Desperate measures

A week ago, I went to KKB (a VERY rural place) for my hospital rotation. Hence I went with
1) A lack of knowledge
2) A huge bag (4 days 3 nights)
3) 6 apples
4) Cereals with 6 soya bean milk
5) Macleod
6) Handphone that can watch TV (dad bought it from China)

So on Sunday night I watched Merlin with Mobeljin. On Monday night, 2 of my friends and I were cramping to watch the TV (NCIS and Criminal Minds) then on Tuesday night (Ghost Whisperer). Besides my friends, there were others who accompanied us such as mosquitoes!!

This picture was taken by my friend's iphone

The other 2 gals who came down to check on us because we were missing from the room. (8 beds per room and it's hot before 12am and cold after that.)

Melbojin =P

It's kinda funny because the TV uses aerial so it took us time to find the right spot but it rained so we moved into the laundry room (we were watching at the laundry room) and when the show was at the exciting parts, we practically walked right in front of the TV and try to make the sense out of it LOL

The Past Me

Last Sunday, I was bored so I browsed through my secondary school photo album and decided to upload them in FB. Never would I imagine them getting so many comments especially my Form 1 picture by my Form 1 classmates. It seems that everyone misses that moment and have gathered to express themselves at that page.

On Monday, I borrowed a book from the library, the 1st book Dorothy Kroomson published entitled "The Cupid Effect". Reading the character reminds me of me. I had the similar "attraction" back in the days before I came to uni but not as bad as hers. Hence when she wrote
"Maybe I should just accept I'm not good with people. I may listen to them and advice them, but like I said, there were very few people who'd be there if I had a four-in-the-morning panic and wanted someone to talk to."
I totally understand that type of feelings. Hence I changed after realising it in uni and it did me no good at all because I am so cold towards people now. Sad.

I Want Love

I want love, but it's impossible
A man like me, so irresponsible
A man like me is dead in places
Other men feel liberated

I can't love, shot full of holes
Don't feel nothing, I just feel cold
Don't feel nothing, just old scars
Toughening up around my heart

chorus

But I want love, just a different kind
I want love, won't break me down
Won't brick me up, won't fence me in
I want a love, that don't mean a thing
That's the love I want, I want love

I want love on my own terms
After everything I've ever learned
Me, I carry too much baggage
Oh man I've seen so much traffic

[repeat chorus]

So bring it on, I've been bruised
Don't give me love that's clean and smooth
I'm ready for the rougher stuff
No sweet romance, I've had enough

A man like me is dead in places
Other men feel liberated

[repeat chorus]

By Elton John
Music Video Featuring Robert Downey Jr.

I'm in the mood for love and this music video which I saw back in college popped in my mind...
Holiday is bad for my mind...thinking too much Argh!!!

My 6th Diary

I just bought my 6th diary and before I start writing, I browsed through my first 5 diaries. It was so funny and to read back the things I don't recall was so refreshing!! I felt like smsing and share it with all the people that was involved =P

I did not remember going up on stage during assembly and presenting a report when I was a temporary teacher in 2006. I did not remember having random people calling me and talking to me about random stuff. I did not recall doing things that is so not me. Now, that's the use of diaries --> to make you remember the lost memories.

I started my diary when I was in form 1 and it was mostly about guys (yes, surprisingly) and of course about this particular guy which was followed by a lot more others LOL. Then came to form 2, it was mostly about a different guy and the things I write inside finally make me understand how I got close to him. But my 2nd diary was more like a diary, having records of my daily life and feelings which was followed by my 3rd diary which was filled with band stuff and a lot of extra papers LOL.
See how thick my 3rd and 4th diary is??

My 4rd diary was mostly 2007 stuff and well, also was mostly about someone and a few more people and of course about my college life and Slave Princess. Reading this 4th book reminds me of how I used to love lying to myself and to my feelings. Even by reading it, I know I was lying to myself. So weird!! My 5th book was about my uni life. I realised that I was always depressed and sad and pathetic in 2008. But 2009 was a better year and it definitely ended in a wonderful way.

I am glad that I have the habit of jotting down details of my life, and when I say detail, I really mean details. I actually wrote down all the things I've done and experienced when I was in my uni orientation. I even wrote down all the activities and songs and cheers (which is A LOT) when I was in my Leadership Camp back in 2004 AFTER I came back from the camp which lasted for 4 days mind you. I wonder why I can't apply this good memory gift in my studies.

So if you ever hurt me or made me angry or owe me things, it's all recorded in my diaries hehe. So beware!! HAHAHA XD

It's late and I want to watch movies!! Tah tah =)

PS: AI Season 9 seems boring!!! I hope not...

My GP Posting

One word to describe her--- CUTE!!!

She is so funny and hilarious!!!
She is so nice and fun to be with!!!
She makes Jing and I laughed non stop all the time but knows when to be serious.
She is always checking her FB account and made Jing and I add her LOL!!
She treat us her style of nasi lemak and on the last day treated us to bak kut teh =)

I seriously enjoyed being with her and I miss her already.
She taught us a lot of stuff and she has lots of emergency cases.
I saw a lot of cuts and blood and gory stuff such as this guy who came in with a huge 12cm long laceration at his head. The cut was so deep that I can see the parietal bone!!

BTW, she is my ballet teacher's cousin in law!! LOL
Such a small world.

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Usually people will not add their parents in FB BUT I just finished creating an account for my mom!! Hahaha XD

PS: Got to be careful with what I write in FB now =P

PPS: She's reading this blog and correcting my grammar HAHAHAHA

I love you mummy =P

juniors =)

This morning, my dad wanted to have dim sum so off we went for our branch/ lunch. We usually go to Eden and I have a junior who has been working there for a few years.

He was form 1 when I was form 5. Sadly, he left the band after I graduated because I was not there to "guide" him (so he said). Anyway, I have not been to that Dim Sum restaurant for months so when I stepped in and he saw me, he ran (seriously ran) to me and said he has lots to tell me!!! So after getting us a table, he came to me and told me:

"Wah last time you very geng, took care of the whole big band alone. When you asked us to be quiet, everyone will shut up but after you left the presidents all can't control the band like how you did it."

and he smiled. As to why he suddenly talked about band was still a mystery. Maybe he saw them practice recently?

I was shocked because I did not expect him to tell me these stuff because I've left the band 5 years ago (it's 2010 already!!!). It suddenly dawn onto me that maybe I was THAT fierce last time?? So I asked him and he said:

"No la, you got your own way ma."

Then he left because the boss called him.

A waiter came and served us but my mother being a fussy pot complained loudly that the food was not steaming hot so that waiter called another waiter to come and serve us but still the food was not steaming hot. My dear junior came and asked if I wanted to change them (mom was talking to dad OR didn't hear OR she's gone deaf due to old age =P) but I didn't want to trouble him so I declined BUT he insisted and he brought all the steaming hot dim sum to us. Mother was very pleased. He said:

"For Jene, got special service and treatment one. Just ask for me ok?"

and he left to serve the other customers. Almost every 10 minutes he'll come and check our table. Haha, boy did he made my day =)

Later when there was less customers, he came and talked to me again and consulted me about his decision in studying Psychology. Of course I encouraged him and all but he was doubtful as he is not the study type (he is the lala boy type LOL). Anyway, before leaving we exchanged phone number =)

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I really love it when the juniors (band/prefect/clubs) approached me and tell them that they remember me. Many months back at the KTM station at 10ish pm, I was walking back home through the dark alley when suddenly one of my prefect juniors who was form 3 when I was form 5 approached me from behind and reintroduced himself to me. Of course I remembered him because he was under my zone before. Or the other time while waiting for the bloody late KTM, another school junior approached me and we ended up abusing and conspiring on how to boycott KTM lol.

Every time I go to the late night market aka pasar malam or at the restaurant near my school, I'll observe those VCD/DVD sellers or boys of those kind because I am hoping to meet this gang of guys who I made friends back in form 4 when I was a prefect. I really really hope they do well in life and didn't turn bad/rotten.

My 31/12/09

I was at Van's place at 2.30pm making the photo frame. Initially, we wanted help from the Frog as she was studying interior designing hence the creative juice but she was not available hence we cracked our own head to produce what you can see from below =)

Van's room floor got vandalised =P

I present to you the darling, cute, lovely, smart, VERY energetic Sophia!!!

The photo frame that I designed. Photo's were taken on our outing to watch Princess and the Frog and Chipmunks 2.

My teacher and her cute lovely daughter

Half way there...

Another of my creation...the roof =) [The happy family named their home Bronzie]

Ta Dah!! Nice?!! It's BEAUTIFUL!!!!!! I didn't want to give it to her as the new year present...

By 7ish, we left to my ballet teacher's place and they finally made their wall of fame. There were extra screws so we hung our creation and it fitted nicely.

From LEFT : Xuan Hui, Sophia and Van

We had steamboat and it was yummy!!

Half way through dinner, we played with her and got really tired. Here, we are in her play room and what she's holding is her camera....USE YOUR IMAGINATION for god's sake!! LOL

We had chocolate fondue after dinner!!! It was yummy!!!!

We took our last group picture at 11ish. Look at how cute the little girl is!!

Next, we proceed to the kitchen after 12am to continue with...

My maiden alcohol drink which is the far left one- Japanese Plum Liqueur

Cheers...my 1st sip =P

See how everyone surrounded the table? I was the only one drinking though..but at 1sih, Van got the guts to try a little of the coconut rum+ Twister Orange juice. Notice all the alcohol at the far right?

The yuckiest alcohol ever!! It tasted like nail polish remover!! Apparently, they drink this in 3 seconds...I wonder how they can stand it!! Some tasted like cough mixture!! Yuck!!
You see the guy in green at the background? He was impressed and praised me for being so daring to taste so many different types of alcohol especially since it's my 1st time. He has a fetish of smelling/inhaling the scent of the alcohol before drinking. Weird guy...LOL

See how red I became?? Well, me going red is normal because when you put me under the sun or make me play my trumpet or laugh real hard, my face turns red =)

So at 1 something, we bid teacher and her family goodbye and I reached home at 1.30am!! For the first time, I tried alcohol and went home this late. I managed to drink 9 types of different alcohol-virgin vodka, vodka with different flavours, Chivas, Jap Plum Liqueur, Vanilla punch, Ginger ale and I forgot what else.

After drinking a few cups (mostly are just half or one quarter), my head started to pound slightly but I was not drunk since so much food was consumed. The Frog keep asking me if I'm high because she wanted to know how I'll act when I am drunk. She expected or I should say wanted me to be the emo type and squat at one corner drawing circles at the floor with spot light shinning on me. LOL!! I noticed after having those alcohol swimming in my circulation, I felt braver and more confident LOL!!!

Anyway, there you go for the post on 31st...I can finally boldly admit that I am not a nerd like how CK always called me or a geek like how WH called me the last time I met him.

Happy New Year peeps!!

PS: Thanks Van for all the pictures =)

How I start my new year

---> Made a beautiful photo frame with Vanessa and Xuan Hui for my ballet teacher
---> Went to ballet teacher's place for steamboat
---> Played with her 3 years old daughter til sooo tired
---> Created a new song for her daughter
---> Had chocolate fondue with grapes + strawberry + marshmallow
---> Had my 1st taste of alcohol and ended up drinking 9 different types of it
---> Had Cheese cake made by the Frog
---> Reached home at 1.30am for the first time
---> Face was very red

Will blog in detail when I have the pictures =)

Happy New Year!!!