Tears for manga/anime

I think I have been quite emotional lately.

I read about MJ's (Not Loong MJ k) funeral, tributes and anything like that I'll shed tears.
I read Bleach, I shed tears.
I read Eyeshield 21, I shed tears.
I finished Eyeshield 21, I shed more tears.

I get touched so so easily. Jeez, this is bad...

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On 10th July, the result was released at 3pm but I was nearly late because I went back and visited band and had a nice long chat with my band tutor. I hopped on the train at 4pm hoping to reach uni before 5pm and instead of worrying if I'll pass or fail, I was more worried if I can't reach in time to get my result.

Thank god I reached uni by 4.40pm so I ran like I never ran before and reached AAD by 5pm. I did not even hesitate to open the envelop which contains my CPR cert, PBL evaluation form and the most important one-EOS result slip. Tore it, looked at it and went up to library to continue with my Eyeshield 21 =P

I sat in front of the PC from 5.15pm to 8.45pm and I covered almost 50 episodes!! The connection in uni is so good!!! I really enjoyed myself but somehow at library I did not shed that much tears maybe because the current sem3 keep appearing and asking me -- "How??"

You must be wondering what shed tears?? Well, I kinda always get touched by Bleach (it's about Death God) when Ichigo has that desire to always protect his friends, how they strive to save Inoue, how they tried so hard in the name of protecting someone dear to them aka friend.

For Eyeshield 21 (it's about American football), I shed tears reading about how they desperately got stronger to achieve their dream together (Christmas Bowl), how Kurita wanted to protect Hiruma or Mamori protecting Sena, how they NEVER give up even till the last 1 second on the field, how they encouraged and supported each other to beat the other team, and I shed the most tears seeing their team spirit. And now I shed again because I finished reading the whole story and I miss reading it.


Both stories, well I would say almost all Japanese stories are touching as they relate to friendship, team work etc, things that I want and crave to have.

I want friends that I can rely on, friends that constantly encourage and pull me up when I give up on myself, friends that I know would be there for me, friends like these characters in these anime/manga. I really hope I'll find one soon. Honestly, I really hope they exist, I mean these characters.

This is the 1st time I did not plan anything for my holiday and surprisingly this is the 1st time I have yet to go on movie marathon like how I always do after collecting my result. I have another 3 weeks before my electives and I really don't know what to do. I don't feel like starting another manga because I hate endings and goodbyes. I really really hate them. I know it's part of life but since I have the choice, I would rather avoid them.

So now, do what ah?? Oh ya, tomorrow go Metro Prima and see can get The Sims or not hehehe...


PS: Do you know I wake up early and start reading the manga latest by 6am and stop if my mom scolds BUT I'll read at least 7 hours hahaha...gonna miss this since I've done with Eyeshield 21

Thank god

Thank god I pass!!!!

Live Like You Were Dying

He said I was in my early forties, with a lot of life before me
And one moment came that stopped me on a dime
I spent most of the next days, looking at the x-rays
Talking bout' the options and talking bout' sweet times.
I asked him when it sank in, that this might really be the real end
How's it hit 'cha when you get that kind of news?
Man what did ya do?
He said

I went skydiving
I went rocky mountain climbing
I went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man Chu
And I loved deeper
And I spoke sweeter
And I gave forgiveness I'd been denyin'
And he said some day I hope you get the chance
To live like you were dyin'

He said I was finally the husband, that most the time I wasn't
And I became a friend, a friend would like to have
And all of a sudden goin' fishin, wasn't such an imposition
And I went three times that year I lost my dad
Well I finally read the good book, and I took a good long hard look
At what I'd do if I could do it all again
And then

I went skydiving
I went rocky mountain climbing
I went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man Shu
And I loved deeper
And I spoke sweeter
And I gave forgiveness I'd been denyin'
And he said some day I hope you get the chance
To live like you were dyin'

Like tomorrow was the end
And ya got eternity to think about what to do with it
What should you do with it
What can I do with it
What would I do with it

Skydiving
I went rocky mountain climbing
I went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man Chu
And man I loved deeper
And I spoke sweeter
And I watched an eagle as it was flyin'
And he said some day I hope you get the chance
To live like you were dyin'

To live like you were dyin' (4x)

I have been having bad feelings lately. It's as if I'm a sure fail. I don't know how I'll face my first failure in my studies.
I am scared....

annoying

It's so annoying that some people just take you for granted.

You have problem you want to share, you want to discuss bout it, go ahead. But when you use my time and my $ returning your smses and never ever once say thank you, that's too much.

This is for Wan Hoe's friend who is starting to get on my nerves.

He thinks I'm 24/7 ready to answer his questions and he expects me to know everything. Not able to see and touch is hard to confirm what he's having or experiencing but he gives me the feeling that I should know what to do about it. Yes I know and acknowledge that he's scared and worried (my behavioral skills is fantastic ok but screwed up in OSCE...wth) and I don't mind a bit him asking me for advice or opinions but not when he takes me for granted and steps overboard.

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On a lighter note, I am officially a volunteer for Acts. I'll be helping out soon =)

I am also invited to be the emcee for the 2nd time for my band's music festival in August. Apparently band sucks and my current chairperson told me (quote her)
'you'll cry if you come back and see the band.' Because they have not improved and the band is so sissy (they'll cry if you scold them). Gah, and my band tutor apparently also changed a lot. He sort of became stricter, no more jokes and even leaves the band 1 hour before practice. Has the band became so bad that my band tutor lost interest with our band? I'll find out next week.

Currently, I have been watching Bleach again and boy I am so in love with Zaraki Kenpachi (Captain of the 11th Division)

Toshiro Hitsugaya (Captain of the 10th Division)

One is utmost crazy and one is utmost cool and steady.

I love Japanese anime or drama series because they are good in extracting all the emotions that you can feel. I admit that I'll shed a tear or two when I watch any Japanese drama series because they are so real and so motivating. Motivating, something I need currently and maybe even more after my result is out.

The other character I like is also Jushiro Ukitake, Captain of the 13th Division.


Of course, who would miss the cool Byakuya Kuchiki, Captain of the 6th Division. Love his bankai, named Senbonzakura Kageyoshi ( literally "Vibrant Display of a Thousand Cherry Blossoms").


If only these people were real....lol

Hello!! I'm Back!!

Hey peeps, how are you??

Exam is over and I'm not going to talk about it but please do pray heard for me because I really did not do well and the paper was so much difficult. Ok, enough said.

What happened within this few weeks? Much but I'm not going to talk about the past too.

What am I going to do this week before result is out? Nothing was planned so I'll just start with cleaning =)

The whole time studying, I've turned into very negative. I keep analysing things when I'm in a bad mood hence making things worse as I always end up blaming the other party for everything that they did not do and have done. I end up being sad and grumpy all the time. Sheesh, only yesterday did I realise what I've been doing after reading an article in the newspaper. We should never start analysing and understand things when we're in a bad mood.

I've watched Dance Subaru and Transformers2 and they were good. Not gonna elaborate more. Bought 2 books from Popular and because they had 70% discount but none of them are Jodi Piccoult's book. Planned to go to Mid Valley today to start my movie marathon but sister is still sleeping and don't feel like going out since I found all the old animes that my bro downloaded last year so instead of spending money I've decided to stay home.

My ballet school is having a concert in August but because the rehearsal started 3 or 4 months back and it was every Sunday from 10am till 5pm, I decided not to join because Sunday is the day where I get the whole day to study so here I am just helping out at the back stage letting go my last chance of performing on stage.

BUT

few days before my exam started, my ballet teacher got a request from a corporate company to have a few students to perform in one of their function. Perfect because I don't need to spend months to rehearse yet get to perform in front of a whole new crowd and get a different kind of experience. This performance only involved 4 ballerina including me so we're so going to have fun =)

Well, for the moment I don't feel like blogging too much since I've learned how to resist myself from blogging and checking my email 24/7. yet I think I've grew to get addicted to play online games.

To anyone out there who has 'The Sim' game, can you lend it to me? I miss playing the game and controlling the character =P

If I do pass my exam, I'll ask my dad to get me a laptop since I have not asked anything from him since form 1(when I asked him to buy me my trumpet). If I have the money, I'll change my phone too since it's deteriorating (Anyone call, It'll shut off by itself and sometimes I don't get any messages until I restart the phone) and if I get the phone with mp3 function then I can save $$ from buying a mp4. Ya, I don't have any of this gadget except a phone. Cool right?

Oh ya, my brother has been playing final fantasy with his laptop so I have been using the desktop and somehow msn can't function here. It needs to be upgraded by every time I click upgrade, it'll end stating that the upgrade failed. So I won't be appearing in msn for the moment.

I have yet to watch any horror movies in the cinema. Maybe I should give it a try. Maybe the next time I go for my movie marathon, I watch one horror movie =)
What should I watch in my movie marathon? State of Play and Departure sounds good, Ice Age3 should be very funny, Blood The Last Vampire, Drag Me To Hell or The Last House On The Left can be considered as horror movie? 17 again, Night In The Museum and Hannah Montana would be one of my last choices.




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