emails + Korean drama

I have been exchanging emails with a couple of friends but there is this one friend who I will reply everyday.

I would say we are close but come to think of it, we were not very very close when I was around him.

Anyway, the things we tell each other are what we will talk about when we are together.

But recently, I feel that we are getting closer to the point that I feel so weird yet happy when I read the stuff that are written in the email.

I was just sharing how happy I was to have Nandos after months of not eating meat and the reply I got was

YOU NO EAT MORE MEAT.....I DONT WANT YOU

Isn't it funny?? Hahaha...I never expected to end up having such close friend when I'm so far away =)

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Did stupid stuff this week...

Watched Scent of a Woman

till 3am in the morning on a WEDNESDAY and had exam which I haven't study for on FRIDAY. This is so not me right??

Then on Saturday, watched Playful Kiss

for 20 hours straight....till 5am...

Now I got to get back my study mood to prepare for the next block- Paediatric which IMU did not prepare us at all...die...

I don't even have the habit to watch Korean dramas, thanks to my housemate who on her laptop so loudly when I was sitting beside her, making me watch with her and end up starting from the beginning myself...ISH!!

Sick of me

Yes, I am sick of who I am now.

Keep watching series.

Not studying as much as I should.

Keep eating and getting fat.

Lost my sense of priority.

No discipline at all.

When was the last time I got that ohmph to study? 1 year ago?

=(

Just hate this lazy procrastinating me.

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When was the last time I feel like I need someone?

When was the last time I feel lonely?

When was the last time I admit that I really like someone?

When was the last time I miss someone so much that I feel like running?

When was the last time I feel deeply happy?

Truthfully? I don't think any of those above REALLY HONESTLY happened.

I think I am emotionless...

Am I broken inside?

worked for 14.5 hours

Reached Maternity Hospital at 7.30am. I was assigned for theater today, so off I went and changed to greens/ scrubs and went to the theater.

Basically, I watched 3 elective Caesarean Section and 1 emergency C-section, scrubbed in for the last 3 surgery and delivered/ pulled out the placenta twice and for the last surgery, I was allowed to do the Aberdeen knot LOL!! Thanks to the great surgeon =)

The midwives and nurses were so nice to me too =)

I heard horror stories about them from my friend yesterday who was assigned to theater. Luckily they were nice to me.

Theater list finished by 6.30pm and I didn't feel like going home just yet so I popped into a room after the surgeon told me one of the patient is fully dilated. I thought it was gonna be fast since she is fully dilated but oh boy, I was so wrong. She finally start to push at 8.15pm and the baby was out only at 9.10pm! Placenta out at 9.20pm and helped the midwife around and by 10pm, I realised I really need to leave so off I went home.

Stood from 7.30am till 10pm, no lunch, no dinner. I am exhausted.

But very productive day =)

Facebook status

I am feeling so annoyed, so here I am releasing it before I say or do something stupid like hurt other people's feelings.

What do you make out of this facebook status:

'I am missing you darling'

When you hell know this person is single and has no partner. Dang, this status is so freaking pathetic.

Hey you, you don't need to go around posting all these nonsense statuses to attract freaking pitiful attention ok? Get a freaking life or blardy go seduce a guy to be your boyfriend or something. Dang, so freaking contemptible and worthless statement to get stupid attention.

Another thing that just piss me off is people who goes around telling others what they are doing or plan to do which are normal daily stuff, nothing special like:

'Oh, I'm going to wash my hair today'

Duh, as if you wash your hair like once in 100 years. Freaking just wash your blardy hair and stay out of facebook status will ya? We have better things to read.

Sometimes, these statuses just annoy the hell out of me and I wonder why in the world or what were they thinking when they post such useless stuff.

I don't know why when I saw that status, I just got so pissed off. I wanted to comment but I stopped myself and I did something more respectful, I FB chat and asked her why is she putting such status and the reply I got was 'for fun'.

Oooo...it was at the tip of my nerve to start typing 'you know, it's so pathetic to see you posting all these nonsense irritating crappy status to prove that you have a miserable life. Oh wait, you DON'T have a freaking life. So my advice to you, take it or leave it, go get a life.'

Bitchy? You bet.