what am i feeling now?

NUMB.....yup, thats the word...NUMB.....

Legs numb, my right ear is a little deaf, I can't breath properly, my head is spinning, I can't freaking do a pirouette, I can't jump high, I've lost my stamina, I am tired........I AM SICK!!!!!!

Die la later.....


On a brighter side, I think I was confident during CPR exam because the previous day made me feelingless already. Ya, I guess thats why I was not scared/panic/stressed....just feelingless....like a robot..... =(

watever

Like what my blog title has to say---life must go on

so here I am telling and convincing myself life must go on and it does...

so, ya...I am officially older so....matured lor...so, gonna continue with life like usual (as if I have a life)

For you guys, please ignore the few previous posts...LOL [Wan Hoe you win in calling me emo and btw, it rained =P]

Thanks everyone for wishing me thru
smses from Jo Ann, Noel, Adrina, Jon, daddy, Yik Jing, MJ, Darren, KH, Jayne, Vic Ng, Lai Thin, Alicia Thooi, Chui Hua, Seow Tong, Mr.Blurry Blur Blur, Su San, SV, Pei Jun, Ric (Threesome leader), BC, Shafina, Wan Hoe, Sailesh, Jacq, Afiq, (Threesome juniors)-Sak, Zhao Ming, Yi Wern, Jimmy & Shu Ling, Blackie, Ken Loong, bro, Sharon, Karam, Nirmal, Teddy, Jhia Wei, Joey, Jason, Daniel, Jun Hua, (Threesome junior) Audrey Teo

calls from RG, Alicia Thooi, Karam, Threesome juniors, Kor Woi, Jacq

facebook from Li Chien, Kok Wei, Kien Jeen, Vic Ng, Navin, Goloka, Steven, Karam, Alvint, Kaajal, Zia, Reza, Lydia, Teddy, Ale, Elvyna, Joyce, Zaeem, Jia Jin, Liling Cheah, Mae Yue, Joanne, Siew Kim, Siu Hoe, Thamarai, Pei Jun

friendster from Yvonne, Mei Hong, Yin Li, daddy, Pui Sang, Say Wah, Wai Shin

VB from Blackie, Sapph and Jason

MSN from Karen, Vic Lee, Seow Tong, Eunice

Blog Post from teddy

*follow time of receiving (LOL)

Things to focus....
CPR Practical exam later.....ballet exam.....CAL session.....hospital visits.....mock EOS......

Gambateh and wish me luck =)

i know why

I guess it's because I am just not worth celebrating with....
I think because I am not the friend I thought I am....
LOL....this is a really meaningful day.....I finally realised it....
thanks...LOL

13/9/08

I officially hate 13/09/2008!!!!! ='(




I honestly tried to have fun and like what you guys told me to..have a blast...but everything that I do just make me feel worse and make my eyes swell with tears.....I honestly hate this day.....have a blast...right....


ps: don't want to see me cry, better don't mention this day in front of me ='(

Happy Birthday

Firstly, I would like to wish 2 other peeps having the same b'day as me...presenting...

Victor Ng
&
Adrina Choy

Yup, happy b'day to both of them...

Yes, I know, b'day is a happy day and all but I just can't feel it....

Mom and sis left to China already at 2am while I'm sleeping. They were busy packing the last minute stuffs and ignored me....

Dad is going to work soon and bro is sleeping...

My best friend who never failed to turn up in front of my gate with my favourite cake is not turning up today because of exam and after exam, rushing down to Ipoh...

So here I am all alone and feeling sucky...

Don't you people worry, I am blogging this now because of those sucky feeling and a little bored but I am sure I'll feel better...I'll try to feel better...

Anyway, thanks a lot to those who smsed or left their comments on facebook and frienster. Appreciates it a lot!! OF COURSE< THANKS A LOT TO YOU 3 WHO CALLED ESP KARAM. God, it's 2 am there and you still called. Thanks a lot!!! But sorry I was not as enthu as usual, was quite tired =)

Anyway, have fun people.....