out and reproduce it in their brain...haiz...but luckily I never had the patience for them, usually I'll tell them off and stick to my own good friends.

Type c, the one that hurt me the most. Why? Because like what I wrote above, you spent all the precious time, effort, money and you get friends like that. Its not like I expect anything back, its just at least you know, say la thanks or show a little teeny weeny bit of appreciation. Anyway, a recent incident really make me wanna stop being the usual Jene, always there trying to help and comfort. But well, that wanna be a good friend Jene is always in my blood, could never get over it.

Type d, the hard to find but best to have friends. They are the one that will be there for you when you need them, they will kinda sense and know when you are down, they are the one that you find comfort in, the one that they can trust you with their deepest secrets and vice verse, the one that will support you, the one that will tell you off when you are too much, the one that will have a fight with you but will treat like nothing happen in few seconds, they are the best people on earth!!

Now, lets close our eyes...wait don't close just think hard....if you have trouble now, lets say you are stuck at home but need to rush to the hospital asap and there are no one in the house, neighbours are all out, which friend can you call?? (ambulance and relatives are out of the question) Can you think of at least 3 people to do it? That will do it willingly??

I've asked this question to my college friends after getting together for about 4 months. A friend of mine whose from Ipoh just say yes very quickly, and said I'm one of it. At that moment I thought she was weird because we haven even know each other for a year!! But one day, she proved herself right....hehehe...

I always wonder, what do you guys see in me?? What type of friend am I to you guys?? I love to ask friends about my weakness and what they do not like about me...so here I am posting the same question...

Please do me a favour and tell me...please.....please....

taggy tag tag

Paulina tagged me few weeks ago...
so here i am answering the questions...love doing stuff like this...thats y u can always see me answering surveys at friendster bulletin

1. Have you ever cursed someone aloud in front of them?
# honestly? i donno...short term memory lost...
2. Who's the person who dominates your phone's inbox?
#wanna know?? my mom!! hahaha...
3. What do you feel when people compliment you?
#kinda embarassed??
4. What would be your initial reaction if you saw your boyfriend/girlfriend kissing someone else?
#whatever..as long as i dump him 1st...hahaha
5. What would you do if you saw someone being murdered inside their house?
#disturbia??? ooo...swt...
6. Tell one weird fact about yourself.
#i'll chant smth loud when i'm so into that stuff...
7. People often tell you that you like..
#to crap..lol
8. Could your life still be happy if you had to leave everything behind to go another place?
#depends honestly, but why not??
9. What if some stranger just touched you in the ass?
# I'll pounch them n kick their private part and pull them to the police station and and....ahem...
10. When you're irritated, you tend to..
#get annoyed very very fast and start shouting at ppl
11. Tell how was your last kiss was..
# p n c
12. Have you and your mom had a big fight?
#nope..i'm a good gal...blea...
13. If you were obese, what's your first step in losing weight?
#kill myself
14. Would you slap your best friends' back if they slapped you?
#depends on my mood and reflex
15. When you were little, what past time did you enjoy?
# Watching Hindi shows on TV with my maid..=P
16. Is grade school better than highschool?
#both equally nice.
17. Would you ever marry someone who's black American?
#hmm....1stly, i don plan to marry but if it really happened...y not??
18. Who's the most sensitive person you know?
#someone
19. What's the best movie for you so far?
# grease!!!
20. Do you have a collection of some sort?
# Yes. stickers, erasers....
21. Do you always get teased by the people around you?
# Do I look like a person who can be teased? honestly i'm not sure...
22. Ever got caught peeing in public?
#eeeuuwww...NO!!
23. Thrown up in front of your crush?
#lol..ya....
24. What's something you're concerned about recently
#wat to study...how to study...ballet...
25. Tag five people
mei jean, jac, haze, jo ann, jhia wei...

ballet

hey people.....
the dance is finally done....
don't know what I'm talking about??
Ok, on 6th of May, I went for a ballet audition....
I thought it was just a way for me to see if I'm up to par...
but all I get from teachers were: no confidence!!!
so I thought, ok, that's it....

then 2 weeks later, I received a call from my ballet teacher...
apparently I was enlisted for the 2nd audition...
o.b.v.i.o.u.s.l.y I was thrilled and excited but scared at the same time....
my teachers encouraged me to go ahead but warned me of my commitments....
I'll lose my Saturday and Sunday's time because of the rehearsals...
so after considering the fact that chances don't come that often and my beloved friends consistently encouraging me to try out....
I end up in the same studio strutting my steps and movements but this time i keep telling myself to dance BIG (that's what my teacher told me---think BIG)...

hahahaha...and on 30th of May I received a letter from the Dance Society!! I am in!! if u read my old blogs...u'll see a lot of OMG!! ring a bell?? yup, that one....

hahaha....ya...rehearsals starting from next month will be on Saturday and Sundays( Liang see la...always don wanna come, see la how to hang out now??!! Hmph!!)
anyway, I'm gonna write down the details....
just a reminder...I AM NOT PROMOTING IT OK!!!

The Slave Princess

a production by The Dance Society of Malaysia

in aid of Tuanku Najihah Foundationon

30th Nov to 2nd Dec 2007

Royal Charity Gala nite: 30th Nov 2007

Venue: Istana Budaya, Jalan Tun Razak, Kuala Lumpur

Time: 8.30pm

"The Slave Princess", an original ballet based in the kingdom of Urak somewhere in Morphosis, where one of King Rubai's 2 sons has to find a suitable bride.(provided by the dance society) (to understand more scroll down)




gala nite invitation on 30th Nov is from RM80 to RM200

invitation for 1st n 2nd Dec is from RM 60 to RM150



cheque to be made payable and crossed "The Dance Society of Malaysia".please write name and address on reverse of cheque.

hahaha...I'll try to find out how to get tickets without using cheques....


this story has 2 acts
1st act at market--- the 1st prince bought slaves for his own use...the brother fell in love with one of the slave and this 1st prince got angry and they fought.
2nd act at palace----in a ball, the slaves dance, princesses dance and donno somehow the slave that was loved by the prince is actually a real princess, she was found by her king and the prince and princess married. happily ever after (of coz except the brother that bought the slaves la)
for more info u can ask me via msn or meet me face to face. ^^

result

yup, result will be out in 3.30 hours...
and donno why, after finding out some incident, the pre-result fear just haven found me yet...

just hate those people sooo much!!!

disappointing...

its just so sad to know that some people just do not appreciate you even after what you went thru with them...

wasting your precious time on them, making sure they are feeling better...

the pain is just eating me inside out....

maybe i should just forget everything and stop being the jene i hope everyone can be...

its just so disappointing....how can a person just forgets you when they are happy and find you when they are down again...

its just so hurtful!!!

memories

this afternoon, i spent my time cleaning my room...

used about 4 hours just to get rid of the excess dust on my tables, cupboards..etc...

after that, felt tired so sat on my bed with my old diaries...

i went thru the 1st diary which i started on my 1st day of form 1...

the way i write was so funny...so innocent...so weird....

cant believe it was me that was holding that pen and jotting down those stuff....

i went thru the 2nd diary which took off few months after i finished my 1st book..

my writing was more matured and the way i see things was different....

i read back the private letters that i received from frens, recalled how was my life back then...

so happy, free from real troubles, free from stress, free from so many stuff that i hope i can be free from now...

i missed those days, those days when all of us were so young and innocent...

was so true to ourselves, was not bothered by how others see us...

no actors between us (maybe got la but i am sure i was not acting)..

anyway, i recalled the form 2 incident....Jo Ann, you remembered??

bet you did, it affected most of us...well, it affected me...

form 1, that was how i was caught in the trap of a "playful" love...

i swear i got nothing to do with how i know him and stuff....

it was just at the wrong place and the wrong time (not forgetting the wrong person)...

form 2, that was how i was caught in the trap of puppy love...

when i chat with him now, i always wonder how we actually stop(you get what i mean)...

so after flipping thru the pages, there it was where the answer lies...

come to think of it, i would repeat the same thing if it would have happened again...

honestly, if u were a guy that got rejected, will you continue loving that gal or move on??

many will move on at that certain age but some would remain loyal and hopeful...

living proofs----those that add me at msn from vb

there are guys that are nice, loyal and all the sweet stuff you can find in them but the gals are just not attracted to them.....i donno why??

there is a saying in chinese that goes "guys not naughty, gals wont get attracted"

there is a little truth behind it.....for those gals that are inmatured, yes, this saying applies.

but for those practical smart gals, they know guys that are naughty are just for fun. So in the end, these smart gals are the one that dump these labelled as "cool" guys...

sorry folks, reality is harsh on some people....

now, do you believe in long distance relationship??

i know i've touched and blogged briefly bout this topic but i truely wonder...

can this happen??

i donno why but i just do not believe in it...eventhough my ballet teacher's relationship with her husband had this small experience. The hubby was away for about 2 years but they still went on well. As the saying goes time makes the heart grows fonder...but i believe trust and understanding is vital in relationship and i'm sure they have it ^^

back to that topic, you guys believe in it??

can you trust your beloved that is millions of km away from you??

maybe i have problem in trusting...maybe i just refuse to believe in it but hey you can voice out your opinion here...

updates for that gal...lets call her CarelesS....

CarelesS just told me her wedding date is on 17th nov...

err, i guess you can see that lump at her stomach by then...

well, i was the 1st person in my ballet school to know what happened to her...

so today she told me she'll announce it to the principal and teachers...

but actually one of the ballet teacher kinda guessed that she was pregnant...

coz she skipped class and when she asked if CarelesS have sweets, CarelesS gave her sour plum...

anyway, the ballet teacher confronted me but i acted dumb since she don want me to release the news 1st...

but from my expression, that ballet teacher who has been teaching me since i was 7 years old kinda confirmed herself...hahaha

got a little inside news...CarelesS's parents actually asked her if she wanna abort that child...

if u were in her shoes, would u???

to settle down...

ok, i had this blogspot since march 2007 but didn't really used it since most of my friends at that time were using space to blog.
so i kinda copied and pasted some old blogs just to try out....
and since i might switch to this blogspot permanently, i might as well start from the begining but this dumb gal just couldn't figure out how and don't wanna take the risk of deleting every single thing since she spent hours just to edit and beautify this blogsite....(as if it is beautiful)
anyway, its very messy with old post suddenly popping out from no where...

so if you are interested in knowing how was my old blogs like, you may visit
http://hweijene.spaces.live.com/

for those who has been following the updates at spaces, you can save your time by just clicking to this site coz i'll be posting the same thing at both sites...
thanks for all the comments and time spent reading my boring posts....
good nite^^

updates....

sorry guys for losing my cool and swearing away.

my bad, will learn how to overcome this bad habit.

okok...updates....

that gal who got pregnant is busy with her wedding stuff, make me work on her days...

then when a long time friend called to check up on me, he got annoyed that i am still working til the extent he asked me to go meet him up so that he can make me pregnant too...swt...

but on 2nd thought, he becoming my kid's dad is a great idea since he is a genius!!!

he just came back from Korea representing M'sia in a debate competiton...u can read more at the Edu Star section...

ok, i'll post the link here...

http://thestar.com.my/education/story.asp?file=/2007/8/12/education/18510162

that guy i am so mighty proud of is called jian wei....the genius looking guy...hahaha

my ballet production's rehearsals are going on like usual...

next month i'll be having rehearsals on sat also...wah, 5 ballet classes per week....so tiring...

on the last rehearsal, my group and i finished learning all the dance part...

we are suppose to act too...wah...hahaha....can u imagine me in the character of a court lady, being elegent and graceful.....hehehe....

and ya....can u believe siu voon thought today is my birthday??!!

after telling him he got it wrong he scolded me and accused me lying coz i don wanna admit today is my b'day...

so funny la he....TODAY IS NOT MY B'DAY LA!!!

nvm la, forgive him since he so old alrd...hahaha.....

ahem...

i have been actually using windows spaces to blog...
it was kinda slow....and irritating...
anyway, will still update both til i'm comfortable with this blogspot...
so far so good...

premarital sex

will you guys do it??

do u think its okay to lose your virginity before marriage??

well, if u are on it...please...PLEASE have a safe sex...

wear condom or whatsoever!!!

pills aint gonna help much if you eat it after the sex...

counting the dates aint gonna be accurate if you have irregular periods....(for gals la)

just because of one (or two..gasp!!) little sperm(s) that managed to penetrate thru the membrane layer of the ovum, a baby (living organism!!) is created...

and you think you have a choice of abortion??

you think if the gal gets pregnant the family would still act the same??!!

for guys, it'll be as easy to just say "i'll be responsible" as saying "i love you" when you are madly in love??

come back to reality people!

IT WOULD NOT BE THE SAME!!

yes, i do have college friends who are having premarital sex but i've warned them (pray hard they listen n be careful)..

i do have friends who accidentally brought a new cutie baby to the earth....

but what i do have and makes me angry now...is those who are (maybe) pregnant and would cost me trouble!!!!

hello!! you created the trouble, you think of the consequences la...but why muz i be involved!!!

i'm having enough stress from the ballet practises and from my studies....

aint i innocent?? or did you pull me into this mess just because i didn't warned you earlier??

gosh!! i didnt even know you were doing it with that guy....

okay, its my bad for releasing my anger here but i haven explode yet....

i donno why but yesterday i wasnt in a very good mood..

i actually went back to the evil jene who was in control of the band...

who always shoot people without thinking bout that person's feeling....

yesterday in class, i actually asked a friend of mine to shut up...

he has this bad habit of saying out loud his method to solve the maths questions on the board which was supposed to be done on a piece of paper SILENTLY....

this has been going on since.....forever...

and suddenly i just cant stand it and said out loud; "CAN YOU PLEASE SHUT UP??!!"

there was an awkward pause and then ivan suddenly became so happy and whispered smth to ck...

i heard my name mentioned a few times so i told him" if u wanna talk bout me say it loud in front of me...don whisper behind my back"

and so he smiled and said...no la, i just like ur style.....

later in class he tried to be nice to me.....blea!!!

of course i feel bad for shooting at jin...

its just not right!!

aaahhh...whatever la....just hope that he wont get mad and ask his gang or ex triad members to kill me....

so people, dont be surprise if you get the news that i was killed in a gang fight....lol....

chill....phew.....js hope that she is not pregnant....

SAFETY 1ST WHEN HAVING