Friday, February 15, 2008
Help!!!
the link
http://www.letlovebeyourmuse.com/View.aspx?ID=kelly
market
The market hasn't changed much. The sellers are the same, of course there were new faces. Things are still at the same place-clothes in front with fruits sellers, fish sellers are in the middle, chicken stalls are at the other row, far left at one corner is the pork stalls and vegetables stalls are every where. Suddenly I remembered once I was fascinated with a fish and I asked mother whether the fish was sick.
me~ Ma, look at this poor fish.
ma~ No la, it isn't sick. Why do you think so?
me~ Because it has chicken pox.
ma~ Ha ha ha, it's on their scales, and its not chicken pox dear.
Then there was this once I was paying so much attention at a type of vegetable when I turned to ask my mother what vegetable was it, my mother was no where to be found. I was so scared and what would a 6 years old kid do when they know they are lost in a market fool of stranger? Run? Scream? Cry? Faint? Go searching? Steal things? Keep quiet and stand still? Yup, I stood still and was so quiet. Honestly I think I was scared till I couldn't move. But in the end, my mother realised her dear dumb daughter was lost and retrace her journey and alas, found her dumbstruck looking so terrified.
When I followed my kakak to the market, we'll definitely meet up with her friends and have breakfast together at the "roti canai stall". Our usual would be "roti telur" and "teh tarik". By the time I finish my breakfast, I'll be so full and couldn't walk. End up my kakak took all the food she bought in both hands and dragged me home. We walked to the market and when we got a bicycle, she cycle while I enjoy the wind. Gosh. I miss her a lot.
I gradually hate going to the market because of the smell, heat and people. I am a person who does not like to be in a crowded place, especially when it is crowded with people I do not know. The smell of the drain, food, meat, raw food and living animals just make my nose crinkled up and I always got to hold my breath when passing through smell that are foul to me. Usually by 8.30am, the sun is up and the sun rays project heat that I eventually learn to love (band life rocks!!!). When you are under the sun, the sun rays will penetrate your epidermis and stimulates sweat production (My Biology really sucks now). When you sweat, you feel sticky and uncomfortable. Next, temper will flair and kakak will be angry and will punish me when reach home.
When I visit the market, you can all sort of people and mind you my eyes will be searching. Not searching for food to buy but people that I know. For pasar malam, I usually count people that I know and if it's above 20, I'll be positive that the rest of my day will end in a happy note(crazy le). Anyway, other than searching for food that kakak need, I also would look out for things I need. Others collect stamp while I collect stickers and erasers. Stickers might be common but erasers that I collect have different shapes and colours. I have about 200 of them in my cupboard now. Interested in trading? So when I see certain stickers that are of my liking and erasers that are weird, I'll definitely pester kakak to buy and I'll pay back. Memories are sweet.
Foods that are sold in this market that I visit is way higher than Kepong Baru's market. I think the sellers here think that people who stay in my area are rich or they are just greedy. But somehow people who shifted away to places like Damansara or Kiaramas still come back here to do their marketing. They claim it's cheaper and easier to buy their groceries. Ya, there's also this old grandma that is very pitiful. She collects cardboard and sometimes sells fruits. What is so pitiful is, her body is bent to 90 degrees and she works everyday and 24 hours. Whether it rains or shines!! When she is tired, she just sit at some place and just doze off. Sometimes she doesn't even wear a slipper. Apparently she has 3 sons and they are quite wealthy, but she refuses to stay with them because she wants to work. How true is this, I am not sure. I salute her, because she never begs but work for her money.
People are so lucky in their life but they never appreciate. Outside, people are working their butt off but there are people that are complaining the house not comfortable enough. People working under the hot scorching sun and cold rain, did not even voiced out their hardship while those sitting in the office with air cond 24/7 complaining they have not enough money for don't know what brand's lipstick or feels that life is unfair to them.
If I ever have the chance, I'll kill these useless lucky people.
Parliament is dissolved, and there's news about a riot coming soon, everybody be careful ya.
Sorry, I do not have the mood to answer phone calls. Please forgive me.
Wow, the sky is full of lithium, calcium. sodium, potassium, barium and booming sound. Long live fireworks!!
Happy Chinese New Year Hokkien People!!!
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Valentines day??
Just a poem my friend send to me ages ago and I kind of like it. Let me share...(see MJ, I do not talk in riddles and I share!!!)
ROSES R RED,
VIOLETS R BLUE,
IF YOU’RE D LAST MAN ON EARTH,
I WON'T EVEN DATE U!!
SEND ME NO FLOWERS,
NOR LETTER SO LONG,
IT’S NOTHING PERSONAL,
YOU'RE JUST MR. WRONG!!
SEND ME NO FLOWERS,
I DON'T WANNA DATE,
I’M PERFECTLY HAPPY,
NOT HAVING A DATE!
SEND ME NO FLOWERS,
KEEP
I’VE GIVEN UP ROMANCE,
FOR VALENTINE’S DAY!
NOW GET A CLUE,
I DON'T LIKE VALENTINE’S DAY,
AND I CANT STAND U!
SEND ME NO FLOWERS,
MY POSITION IS CLEAR,
SO DON'T CALL ME SWEETHEART,
DARLING OR DEAR!!
SEND ME NO FLOWERS,
IT’S JUST ISN'T DONE,
IT’S PERFECTLY CLEAR,
I’VE WON ALREADY..
SEND ME NO FLOWERS,
BUY ME NO RING,
I’LL BE PERFECTLY HAPPY,
JUST HAVING A FLING..
SEND ME NO FLOWERS,
OUR ROMANCE IS DONE,
NOW U CAN ENJOY,
DINNER FOR ONE!!
SEND ME NO FLOWERS,
YOU’VE GOT IT ALL WRONG,
SO KINDLY STOP STARING,
AT ME IN MY THONG!!
SEND ME NO FLOWERS,
NOR CANDY 2 EAT,
A GIFT FROM THE HEART,
JUST CANT BE BEAT!!!
Funny?? I do think so and I think V day is not about love between a couple. Its also between family, friends, relatives and between 2 homo sapiens!!!
Hence I would like to take this opportunity to wish all of you out there a
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!
Since I'm sort of bored now, let me name almost all my close friends and friends that are still in touch.
Priority to those who visits my blog^^
- Alicia Ng
- Alicia Thooi
- Ang Jian Wei
- Jacqueline Chan
- Loong Mei Jean
- Shannon
- Paulina
- Mr. Blurry Blur blur
- Alvint
- Ang Cheen Khuan
- Blackie
- Daniel
- Dylan Jhia Wei
- Febrina
- Jayne
- Jesslyn
- Hon Way
- Han Liang
- Jason
- Karam
- Kelly
- Law Wen Yenn
- Lim Chui Hua
- Michelle
- Mei Jun
- Ng Lai Thin
- Noel
- Wan Hoe
- SF
- Rion Guan
- Seow Tong
- Shu Yi
- Tuck Seng
- Tze Chooi
- Victor(s)
- Wann Huei
- Yee Ping
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Being religious
Since form 3, I have a handful of friends who confessed to me that they have converted their religion without their parents knowing it. Some even went through baptism (I just know that it some sort of ceremony where they dip people in holy water) but still their parents were ignorant of it. Instead of confessing to their parents in the proper way, they chose me to be their witness that they have converted without their parent's consent. But when they are braved enough to announce their decision, they end up arguing with the people that put food in their mouth. (I only have friends converting to Christianity or Buddhism and not Islam).
I have no rejection in their decision of converting but somehow I feel it is wrong to convert without their parent's knowledge. No matter what happens, parents are those that put in effort to make you grow up in the best environment, people that sacrifice their entire life to ensure you fit in the society, people that cherish and raised you up, people that give life to you. Bottom line, they are your PARENTS!! Do not convert behind their backs, talk to them, ask for their opinion, discuss and most importantly ask for their permission first.
I have told many of my friends when they faced such situation, do not regret the decision you made that you felt was the best at that time. Once you are in the situation, adapt and find solution to solve the problems that surfaced. Do not sweep it under the carpet and ignore it as long as you can. If you regret it now, what you want to do about it?? Convert back to your original religion? Then when you hear some other incitement, you change again? Then when will you ever settle down with the religion you want??
In my opinion, people convert because they do not understand the essence of the religion they were born in. What is Buddhism?? It is not a religion, it is a way of life, it is the teachings of the Buddha. What is Christianity?? It is a religion centered on the life and teachings of Jesus. What is Islam?? It is a religion originating from the teachings of Nabi Muhammad where He received the knowledge from Allah. Every religion to me is the same because their main teaching is do good. Whether you are a Buddhist, Christian or Muslim, your main aim is to do more good to others and not the negative side like steal or kill.
When my mother, brother and I talked about this topic during dinner, I find that people are prejudice of other religion. I'm sure this is not alien to you when you hear another people condemning other religion but I honestly feel it does not need to be like this. Its the way you think, the way you control your mind!! This is the reason why so many wars erupted just because of a small misunderstanding. Its not worth dying without a real reason. So many people died because their leader did not try to understand or tolerate other leader's belief. For those who studied Sejarah (form4) in secondary school, you can recall one of the war that started because 2 people from different religion had a argument with one killing the other. This war continued for many many years!! I was very interested in those few topics and can answer almost all the question about Islam that was written in the text book.
I have a Muslim friend who wanted a girlfriend badly. He had one before but things did not work out. When I started to know him, he was sweet and caring and you know, guys. Then he started to shower me with sweet talks and stuff like that. One day, he asked me if a Chinese can have a Muslim guy as boyfriend. I was honestly oblivious to his intention but I do have many couple friends that are of different religion and are happy together. So, I answered him truthfully and then a lot of drama started. But after a while, he finally dared to ask the question but being someone who have a NO-MARRIED-LIFE set of mind, my answer was obvious. After the "incident", we were not as close as before but remain as close friends (I mean, he treats me as a listener of his problems). Then recently he confessed he found The-One and few days back he introduced her to me through MSN (web is so convenient). Yup, she isn't Muslim and she accepted him and the funny part was, I knew her long time ago but was never close (just a hi-bye friend).
See, if you tolerate and "love" your religion, things still can work out. So stop being negative and one sided when it comes to religion. Leaders of big powerful country, OPEN YOUR MIND AND READ OUR FORM 4 SEJARAH TEXT BOOK AND STOP STARTING WARS IN OTHER MUSLIM COUNTRY!!! Innocent people are dying and suffering because of your greed, ignorance, and stupidity!!! Enlighten yourself already...
ps: This post is not directed to anyone. so don't perasan
2 weeks after a level
30th Jan night- Had our last gathering with some of the a levels friends
1st Feb- Cleaned the house
2nd Feb- Went and meet up with Jay(still so thick yeah)
3rd Feb- Celebrated Jayne's birthday
7th Feb- Celebrated Chinese New year and gained weight
11th Feb- Bought 2 of Jay's albums (Still lack 2 more albums to complete my collection)
Not much was achieved honestly and in 2 weeks time, I am going to start my University. Fast? Yup, you bet it is. I honestly miss all of you guys and of course the time we spent together in classes.
In Chinese tradition, we should have new clothes to wear on CNY but honestly I haven't been buying new clothes since 5 years ago and my wardrobe stayed the same since ages ago. Until this afternoon, I went through my cupboard and can't find anything to wear for University. For your information, we need to wear formal clothes 24/7 in campus!! Let me show you the dress code that I received last week.
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I totally despise wearing skirts. I never wear skirt when I was in primary school or secondary school(Only if I was really forced). Its only when I went and became a temporary teacher in a school, only was I forced to wear skirts. When I went to college, my mother talked me into wearing skirts on alternate days because the skirts that I have will be a waste if left hanging around. Hence, on 1st semester you can see me wear skirts on certain days but after that, once in a blue moon. Skirts are nice on certain gals but not on me. I look even shorter and fatter in it. Hence, skirt is a NO WAY!! Now, in University I got to wear skirts or long pants. Long pants will be on me at all times because that University is really really cold!! The skirts that I have will be passed on to my sister who by the way looks better in them.
No spaghetti string blouse, T-shirts, jeans or denim material clothes??!! That is totally everything in my closet. So, I was thinking, can I just go naked instead?? Gosh, why can't all these casual clothes be worn in the campus? You look at brochures and you can see students wearing T-shirts or jeans in University and now in this campus, all these are banned. No fair at all!! Change my closet since I am already in my twenties seem to be the answer to my problems but everyday when I go for visiting, almost everyone mistakes me as 15 or 16 years old gal and its not a compliment to me. I look childish!!When I went for interview to be a temporary teacher, a disciplinary teacher mistook me as a form 1 gal who wants to transfer school. Yup, that bad =(
Footwear, what is dress slippers??No sport shoes, running shoes, sandals, flip-flops and sneakers?? No sneakers?? Gosh, I have no idea what to wear, bare foot?? But anyway, I only have a pair of sneakers which I have been wearing to college everyday. So, buy new shoes?? Thank god my mother's and sister's feet size are similar to mine. So, solution is wear my mother's high heels. Just now, she took out 2 new pairs of shoes and they suit me nicely. So, problem solved. My mother's fashion taste is totally opposite to mine so when she buy clothes for me, it'll be my sister wearing them because somehow, she likes it too. Thats why my sister have a lot of new clothes while I prefer my old ones.
Hair is something that would not trouble me at all. Just a pony tail and problems solved. This is why long hair is a bliss. Do not think it is hard to maintain. It is very easy, just ignore it and it'll be fine. Well, for me it works that way. Just pray hard it'll work for you too. Anyway, this evening went to 1 Utama and bought a long pants which is not denim material and another jacket because I really am scared of cold.
While walking around, I realised that almost every shopping complex have a "special" person that I meet or have a sentimental moment.
1 Utama- Jay Chou
Metro Prima Kepong- Mr.Ronnie
The Curve and Ikano Power Station- Jayne
Sunway Pyramid- xxx
Time Square- KKK
Mid Valley- Seng Fung
Bangsar Shopping Complex- A level gang
Kl Sentral- WH
Funny?? Nah, you are just jealous.
