Strike 2....=S

I went to the usual mall at kepong for grocery shopping.
Mother was looking at the soap powder which was on sale and asked me to get a trolley.
Off I went and I had hard time controlling that stupid trolley because I was in high heels.

When I went to the spot where mother was standing, she was no where to be seen so I scanned the place for a Grey shirt plump woman.
Suddenly, I saw her and off I went towards that direction, trying so hard to control the trolley.
There was lots of people around me and I nearly bang a guy but he apologised and said sorry for trailing behind me.
So off I went and towards my mother's direction.

Out of the blue when I was focusing hard to control that trolley, a very familiar face appeared.

HE WAS THAT CRAZY GUY WHO SCARED THE LIVING OUT OF ME IN THE TRAIN!!

I was stunned and stoned there for a while.

"Senior (my name)..Hi!!"
It was my band junior.
She was holding a chocolate ice cream ready to indulge and smiling so happily at me.

I woke up from my tranced and smiled back to her.

Mother approached me and all I can say was "that crazy guy from train is here.."
"where??" asked my mother scanning around the whole place.
"what shirt was he wearing??" asked again.

"I donno...." was what I could say....

In uni

Here I am, in my uni's compute lab, surfing email, facebook, friendster, VB and blogs...

One word explains all...BORING and another word..COLD!!!

I have no idea what I want to write or talk about but I know for sure my fingers are numb, my brain is not working and I want to go home....

Special 2 post (revised version)

Person no.1
I have a best friend who I thought will last forever during primary school. We were 2 different people- she being gentle and lady like while I was a tomboy. I guess leadership skills was already in me as I always lead (maybe boss) while she follows. It was that bad till when I told her I did not like this gal in class, straight away since then she did not even talk to her.
We were like glue, always sticking to each other. There was once during BM class, our BM teacher told us that she still remains best friend with her childhood best friend. At the same exact second, we turned our heads and smiled to each other. Later during recess, we made a promise to each other that we will follow her footsteps and we remain as best friends forever.
Even though we meet in school, sit near each other, hang out together in class, I going to her house, (recess have prefect duty so we were not together) we still call each other every night and I wonder what did we talk about? Amazing isn't it.

When we both went to secondary school, we were still in the same class in form 1. Even before clubs and uniform bodies had their introduction week, I pulled her to join band assuming we will join the same societies. We were the odd one because as a junior, we should not have the chance to perform in sports day or competition. But we beat the odds and became the very 1st juniors to perform on sports day which falls on March and competition in April (barely 3 months in that band). Later, we were forced to join this other uniform body which has almost the same duty as prefect but they "guard" the roads. Lets call them the yellow dog society(YDS). Other seniors, friends, siblings of friends told us that YDS exist to specially cater for students from lower grades. So I proposed to her to quit and we did. Unfortunately, there was this YDS's high post guy from form 4 refused to let us go and he even made the afternoon supervisor to persuade us.

Anyhow, we managed to release ourself from YDS but some other stories started and this same guy from YDS somehow broke our friendship. We sadly were not in the same class since form 2 and we did not talk to each other since in the middle of form 3 till end of form 5 because some stuff like I said earlier happened (Even in band but she always skipped band practices anyway). Can you believe it? Just because of that guy, we broke our promise. Maybe to her that promise was a plaything but I was serious when I promised. Anyway, when we went for our last Merdeka parade in form 5, I confronted her and we talked a lot about our past and we became friends but not that close anymore(thanks to that stupid yellow head dog). I have my own gang of friends, while she has her own gang of friends but till today we still keep in touch which I am so glad of.

Now she is currently working as a beautician and is a free lancer. She was my make up artist for prom. Sorry guys, this pretty gal is not available and not single but not married yet (soon to be anyway). I hope we will somehow cherish this friendship and even though not as best friend, as friends is also good enough.




Person no 2
She was a smart gal who managed to skip standard 4 through PTS and we were in the same class since standard 5 till form 5. Can you believe it. I actually did not really realise it until we were in form 4 and sat next to each other. She was a very small, tiny, skinny gal that loves to draw anime. My family do not buy or get Chinese newspaper hence I always do not know what is happening to Jay. Hence she was the one who brings that celebrity section to school for me to read and even cut pictures of Jay for me from the newspapers!! Now when you go to my cupboard, you can still see the whole pile of newspaper cuttings about Jay from her.

The part where I really miss about her is the time we had Maths lessons. Both of us love to compete to finish maths homework. Since I was a band member and a prefect while she a librarian, I always tend to get back to class after recess or after assembly very very late and there she will be doing her homework and teasing me slow. Besides that when both of us are finishing our Maths or Add Maths homework, we get agitated very easily when disturbed. There was this once when Wann Huei who loves to disturb us accidentally knocked our table while we were doing Maths homework. At that instant....OI !!!!! Both of us shouted and WH was scared and quickly apologised. We did not stop to forgive or laugh but continued with our work. Hahaha...

Sadly, she lost both her parents in form 5 and her result was getting bad. Somehow, within that 2 years we bonded and I became a very close friend to her. Losing both parents at the year of SPM was a real traumatic period for her but she was so tough and strong. She made it through and thank goodness did not fair badly in SPM. I am still so proud of her.

Currently she is studying IT or graphic design at KL and is still that small size!!




On 31st March, both my this 2 good friends celebrate their birthday and I want to take the opportunity to wish them
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

I miss you guys a lot!!!!

random updates take 2

My dog is very fortunate to have me as the owner. But sadly, ever since I started University and orientation was on, no one in my family has been feeding him. From a huge Godzilla, Spritz turned into another normal looking mongrel dog. Hence, after my orientation I have been spending lots of time with him and he has been eating the economical rice from my university after his dog biscuit finished. Everyday before I leave campus, I'll pay the cafeteria a visit and get him some rice and dish for lunch. Lucky yet ungrateful dog!! Every time my neighbour comes home, instead of coming to me, he'll run to the gate wagging his tail!! Call me jealous, I don't care because I deserve his full attention!!

Back to KTM. Today's weather was very very hot and humid and that stupid KTM has no air cond!! I was wearing a long sleeve blouse and a jacket but funnily, I did not feel hot until half an hour later. Anyway, when I board the train, it was quite full and I was standing. There was this guy and another older lady standing behind me. Their conversation was so clear and I practically was listening to them talking. I did not purposely eavesdrop but they were standing right behind me and talking quite loudly. The guy is 21 this year and did badly in his STPM hence working at the same company as his. OK, I don't want to talk bout him. What I want to say is, after KL sentral's stop, I got to sit and at such a humid and hot confined area, I dozed off. I was really in deep sleep but was awaken by the train's officer. He was checking the ticket and when I gave him mine, he was asking me 'Kepong'? I was curious why did he mention it so loudly. The next thing I know, the train was already in Kepong station. Thank goodness he woke me up^^

While I was walking out, a guy called my name. Turned my head and there he was--Nazri. Maybe you guys don't remember him but he was the Malay guy who joined our Maths, Chemistry and Physic class for some of you. He was the guy that was missing in action for months then popped out once in a blue moon. Later, we found out that he was working part time hence got to skip class but his parent's did not know about it. Mdm. Lin, our beloved Maths lecturer called his parents one day and got him into trouble. Anyway, he's repeating his a levels again but also has been missing class for 3 months because he met with an accident at main block. Fractured his ankle and tore his ligaments. (Ouch) So I asked him if his friends in class helped him. Sadly, he said he's not veru popular among friends and was glad that he made friends with me, CK, Malcolm and Ivan. LOL

I finally am able to control myself in what I am putting into my mouth. Today, I'll proudly announce that I skipped breakfast and had just waffles for lunch!! Yeah!! And it did me good because I was not sleepy in the afternoon and was very active in ballet class. I was actually asking my teacher to do those jumping (allegro) exercises. Later, met Alicia Thooi and catch up with each other. Then I walked home and I was like in secondary school--speed walking. I was called "the ghost walker" by a few friends because I walk fast and to them, I am like floating in the air and can reach a destination within split seconds. I miss those days when I was fit and thinner. LOL

So far, everything in my life has settled down. I hate being in a mess and not having an organised life. Thats why when it was the orientation month, I was having a hard time. I couldn't focus in lectures, having mood swings, being very emotional (you can judge from my previous posts) and always thinking negatively. But now, I really am happy with me today. And I found a few people that was like last time, pour their hearts out to me expecting me to solve all their misery. I think all these part time charity work makes me feel like I am important and play a small part in making their life better. Which indirectly make my life better too.

random updates

Firstly, KTM has new trains!!! Noticed I said new but not more because I do not know whether they add trains then disposed the old ones or what. Just now went home and was sort of shock when I entered the train. Very blue seats and its all in 1 row, each side facing each other and guess what, there was air freshener smell. Haha, no more BO or sweaty smell from passengers. But it was slow like usual. I have noticed too that at certain points of the railway track, the train stops and power failure occurs. If I did not remember wrongly from SPM, the trains use those wires to get electricity and if the wire is too long, lots of energy is converted to heat and that is not economical. So the wire has a certain standard length to reduce energy wastage. Hence, I made a hypothesis that the train fails to get electricity at the end points of each wire and thus power failure occurred. CRAPPING.....

Anyway, my new neighbour that just moved in last month and made lots of renovation during DEC AND JAN (exam month!!!) adopted a wild kitten. Its so cute and the fur is so soft!! How I know? Well, when it first came (still wild and haven got adopted yet), I called it and pet it at the gate. Now, Spritz noticed it's existence and like what dogs do- BARK at that poor innocent kitten. Worst, that dumb dog barks at it when I wake him up unintentionally in the early morning. What to do, I need to get to the train station before 6.20am. Yes, I do love dogs but I love kittens first. I actually hated dogs because I was bitten by my uncle's dog when I was small. Since then, dogie phobia. But somehow, Spritz cure that phobia and I love all animals. I actually dream to have a Tarantula as my pet one day ^^

Classes now a days are getting more and more interesting. The first few weeks were like lullaby to me, totally wasting my time trying to stay awake instead of focusing on what's the lecture all about. Anyway, I have been coming home early and YEAH!!! Guess what, instead of studying or reading back the lecture notes, I go to my room and sleep. Yes, HWEI JENE HAS NOT BEEN STUDYING AT ALL!! Trust me in this because I am really telling the truth!!!

Besides that, I have been pigging myself out. Yes, I know you know I have big stomach and big appetite and I have been controlling it since I was getting wider (you know what I mean). But recently I really have been eating a lot and the hunger pang starts at 9 something in the middle of lecture. I can eat a plate of economical rice with lots and lots of dishes (Gosh, can you believe it, I am actually eating rice!!!) then wafer (peanut butter and choc is the best..yummy) then some other stuff. I mean, I have been avoiding rice and fats and things that make me gain adipose since years ago and this sudden change of environment made me change my eating habits. You may blame the coldness of the campus or stress or whatever it is but I AM GETTING FAT!!!

Since entering A Level, I have not been under the sun hence I got fairer. Ever since I entered Uni, I got darker and I am as dark as in secondary school. Worst, my hands are peeling and it's like a type of skin disease, patches of white...reminds me of our medium plate culturing our baby bacterias. Remember how we draw pictures on the cover and name them? I remember mine was trumpets and music notes!! Paul's was turtles from Terengganu!! Hahahaha...fun time!!

After having my branch, I went up to the computer lab to print some lecture notes when suddenly...
Ash: Zjon!!!
Me: Yes...hey, I did not see you guys there...
Ash: Come...
Me: Ooo, whose blog is that?
Ash: Come see lar (smile)
Computer screen was showing some lots of words and background was black...
Me: That is not mine right??
Ash: Yes it is...
Me: No it's not...wait...it is!! Argh!!
Heart pounding fast and was shocked.

How did they find my blog? Its like everyone in this whole world is visiting here for fun. I mean, I don't mind people visiting but its the not-knowing-who-are-you-reading-this is the scary part. Any Tom, Dick or Harry can come here, browse through then decides to kill me for fun. He 'll browse through all my old blogs including my 1st blog then find out where I stay, my schedule, my personal experience and then KILL!!!! Muahahaha....its just me exaggerating again. Welcome welcome, whoever you are who is reading...but at least drop something in the chat box ok?

My group mates are going to Mid Valley for our anniversary dinner. Today's date is the same date as our 1st meeting as a group members and we'll be having this anniversary dinner every month. Well, this is the plan but I do not know how long will it last.
Problems that I face
1. If I go, who will take care of my sis?
---Brother because he said he'll be staying home finishing his assignment.
2. If I go, I'll be sitting the train back alone again and might meet crazy people(OH NO!!).
---Bro said he'll fetch me from mid valley.
3. This is a weekday and I never went out before!!
---Bro said:
then go laaa
Its better to socialise than not knowing anyone or anything
(I am now chatting with my brother through msn ^^)
4. I haven't start studying yet!!!
---No one can help me in this!!
5. I need to ask permission from my dad
---I have the feeling he'll say no.



So now,

TO GO OR NOT TO GO??!!

and whether dad will say yes, you can go.

Some Pictures from Orientation

Start from ice-breakers 2 (the getting wet and dirty night)

This is my group- Dirty Dozen. Those wearing black t-shirt are our seniors aka OOs. Spot any cute guys?? (Nah...)

All lining up to get brief

All went berserk because we waited too long

Treasure Hunt
Our 1st stop and we were all so tired because we ran to Bukit Jalil station which is about 1km away and need to climb this stairs. The stairs can fight with Batu Cave's one.
After getting wet and dirty. This was before the Indian's station. Look at all our happy faces...till it was wiped away seconds later...

Track Trip to Pavilion
Some of the first timers sitting in the LRT. This is the train I used to reach Uni
When we reached Pavilion
We were all so excited!!! LOOK!!!
We were supposed to find a place and imitate some movie scene and our scene was "winter sonata". Look a like?? NO!!!! Coz we were all so tired....
After imitating some new movie's poster, we were supposed to take a picture with people in uniform. That guy was quite hesitated because we were all so JAKUN!! LOL

Dress code 1 + 2 +3
Round and round the world...where am I?? LOL
Once upon a time in IMU..the one where I turned into the horny queen. LOL
The making of music video for KISS. I made the costumes!!! ME!! ME!! with garbage bags!!!
Anyone looked familiar here?? LOL

Finale Night- Theme= mafia
All looking so black and fierce
The tie I am wearing is from the guy sitting beside me...he was so formal at 1st...a very formal mafia...LOL (Anyone spot any cute guys or gals and are interested, do not hesitate to tell me, I'll help you out...don't forget, all future doctors!!)

There are more pictures of course but this is the few that I am gonna load. ^^

Charity Home Visit

Reached campus by 8.30am. I actually wanted to reach later since my DEAR LEADER told us that it'll start by 9am. When I arrived at the atrium, everyone was there and they were wearing white T-shirts and jeans and sport shoes!!! Argh!! I was wearing formal clothes!! Thanks to my DEAR LEADER who is so good in giving instructions!! Anyway, the briefing started at 8am and yes, I was LATE!!

There were 3 groups of kids each from PAKK (Pusat Activiti Kanak-kanak) , Ti-Ratana and Pusat Sharlow. Kids from Ti-Ratana and Pusat Sharlow are orphans while those from PAKK were children of unfortunate people who indulged in drugs and prostitution. So bottom line is, these children are innocently born into this unfair world in an unfair situation.

Anyway, these children arrived at 9am and few groups including mine was assigned to be their guardians. Each kid 1 guardian. When my name was called, I got a small kid named Zeti (4 years old)who was holding on to her sister like as if when she let go, she'll die. Hence I agreed to take 2 and managed to persuade my friend to help me. Later, another sister came to the older sister and cling on to her like Zeti. Thus, my "kid"s are Zeliah (9), Tasha (5) and Zeti (4).

Let me summarise the whole day's activity then my feelings and thoughts ok? After getting our kid, we had an origami session folding a bird, then danced for a while then we were given papers and stuff to decorate the kids into their favourite characters then food!! After food, they went to the lecture hall and watch Ratatouille while we had our lunch. Then colouring and rocket making session, tea time, prize giving and sayonara~~

When the kids were lining up to get us as their guardian, I honestly was scared. They looked intimidating and they were small and fragile looking. I was afraid I'll break them or something. My this "fear" was contagious and as time passed, people around me started to have the same feeling. Anyway after getting my kids, we sat down and introduced each other. The 2 younger sisters were not speaking but at least they gave me response because when my another friend tried to talk to them, they practically ignored her (LOL).

OK, I never had origami lessons but I did buy a few books and learned to transform square papers into animal looking shapes. BUT, I never learn to fold a bird!! When one of the senior who was teaching in front and struggling to hold the microphone while folding, I was at the back with my kids struggling to follow and keep up. At last, we were lost and was rescued by a "handsome knight" **cough** who accused me of not having a childhood. By the way, that 2 younger sisters did not want to join in the mess but was happily asking me to help them open sweets wrapper.

For the character making session, I would like to emphasise again I AM NOT CREATIVE and I ALWAYS GET C FOR ARTS!! Anyway, we tried our best to make Zeliah's outfit-Shizuka (from Doeremon). We were having trouble at first because she couldn't make up her mind and when she wants to be Shizuka, we were having problem drawing that face. Last resort, Google!! I went to the guy who was controlling the music and asked for a google spot. Cut the story short, Zeliah was happy with her outfit and she was getting more and more excited.

Food time was the turning point. All 3 kids were happily lining up getting their food which consist of fried mee hoon, fried rice, nougat, sausages, jellies and Domino pizza!! We acting as parents just stood beside them and watched them eat, pitiful ain't it. Now, why turning point? Tasha began to show temper, refused to eat and cried for no reason!! We including Zeliah trued to ask what was the problem but nothing came out from her mouth but "aaaaaahhhh". In the end, Zeliah ignored her and continued eating. Zeti (4 years old) was sitting by the side enjoying the food too. I want to emphasise, the 2 younger sisters never, I repeat never let go of Zeliah's shirt the whole time.

After food, we brought them up to our lecture hall and abandoned them in it plus we off all the lights too.**evil laugh** Nah, they watched movie while we scrambled back down to the atrium for food. I was actually concerned if they will be cold because when I am in the lecture hall, I always shiver even with a jacket. Anyway, when we reached the atrium no food was seen because our food haven't arrived yet and it was already 1pm PLUS there was no air-cond. For once, I wanted to be in a cold area and the only cold area to be seen and not invaded by other homo sapiens from my batch was the book shop. We acted as if we wanted to buy books and in the end we got some tips about which books to buy from few seniors in the book shop.

By 1.30pm, food arrived and well, we had nasi lemak. These nasi lemak only contains sambal, peanuts, cucmber, ikan bilis and a small teeny weeny slice of egg. I ate 2 packets and going to be so FAT!! After the lunch, we went back to the hall and watched Ratatouille with them. Well, I actually tried to get 90 winks but the seat was not suit to be a sleeping place. I wonder how those seniors sleep in class.

By 3pm, the movie ended and we brought our kids back to the atrium. We were sitting in the front row hence we were the first few to lead the rest back to the ground floor. The senior that lead us down used the escalator and I was so afraid for tiny Zeti. Suddenly, the escalator moved and some plastic thing chipped off and scrapped off some other plastic stuff. These plastic stuff are those black colour thing that we stand on and have yellow lines at the edge understand? The scrapping sound was so loud and all the kids and us panic. Thank goodness all 3 kids were reaching the end when that plastic scrapping sound got louder. Those who was not on the escalator yet in the end took the stairs. No casualties (thank goodness!!).

For kids from age 4 to 10 participated in colouring contest while age 10 to 12 participated in rocket making contest. Now, Zeti and Tasha I think was shocked and they started to cry again. Zeliah in the end gave up and sent her 2 sisters to the people that brought them to IMU. Then she went back and continued with her coloring. I took this opportunity to talk to her. Of course I did not ask her about her life but just normal things like what are her hobbies and all. Sadly to tell, she does not go to school, this was her 1st time out visiting places and she really enjoyed herself. Since Tasha and Zeti did not join the competition, my friend and I decided to colour for them and submit under their name.

After colouring and helping her write her name (she don't know how to write), she was running around freely playing with her friends while I chasing at the back. When I first introduced myself as her guardian, I told her that she cannot be missing from me. Hence every 30 seconds, she'll run back to me and say "Saya tak hilang ya". So touching!! During teatime, Zeti and Tasha came back and Tasha who did not touched her lunch was hungry and feeling better after few pieces of sandwich and a bowl of mushroom soup. They even smiled at me while eating!!

Prize giving ceremony was long and draggy because everyone has a prize-a small gold medal. When Zeliah's name was called, she was trilled!! After getting her medal, she ran back to me, hugged me and said thank you. Zeti and Tasha on the other hand was reluctant to get on the stage to retrieve their medal. Anyway, all well end well.

Before the kids left, PAKK kids went on stage and wished us all thank you. They even chant the verses that contains different languages of thank you. Besides that, Zeliah ran to me and gave me her salam, pull me down and kissed my cheek. Zeti and Tasha just gave me salam but it was all so touching. Appreciation!!!

In my opinion, this was a very fun and meaningful activity for us. I don't know about Pusat Sharlow but Ti-Ratana's children are definitely well off because I know they are really cared and given the best for everything. I visited Ti-Ratana a few times and these kids are really a bunch of fortunate people. I was really tired yet happy as I know I did a good deed. Ya, after this day, more of my friends made up their mind not to have kids too. LOL

ps: I was not the cause for Zeti and Tasha to cry and Zeliah has KUTU!!!!

rAndOm....Ly

What I want to do when I am really really free and have no commitments:

1. Watch sun rise on a beach or in a BMW 5 series on a high hill
2. Lie on a field fill with white daisies
3. Lie on that field and look up to the sky, looking at the clouds and make shapes out of it
4. Lie on a sandy beach at night and count the stars
5. Sleep on the beach and let the sound of waves crashing bring me to lala land
6. Watch sunset on a beach or in a BMW 5 series on a high hill
7. Watch fireworks on the beach (reflection of the fireworks on the sea makes it even more WOW)
8. Attend an orchestra that plays all my favourite pieces
9. Travel around the world
10. Watch a real ballet production
11. Listen to the sound of rain (I know I can do it anytime but I want to do it without anything behind my mind)
12. Watch a real band formation live in Japan or America
13. Own a library full with books that are of my interest and drown in them, I mean spent every minute and every second indulging in those books

Yes, all this are just random thoughts that are hard to get by, but I wish I'll have the opportunity to achieve all of them.

I guess....

"For Once In My Life"

For once in my life
I've got someone who needs me
Someone I've needed so long
For once unafraid
I can go where life leads me
And somehow I know I'll be strong
For once I can touch
What my heart used to dream of
Long before I knew
Someone warm like you
Could make my dream come true
For once in my life
I won't let sorrow hurt me
Not like it's hurt me before
For once I have someone
I know won't desert me
I'm not alone anymore
For once I can say
This is mine, you can't take it
As long as I know I've got love
I can make it
For once in my life
I've got someone who needs me

By Micheal Buble

I am so hooked to this song thanks to Wan hoe.



Anyway, life goes on like usual after the 3 long weeks of orientation. Feeling different because a sudden change of time table. Usually after class, group members will gather and either have meetings, practices or hang out in someone's apartment. Now, after class I have no where to go and nothing to busy about. I hate to admit this but I sort of miss those days we gathered and had fun together. I am now in the process of settling down to this new environment of 8 to 10am class then self study all the way. But just moments ago, group members asked me to stay overnight at their apartment because they plan to hang out by the pool tonight just for fun. Too bad I'm having ballet class at 7.30am.

Ya, I'm sure most of you do not know some dark secrets of mine. Now, I'm feeling a little generous. Let me share something from my past that came back to disturb me last week.

When I was in secondary school after being a prefect, someone named J was always hanging out at the place I was on duty. I did not notice it until some juniors told me that she has been staring at me all the time. Creepy for sure and J being a girl makes it even more scarier. I thought maybe I offended her or her boyfriend, hence I went up to her for a quick chat.

When I approached her, she was smiling and all her other friends started to back away. Her smile was not those "finally-revenge" type of smile but was a "on cloud nine" type of smile. What I found out from her was, she likes me. EEUUWWW!!! Yes, I actually make it very clear with her maybe she is just interested in making friends but she said she knows her feelings and she is not going to hide it.

I totally freak out and asked the person in charged to let me duty at a new place. I thought it was the end of it but somehow, some smarty pants gave her my phone number and since then she started to call almost everyday and we'll end up in silence. I told her off many many times and tried to pull her back to track like introduce guys to her but to no avail, she was still "weird". Every time she calls, I'll pick up the phone, tell her I am busy and slam the phone. In my dreams I'll slam it down but in reality I just put it down.

This "relationship" lasted till even after SPM. I was actually used to her existence and she was like part of my life, everyday calling me and telling me about her life in class, reporting to me some illegal activities in class (now you know why sport check are so sudden) and sharing her family problems. It was like having a new sister, but to her, it was like having me as a "girlfriend". Anyway, some time after SPM, I told her that I want her to move on and find someone new. I actually even lied to her I have a boyfriend. Maybe you'll be asking why didn't I lie to her earlier, well because she can ask anything in school and keep track on my life. Now, out of school and away from her, she can't prove me wrong.

She finally did let go of me and I lead my life like how I wanted it-normal. But last week, suddenly she called and I was shocked. She started off with telling me about our old stuff, things we talked about, things we joked about and all. She continually called me for a week and hinting me that she misses me all. EEUUWW!!

Thank goodness, after much persuasion she finally let the cat out of the bag. She said she found someone new and she wants to just let me know. She is such a bad girl for torturing me for a week thinking that she's back!! To her, this is revenge because I hurt her. She still haven't know that I was single when I told her that lie. Ssshhhh....

Now, what I can say is, I hope she'll turn back normal and lead a happy life. Even if she continues to be 'ahem', I hope she finds a nice and someone that would loves her back sincerely. Its not a crime that she finds the same gender attractive, its not her fault that the people she fell for doesn't share the same feelings, its not wrong to love someone.

I guess, the world has been changing in some new direction that would lead to more changes in the future. Peace ^^

Ps: Do not ask me who J is.

Back to college

Well guys, my life would be like a routine from now onwards. Everyday class from 8am till 10am, then have own study time through SIL (structured independent learning), SILOS (structured independent learning online system), MOFA and stuff like that. Basically, lectures are 2 hours per day and after that is all self studying.

Anyway, I went back to HELP to get my transcript but I wanted to meet some lecturers too. Hence I smsed Ms.Ng (Chem lecturer) because I heard she said that she misses me!! She'll only be free by 3pm and I was already on my way to college at 1.15pm. Thus, mother and I went to Chilis for lunch and yup, MOLTEN CHOC PIE!!!!!

It was really satisfying and when I went and meet Ms.Ng, it was even more satisfying because

1. I got to know all my classmate's results as she opened her record book and discussed with me their results, like as if I am some high ranking educationists.

2. I got to see Ms.Ng and she really said she misses me. During the exam weeks, I was so stressed that I decided to make cards for few people including Ms. Ng. Well, the card was simple. I wrote some words and stick our class photo then gave nicknames to all of us. She loved it so much that she put it on her table. She even mentioned that so far, our class has been the closest with her.

3. Before I went back, her words were like so touching. She got to know where I am studying and was like praising me a lot!!! Wah, its been a long long time since I heard a real praise from someone I look up. Yes, Mr.Khoo has been giving me a lot of words of encouragement but somehow its different when you hear it from someone real, standing in front of you, telling you with one hand on your shoulder.

It has been a weird yet happy day for me until I started my PBL research. Gosh, I just hate last minute work!!!

Last Saturday, we had our Finale Night. Before that, my group mates wanted to go to Mid Valley to chill out. Hence we met up at 12 something. They were supposed to meet up in campus by 10.30am and reach by 11 something but due to some unseen circumstances, they were delayed. I reached by 10.45am and was like a zombie walking around without any aim but for sure the stomach was grumbling. Yes, straight headed to Baskin Robbins!!

Later, I did not have lunch so decided to add 2 more scoops of New Zealand ice-cream to my stomach. Rich? Nope, its not like everyday i have the chance to do this--having ice-cream for meals.

To cut the story short, I just want to thank some seniors who made this orientation a success. I really enjoyed myself especially during wet ice-breakers and treasure hunt!! I just love being dirty ^^ Seniors, just want to let you guys know that all your efforts are highly appreciated. A big thank you!! Sorry for my post that stirred your anger, its just the truth from me. Hehehe...

Sorry Alicia, Mj and people who always organise class outings. I am so sorry for not be able to attend any of the gathering due to orientation activities and some charity home visits. So sorry ya, don't get angry please.

tagged by jason

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Don't plan to and don't want to

2.If you can turn into anything, what do you wish you can turn into?
I wish I can turn into a star that twinkle to brightly at night

3.If you were stranded on an desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
Jac - just for the fun of it
Mj - to watch how she goes crazy and starts to disturb Jac and Alicia
Jian Wei - this smarty pants will entertain us and find a way to get us out


4.Where is the place that you want to go most?
to the beach

5.If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?
Live happily without problems.

6.Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
yup but I rather spot for my lucky star at night

7.What are you afraid to lose the most right now?
Love ones. :D

8. What cheers you up for the rest of the day?
Musics and friends

9.If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
Depends

10.List out three good things of the person who tagged you.
Jason Yeo
a) sarcastic
b) funny
c) have the same passion as me- band

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
loyalty, understanding and care

12.What type of person do you hate the most?
Hypocrites and those who break promises

13.What would you do if you won a million dollars?
put a quarter into bank, quarter for charity, quarter for family and a quarter to spend on friends

14.What is your ambition?
is it important to tell? I would love to be a musician

15.What would you wanna be after you're dead?
nothing. when i am dead, i want to be nothing

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
Laziness. I am very lazy. =S

17.What would you most want to achieve right now?
excellence in my studies

18.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my family and friends

19. Do you think it is essential to have a partner in life?
No, I believe that every human being can be free from unwanted commitments ^^

20. Who should I tag?
Anyone that reads this blog

I WAS SO SCARED!!!!!!

OMG!!!! I just came home earlier from my orientation's finale night after watching the important parts (video and all) because I got to catch the train like usual. Everything was fine until I board on the KTM train.

When I stepped in, there was a gal who changed place and sat at somewhere far from this guy whom she sat with before I went in. Anyway, the train has 2 rows of seats at each side of the train right? And I chose to sit the seat, I don't know how to explain, just see.

Ok, after I settled down, I took out my sudoku to solve, he changed place and sat beside me. Then he asked in Cantonese whether that was the right train to Kepong station. So I answered him thinking he really just want to know and confirm. Then he keeps on asking me questions like how many stops more and am I sure and stuff like that. Now, my instinct was screaming at me that something is wrong and I got to run away from him asap.

Then at the next station, few more passengers came in and 2 guys sat in front of us. Then that crazy fellow started to ask this 2 fellow whether this train will stop at Kepong. When they answered yes, he told them I lied and I said this train will bring him to SHANGHAI!!! He even asked others if that 2 guys are telling the truth. When I heard him saying that, I assumed he was joking and ignored him (he was still beside me). Then my heart beat faster and I got more worried. I was scared later when the train's power is down and the lights are off, he'll do something stupid. He was quite close and I hate that feeling.

So I asked him if he can change place and sit back at his original place. Then he got angry and asked me to change place. Now I was really really scared and of course I quickly change but the only seat vacant was the spot where the gal that changed place sat previously. So while changing seats I quickly typed a sms and when I scrolled my phone book to sent to someone for help, Ash's name (Uni friend) appeared 1st because his name starts with "A". At this point, that crazy fellow was scolding a lot of bad words and keep pointing at me. He even said things like gals are monsters because they like to lie to guys, this gal is stupid and more bad words.

I was so so scared. My heart was pounding like nobody's business. Everyone that just came in started to move away. Suddenly, Ash called to check on me and when he saw me talking to the phone he got angrier and started to shout. Those 2 guys quickly entertained him by changing topic like what is his job, why he wants to go Kepong and stuff. He chilled a bit and talked to them then he kept saying he wants to go eat Bak Kut Teh at Kepong. And what was his job? Driver of Army's Tanker which can shoot bomb. Obviously he was lying.

Then he kept looking at me while talking to those guys. I was so scared!!!! I was contemplating whether to change place again since quite a few went down but I was also worried that he'll follow and do something worst. So I just sat there listening to him talking nonsense and scolding me once a while. That 2 guys suddenly got calls and they answered their phone ignoring him. I kept looking back searching for other places and deciding whether to change place and he followed my glances.

I have no idea when or how, but he disappeared but I was still scared because he wants to get down at the same station as me. I was worried he'll follow me and do something I don't want to go through. Once is enough, please. I don't want to go through again. I also called my mother to arrive earlier at the usual place where she picks me up and even asked her to walk into the station. Guess what, she scolded me and asked me why. OBVIOUSLY SOMETHING IS WRONG!!! I was like trying to chill and tried not to tell her there's this crazy guy on board just in case he heard and gets angry.

But that crazy fellow went down at the stop before mine and I was so relieved. That 2 guys later asked me if that crazy fellow was my BF??!!! I was like...WHAT??!! So I explained and they told me they smelled alcohol when he talked. Then they asked which stop am I going down and why was he angry of me. I was like in shock and quickly explained myself. Still, I was shaking and my heart was beating. The next thing I know, they were asking if they can know me because they have no relatives and friends here. (=.=)"' I have learn my lesson and thus just shook my head. They are from Vietnam by the way.

When I reached my station, I thanked them and got down. I quickly called my mother because she was no where to be seen and it was already 11.45pm!!! She was like~~wait for a while la...and I was like~~can you please be quick??!!

Anyway, reached home safely and still shaking. Thanks Uni friends that called to check on me. What a scary day....Gals, be careful of a guy, chinese, early 30s, normal long hair, scared face and speaks chinese when you board onto KTM.

finale eve

Have been very very busy with dress code lately. Its one of the orientation activity where themes are given and we got to dress up, to be exact is MAKE our own costume and act or dance or things like that.

Anyway, I am really really REALLY very VERY tired. Even though I am at my friend's place, I couldn't even get ninety winks!! We will be preparing the sketch, making costume or discussing something. But I am really not happy because not everyone is helping. Some went there, sit on sofa then sleep, some play computer games....
Anyway, whatever la, I don care anymore. Maybe I should be that old Jene that likes to say~ don't know, don't care....

My group has lots and lots of ideas, great ideas but we seem to not able to make decision at the end of each meeting. Hence, last minute work has become our policy. For our 1st dress code (there's 3 nights of dress code), our theme is Queen Maleficent in the beach. Our story goes~~
random character such as crab, Captain jack Sparrow, Frodo and Sam, Legolas, Shrek and Marry Poppins gathered at beach not knowing that it was Queen Maleficent's birthday bash. When the Queen arrived and welcome them, they left and she died out of heart attack. Random? lame? That's the whole point. We spent the whole afternoon making the costume but end up getting scolding (in a sarcastic way) by our OO. Surprisingly, the judges for dress code loved our work and one of them even took picture with me. Yes, I am the Queen with the horns. I spent 4 hours making the costume at night, sleeping by 2am and waking up at 5am.


Today's dress code was the same, so last minute. We were given songs and we got to make an MTV out of the song. Guess what was our song...Rock and Roll All Night by KISS band. It is so hard to make an MTV because the song keep repeating~ I wanna rock and roll all night....
Anyway, we focused more on the costume and we used black garbage bags to make the KISS outfit, painted the face white, made guitars out of cupboard and used lots and lots of aluminum foil. Our story goes ~ Students in IMU was sick with the food and complaining about classes (life was boring) and KISS arrived and started singing. We gals went to the back and started dancing. It was so fun and funny that even the judges couldn't help but laughed real hard. When you meet me one day, I can dance and let you have a good laugh too ^^



Bottom line is I AM SOOO TIRED....I have been reaching home by 8 or 9 something at night and class starts at 8am in the morning!! Can you imagine me fishing in class?? I keep moving my butt in my seat to keep me awake or I'll be biting on sweets or chocolates. Lecturers are basically reading from notes, so it's not really worth while to attend that 8am class. Today's lecturer was reading his notes and it was so funny because he skips words that he can't pronounce like "monarch" and when the notes write fall, he read as fail. SWT!! Yes, I am paying that much of money to learn to fish in class.

Anyway, congrates to all who did well in their A Level's exam. For those who are not satisfied with the result, cheer up ok? At least you did your best when you were facing that paper, holding that pen, jotting some random answer and praying hard that you'll get marks for the rubbish you wrote. Just remember, you did your best but there is always space to improve so go on improving. Stay happy ya ^^

I don't care anymore

I have no idea why am I taking this orientation thing so seriously. I mean, if you hate me for telling the truth, then hate. If you want to make my life or my group member's life difficult, then I have nothing to say. Signature hunt, you want us to do stupid stuff and embarrass us then go ahead because we can't do anything to rebut.

I hate myself for making my life so sad and down yesterday night and this whole day but somehow I woke up from the sorrow that was slowly eating me from inside. I honestly don't know why am I so sad and so worked out. Wow, me being so emo over nothing, me being so sad over nothing, me being so stupid over nothing??!! A friend who read my post was surprised and shocked because I turned so emo. According to him, I am a strong gal and I will sure maintain that status. Lol.

Guys, you are just great friends. Don't be so worked up also. I forgot why am I so sad, so you guys also chill and forget about it ok? I am so proud and lucky to have you guys by my side. People from all around Malaysia including Sabah and Sarawak, Australia and UK...thanks so much for the concern. I am so sorry for making you guys so worried. I am fine now, thanks to some people who even swear in front of me (hmph!!), but you guys just show how lucky I am to have you guys. Cheers and I miss you lots!!


Anyway, our group started our signature hunt and well, I did not enjoy it. I mean, there was no ragging and all the seniors were nice and fun. But some how, I just lost the fun of it. I just don't feel the fun that I experienced during ice-breakers and treasure hunt. But I am back and I will make the rest of this orientation as fun as possible. I don't care anymore if you wanna read my blog then get angry because I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!!!!!


ps: Mr.Khoo, if you are reading this, I miss further maths so much!!!

stay strong....

Yes, I was emotional last night. Yes, I was extremely sad. Yes, I cried. Yes, I make up my mind to not join the activities anymore. Yes, I was being stupid.

No, I will stay strong from now onwards. No, I feel better now. No, crying is not a sign of weakness. No, I will not keep away from the activities. But, yes I was being stupid.

happy turned sad....haih

Today was supposed to be a happy day for me as my result is finally out and I had the chance to finally meet all my college mates. Miss you guys so much!! Ya, I am extremely happy with my result because when I just left campus, Ms. Jasmine the A level department's manager called and told me the result. I was extremely happy even though it kind of spoiled the surprise but, well, I'm still happy.

Anyway, after our performance in the orientation programme- Dress Code, I got some news from my OOs. Its just bad news and it just totally ruin my day. I just am so sad and I just feel like crying. Maybe coming to IMU is not a good choice after all, maybe I was not meant to be there. Usually when I am sad, I play with Spritz and you guys know that I love Golden. I went to my friend's house who has a golden but it did not cheer me up 1 bit....haih...

Well, guys I am so sorry but if you wanna know more, just ask me through msn and I'm sorry I can't update you guys about my life anymore. So sorry...maybe I don't have that privilege of exercise my blogger's rights...freedom of speech is not mine to exercise...

I'm so sorry to make you guys so worried too...Jian Wei, chill k..and please don't swear anymore, you make me feel better already ^^

not-so-lame-anymore.....(so far)

I'll blog a bit about Friday's ice-breakers and today's treasure hunt.

Ice-Breakers
Classes started at 8am and it ended by 10am. 3pm would be our 1st aid test, hence I have 5 hours of break to study for the test. Honestly I do not know why but I did not pre-study for the test(OK maybe I did a little). Yes, this Jene has changed!! She does not care about exam anymore!!!! Anyway, I joined Izyan and her group for the break time at the cafeteria. Her group was full with fun people especially the leader. But my leader is also as lame as him by the way.

We chat and read through the notes and I suddenly asked them if they found out about the spy. Each group has 2 spies which are actually seniors from semester 3 and when I told them about it, they were shocked because they didn't know anything about spies. Thus, we spent about 30 minutes thinking and guessing and at last they found out who it was. All of them were shocked and really took it hard because they were a smaller group and were very close to each other especially with the spy!!The whole time, they were like shocked and keep recalling incidents where the spy was suspicious. Izyan was angry too.

After discussing and all, a guy came by and sat beside me and started to introduce himself. He's from Brunei and he was sharing some first aid knowledge with us. Boy was he really smart because he knows names that were WOW!!! But all of us were at 1st laughing at him before he approached us because he was kind of "soft" when he was having his brunch with this other group of people. You guys know what I mean by soft right??

By 3pm, we went to the exam hall, opened the paper and it was TOUGH!! Before that, our 1st aid lecturer introduced to us a dean from Canada who would be invigilating us. He was really tall and big and he was bold. Anyway, the paper was so touch and I was scared because it consists of 3% from our assessment!! Half way through, quite a lot of people were caught cheating and a few even banged the doors when they left to meet our IMU dean for misconduct. People without tie and name tag was also pulled out. There was this guy whose paper was tore to half because he apparently wrote things like ~this exam is lame and I am sleepy~. But I was also curious because there was like 10 marks question and they gave us 2 lines to explain. Well you know me, paper saver, drew lots of lines and the writing was extremely small (miss those days).

By3.45pm, that Canadian dean stopped us from continuing because there was too much unacceptable (People in IMU loves to use the word unacceptable) misbehaviour. He even added that we will repeat the test. I was like~ Good, I promise to study harder. But in the end, it was a big hoax. Even that Canadian dean was a hoax, he was a semester 5 student of IMU!!! Most of us were angry but I tried looking at the bright side~ at least we really did study for the knowledge sake and not for passing exam and I also sort of know how's the standard of the exam questions from IMU.

We were shown a short video about the theme I Murder You. Most of the seniors were acting in it and it was about how the president of this orientation was murdered. Next was Ice-breaker's activity!!! Let me cut the story short, but I would like to emphasis on how enjoyed I was. I was able to get back the feeling of being in band camp, playing around with juniors and bullying them then. I really really was wet, dirty but happy. I got water, mud water, flour, starch, margarine and another pinkie sticky substance on my shirt and body and hair. It was just so fun and of course team work was vital and Becky, we won every game but lost at 1 station. Hooray to our team!!!

My group have this OO who is kinda like me in the sense that he does not swear. But he is actually a fun guy who looks serious and angry when he does not show any expression. We lost our group flag on the 1st ice-breaker and my group's spy got it back for us. But another senior who is the orientation committee member took it back and told us we need to see him before getting it back. And guess what, this OO was so furious and he just wouldn't let go of the flag. He even got angrier when that senior told him he needs to let go because he is more senior than him. Wow, straight away from there, this cute innocent OO transformed into a killer machine and he even used the oh-so-famous-F word. Few of my group mates who were in the same college with him for 1.5 years told me that they never hear him swear before and never was this angry before. See, our OO is so cool!!! OUR OOs ARE THE SUPER OOs!!!!

Later, we bathed and changed and off we went to McD for dinner. It was already 9.45pm when we left IMU in 4 cars. Yes people, this is the 2nd time I am having McD, 2 more times to go. For those who do not know what's going on with McD, let me tell you. I made a resolution this year--Only having 4 meals of McD this WHOLE YEAR because last year I ate almost everyday. Anyway, I always believe that people bond better with food and yup, we were all enjoying and like usual, cracking lame jokes again. And ya, I have a new "daddy" who wants me to sms him when I reach home everyday since I am the only one catching train home everyday alone. So sweet of him. =P

Treasure Hunt
Reached campus by 8.30am and the whole thing started at 9.30am (Malaysian's time right? We were suppose to start at 9am). Overall it was fun until we reached this station controlled by the Indians (I am not being racist, coz I LOVE U KARAM!! LOL). Let me tell you the happy part 1st. The games were fun and we were all so high, or maybe it was only me. I was really really really very active and happy and I was skipping all the way. The stations we need to visit were really killing most of us especially those who are sick, having asthma and heart problem because it was from 1 end to the other end. Our 1st station was in the Bukit Jalil park, then back to IMU then back to the park again and our group was big!! The biggest so far. But I think I was happy because this is my head start to build up my stamina again especially after getting so sick thanks to my sister. And ya, we cannot jaywalk and we can only travel in 10 minutes and spent 15 minutes in each station.

From what I remember, we need to visit 14 stations and this activity starts from 9.30am till 5pm. We were playing and running even under the rain and hot scorching sun. Our group was big and we had advantages and also disadvantages. We can win certain games easily like when we need to accumulate 600 "push ups" and girls also do the guy's style (knees not touching the ground). But since it was so big, we were slow when travelling from 1 station to another. Now, let me try to list down all the things we went through and 1 bad angry incident.

1. Do 5 helicopter turns then use a sponge and absorb as much water then put it on your head, balance and get to the pail somewhere across the field and fill it up

2. Duck walk up the Bukit Jalil stadium's stairs and use newspaper to decorate our prince.

3. Do push up and accumulate 600 times. I did not do it because before reaching my turn, it was 600 already.

4. (One of my favourite station)-Remember the guy from Brunei that joined me n Izyan's group in the cafeteria? He is from semester 5 and also a spy. Anyway, because he was there, I have no idea why but I was just suddenly very sporting. When he said he wants 1 volunteer, I just ran in front of him without thinking and there I got my first egg cracked on my head. Then we did the caterpillar game, get our face painted, get flour on my head (can make dough already), toes painted(in orange colour...argh) and shirts painted. Caterpillar game was so funny. Everybody sit on the ground, hold the back person's leg and travel to the front. It was funny because those bigger size people at the back were having trouble and (haha!!) the guys were banging each other (butt to ahem). Ya, that semester 5 from brunei senior said he likes me because I'm so sporting and gave me his signature at the back of my t-shirt. He made my day^^

5. (Also my favourite station) Being a very conservative gal, I never let guys hug me but today I was hugged by a few guys and it was a real big tight hug!! 6 people in 2 chairs and we need to move the chairs from 1 point to another without touching the floor with our feet. I tell you, letting guys hug is not a very enjoyable sensation...at all. Our strategic was, 5 get into 1 chair then the other person hop with the chair to the other side, then we get onto that chair and so on.

6. Another crazy moment where I volunteered to get blindfold. All of us need to stand on (I don't know how many pieces of newspapers because I was blindfolded already) newspaper and travel from 1 point to another. Yes, everyone was squeezing on each other and I have no idea what's going on but we did it and was praised smart by the station master!! This is also another body to body session.

7. This is where the OOs came in. They hopped with a blind folded person in a time frame but we surpassed it and got penalty- Paint, eggs, food coloring poured on our body. For your extra info, my panties are now in a different colour.

8. We got to count and find blue colored stones around this "Commonwealth" park.

9. We got to put our hands in this big plastic bag of brown stuff to search for a 5 cent coin. I think it was oat+sand+dog food.

10. This is the worst station!!! Controlled by Indians and they kept us for more than 30 minutes I think (Remember, 15 minutes only in each station)!! First they make all the Indian guys in our group to take off their shirt and soak it in this pail of spices, then cracked egg, then more spices on face. Any Indians from other group that passed by also got the same thing. We have a Punjabi + Chinese mixed teammate who sort of provoked them in the first week by saying that they were immature also was picked!! 5 VS 1!!! They make her cracked egg on her hair and scolded her and all. We also have a team mate from Myanmar who also got ragged badly. I really don't understand, shouldn't you make a "tourist" feel comfortable to be in our country?? Here, I came to the picture again. He was told to crack an egg on someone's head but he just cracked it on his head instead (that's the spirit!! Sacrifice ownself, saving team mates). But they insist he cracked it on someone else's head and I went forward. I'm sure he was happy hitting that egg on my head because he's quiet and I always disturb him to make him more active. Honestly he is also like us (lame) and he always bully me back by giving me lame excuses or say things like I'm invisible or things like that.

Next, we got to duck walk, run, hop on 1 leg, run and do helicopter turns (8 for gals, 25 for guys and 22 for oo). Then the guys formed an imaginary band while we gals become the fans shouting like nobody's business. This is where I practice my high pitch. When the singer finished his song, he was to run while we were to chase n get his signature. (LAME!!!!) Ok, we followed everything even when he asked us to form a horizontal line, put our flag at the back, make us cheer then they stole it!! I was trying to enjoy every single bit of it even though I keep asking myself when will this end because they were draining our spirit away!!! And one more thing, they make our leader bring this condom filled with spices to him by mouth then asked himself to crack an egg in his underwear!!!! How sick was that!! It was just too much and we got angry and that body. When a higher ranking senior came, they got scared a bit and gave us back our flag but you know what they say? "You guys did a lot of things but no sportsmanship so zero marks will be awarded". Wow, this OO just grab the flag, walked away and shouted "I will not submit to you, and this senior junior thing is a bullshit!!". They heard it and wanted to fight back but we travelled fast and that higher ranking senior gathered us and hear us out. The president of the orientation came too.

Later, we really had no mood and we totally lost the motivation to enjoy the rest of the day. But somehow, the sun gave me mood to skip and cheer as much people as possible. Our leader was kind of down too and according to him his "little brother" is like being attacked by needles. OMG, worst was when another Indian mate who got the same egg cracking into underwear told us it felt like blow job. I really don't know what blow job is actually but I don't think it feels good then.

I know there are 14 stations but I'm actually dead tired and just want to finish this post so forgive me ok? Anyway, we went back to the starting point and when all the other groups reached too, we went to the car park to search for a ring. Yes, the theme for this treasure hunt is Lord of the Rings. One of our team mate found a fake ring so we had a cheer fight but lost. Later, we bathed and cleaned ourselves and went for steamboat in that same 4 cars.

Even after washing my hair twice, I still smell that egg smell. I wonder is it me imagining or is the smell really on my body. About my orientation t-shirt, I wonder if I can keep it as it is, frame it up I think? But then again, smelly??? So maybe it'll end up in the washing machine.

If any seniors who some how found my blog accidentally, well this is my view on the orientation so far. It is my view, my opinion and my way of interpreting things. I managed to ask the spy from my group about the reason behind being a spy and she said because they want to mingle around us and get our feedbacks. If they appear as seniors and get feedbacks, they might not be a truthful one. So here it is, my truthful feedback on the activities so far but honestly I do not look forward to dress code where we need to dress up according to themes because it is not my type of having fun. I'm a very outdoor person.

And ya, guess what, I am the queen in a sketch and on the last day, the queen (which is me, zjon marrie) needs to make another small sketch with the Prince of the Wild (mosquito). Our theme is-- The prince feels horny and wants to attract the queen but the queen refuse to follow him or something like that. So far, any weird images starting to form in your head? Yes, it'll be funny for sure but I'm not sure if that hyper sporting gal today will be back on these next few days.

To our OOs::: YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!!!!!! THANKS SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING!!! They carried 10 bottles of 1.5 liter water, gave up slippers for those whose slippers got spoiled, cheered for us, attended almost every meeting, treat us J Co, bought food and water, participated in most of the activities and that "daddy" sponsored us vitamin C. And all Free Of Charge!!! Really, you guys are the best OOs!!!!! Love you all!!!!!

Band members, you will be happy to know that, I am almost as dark as last time especially when we were practicing under the sun for Merdeka or competition. My whole face, hands and legs are red and hot. I'm sure if I visit you on Saturday, you guys will love me and not hate me anymore. ARGH!!!!

Track Trip

Today, our first class was at 9am and finish by 10am. But our track trip was postponed till 3pm since our dental friends have lectures from 1.30 till 3pm. So most of us have a long break hence we decided to finish our PBL assignments. 5 hours break is a very very long break and I was almost bored to death. Anyway, we managed to kill time.

After having lunch together, we surfed more net and when all the people who stays in the hostel around campus went home to rest, it was down to 3 people finding ways to kill time. Before lunch, I blogged and when MJ told me another new senior found my blog I started to panic again. I was so scared till I went to the E-lab and look at my blog's chat box.

Anyway, by 3pm we gathered and off we went to Pavilion. This track trip has a few things to do such as :
1. taking pictures when traveling
2. have meals together
3. choose a poster at the cinema and pose
4. dress up and pose according to Winter Sonata
5. take more pictures with
~the latest album
~uniformed shopkeeper
~an interesting dish

We were all enjoying ourselves and cracking jokes that get lamer and lamer. It was just funny as we were like Jakuns in Pavilion. Laughing loudly, chatting like no body's business, moving in a big group from 1 place to another and more lame jokes. I think we should just change our group name to LAME. But honestly we were all so happy and enjoying every minute of it.

Of course we were tired at the same time. So when we see chairs, all of us will walk towards it and sit and some will take more pictures. I am not a girly type so shopping is not my hobby. Whenever I go shopping with my mother, I'll definitely need glucose and what is better than ICE-CREAM!!!! You can bring me everywhere and make me walk whole day in a shopping mall with a big supply of ice-cream (preferable chocolate flavour).

Yes, a big THANK YOU to our OOs because they treat us J Co Donut!!! It was just so splendid. Apart from that, our group's head OO bought us vitamin C to ensure we are fit for the activities. How sweet is that (1,2,3...aaawwww). I am the only one who sit train back alone so they also make me sms and inform them when I reach home (again..1,2,3...aaawww).

Going to this trip is like going back to secondary school where we like to tease each other and make lame jokes and laugh together and enjoy ourselves. It was like going back to form 1 when we don't know all of our class mates and we find ways to know each other like giving nick names and stuff. Ya, my name is now zjon marrie and you need to say it in a French slang(SWEAT!!!).

My point is, we achieved the objectives of this trip
~knowing each other better
~knowing our seniors better
~knowing how to get to pavilion??
~learn how to get lamer by every minute??

It really is an enjoyable outing and (drum roll....), A Level's result will be out on 7th!!!!!! But the statement of result will only be out by 13th. Anyway, 7th or 13th I don't have the time the time to go back college as orientation activities are on and lectures are starting. You guys out there, better tell me your result ya!!

Like what I always say~~~ sharing is caring ^^

My Voice

I honestly was shocked when I read the "seniors" comments in my chat box. Maybe they are just helping me in a way or I don't know, scaring me?? I honestly was scared but you know what, they made me realised that I have tonnes of friends that care for me and will defend me in a way, so touched!!! Thanks guys ^^

Why was I scared? In the first place, I never imagined that people especially seniors will find my blogs and the name they used in the chat box is kinda intimidating (We're comin for u), it's like hinting me they will come and search for me. But you know what? I don't care now. Come all you want but I'm sticking here and this is my place to express my thoughts and feelings that I do not dare say it in campus. This is the place I update my friends about my life and my views so if you guys are really my IMU seniors, please give me positive and constructive criticism and guide me through this 2.5 years in IMU. According to Jon, IMU peeps are fun and nice and so far, they are still nice and fun.

I am a person who have hard time making decision and once I made up my mind, I will stick to it and do my best in achieving it. So, you seniors out there, don't you worry that I'll slack and drop out because I won't!! I'll make sure I'll pass all my EOS (end of semester) exam and do well in where ever hospitals I am posted to. (ps: Karam, make up your mind already!!)

Since young, I do have problems in cold places. I can stand under the hot sun from 10am til 4pm but I can't stand a cold place even for 1 hour. But I know I'll eventually adapt like when I was in HELP, college mates will know that HELP was so cold when we first started but eventually we all adapted and less people wore jackets and stuff. And I noticed my hair on my hand are longer (LOL). Any how, library in campus allows us to wear jacket or things like that right?

Maybe like what the seniors and OOs (orientation Officers) said, we'll miss orientation and that is for sure because after this it's all study and study and study. But if I have a problem with this orientation programme, will I still be in it and joining all the activities?? I'll be skipping and coming home earlier everyday. So I am enjoying in a way but I am complaining lots because it is kinda tiring for me especially I still need to cope with my ballet lessons(nope, I am not stopping).

Anyway, this is my blog and this is the place where I can just write whatever crap I want to type. But honestly friends, I might not be able to blog next week becoz the real activities start next week and it is everyday till late night. After catching the train, reaching home and rest, I don't think I'll have the time or strength to type anything. So forgive me and peace ^^