memories

this afternoon, i spent my time cleaning my room...

used about 4 hours just to get rid of the excess dust on my tables, cupboards..etc...

after that, felt tired so sat on my bed with my old diaries...

i went thru the 1st diary which i started on my 1st day of form 1...

the way i write was so funny...so innocent...so weird....

cant believe it was me that was holding that pen and jotting down those stuff....

i went thru the 2nd diary which took off few months after i finished my 1st book..

my writing was more matured and the way i see things was different....

i read back the private letters that i received from frens, recalled how was my life back then...

so happy, free from real troubles, free from stress, free from so many stuff that i hope i can be free from now...

i missed those days, those days when all of us were so young and innocent...

was so true to ourselves, was not bothered by how others see us...

no actors between us (maybe got la but i am sure i was not acting)..

anyway, i recalled the form 2 incident....Jo Ann, you remembered??

bet you did, it affected most of us...well, it affected me...

form 1, that was how i was caught in the trap of a "playful" love...

i swear i got nothing to do with how i know him and stuff....

it was just at the wrong place and the wrong time (not forgetting the wrong person)...

form 2, that was how i was caught in the trap of puppy love...

when i chat with him now, i always wonder how we actually stop(you get what i mean)...

so after flipping thru the pages, there it was where the answer lies...

come to think of it, i would repeat the same thing if it would have happened again...

honestly, if u were a guy that got rejected, will you continue loving that gal or move on??

many will move on at that certain age but some would remain loyal and hopeful...

living proofs----those that add me at msn from vb

there are guys that are nice, loyal and all the sweet stuff you can find in them but the gals are just not attracted to them.....i donno why??

there is a saying in chinese that goes "guys not naughty, gals wont get attracted"

there is a little truth behind it.....for those gals that are inmatured, yes, this saying applies.

but for those practical smart gals, they know guys that are naughty are just for fun. So in the end, these smart gals are the one that dump these labelled as "cool" guys...

sorry folks, reality is harsh on some people....

now, do you believe in long distance relationship??

i know i've touched and blogged briefly bout this topic but i truely wonder...

can this happen??

i donno why but i just do not believe in it...eventhough my ballet teacher's relationship with her husband had this small experience. The hubby was away for about 2 years but they still went on well. As the saying goes time makes the heart grows fonder...but i believe trust and understanding is vital in relationship and i'm sure they have it ^^

back to that topic, you guys believe in it??

can you trust your beloved that is millions of km away from you??

maybe i have problem in trusting...maybe i just refuse to believe in it but hey you can voice out your opinion here...

updates for that gal...lets call her CarelesS....

CarelesS just told me her wedding date is on 17th nov...

err, i guess you can see that lump at her stomach by then...

well, i was the 1st person in my ballet school to know what happened to her...

so today she told me she'll announce it to the principal and teachers...

but actually one of the ballet teacher kinda guessed that she was pregnant...

coz she skipped class and when she asked if CarelesS have sweets, CarelesS gave her sour plum...

anyway, the ballet teacher confronted me but i acted dumb since she don want me to release the news 1st...

but from my expression, that ballet teacher who has been teaching me since i was 7 years old kinda confirmed herself...hahaha

got a little inside news...CarelesS's parents actually asked her if she wanna abort that child...

if u were in her shoes, would u???