freakin MAD

Lets talk bout the usual 4 hour break.....
I don't feel like telling the happy incident. Just wanna express a little shock and anger here. Went to IDP to submit IELTS form (Thanks a lot Karam), went back HELP to pick up Jac and Joe, went to a restaurant called HSBC for lunch. Ok, its not the HSBC bank but its a restaurant where they serve food instead of money.
We were on the way, correction, meters away from the restaurant when one of us received a call. That one person went and asked that fellow at the other side to join us for lunch when suddenly that fellow found out someone double park the car. Meaning, he's stuck at main block's car park. The next thing we heard was~ Karam, do you think you can turn back and fetch ***. What the hell, hello, we are so near and you want us to turn back all the way just to fetch that fellow and as if a Myvy is SOOOO spacious. Anyway, I was glad that Karam didn't turned back.
We found a nice parking place, sat down, ordered food and the next thing was~ Karam do you think while waiting for food you can go fetch ***. I was like totally bewildered!!!! Karam went~ after no parking.....
Hello??!!! Checking 1 2 3?? Are you mindless?? self-centered?? selfish?? desperate??
I was kinda angry when the 1st request was sounded. Too much til I sms Jac (didn't waste money, just typed and showed her) what was in my mind. Gosh!!! So kinda angry....


On Tuesday, few people came in our class to collect some money for a gal who needed RM100000 to cure her leukemia. I thought it was a charity run, collecting DONATION but why on earth people belittled those who donated a small amount?? RM2 is the minimum and when people pay that amount you say he or she kedekut. But hello charity comes from your heart and we are students...STILL STUDYIN!!! Just don't understand some people....aarrgg...


Next, J told me she was divorced few months back and today we had a chat about it again. Her story goes.....
She was living happily with her husband for 13 years. Got a child and everything was normal. Suddenly out of the blue he asked for divorced. Reason~ too bored of this life. But eventually she found out there's a 3rd party. Gosh!!! she didn't even expect anything!!! Worst, the 3rd party is not local and is not staying locally. That fellow always says he needs to go *** for meeting and never once did J doubt him. The reason of his meeting is to freaking meet that 3rd party!!!
This just makes me even more sure that marriage is out of my life. No commitments, no strings attached, no worthless sacrifices, no promises broken and worst of all, no betrayal feeling.
Can you understand the feeling of that betrayal?? You have been happily living with that partner for 13 years and with a reason-I AM BORED WITH THIS LIFE he just demanded a divorce. All this people really should burn in hell!!! Not enough, should disula!!!

I am so completely gonna stay single. Spinster?? so?? I don care.....