updates....

sorry guys for losing my cool and swearing away.

my bad, will learn how to overcome this bad habit.

okok...updates....

that gal who got pregnant is busy with her wedding stuff, make me work on her days...

then when a long time friend called to check up on me, he got annoyed that i am still working til the extent he asked me to go meet him up so that he can make me pregnant too...swt...

but on 2nd thought, he becoming my kid's dad is a great idea since he is a genius!!!

he just came back from Korea representing M'sia in a debate competiton...u can read more at the Edu Star section...

ok, i'll post the link here...

http://thestar.com.my/education/story.asp?file=/2007/8/12/education/18510162

that guy i am so mighty proud of is called jian wei....the genius looking guy...hahaha

my ballet production's rehearsals are going on like usual...

next month i'll be having rehearsals on sat also...wah, 5 ballet classes per week....so tiring...

on the last rehearsal, my group and i finished learning all the dance part...

we are suppose to act too...wah...hahaha....can u imagine me in the character of a court lady, being elegent and graceful.....hehehe....

and ya....can u believe siu voon thought today is my birthday??!!

after telling him he got it wrong he scolded me and accused me lying coz i don wanna admit today is my b'day...

so funny la he....TODAY IS NOT MY B'DAY LA!!!

nvm la, forgive him since he so old alrd...hahaha.....

ahem...

i have been actually using windows spaces to blog...
it was kinda slow....and irritating...
anyway, will still update both til i'm comfortable with this blogspot...
so far so good...

premarital sex

will you guys do it??

do u think its okay to lose your virginity before marriage??

well, if u are on it...please...PLEASE have a safe sex...

wear condom or whatsoever!!!

pills aint gonna help much if you eat it after the sex...

counting the dates aint gonna be accurate if you have irregular periods....(for gals la)

just because of one (or two..gasp!!) little sperm(s) that managed to penetrate thru the membrane layer of the ovum, a baby (living organism!!) is created...

and you think you have a choice of abortion??

you think if the gal gets pregnant the family would still act the same??!!

for guys, it'll be as easy to just say "i'll be responsible" as saying "i love you" when you are madly in love??

come back to reality people!

IT WOULD NOT BE THE SAME!!

yes, i do have college friends who are having premarital sex but i've warned them (pray hard they listen n be careful)..

i do have friends who accidentally brought a new cutie baby to the earth....

but what i do have and makes me angry now...is those who are (maybe) pregnant and would cost me trouble!!!!

hello!! you created the trouble, you think of the consequences la...but why muz i be involved!!!

i'm having enough stress from the ballet practises and from my studies....

aint i innocent?? or did you pull me into this mess just because i didn't warned you earlier??

gosh!! i didnt even know you were doing it with that guy....

okay, its my bad for releasing my anger here but i haven explode yet....

i donno why but yesterday i wasnt in a very good mood..

i actually went back to the evil jene who was in control of the band...

who always shoot people without thinking bout that person's feeling....

yesterday in class, i actually asked a friend of mine to shut up...

he has this bad habit of saying out loud his method to solve the maths questions on the board which was supposed to be done on a piece of paper SILENTLY....

this has been going on since.....forever...

and suddenly i just cant stand it and said out loud; "CAN YOU PLEASE SHUT UP??!!"

there was an awkward pause and then ivan suddenly became so happy and whispered smth to ck...

i heard my name mentioned a few times so i told him" if u wanna talk bout me say it loud in front of me...don whisper behind my back"

and so he smiled and said...no la, i just like ur style.....

later in class he tried to be nice to me.....blea!!!

of course i feel bad for shooting at jin...

its just not right!!

aaahhh...whatever la....just hope that he wont get mad and ask his gang or ex triad members to kill me....

so people, dont be surprise if you get the news that i was killed in a gang fight....lol....

chill....phew.....js hope that she is not pregnant....

SAFETY 1ST WHEN HAVING

new member in my family

i woke up....

wash clothes....

hang it at the porch...

oi?? why got box le??

peek into it and...

there's a puppy in it!!!!

i was jumping with joy!!! yeah at last a companion!!!

take a second look....

lots of kutu on its body...so clearly!!!

i stayed away from it....my hair!!!!

bro woke up...i asked him....n he said...

this morning yum ca, saw this puppy's mom let a car knocked down.
so i pick it up n brought home lor, the mom's dead anyway...

so i replied....yer cannot play with it lar....so much fleas...

the next minute he start bothering me...

jene, bring me a cloth...
jene, bath the puppy...
jene, bring some bread...
jene, bring some water...
jene...jene...bla bla bla....

hello!!! few more hours to my exam le!!!!

but it was so pityful that i ignored my further maths and start helping out...

smsed a few friends(thanks mei jean n jayne!!!) asking where's the cheapest vet...

then gave my bro some money n there he went...

didn't come back coz the doc said need to put it under observation..

kinda missing it alrd....hahaha...

noticed why i put it??

coz i don know the gender yet...hahaha....

long post

its been weeks since i last logged in and onlined....
so i'm gonna post a long blog....
bear with me ya...or don waste ur time...go do other stuff....

let me start with
BAND.....
as u guys know, i have not been able to online or connect to the internet since 1st june.
so no way to get band news....WRONG!!!!
so happy n lucky that i have band friends who actually sms n call me to tell me the result of the recent state comp(sarawak, penang...)

i went back to band at night coz they were having band camp....
enjoyed myself there, complained to them coz cannot connect to internet, got offer from DM to borrow her laptop, got news aka gossips...etc...
our band improved a lot!!!! and before i went off, they played a song for me(sob*)...
miss them so much.....
OUR BAND IS HAVING THE 2ND CONCERT!!!
COME AND SUPPORT!!!
AND I MIGHT BE THE EMCEE....swt....


BALLET...
well, went for the rehearsal...it has been 4 days and my legs are still killing me....
honestly if u think u wanna come n pay for a maybe RM100 ticket to watch me dance...
i say u better use that money on something else....it might not worth it...
so far, my role is the front part....its kinda(honestly!!) boring.....
but obviously not for me coz i'll be on my toes and yelling in my head...PAIN!!!!!
tomorrow have class(die!!!) and i'm getting a new pointe shoe which cost RM 255!!!
then my exam fees cost me RM700!!!
all from my salary...just like that...vanished in thin air.....(cry*)
anyway, got to help my ballet teacher teach in this(never heard or been) ballet school...
teaching 3 grades...and i'm so scared now....
but well, challege myself and do something new la....



EXAM....
well...don wanna talk bout it....


EMOTION....
i know i have been very emotionally unstable lately....
very not me...but i promise u guys, i'll be back and i'll be stronger!!!


FRIENDS....
its been such a long time since i meet up with old school friends...
friends have been and always important to me....
i really really can die without friends...
band friends(SF, blackie, nalyy, daniel.....) u guys are the best band people u know!!!
ballet friends(alicia, yvonne....) gambateh and lets dance more!!!!
secondary school friends...miss all of u guys sooo much!!! saw kok wei and missed 5M...
primary school friends....buddies.....c'mon, lets meet up!!!
band juniors....practice harder and perform the best on concert night!!!
college friends(jac, kelly, karam....)will surely miss u guys after we graduate!!!

since Hon Way blogged bout me....let me blog about him back...
this guy here, is actually nice....ahem*
but...hehehe(u'll definitely get a lot of buts!!!)
he's small gas, short temper, unreasonable....lots more!!!
1st, he calls then complain that he's wasting money....then when i tease him he gets angry, then he force me to treat him dinner...etc!!!
let me recall the 1st time he showed his temper....
hmm, it was in form 4, he got angry becoz...err....whatever la...as long as not my fault...
then he refuse to talk to me for days....so i played along...
one day when he started to talk to me, i still remember my 1st sentence---wei?? i tot u don1 2 talk to me??
hahahaha......
but honestly he's a nice guy...always call at the right time....
when i cant online and check mail n stuff, he offered to help(i know he just wants my password....blea)
of coz i din want to trouble him....hehehe...
wei, if u're reading this...sorry...just miss u too much and u're going back to that stupid school of urs in kelantan alrd...need to wait til hari raya only can meet u...actually good also coz i don need to treat u so fast coz i bankrupt alrd



HEADACHE....
recently i have been having bad headache....
the feelings is like the head let the skull press, the brains let someone squeeze...
it's so pain that i cant even open my eyes...the moment i move such as stand up, the head like let a big truck knock...
usually my headache is kinda like minor migrain(pain at one side or part of the cerebrum)..but this time its the whole head!!!!
sleep also can feel the pain...dream also can feel the pain....
but hopefully i'll be better...hope there's no clotting of blood in my veins....or worst...tumour...hahhaahaha


NIGHTMARE....
usually when i sleep, i don dream....
i just close my eyes then open in the morning....
but for the past few weeks, i have been having bad dreams...
not bout exam but bout this production....
i keep dreaming i cant go on pointe!!!
i releve up but land on demi-pointe!!!
releve = small jump up....on pointe= standing on toes...demi-pointe=standing on metatarsals
it was so scary...the feeling was so real!!!



PLANS AFTER EXAM....
hmm....after exam going out with college friends and well(kelly's joy), get the prom dress and bla bla bla....
then go to prom, buty having a problem here....
see, my ballet rehearsal is from 3pm til 6pm and the prom starts at 7pm....
then kelly want us to get ready for the prom together....but how??
i plan to go to the prom later or leave the rehearsal earlier...
what do u guys think??
next, band national comp also falls on the same day as my rehearsal...but donno what time will the comp start...planning to meet some band friends too....


hehehe...long eh??
anyway, will continue when have the mood...