updates...

Ya, have been busy with ballet and working and of course studies...you know, this month, my sister's and my ballet fees, total up is RM800!!!!

OMG!!! I was like, oh no!!! Plus I just ordered a new leotard and that production needs us to get a skin colour leotard too!!! Haiz...$$$$!!!!




On Monday, my Biology class was at first boring(shocking!!). Most of us were dozing away(hint hint...MJ!!!) Ya, MJ was let me describe...fishing?? Nah, she was lying on the lab table(god knows what chemicals was spilled on that particular spot) and her eye lids was open, close close close then OPEN, close close...etc...

Then we were discussing the pass year papers when we came over the word cob....Suddenly the whole class started to laugh(Thanks to Vic) and I was like ~err, did I miss anything?? Then that word keep popping up and the class was just laughing especially when it came to the word cob length, they laughed even harder and louder. Mr.Ronnie had to change the word cob to jagung....I was like ~WHAT??!! What's so funny??
Paul at 1st said I was slow, then innocent, then cacat....
Hello no offence but if I cant follow what you dirty minds are thinking about means I am stupid?? A big fat spastic person?? Must I laugh along to just FIT IN??!! Haha, sorry but I don laugh to fit in....I don care if I don fit in, as long as I am me, my true self that is not faking....
Actually, they were laughing because it sounds like cock.....swt....*faint




Spritz's god dad, if you are reading, let me show you what he has done to me!!! PROOFS!!!! (as if I'm complaining and filing a lawsuit....lol)
he bit my hand...for fun^^ The effect of i-don-want-to-go-home bite
playing bite and run gameloves my jeans so sink his teeth into the jeans and ME!!

And ya just to let you know, HE IS HUGE!!!! hahaha....

Anyway, it just dawned to me that if I fail to apply to IMU, I'm left with nothing. So now, what to apply?? Where?? What course?? Haiz, here goes again....

Before M1 test, I was talking to Jia Jin, Kelly, Jac, Alvint, Ivan, Vic and Golok. They were talking about clubbing(typical JJ), plans to get drunk and try new drinks(JJ was repeating about the flame one) and the recent fighting in clubs. Next, we went back to high school memories. Gosh I miss my band....a lot!!! Its been a long time since someone said I'm fierce. I wonder how's the band now?? hmm....

Lastly, I would like to bad mouth my dearest NG HON WAY!!!! hahaha...that fellow called up and suddenly asked me who's studying medicine. So I named a few male friends and end up scolded by him, he wants gals(Thank god he's not gay yet). Anyway, I hinted I might be studying but I told him loud and clear I DO NOT WANT HIM.....hahahahaha!!!!! Since then when he messages me and I did not reply, he'll said I'm ego..etc...blea!!! Whatever bro....
Honestly why in the 1st place we got so close?? Let me reveal a little of the history. Other than being prefects, friends, having the same surname and same post, many started to spread rumours that we are romantically linked....so to stop all these crap I started to call him bro and telling(sorry I lied) people we are cousins. Well, maybe we are, we'll never know.....lol

Anyone knows who people add you in msn?? I mean when you sign in, a pop up will appear to ask whether you want to add this particular person who added you. Well, I'm sure you know some email add are weird...so how do you decide whether to click yes or no?? What if that person is your primary school friend?
I recently added someone and that guy is a stranger to me. He is from Turkey!! So I asked how did he get my email....typical answer from guys--i don know.... but one thing he told---he has a malaysian gf that he got thru msn...lol!!!!

5M class gathering

Went to Lai Thin's house to go to the gathering together...the gathering was suppose to start at 6pm but well, you know la, Malaysian time plus LT and I had a lot to catch up. We chat til bout 6.30pm, then reached the venue by 6.45pm. hehehe...

Many classmates were there already and Miss Teoh and Pn.Aw was there too!! They are my Add Maths and English teacher respectively. Had a few chat with them and catch up with those around me.Later, my papa a.k.a. Wen Yenn decided to fetch our dear Chui Hua, so off we went to Damansara to pick her up. It was so fun looking at how pa drove. She admitted that she has no sense of direction and true enough, we guided her all the way. Went back to the gathering and the 1st food we consumed to fill our growling stomach was.......ICE CREAM!!!!!! Hahahahaha.....

Chat, ate, took pictures (the part I hate most), ate and chat.....noticed most of us didn't really changed much. Counted, 4 of us put on make up( kerryn. adrina, Siow Ling and Jing han). many put on weight, guys were more talkative than last time(or should I say lamer), gals were prettier, guys were the same, but honestly everything was like form 5.....

Saw a few xxx scenes!!! Gosh, feel like puking now. I was standing beside this couple chatting with few other friends when I turned to look at them (gosh why did I?!!). The gal suddenly touched the bf's face and I was like OMG!!! I quickly turned my head and continue with the conversation when I turned for the second time( WHY??!!), I saw the bf was massaging or should I say pressing the gal's triceps(it was full with FATs).
eeuuww!! I couldn't stand it so shifted place....

I was also affected by an incident. A friend of mine is sick, as in mentally sick. How did everyone find out?? One day(last year) in lab, this guy ran to a gal and sat in front of her. He started starring her and started laughing. the gal felt weird so shifted her place to the last table and that guy followed her. That gal scolded him and shifted to the front again and the guy followed and keep on LAUGHING!!! The next incident was he was caught stealing a camera then he stopped school. The teacher announced to the class he has mental problem. Now this friend I am referring to is a primary school friend that sat beside me in standard 4. We had a lot of laughs!! I remembered creating a game and played with him which left us in fits of laughter!!! So shocked to learned that he is mentally ill....

After the steamboat, we went to Spicy for second gathering and TAHDAH!!! Guess who I met....MEI JEAN!!!! hahahahaha.....chat with her for a while and went back to the table I was supposed to be. Gossips went around and hehehe....didn't wanna waste money so ran to MJ's table when she smsed(sorry la)....
*HIGHLIGHT!!!! Say Wah and Loke Lim are an item!!! omg!! like how MJ put it, weird ppl will date weird people!!! hahahaa.....eeuuww!!! Not that I have anything against them, its just well, weird. I didn't see them holding hands, just saw them sticking to each other like during form 5. But during form 5 there was another gal which we thought the guy was with---Yi Ling. Anyway, don't feel like talking bout them....hahaha

Anyway, honestly I've been out yum cha 3 times(including this time) and I found out the fun of yum cha. The 1st time was with Chee Yung and other prefects. It was after the prefect camp and few of us went back to clean up, so to show his gratitude, he treated us at Spicy. Second time was with RG and gang. He practically forced me there, so I was really not enjoying myself because I don't really mix with his gang. And this is the 3rd and best time!!!!

special thanks to pa coz...hehehe, my meal was free!!!! My purse was with her and she said she paid already for me. I thought she meant she took the money out from my purse but when I went home, I found out she used her own money!!! She even smsed me and said some touching words....(not gonna share) plus she fetched me home!! Thanks a lot!!!

And ya, before we left, Loke Lim was pleading LT to fetch Say Wah home but LT gave him the excuse not same road. Actually LT don't really like them, Wait, no one likes them...hahahaha.
On the way home, I suddenly got curious and asked those in the car how they went home and all of us were...i donno...hahahaha

freakin MAD

Lets talk bout the usual 4 hour break.....
I don't feel like telling the happy incident. Just wanna express a little shock and anger here. Went to IDP to submit IELTS form (Thanks a lot Karam), went back HELP to pick up Jac and Joe, went to a restaurant called HSBC for lunch. Ok, its not the HSBC bank but its a restaurant where they serve food instead of money.
We were on the way, correction, meters away from the restaurant when one of us received a call. That one person went and asked that fellow at the other side to join us for lunch when suddenly that fellow found out someone double park the car. Meaning, he's stuck at main block's car park. The next thing we heard was~ Karam, do you think you can turn back and fetch ***. What the hell, hello, we are so near and you want us to turn back all the way just to fetch that fellow and as if a Myvy is SOOOO spacious. Anyway, I was glad that Karam didn't turned back.
We found a nice parking place, sat down, ordered food and the next thing was~ Karam do you think while waiting for food you can go fetch ***. I was like totally bewildered!!!! Karam went~ after no parking.....
Hello??!!! Checking 1 2 3?? Are you mindless?? self-centered?? selfish?? desperate??
I was kinda angry when the 1st request was sounded. Too much til I sms Jac (didn't waste money, just typed and showed her) what was in my mind. Gosh!!! So kinda angry....


On Tuesday, few people came in our class to collect some money for a gal who needed RM100000 to cure her leukemia. I thought it was a charity run, collecting DONATION but why on earth people belittled those who donated a small amount?? RM2 is the minimum and when people pay that amount you say he or she kedekut. But hello charity comes from your heart and we are students...STILL STUDYIN!!! Just don't understand some people....aarrgg...


Next, J told me she was divorced few months back and today we had a chat about it again. Her story goes.....
She was living happily with her husband for 13 years. Got a child and everything was normal. Suddenly out of the blue he asked for divorced. Reason~ too bored of this life. But eventually she found out there's a 3rd party. Gosh!!! she didn't even expect anything!!! Worst, the 3rd party is not local and is not staying locally. That fellow always says he needs to go *** for meeting and never once did J doubt him. The reason of his meeting is to freaking meet that 3rd party!!!
This just makes me even more sure that marriage is out of my life. No commitments, no strings attached, no worthless sacrifices, no promises broken and worst of all, no betrayal feeling.
Can you understand the feeling of that betrayal?? You have been happily living with that partner for 13 years and with a reason-I AM BORED WITH THIS LIFE he just demanded a divorce. All this people really should burn in hell!!! Not enough, should disula!!!

I am so completely gonna stay single. Spinster?? so?? I don care.....

demotivated

I have no idea what happened.
I just feel sad and demotivated.
I just hope I can just sleep and sleep and sleep.
I know I'm running away from the problems but what problems am I facing??
I just (haiz) donno la.....

What the heck happened to me??

Bout the bbq party, it was great, fun and all.....wanna know more?? Refer to Mei Jean's and Jac's blog.....

U know what?? Just leave me alone ok?? Thanks

tagged...dead....

A Future Guy/Girl Rules:
The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.Have to mention the gender of his/her lover.Tag 8 other victims and leave a comment on their blog.If you're tagged the second time, there is no need for you to do this again.Lastly and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.
1. always be there when i need him
2. can lead and make decisions like a man
3. loves me for who i am
4. never break promises
5. romantic and macho
6. sensitive to things around him
7. can always put a smile on my face
8. respect females
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5 Secrets, 5 Truths, 5 Things
- List 5 things that you want to say to people, but never will.- Don't say who they are.- Never discuss it again.
1. and you say u're loyal...LIAR!!!
2. shut up and leave me alone
3. who cares bout whats in your mind.
4. when will i ever feel that u've done ur duty??
5. i hope u just fall dead
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