Friday, September 12, 2008

tags

Let me chill with some tags


From steven
Rules: 1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog

Starting time: 10.43pm
Name: Ng Hwei Jene
Sisters: 1
Brothers: 1
Shoe size: 5
Height: 15_cm
Where do you live: Kepong


Favourite drinks: Neslo
Favourite breakfast: Anything nice
Have you ever been on a plane: been on it, I think so, but couldn't recall when
Swam in the ocean: duh
Fallen asleep at school: school? never..but in uni once (feeling guilty)
Broken some one's heart: guess so
Fell off your chair: not yet
Saved e-mails: meaningful ones
What is your room like: like err...don't know how to describe
What's right beside you: a lot of stuff, my bro makes the place looks like a pig sty
What is the last thing you ate: milk + oat


Ever Had
Chicken pox: nope
Sore throat: duh
Stitches: nope
Broken nose: nope


Do you Believe in love at first sight: NEVER!!
Like picnics: yup

Who was/were the last person
You danced with: yuen liang
Last made you smile: noel

Today did you
Talk to someone you like: ya, my family, friends....
Kissed anyone: typed muaks
Get sick: I got sick with pharmacology!
Talk to an ex: sort of
Miss someone: nope
Eat: moments ago

Best feeling in the world: when you know you are appreciated

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: yup
What's under your bed: another bed
Who do you really hate: annie tey? LOl no la, can't think of anyone right now
What time is it now: 10.49pm


Random
Is there a person who is on your mind now: nope
Do you have any siblings: didn't I answer that just now?
Do you want children: No
Do you smile often: sort of
Do you like your hand-writing: sometimes but my best friend hates it..lol
Are your toe nails painted: only the 2 big toes
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: err...no preference
What color shirt are you wearing now: pink
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: i think in the library studying aka dreaming
When did you cry last: i donno
Are you a friendly person: think so, hope so
Do you have any pets: spritz
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: I don't know who is he...how would I know
Did you hold hands with the person who means anything to you now: nope
Do you sleep with the TV on: Nope
What are you doing right now: duh, who's typing all these now?
Have you ever crawled through a window: yup
Can you handle the truth: yup
Are you too forgiving: nope
Are you closer to your mother or father: Mom
Who was the last person you cried in front of: err...my best friend during secondary school?
How many people can you say you've really loved: err....
Do you eat healthy: I think the question should be, do I eat...lol
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: err..think so
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: nope
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: both
Are you confident: nope


5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1. learning to play the recorder
2. dancing ballet
3. learning piano
4. had a life
5. goes to the playground everyday with my playground friends

5 things on my to-do list
1. study
2. get A or pass EOS
3. get a life
4. pass my ballet exam
5. avoid my bad temper


5 snacks I enjoy
1. M&Ms
2. Asam
3.
Pringles
4.
Rocky
5. Bytes

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1.
Donate to charity
2. Travel around the world
3. get a life
4. Learn a lot of stuff
5.
sponsors my relatives in their studies

5 of my bad habits
1.
bad temper
2. judgemental
3. impatient
4.
think too much
5. lazy

5 places I have lived in
1. Kepong
Thats it, never stayed at anywhere else b4

5 jobs I've had
1.
secondary school teacher
2. receptionist
3.
tuition teacher
4. student
5. maid of my house

From teddy
Rules:
1. Name a friend according to the alphabet
2. Answer the questions based on the person
3. Tag 5 people

A. Alicia Thooi
1. Do you love this person : a close friend
2. Is this person your enemy : NO!!
3. Would you kiss this person: err....

B. Brian
1. What do you really think of this person? : Nice guy :)
2. What's his favorite colour : I don't really know..black?
3. Ever danced with them? : nope

C. CK
1. Do you have a crush on this person : hahahaha...no
2. Have you ever had a crush on them? : whats with this person then them?
3. How old is he? : 20

D. Daniel Sim
1. How long have you known him/ her? : almost 2 years?
2. Biggest regret : err....
3. Do you hate this person? : nope

E. Edmund Tan
1. Have you met his/her parents? : Nope
2. Worst thing about this person? : very very loud
3. Best thing about this person : very fun to be with

F. Federick
1. Have you ever dated this person : nope
2. When is the next time you will see him/her? : I have no idea
3. Do you go to school with them? : High school, yes

G. Goloka
1. Is he/she a good listener? : Should be
2. Have you lied to this person to make this person feel better? : Nope
3. Is this person good looking? : YES!!!

H. Huang Hin
1. What grade are they in? : apa grade?
2. Is he/she your friend? : junior to be precise
3. Ever done something illegal with this person? : err..no

I. Izyan
1. What is this person's favorite food : she eats almost everything that is nice
2. How did you meet this person? : college mate
3. Do you trust him/her : yup

J. Jacq
1. Do they have any siblings? : Yes
2. Do you know their favorite song? : she loves a lot of nice songs
3. What would you do if they confessed they liked you? : ERRR??!!! Hahahahaha.....I like u too!!!

K. Karam
1. How old were you when you first met : 18
2. How did you meet : college
3. Ever danced with this person? : nope...NOT YET!! Karam, lets dance!!

L. lim Gian Huang
1. What would you do if you had a crush on this person : do nothing, he has lots of gf
2. Do you like him/her as a friend? : ok la
3. Would you go Disneyland with this person : Why not?

M. Mei Jean
1. Is this person older than you? : nope
2. Is this person single : you tell me...warren?LOL
3. How many times do you talk to them in a week? : now? very seldom

O. Ooi Fang Yi
1. Are you related : Nope
2. Could you live with this person : Should be ok
3. What school they go to : don't know, lost contact with her

P. Paul
1. Have you ever been to a mall with this person? : think so
2. How about a sleepover with them? at genting
3. Does this person have a job? : Medical student lol

Q. Quah
1. Does this person drink alcohol: think so
2. Have you seen this person dance : nope but I know she goes clubbing frequently
3. What does he/she likes? Not sure

R. Ray Mun
1. Have you heard this person sing? : yes
2. Do you think this person will repost this? don't get you...what weird questions are u asking..you stupid ah?
3. When does this person looks best? : err....when he is himself?

S. Seng Fung
1. Is this person taller than you? : yes
2. Do you enjoy spending time with him/ her : ok gua, haven't really spend time together
3. Do they live close to you : he's at penang

T. Tatsuki
1. Would you do anything for him/her? : err, depends
2. Have you been to his/ her house? : Nope
3. Where does he/ she live? : Ampang, near KLCC

U. Ung zai
1. Is this person in a relationship? : i'm not sure
2. When is the last time you saw him/ her : when is the last time? Wah, grammar so powderful ah? Last seen him was during secondary school
3. What colour hair does this person have : Brownish but I think he has gold hair now

V. Victor Ng
1. Does this person have a crush on you? : Nope
2. Would you hug this person? : sure, he's my little bro
3. Is this person your friend? : duh

W. wan hoe
1. Is this person loud or quiet? : depends
2. Describe this person : emo...LOL....he's a nice guy
3. What colour eyes does this person have : dark brown

X. Xiao Wen
1. Why are you friends with him/her? : uni mate
2. Have you gone anywhere with them? : around IMU
3. What is one thing you would change about them : err..donno

Y. Yee Ping
1. Does this person wear make-up? : definitely, she's a beautician le..don't play play
2. Does this person play instruments? : trumpet
3. What is their favorite sport? : she's not a sporty type of person

Z. Zia
1. Does this person have msn? think so
2. Have you ever made out with this person? : EEUUWWW!!!!
3. When will you see this person next? : hmm, next week when lecture starts

I tag...
Mei jean
Karam
wan hoe
Jon
Jacq

do it or not, it doesn't really matter...no mood....

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

I suck

Seriously, life is at the down side for me now and talking about it or admitting it to someone does not help me at all. Call me a hypocrite for encouraging you to tell me your problem but not doing what I've told you to.



I don't know if you'll label me as

a hopeless person who feels like giving up

OR

a failure for not able to manage time

OR

a coward for wanting to run away

OR

a sad person for not taking this as a challenge of life



Choose one and point at me while saying it out loud.....

I suck ='(

Saturday, September 6, 2008

stress

I have been having a really big appetite lately and that is good news for some of you because I have not been skipping meals. But bad news for me because I am putting lots of weight. Ya, when we (Jing, Nirmal and I) weigh ourselves in Uni, surprisingly the weighing machine showed me that I just put on 2kg!!! But few days back when I weigh myself, I put on almost 4kg!! Hahahah....so weird. Maybe because the day before I was fasting with my fellow Muslim friends.

Yesterday orientation ended with the finale night. After having the video, speeches and last dress code check, we finally had food. It was already 8.30pm mind you. The theme for finale night is Masquerade and Group 3 came out with nice masks. Our group was assigned with Orange colour so group members and OOs had to wear orange formal clothes/ costume. Anyway, we OOs made our own mask which was BEAUTIFUL!!! Thanks to Nirmal and Izyan.

The preparation for this Finale night was like preparing for prom (for the other few OOs, not me). That day I was extremely tired because of no apparently reason and I had lunch and breakfast and later dinner during Finale night. Ok, I went to Izyan's place to nap but was rudely awaken by GS and 2 others who followed her back. So off we started making the masks. I cut/ paste etc and we had lots of fun. Anyway, the event was supposed to start by 6.30pm but we reached by 7.45pm because the gals were changing into prom dresses and putting on makeup and all...lol

Anyway, food was great and my dear juniors served me more food when I finished my portion because I was still hungry. Love you guys ^^Like usual, I had to leave early and they quickly ask for pictures taken. Fat gal with pretty gals and guys...hahaha....Will upload the pictures when they add me in facebook 1st. LOL.

Anyway, I am so scared for donno what reason, hopefully won't emo or get depressed soon =(

ps: WH, I ain't emo jene 24/7 =P

Friday, September 5, 2008

Orientation part 4 + updates

This morning when I passed by the M2/08 notice board, I noticed Group 3 has the lowest mark..sadly...

Yesterday was the variety night where each group has to perform a sketch and a solo act from a person dubbed ACT. Our ACT performed in the 1st half and he was QC-ed (quality controlled) down the stage. So sad. Next was Group 3's performance. Same thing happened half way through the performance but I was at the train station waiting for the stoopid train to come when it happened. Sad...people, sad....

Back to MY LIFE....
I am totally screwed up big time this time. I have lots to catch up in my studies and I am so lagging in it and seriously I can't study at home. Every time I hold my notes/books to study, I'll end up falling asleep instead. How la...another 5 weeks before summative and I haven't even touch my sem 1 stuff....screwed up big time....BIG time.... =(

My CPR practical test is on 14th September and I am really worried about it because they will teach us from maybe 9 to 12pm then exam time after lunch. I have no what so experience in CPR and was not a St.John/ scout/ Red Cross or any of those uniform bodies. I was a freaking band member where we deal with metal instruments and not living/ dying human beings. I am so scared....kinda scared of the dummy too because I heard it is quite tough and hard.

I'm having my ballet exam on 15th September as I've told you guys in my last post and I am so dead in that too. Ballet is not like studies where you can just pick up and go through it (in a rough and bad route). Ballet is a physical thing where you got to constantly practice to build up those muscle, constantly practice to know the routine and the techniques and I am so dead because I have been abandoning my ballet practice and haven't been giving it a thought lately. 15th September is the FIRST day of exam and my examiner is a MALE examiner called Mr.Raol Susez from Philippines. male examiner will definitely see more of the allegro aka jumps section and also the pirouettes aka turns section and I suck badly in both section. I am just so dead and surprisingly my main teacher has not been scolding or showing me that she's worried of me. I think she has given up on me =(

My mother and sister will be leaving to China and leaving me all alone for a week but I will be spending 2 days of that week at Jing's place because of nursing week where we visit the hospital and observe and maybe help out the nurses (I think they want us to not treat nurses as maids in the future but work as a team with them). I got to stay overnight at Jing's place because the bus is leaving at 6am and the 1st train is at 6.08am so if I stay at home, I got to travel to that hospital (at Seremban and Port Dickson) on my own. I think before going to the hospital, I really got to study my semester 1 stuff where it consists of anatomy and physiology (maybe we will be questioned by the nurses or doctors).

Another thing to take note. Mock EOS (end of semester) exam is on from 15th to 19th September which coincide with my ballet exam and hospital visit days. So screwed for that test too!!! Haih..how la now...panic already...

Next thing that happened to me. I have no idea if this is a good or bad thing. I was elected to be the logistic officer for my Community Service Club. My club is going to set up a website where all the information and details of the NGOs in Malaysia is listed in that website. So if you want to volunteer in something, you can visit this website and get all the information you need. Currently there is no website that has a complete list of NGOs in Malaysia. Anyway, my club is going to have the launch of this website via a walkaton. Yup and during yesterday's meeting, I was just being the quiet jene, sitting in the meeting room quietly. When it came to Committee Board election, my name was mentioned by few people in the room and before I can say anything my name was already on the board. According to the seniors, logistic has the most work and the person in charge has to be detail and I would like to emphasise that THE OLD JENE WAS METICULOUS BUT NOE THIS JENE NOW!!!! Argh!!!! I am so afraid that this post will make me fail my exam and I won't be around for the launch next year in March. =(

I guess the best thing to cope for all these "small" matters is to manage my time properly. Ya, saying is way easier than doing it. I am so not ready to fail anything especially in exam or worst...med school =(

Panic alert...panic alert...panic alert....panic alert... panic alert....

Thursday, September 4, 2008

I'm in love with my best friend

Yes....
Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh










LUCKY


hahaha....dedicate this song to my best friends, close friends, buddies, you that called me wifey, you that called me baby, you that called me dear.....and you who is reading this post ^^

I am so going so call Jason Mraz my favourite singer (of course Jay is still in the list) The 1st song I heard from him that I started loving his song was "You and I" then recently "I'm Yours" and now this "Lucky". If I have the time, I am going to search for all his songs and reevaluate if he is worth to be in my "Favourite singer list"


I am so dead because this month is not a good aka busy month for me:

1. Mom is leaving to China next Saturday
2. Next Sunday is my CPR exam
3. Then after my CPR exam, the following Monday is my ballet exam
4. I am so dead because Mock EOS is on
5. I am so not ready for both ballet and EOS exam


Someone please kill me......X_X

PS: about Orientation, I've gotten closer with my juniors and just found out more mutual friends in this batch. Seriously I am not complaining but I was suppose to be the non-committed OO but now turn the other way round. Still not complaining..I haven been studying because I have spending most of my studying time with them and hence I am so dead!!
Got to restudy Microbiology, then immunology then pathology, parasitology, community medicine...and SEM 1 stuff!!! argh!! So dead!!!