Sunday, October 14, 2007

Ballet...pas de deux (partnering)

i was bored, so went searching around at you tube when I came across Swan lake. You guys know the story right?? Anyway, this is the synopsis and well, a small part of it. Ever see a guy dance ballet?? That guy's solo part is at about 6 and 9 minutes....enjoy^^

Swan Lake begins at a royal court. Prince Siegfried, heir to the kingdom, must declare a wife at his birthday ball. Upset that he cannot marry for love, Siegfried escapes into the forest at night. As he sees a flock of swans flying overhead, he sets off in pursuit. Sigfried aims his crossbow and readies himself for their landing by the lakeside. When one comes into view, however, he stops; before him is a beautiful creature dressed in white feathers, more woman than swan. Enamoured, the two dance and Siegfried learns that the swan maiden is the princess Odette. An evil sorcerer, Von Rothbart, captured her and used his magic to turn Odette into a swan by day and woman by night.

A retinue of other captured swan-maidens attend Odette in the environs of Swan Lake, which was formed by the tears of her parents when she was kidnapped by Von Rothbart. Once Siegfried knows her story, he takes great pity on her and falls in love. As he begins to swear his love to her - an act that will render the sorcerer's spell powerless - Von Rothbart appears. Siegfried threatens to kill him but Odette intercedes; if Von Rothbart dies before the spell is broken, it can never be undone.

The Prince returns to the castle to attend the ball. Von Rothbart arrives in disguise with his own daughter Odile, making her seem identical to Odette in all respects except that she wears black while Odette wears white. The prince mistakes her for Odette, dances with her, and proclaims to the court that he intends to make her his wife. Only a moment too late, Siegfried sees the real Odette and realizes his mistake. The method in which Odette appears varies: in some versions she arrives at the castle, while in other versions Von Rothbart shows Siegfried a magical vision of her.

In the original version, Odette and Siegfried, realizing that the spell can never be broken, drown themselves by leaping into the lake. This causes von Rothbart to lose his power over them, and he dies as a result. But many different endings exist, ranging from romantic to tragic.

In a version danced by the Mariinsky Ballet in 2006, the true love between Siegfried and Odette defeats Von Rothbart, who dies after the prince breaks one of his wings. Odette is restored to human form to unite happily with the prince. This version has often been used by Russian and Chinese ballet companies. In a version which has an ending very close to the original danced by American Ballet Theatre in 2005, Siegfried's mistaken pledge of fidelity to Odile consigns Odette to eternal swanhood. Realizing that her last moment of humanity is at hand, Odette commits suicide by throwing herself into the lake. The Prince does so as well. This act of sacrifice and love breaks Von Rothbart's power, and he is destroyed. In the final tableau, the lovers are seen rising together to heaven in apotheosis. In a version danced by New York City Ballet in 2006 (with choreography by Peter Martins after Lev Ivanov, Marius Petipa, and George Balanchine), the Prince's declaration that he wishes to marry Odile constitutes a betrayal that condemns Odette to remain a swan forever. Odette is called away into swan form, and Siegfried is left alone in grief as the curtain falls.

Below is the part where Odile(the evil one) dances with the prince. Look at how she does her pirouettes!! doubles, triples!!! The guy is not bad too!!! His pirouettes...I prefer watching Mikhail Baryshnikov dance ^^

Swan lake



Another one....love her muscles!!! Now you guys know why I say the main purpose of guys learning ballet is to lift gals?? hahaha....
Sylvie Guillem and Jonathan Cope in Swan Lake

Saturday, October 13, 2007

home alone....

Woke up in the afternoon by the song of jay's " ting ma ma de hua". That song is my caller ring tone for my dad, mum and bro.
~~hello..(blurry searching for my voice box to start the voice function)
~Wash and hanged the clothes already?? What are you doing?
~~Oh, I just woke up and will wash n hang la, don worry...
~Huh!! Now already 1pm la!!
~~ WHAT!!!!! CANNOT BE!!! HONEST??!!
~ yalah..what time did you sleep last night? Anyway, Min and I are at Melaka now. You go call koko and bring you out for lunch ok!! He is sleeping is it??
~~Ya, aiyah, never mind la...will gao dim myself.....

First time, ok, maybe not the 1st time but wow, waking up at 1pm is something extraordinary for me. Wait, It rained..ya...whatever..anyway, I'm all alone (ignore my sleeping bro). Did the chores and was reading the usual Saturday paper when I came across one of my Star 2nd section Saturday article. Its about cats and about the author's 2 cats. OMG, it was about Scoop (one of the cat) that died on 20th Sept. They replaced it with another new cat or should I say another new cat replaced that vacancy. Their cats are just normal cats that you can find on the streets.

Loneliness is as far away as where Dr.Sheik is. I thought without the noise created by my sis and mum will make me feel lonely but wait....why is my toe so wet and cold?? Oh, its Spritz (happily licking my toes)!! I'm very grateful that my bro and his friends brought in this cutie (maybe he ain't as cute as last time la). All those sleepless nights taking care of him when he was baby *ahem puppy really paid off by just looking at how he'll go crazy looking at food...lol

I wonder, what will happen to me when Spritz is gone. Will I fall into deep depression?? Will I lead life like normal?? Will I ever find the courage to get another new pet?? Will that new pet ever replace Spritz's place?? I'm sure by then I can really understand and feel the pain and hurt of breaking up, of finding out that your partner cheated on you...(what am I crapping??!!)

All the time in my room with the door open, Spritz was kind enough to respect my privacy a.k.a.territory in his dictionary. He just sat and lie down outside my room's door or should I say where my room tiles start.I cant stand letting him feel lonely that I went looking for his bowling pin toy that goes "squeak squeak" when you press it or when he bites it. This bowling pin was a gift from me (another way to stop him from biting me) months ago.

When Spritz bites it, he loves to give me that look. That doleful look that can be translated into ~~c'mon, play with me, I'm a good boy ain't I!! I wont play bite with you...I TRY to promise....please play with me..P.L.E.A.S.E....
In the end, instead of studying, I played wrestling with him on the floor..(don you dare think otherwise!!).

Of course no one emerged as winner because I have the brains and he has the strength. But I think I lose a little because I end up with scratches and blood but he just end up panting....ish!!
Hahaha...anyway, love him so much even if he nibbles (my mom's version of bite) and play attack with me....

Let me show you the recent big handsome SPRITZER....
Embrace yourself....
Do not, I repeat do not fall for him!!!
so handsome right??
getting ready to jump!!!
attack!!! Bite!! bite!!
Attack higher!! Go go go!!
The bowling pin toy that I mentioned earlier...
After attacking the immobile camera gal, he attacked the defenseless bowling pin...CHARGE!!!

Cravings....

Life goes on like usual. Ya, was a little too emotional but I just can't get the thought that he called me a fake out of my mind. Anyway, what's past remains as past....whatever... and ya, a little update, he did read my post and said he didn't mean me but...I DON CARE!!! lol....

And now, I proudly(and a little embarrassed) to announced that I had 3 scoops of Baskin Robbins ice-cream. Ya, I know, F~A~T!!!! But just can't help it. So to compensate back I skipped dinner (guilt feeling decreasing) . Let me share with you what I ate....hmm.....mmm.....
Pumpkin Cheesecake
Real cheese cake with graham cracker pieces and a silky vanilla creme ribbon wrap this indulgent pumpkin ice cream
Rum Raisin
Rum flavoured ice cream with yummy raisins
Maui Brownie Madness
Chocolate Frozen ice yogurt with chunks of brownie and macadamia nuts, ribboned with chocolate fudge.

The rum and choc is like usual. Now, the pumpkin cheesecake sounds weird but I mix it with rum raisin and it was delicious!! Previously I have tried another flavour which I forgot what was it called. Anyway, its green and has chunk of white chocolates....mmm....drooling...sorry....

Now lets drool over BR's other flavour ice creams....

Chocolate Mousse Royale®
A light chocolate ice cream with chocolate royale flavor bursts and a mousse-like texture.
Mint Chocolate Chip
Mint ice cream with lots of chocolate chips.
Jamoca® Almond Fudge
Our own Jamoca® ice cream with a chocolate fudge ribbon and roasted almonds.
Pralines 'N Cream
A tempting mix of white and dark chocolate ice creams.
Vanilla ice cream with praline-coated pecan pieces and ribbon.
World Class Chocolate
A tempting mix of white and dark chocolate ice creams.
Cookies 'N Cream
Vanilla ice cream with lots of cookie chunks throughout.
Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough
Vanilla ice cream with chunks of real semisweet chocolate chip cookie dough and chocolate chips.
Chocolate Chip
All natural vanilla ice cream with lots of bittersweet chocolate chips.
Chocolate
Our extra rich chocolate ice cream.
Very Berry Strawberry
Strawberry ice cream loaded with real strawberries
Old Fashion Butter Pecan
Pecan ice cream with butter-roasted pecans.
Pistachio Almond
Pistachio ice cream with roasted almonds.
Strawberry Cheesecake
Cheesecake ice cream with cheesecake cubes and a strawberry ribbon.
Banana 'n Strawberry
Strawberry and banana ice creams joined by a strawberry ribbon.
Cherry Jubilee
Cherry flavored vanilla ice cream with cherry halves.
Baseball Nut
Vanilla ice cream with cashews and a black raspberry ribbon.
Twinberry Cheesecake
Together at last.Strawberry & Blueberry ribbons team up in creamy cheesecake ice cream loaded with real cheesecake pieces.
Cappuccino Espresso Concerto
Creamy Cappuccino mousse with a touch ribbon of cinnamon mixed with chewy chunks of espresso chocolate and espresso ice cream .Love Potion #31®
Cupid's white chocolate & raspberry ice cream swirled with raspberry ribbon & loaded with raspberry - filled chocolate cups & chocolate chips.
Raspberry Cheese Louise
Low fat cheesecake yogurt with raspberry cheesecake pieces and graham cracker bits swirled with a raspberry ribbon

Drooling?? Oh no, my stomach is grumbling and looking at all these ice creams are just so mmmmm..come one everybody, follow me say mmmm......*silence
Ok, I know, temptation...MUST RESIST!!!! aaaaaahhhhhhh.......

Next time when you feel like having some delicious heavenly ice cream, just drop by here and stare at it for few moments....Gosh, I can feel the taste of rum now, at this instant....
OMG!! I'm floating....flying...
Ouch, banged my head!! Oops, still on the ground in front of the computer and ice cream no where to near me....

*dream~ dream~ dream~~~ dream dream dream........
If you can tell me the song title, I'll spend you 1 scoop of BR's ice cream. 1st come 1st serve basis. Quick while offer last!!

Thursday, October 11, 2007

grrr....

Before I start to explode, let me calm down.....
Back to the previous post, I do not think that I might end up like Karam because I have Spritzer. You know what happened this morning?? I was happily sleeping when suddenly something licked my lips!!! SPRITZER!!!! Gosh!! Thank god my mouth was closed. Next, he climb up to my bed and started dog walking around my bed. Ish, really wake me up....

OK, now I wanna explode.....
firstly, let me show you what he wrote
---Ah. All these while mostly all 'good listeners' are all fake bullshit...Damn it...I'm lone ranger now, give me applause liao.

Why am I angry?? Because I know he's referring to me since he always tell me he has no friends. WHAT THE HECK!!! You have problem and you expect me to know when you just suddenly sms me saying I'm lonely??? Hello?? Who caused my phone bill to reach RM100?? Who make me crack my head to think of ways to cheer you up?? Giving you the best advices?? Now you say I'm a fake?? Let me get this straight...you have the problem, you feel lonely and I need to sms you to make you happy?? I'm not a psychologist ok!! I don even charge you a cent and I even PAY to make you happy!!!
So previously all the time, money and effort are nothing now is it?? Is it??!!
And another thing, you found your love and what happened when your that love was busy?? You came to me so that you wont feel lonely....so now what?? I am your free adviser and your toy where you can throw me aside when you don't need me and find me back when you are sad and down??

One is enough!!! At least the previous one apologised and explained to me what happened. BUT NO~~~~ YOU came to the conclusion that I am a fake and I am a cheater and I am...whatever dude. I am so gonna sent this link to you. Get angry with me, hate me, whatever....I DON BLOODY CARE!!!!!! Grrrrr.....

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

mental stress

After Biology class, went to visit Karam at the hospital. At 1st, Vic, Christy and I went to Subang Parade for lunch and to buy some fruits. We actually spent almost 2 hours there. Then when we reached the hospital, our dearest Vic was like 6th floor...but 6th floor was registration for outpatient...Anyway, found our way up and saw at the door

visiting hours 10.00am to 1.00pm and 4.00pm to 10.00pm

We were like OMG!!! In the end waited til 3pm. While waiting the Sultan of Pahang came and so coincidentally he went to the ICU too...so we can only meet Karam at about 3.15pm.
Karam was......blur looking. He kept looking at Vic and dream away as if he's in lala land. Its kinda sad to see him in this condition. The doctors checked everything but can't seem to find anything wrong!! So they conclude that the main problem is in his head(literally). He put too much stress on himself~studies, Uni application, family......For the 1st time I can't find words to talk to Karam.....sob

After talking to the mother I learned that he's always stuck at home studying and all....don't exercise much....It just dawned onto me that I might be the next Karam...
Karam and I have a little similarities. We put a lot of stress on ourselves when we study and all. I'm sure some of you out there reading this post have the same feelings. Deja vu??
For my case, I'm juggling between studies, ballet and time to study(all thanks to work). To find time to study, I have to sacrifice my sleeping time and recently I've found out it's affecting my health. In no time I know I'll fall sick but what to do?? I can't just leave my job just like that. Its just cruel.....

Imagine one day you visit me in a mental hospital, not because I became a psychiatry there but because I am one of the patients. Looking at you smiling and the next thing you see I stare at you angrily with my that beady small eyes.....*shiver, I'm scared too....

While typing these few words, I'm chatting with some lazy bums who wants my work sheet's answer. Hello, if you wanna "check your answer" or should i type the o.b.v.i.o.u.s-----COPY THE ANSWERS, you type lar, why must I type out every single word!!! Some more keep stalling me, keep typing ~~lol, stupid me..bla bla bla....gosh!!!! Make me online when I'm so tired!!!! Wanna copy, stay back lar.....NOOOOO....I'm busy, have something to do...yadadada... Whatever dude.....*role eyes

People say I'm funny, and I was PRAISED by professional comedians and its a group of them. Hmm...believe it or not?? I choose not to because I'm not funny....maybe just too straight forward sometimes(i hope not every time)^^

Oh no.....ballet exam coming...did I tell you my ballet fees this month is RM800??Ya I did...and did I add I ordered 2 new leotards?? When I tell my 2 ballet teachers, their eyes went O.O Even bigger than this of course.....

money...time.....sleep.....haiz.....

LIFE MUST GO ON!!! GAMBATEH!!!