Movies

Tropic Thunder
Hey peeps, go watch, really nice but there's a few boring parts but overall it's nice!!

There were lots of guests appearance and quite a few unexpected people in there such as Tom Cruise...I could not recognise him until the last few minutes where the camera focused on his face and WOW!!! quote from wiki~~ Stiller had intended to keep Cruise's role in the film as a fat, balding movie mogul a surprise.
Hahahaha...nice show!!!

Cast :Ben Stiller (he directed and acted in this movie), Robert Downey Jr, Jack Black, Matthew McConaughey, Tom Cruise, Brandon T. Jackson etc

Cameos: Tyra Banks, Lance Bass (this was a shocker!!!), Jennifer Love Hewitt etc

Go to Rotten tomatoes for it's review -- http://www.rottentomatoes.com/m/tropic_thunder/

Madagascar Escape 2 Africa
This is also a nice movie. Typical Disney like movie with moral behind it but it was nice..I laughed out LOUD quite a few times..LOL

James Bond-Quantum of Solace
Ok la, lots of action and killing and blood and BORING!!!! Love the cars though...Aston Martin Peeps!!! And a few BMW (badly crashed and torn though) and I hate the beginning part where they have him posing while the James Bond song was on..A WASTE OF TIME!!!!!! But Aston Martin DBS babeh!!!

Holiday

I know Fail is my result so I've made up my mind to enjoy myself this whole 2 weeks and I actually did it!!!

Remember my list? Just to be convenient for me and you...
1. Meet up as many friends as possible
2. Play as much online game as possible
3. Read as much not-medical-facts books/ comics/ magazines
4. Go out as much as possible
5. Go holidays (Destination in mind--PENANG!!!)
6. Go exercise as much as possible to build up my lost stamina and to burn off all the fats I've gain
7. Sleep as much as possible
8. Watch as much movies as possible
9. Be as crazy as possible (not that I am not already)
10. Play and pamper Spritzer because I have been ignoring him lately
11. Practise my ballet and get back my passion in ballet (EOS sucked out 70% of it from me)
12. Catch up with those juicy stories that I've missed
13. Read Criminal Minds online (I know it's pathetic but I don't know how to download and by the way, it is illegal right?)
14. Listen to Jay's new songs and play with the Jay's rubic's cube!!! This should be 1st but oh well..hehehe
15. Go shopping? (I never like shopping but I can learn ^^)
16. Make birthday gifts for selected friends
17. watch animes that I've missed
18. Just laze around
19. Clean the house (my mom is sooo gonna love this)
20. Lastly, maybe read up my pathology because I suck in it, seriously suck BUT I shall see if I have the time to do so >.<

Those coloured are accomplished =)


[15 , 1 and partially 12] I went to Jusco and well, bought a few pieces of new clothes, met up lots of friends there and heard that one of my close friend back in primary school is PREGNANT (not again??!!!)
[2] Played online games for few days till early morning (that's how Jon got the name cracker)
[3] I've started on Harry Potter again and hope to get Jodi Picoult's books
[8, 4, 1 and 12] I've watched Quantum of Solace, Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa and tomorrow Tropic Thunder all at Mid Valley's GSC so meaning I've been going out with friends and one of them is someone who shares with me her every detail of life LOL
[5 and 1] I am going to Penang on Tuesday till Thursday (Yipee!!!) and meeting up some friends (Noel, my ABC!!!)
[6 and 10] I didn't really exercise but I did wake up a few days earlier to walk around the neighbourhood with Spritz
[7] I've been waking up late since I have been staying up till early morning, so I guess that's considered as sleeping as much as possible?
[9] I have been crazier than ever, thanks to cracker Jon
[14] I bet you guys know I have been addicted to the rubik's cube and while I try to solve or memorise the formula, I listened to Jay's songs Haha
[16] Making birthday gifts..not really gifts but well, I really am enjoying myself doing art craft stuffs
[18] Lazing around, watching Tv when I'm at home ^^

15 out of 20 completed and I have another 4 days before dooms day, not bad eh?? Hehehe, this is life!!!!

Rubik's cube

I am addicted to it. Just bought the original one from Toy R' Us because accompanied mom to Hartamas shopping complex to meet a friend. On the way home, I managed to solve it but I still can't solve Jay's one because his face is all over, the 8 pieces around the middle piece are of different angle =(

Help me....lol

I got to express....

I am very very worried that I'm gonna fail. No, it's actually a fact. Now when I think about it, I don't think I deserve this holiday to Penang. I am worried sick. What if I failed? What if the result slip/envelope I'm gonna receive will be heavy (because the resit form are all in it). I am just so worried, even at Ballet class just now, I could not concentrate. I keep staring at the mirror thinking how am I going to face myself, my family and my friends?? (My teacher thought I was correcting my routine LOL) I can't accept a fail, I can't!! Especially after all the effort I have put in, I don't think I will ever accept a failure in my life, especially when it comes to studies. I don't want to fail =(

My first disappointing paper that I can still remember was in primary 3 when I got a grade C for my Chinese Language. I still remember I went home and told my dad who was bathing about my result and then I stood outside the bathroom crying. I still can remember clearly that the bathroom door was yellow. Hahahaha...

Well, there were more of such emotions in secondary school of course. Basically I was having this fear of failing any subject since I started form 1 and I think that's how I had this habit of telling people I'll do bad in exam. I guess it sort of makes me thought of the worst scenario before getting the result, so I'll be more prepared if I ever really end up with the worst case scenario. I guess some of you knew that sometimes what I meant as fail was a grade B, I know I set my expectations too high, but this is my way of making myself work harder.

Back in A level, I actually broke down and cried in the toilet after my C3 mock exam because I knew that I lost my grade A. I was seriously sad and down (Karam you remember?) Surprisingly, someone who I never expected came and tried to cheer me up. Guess who? It was CK. Thats how we got sort of close back in semester 1 n 2. This guy is unique in his own way. To some of you maybe he was arrogant but deep down, he is a nice guy. Sadly after A Level, he disappeared and I am guessing he did so to avoid us asking about his result. CK, if you so happen to still read my blog, come out from your hiding place please, Germany or Malaysia!!! By the way, I got the A for that paper =)

Now in university, this fear of failing is so much greater due to the fact that we will get expelled if we fail twice. It's so great that sometimes it suffocates me. I was actually aiming for an A for semester 1 but my hopes did not materialise. Then in semester 2, I worked harder, pushing myself to my limit yet I still lost my grade A for summative 2. Now, for EOS2 I don't want to aim for an A, I just want to aim for a pass. I just want to pass my every first sitting, I don't want to fail, I don't want to =(

"失败是成功之母"

I know, but I just can't accept it!! Call me kiasu, I don't care because this is my life and this is my way of living it. I just want a pass this time, is it too much to ask for? Yes, I lied when I told some of you guys that I am not going to worry about my result for this whole 2 weeks of holiday, sorry but that fear is getting stronger and vibrating in my whole system every second. I am just so scared, I don't want to fail. I know it's useless to be worried sick now but I just can't help it.

Argh, just give me that fail and let's get it over with now!!!! =(


PS: Emo now doesn't mean emo in the afternoon. It's 5.30am now, I think I got to go sleep

hehe

I finally managed to solve one face of the rubik's cube...you wait and see and I'll solve all of it..hehehe
BEFORE
After