Thursday, March 19, 2009

Touch Groin + Hearts ^^

It was 6.22am when I woke up because my hand phone ran out of battery and I was so late since I wake up at 5am usually to finish the house chores. I quickly rushed to PWTC station to catch the train and thank goodness I reached uni by 7.30am. I had CSU =)

After listening to how Esther's CSU session went, I studied really hard for it and guess what, I got Kyan Ang and he was so nice hence I had the guts to be the 1st to start palpating for the cervical and axillary lymph nodes aka neck and armpit regions.

BUT I was NOT the 1st to palpate another region which was the inguinal region aka the groin region. It was so unexpected when he asked to proceed to the next part after we finished the axillary region. It's not that we were not comfortable or what, it's just so unexpected. Anyway, I had a few guys stripped in front of me and saw their "private part" so I was OK with seeing but touching...erm...have not had the experience yet so today, I finally touched? a guy's groin with my bare hand?? (It was kinda hairy >.<"') Next, we had lectures from my favourite lecturer (Dr Srikumar) and I spotted a few slides with Hearts. It's actually cells that look like heart shape and mind you the cells we were looking at today are erythrocytes aka red blood cells. Then, when I was walking home from the train station I saw something white on the floor and when I took a closer look, it was a wet tissue in a heart shape!! Walked some more and saw a bush with heart shaped leaves. So I looked up the sky and found a few clouds with heart shape. Is this a sign?? Sign for me to tell you guys I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!! Each of you guys are like a piece of puzzle to make an extraordinary picture which I call life =)

Maybe you can feel my cheerfulness now BUT don't think you'll see the same me tomorrow after the feedback session. I'm so going to be soooo emo and depressed. Feedback session is where the questions from the exam paper are shown on the screen and the lecturers release the answers. I am so going to be sad for maybe another few weeks time??

I don't know why I have been feeling very stressed out and emo even though this is just the 1st week of the new system (Haematology) and the next exam is in May. BUT I seem to not be able to concentrate in lectures, absorb any information, focus in my studies or be confident of myself (with whatever confidence left after joining this uni). I feel so dumb and stupid when I compare myself with my batch mates, most of them are scholar or top students or straight As student or something great while I'm just a normal average gal.
I'm starting to doubt myself if I'm in the right course =(

Monday, March 16, 2009

Earth Hour..what??

On 28th March, everyone is encouraged to switch off their lights from 8.30pm til 9.30pm.

Ok, just a few things that I want to voice out. Switching off lights...how bout computers, television and other stuff that has lights, do I need to switch it off too??

8.30pm is when I have my dinner, so candle night dinner?? Then I'll be also polluting in a way since candle uses oxygen to burn and releases carbon dioxide and stuff. I'm sure restaurants which are smart will promote this Earth Hour and charge even more since it's Candle Night Dinner.

How about shopping complex?? Will the customers be provided with torch lights?? If not, then how are the shoppers walk around in a huge complex IN DARKNESS?? So I doubt shopping complexes will join this programme.

Let's say I close my shop at 10pm. So I join this programme and switch off my shop's lights from 8.30pm to 9.30 pm then turn it on for another 30 minutes then close shop???!!! I wonder if I'll have customers coming in. So now what? Close my shop at 8.30pm?? Then I'll lose out a lot of money...

Just a little negative but hey, I am switching off my house lights at that time....just wondering...and I got to go...for an interview now!!!

Wish me luck =)

Saturday, March 14, 2009

weird question generator

I went and checked out my friend's blog and saw this link.

http://mct421.deviantart.com/art/Question-Meme-Generator-69266481


Try it our, it's funny LOL
Just put in 10 friend's names and the question will be generated, then just answer them lol

1. What would you do without Mei-jean?
I'll be depressed and mourn the whole year....HAHAHA XD

2. If Jonathan played in a movie, what kind of character would they play?
Some psychotic killer who wants to destroy and burn down NTU...I know deep down you really wanna be some famous actor but I don't know what genre you wanna be in...

3. What would Jacqueline not be caught dead in?
Erm..not looking cute enough??

4. How do your and Jo Ann's talents add up?
I don't really get this question but I guess it'll be a lot since we have tonnes of talents...lol

5. Wan hoe just got vaporized in a freak accident. Now what?
Now I can go back to bed and have a good nice sleep. Hahaha, of course I'll try to reverse the situation and get him back (minus the emo-ness)

6. Will Teddy eat those green eggs and ham?
Green eggs and Ham...Teddy...hmm...will you??

7. What would you do if Zi Qin and Jo Ann were going out?
Go lah...it'll be a very cute couple with Zi Qin being sooo quiet and Jo Ann trying to make him talk =P

8. Who would you rather get stuck in handcuffs with, Vanessa or Jacqueline?
Can I get stuck with both of them? It's so hard to choose coz both of them are fun to be stuck with (sound so wrong LOL)

9. Oh no, Esther got kidnapped by aliens! What do you say once they get back?
Esther??!! Are you Esther??!! Show me some dance moves and tell me what does Benedict calls you...hehe

10. If Mei-jean and Jonathan were locked in the same (really small) room for longer than a day, what would most likely happen?
Hehehe, they would be bitching bout something real juicy LOL


OK, I actually had plans to clean my room but this stomach pain is just unbearable that I can't concentrate in anything =(
So I end up here being so productive LOL

Friday, March 13, 2009

died..

Ya, I died but I am not going to whine over it because I can't cry over spilled milk.

I don't know what's wrong with my stomach. If I don't eat and suddenly I get back the eating regularly habit, my stomach gives me cramps. If I eat regularly, I still have cramps maybe due to stress. I don't know what to do...haih...

This is my 3rd time feeling nausea and stomach cramp when I get on the car since I joined the uni. First time was in sem 1 with Ale when she was driving me home. She was so worried, sorry. 2nd time was with An son aka Wen Chern and now 3rd time. Gosh I hate this feeling!! Vomited but still don't feel better ='(


Watched Marley and Me just now and there's quite a lot of changes and of course the book was way better. Jennifer Aniston was err, a little too tanned for me, Owen was...alright, I focused more on his broken nose. The thing about this movie is they focus more on the human beings instead of Marley which is supposed to be the main character. I guess my stomach problem made the movie not that enjoyable.

Honestly, I don't know what to type because not in the mood so I'll stop crapping here and go sleep. Toodles~~

BTW, I died....

Sunday, March 8, 2009

die

Who am I kidding?

I am so going to fail...

Just now saw a few questions set by seniors and I didn't know how to answer AT ALL!!

Haven't touch AIR topic...

That's it..I'm freaking out!!!

Can someone please kill me to spare me of all these suffering?

ARGH!!!!!

=(