JUST SHUT UP!!!

Before I get to the story, let me inform the world that KARAM IS BACKKKKK!!!!! His blood pressure is back to normal (120) and no more (180). Yeah, but he clearly lost a lot of weight (12 kg to be exact). When he stood up, he hunched a bit and looked fragile. Glad he's back after missing in action for 3 weeks.

Yup, Shut Up!! I arrived for chemistry class then later only he arrived. Like usual, everybody talked nonsense, then he approached me to ask for my worksheets so that he can compare his answers with mine. Before I lend him, I asked~Why? I don't want to lend you~jokingly. He replied:" I FINISH ALREADY LAR. YOH~~~HAHAHAHA" So I passed the worksheet to him and continue with my stuff. Maybe my tone came out all wrong....

Recalled yesterday when Ms.Ng finished the chapter, I also finished my worksheet because I did some before she taught (finished those that I can figure out myself) then I asked a few question which I still don't understand. He heard me and asked in his OH-SO-EVER-LOUD voice~" YOH...YOU FINISHED THE WORKSHEET ALREADY AH!! WHY YOU SO FAST??i CAN'T CATCH UP WITH YOU LAR!!" It just slipped my tongue and I replied~ then don't catch up lar~
What I meant was why you wanna catch up with me and compare our speed? Finish the worksheet in your own pace so that you know and understand what you are doing. When Ms. Ng heard my reply, she just laughed (you never know what's behind her laughters because she told us before that sometimes when she is laughing, deep down inside her heart, she is boiling...ooo)

Ms. Ng started the lesson with Unit 5.5 C and we were learning about margarine. Margarine is made out of unsaturated lipids (contains double bonds and usually from plants)which is converted to saturated lipids by reacting with hydrogen with platinum catalyst at room temperature. Anyway, HE got so hyped up that he started to tell the whole class about something while Ms. Ng was teaching and explaining in front. I was having difficulties catching what Ms.Ng was teaching even though I was sitting just in front of her. Thanks to his OH-SO-EVER-LOUD voice overpowering Ms.Ng's attempt in increasing her voice level, he started to get on my nerves and I just said~shhh but at the same time Ivan who was sitting behind me also said SHHH louder.

Unfortunately, his OH-SO-EVER-LOUD voice just continue to BOOM on till the extend that Ms.Ng stopped explaining and decided to flip her notes. Then only his big head + big mouth shut up!! Only then did Ms.Ng continued, But she added~ "since you guys are not listening, i've skipped a lot of parts and explanation. You notice i'm going faster and faster? So that you need to QUIET DOWN to catch what I'm talking about." Now, here goes again..Ms.Ng getting upset with our class AGAIN!! Few times earlier was because few was playing in class, then because we paid more attention on Further Maths, then because many of us did our worksheet badly, then because SOME people just could not shut up during practicals (you know who's the culprit??) and now...again..haiz...

Hello?? You know your voice is loud, so silent la!! Shut your mouth and talk at proper times. They said BMW= big mouth woman. I dubbed you BMM=big mouth man!! Gosh you just shut up and no one will call you a deaf or dumb and who cares about your so interesting story. Will your this excellent story help us (or you) in getting that A in exam?? Because of you our whole class didn't get to listen what Ms.Ng was teaching. After Mechanics, I talked to Golok and Victor, even they were kinda annoyed. Ish!!

After Ms.Ng finished the chapter, we got back our practical book which the practical on Monday was conducted as mock exam. He asked me how much did I get and after what happened in my primary school, I developed phobia in revealing my results, so I said don't know and at that instants his facial expression changed and I kinda guessed he wanna compare our marks and maybe well, show off a bit. So he asked whether I got above 40 or below 40 instead. When I said above, he paused then clapped his hands and said good (I know he got 41...lol). FAKER!!!! Hmm, on 2nd thought, is it me or am I too sensitive?? hmm....

I wonder if my short temper has returned and thus I get angry so easily? Nope, it's not pms. Do you know that because of his request I went online and wasted time typing my work sheet's answers + explaining to him? I'm ok with going online and helping him but what I'm not ok with is explaining the o.b.v.i.o.u.s to him. This is what annoys me. You want to compare answers, ok I don't mind. I don't even mind you using my time teaching and typing all the answers for the 20 pages worksheets. But I DO MIND if you ask me to repeat what can be found in the notes and then when I give you the answers you go~~" OOOOO, aiyoh I so stupid, all can be found in notes right? Eh, can give me the page no?" Shit you lar!! Gosh, I hate people like this, LAZY!!

Was reading Jac's post when I totally agree when she said that he's a suck up!! I also notice that whatever jokes the lecturer crack whether its funny or lame or totally not funny, he'll go~~" WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAhee eh" Honest, you can always expect his laughter when the lecturer says something that was meant to be a joke. And sometimes you can kinda know that he faked that laughter.
Anyway, while reading Jac's post I suddenly remembered what was the 1st official conversation and how we 1st cliqued. Lol...Jac, lets just remember and keep it in our heart >.<

and ya, dear Han Liang, happy birthday!! love you!! miss you!! muakz <3

Why wanna stay single

MANY PARENTS ARE PROGRESSING IN THEIR CAREER IN THE EXPENSE OF THEIR CHILDREN

It isn't a secret anymore, my plan of not wanting to get married??
I would like to share my views and why I've come to this decision. Firstly, I would like to post some questions
1. Why must we female get tied down by commitments?
2. Why must we sacrifice all the things that we build just because of those commitments??
3. Why was us females ranked after the males?
4. Why must we females serve the males or should I rephrase~ why must a wife serve the husband and not the other way round?
5. Why must we females always be the victim of letting go of careers or other opportunities because of the commitments such as family, husband, in-laws...
6. Why must we females suffer the most when we did not do anything wrong? (rape cases)
7. Why is female always at the disadvantage in many situation??
8. Why when we females get married, it also means we get married to the family?
9. Why must we always tolerate the males?
10. Why we can't survive without guys meh?
11. Why some females really look forward to have a family and settle down?
12. Why do you want to add burden to your life?
13. Don't you feel guys are troublesome?
14. Don't you feel without getting married you can actually live life to the fullest?
14. Aren't you bored with the same person after living with them for 30 years?
15. Aren't you afraid of divorce?
16. Don't you think that you are at the losing end after getting married?

Okay, let me limit my question. Now, I'm sure you'll ask me back a few questions too. Let me guess.
1. Won't you feel lonely?
2. Won't you feel envy when you see a couple?
3. Err...I can't think of any now, so list them down and I'll answer back.

Firstly, I don't think I'll feel lonely because I have you guys aka friends. Imagine I visit you guys each week, of course different people each week lar. In the end, I'm occupied right? Let's say I'm old, then I'll just retire at a Retirement House aka old folks home. Lol
Feel envy when I see couples? So far never. Honest, I swear!! Maybe because I've heard too many couple problems that i can actually see their problems in one glance.

...live happily ever after....
I never believe in it even when I was small. I always feel there's a catch behind it. And maybe that's how my character was shaped.

I never want to get unnecessary commitments that stops me from progressing in life and live life to the fullest. In short, I do not want to add burden to my life. Say I'm selfish, say I am a bad apple to the society, say I'm a coward, I don't really bother because it's my life and I know what I want for my future--A world without getting tied down to a man.
If I really manage to be a Doctor, I'll dedicate my whole life in healing, helping people. I rather tie myself down to human beingS that need me than to a guy who wants me to serve him. Say what? What if the guy is different and do not need me to serve? I will never believe in it because I feel that guys will forever possess that certain ego and that mentality of "female are born to serve male".

About my bold, large headlines....
Because some parents are just neglect their children's mental and emotion growth. They just provide the material side but not the essential LOVE. So if you plan to have kids, you need to prioritize what is more important- career or the future of your child? If you choose career, then WHY MARRIED AND HAVE KIDS?? If you choose child, then WHY BOTHER TO BUILD YOUR CAREER IF YOU NEED TO LET IT GO IN THE END??

Now you see my side of story?? lol

MCR!!!

MCR AKA mY cHEMICAL rOMANCE is coming to KL!!! On 9th of Dec'07!!!
Gosh!!! If you do not know who they are...go bang your head at the wall...blek!!!
Or, go Google ok??!!

Some of the many songs I love~~~
~Welcome to the dark parade
~I'm not OK
~Teenagers
~I don't love you
~Famous last words
~Helena
~Ghost of you


COME MCR!!!
as if I can go to their concert...lol

stupid computer!!!

I really really need a new computer or a new monitor!!! Why?? I'll tell you lucky people out there why!!!

1. My screen is now half the full screen...
2. My screen is now in blue colour!!!
3. I can't see what I'm typing here!!
4. The connection is sooooooooooooooooooo slow
5. I need to refresh sooooo many times!!
6. I can't upload the pictures!!!!
7. I can't have a decent chatting session with my msn friends without getting "hang" once

aaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
So do not mind me if I have spelling error...
I actually planned to show off some of my exclusive collections but boo hoo to the camera+ computer....

Anyway, let's change topic then....hmm....
Okay, let's see....

CAN A GIRL AND A GUY REMAIN AS FRIENDS AFTER YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP??
Well, usually people believe that when a guy and a girl becomes good friends, feelings will develop and cupid will visit them. But do you believe 2 different gender can remain as friends??

Most of the guys I know are L.O.N.E.L.Y.....
They tend to complain, why can't I get a girlfriend?? Why that guy who is not so good looking has a girlfriend or girlfriends?? Why isn't that girl responding to me?? Am I not attractive??

Yup, there you go, some guys are just as vein as girls....
Give you an example, WH...a primary+ secondary school friend. One of his goal in life is to be taller than me. Other than that, he wanna be as handsome as....I forgot who. He'll always walk around and ask Cheryl to lend him her mirror and he'll look at his hair....touch it and make it look better(even though its the same all the while)...Ya, about the height thing, he managed to achieve it...ISH!!!!

OK. I think I'm a little out of topic...so can they be friends only?
In my opinion, YES!!! I am a living example (cheh, so perasan). See, I can have so many friends and I never feel something extra towards them. Lets say TS, he was my standard 1 friend+ classmate and we were in the same class for standard 1, 4, 5, 6, and form 2. 3....but we kept in touch and hang out in school even though we were not in the same class. Even now, he's at TAR studying accounting, he still calls me and we'll chat about anything....

So, I really do not understand some people who never believe that a girl and a guy can remain as best friends and not more than that....they'll give them that "look" and "stares" and will definitely jump to conclusion that they will evolve to a couple and break up or get married....


*a lil update bout my colleague~~ yup, she's definitely getting married and she's having a luncheon instead of dinner.....err...congrats?? Even though I don't really agree with her decision of getting tied up so early....she's barely 20!!!!

SOME guys are just PERVERTS!!!

Last Saturday, I went to work earlier and found out that my ballet teacher had an extra class from 7am. So I went in and practiced my ballet steps as I'm having class later at 1pm. At about 8.05am, a guy in yellow T-shirt, a yellow collared shirt outside the T with a design of a dragon, a purple cap and the shirt was unbuttoned (flying like superman's cape whenever he walks) passed by the ballet school. I ignored him at first but I noticed that almost every 5 minutes he'll pass by. When he noticed me starring at him, he got worst. He started to look into the school and stared pointing in and laughed. OK, patience....

He repeated that action almost every 5 minutes!!! From 8am till 12pm!! You see, my ballet school is 2 storeys. The ground door is made out of glass, so from outside you can see in. After the rape incident that happened, the art pictures that was used to decorate the glass doors were taken down, leaving half of it, so outsiders can see into the school. Next, the studio where we dance has a big glass window which also allows outsider to see through. Meaning, you stand outside in the morning, you can see into the school and into the studio.

When the art pictures was taken down at first, people (especially from opposite restaurant) said we dance in panties....swt!!! Why?? Because we wear leotards and tights and sometimes a t-shirt over the leotard. So from the restaurant, they'll see a t-shirt and well, whatever colour leotard that we were wearing. Example....with a t-shirt over it...
So that crazy fellow look into the studio and laughed whenever he passed by. So much so when my friend and I were chatting, laughing away, we could just stop and stared back at him with an angry face. Then, when he walked away, we'll continue like nothing happened. It continued for that few hours so when he walked passed after his pervertish action, I opened the door and looked at his action as he walked pass other shops. OMG!! He walked pass all the other shops but he never once stop and repeated his actions in front of any of the shops.

Come to think of it, I remembered him doing the same thing last month, on a weekday. Today when I went to work like usual, my lady boss asked me about him. She told me he has been repeating his actions since Monday but its only the morning....SCARY!!!

Anyway, I would like to stress that I feel only SOME guys are PERVERTS even though JJ told me that what a guy ever wants from gals are....SEX....
So, you think for yourself if SOME guys are PERVERTS.....
If you are a guy and you watch porn regularly as in at least once a week, I rate you PERVERT!! Shoo....better don't read my blogs further, I'm a little sexist (towards guys) and I'm very sure that I'm straight (don't worry mummy Jac...lol)

Btw, just wanna wish my ballet teacher a HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! We celebrated with her twice...once with a surprise...anyway, I gotta go on strict diet!! I've put on weight!!! AAAHHHH....