Since I came to Inverness, things haven't been smooth for me. I could not focus on my studies, memory as bad as a goldfish, always feel so lost in the wards, don't feel settled in at all and I feel lonely most of the time.
Yes I do admit that I like to be alone (thanks to IMU for the training =.="') but Inverness is just not letting me enjoy my solitary.
Well if you have been checking FB, you might have glimpsed my status on Wednesday. I sat in with my consultant for his outpatient clinic and for the last patient, he wanted to speak to the consultant privately so the consultant asked me to wait at the library and he'll get me later. So I waited patiently from 3ish till 5ish and he didn't appear. I remembered that it's a 9-5 job so I went to his room and knocked on the door.
No sound. Tried to open the door, it was locked.
T.T
He left me....
Phone no battery...
Group mates left by 12pm...
Jacket was not thick enough for the cold cold freezing weather...
I got to wait for the bus...
I lost my pen and my favourite mechanical pencil...
T.T
Totally not my day....felt so abandoned...felt so lonely...felt like I am at the wrong place studying the wrong course...
Haih......
Hope things will be better soon...
And life MUST go on no matter what so can't give up!!!!
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