Desperate measures

A week ago, I went to KKB (a VERY rural place) for my hospital rotation. Hence I went with
1) A lack of knowledge
2) A huge bag (4 days 3 nights)
3) 6 apples
4) Cereals with 6 soya bean milk
5) Macleod
6) Handphone that can watch TV (dad bought it from China)

So on Sunday night I watched Merlin with Mobeljin. On Monday night, 2 of my friends and I were cramping to watch the TV (NCIS and Criminal Minds) then on Tuesday night (Ghost Whisperer). Besides my friends, there were others who accompanied us such as mosquitoes!!

This picture was taken by my friend's iphone

The other 2 gals who came down to check on us because we were missing from the room. (8 beds per room and it's hot before 12am and cold after that.)

Melbojin =P

It's kinda funny because the TV uses aerial so it took us time to find the right spot but it rained so we moved into the laundry room (we were watching at the laundry room) and when the show was at the exciting parts, we practically walked right in front of the TV and try to make the sense out of it LOL

The Past Me

Last Sunday, I was bored so I browsed through my secondary school photo album and decided to upload them in FB. Never would I imagine them getting so many comments especially my Form 1 picture by my Form 1 classmates. It seems that everyone misses that moment and have gathered to express themselves at that page.

On Monday, I borrowed a book from the library, the 1st book Dorothy Kroomson published entitled "The Cupid Effect". Reading the character reminds me of me. I had the similar "attraction" back in the days before I came to uni but not as bad as hers. Hence when she wrote
"Maybe I should just accept I'm not good with people. I may listen to them and advice them, but like I said, there were very few people who'd be there if I had a four-in-the-morning panic and wanted someone to talk to."
I totally understand that type of feelings. Hence I changed after realising it in uni and it did me no good at all because I am so cold towards people now. Sad.

I Want Love

I want love, but it's impossible
A man like me, so irresponsible
A man like me is dead in places
Other men feel liberated

I can't love, shot full of holes
Don't feel nothing, I just feel cold
Don't feel nothing, just old scars
Toughening up around my heart

chorus

But I want love, just a different kind
I want love, won't break me down
Won't brick me up, won't fence me in
I want a love, that don't mean a thing
That's the love I want, I want love

I want love on my own terms
After everything I've ever learned
Me, I carry too much baggage
Oh man I've seen so much traffic

[repeat chorus]

So bring it on, I've been bruised
Don't give me love that's clean and smooth
I'm ready for the rougher stuff
No sweet romance, I've had enough

A man like me is dead in places
Other men feel liberated

[repeat chorus]

By Elton John
Music Video Featuring Robert Downey Jr.

I'm in the mood for love and this music video which I saw back in college popped in my mind...
Holiday is bad for my mind...thinking too much Argh!!!

My 6th Diary

I just bought my 6th diary and before I start writing, I browsed through my first 5 diaries. It was so funny and to read back the things I don't recall was so refreshing!! I felt like smsing and share it with all the people that was involved =P

I did not remember going up on stage during assembly and presenting a report when I was a temporary teacher in 2006. I did not remember having random people calling me and talking to me about random stuff. I did not recall doing things that is so not me. Now, that's the use of diaries --> to make you remember the lost memories.

I started my diary when I was in form 1 and it was mostly about guys (yes, surprisingly) and of course about this particular guy which was followed by a lot more others LOL. Then came to form 2, it was mostly about a different guy and the things I write inside finally make me understand how I got close to him. But my 2nd diary was more like a diary, having records of my daily life and feelings which was followed by my 3rd diary which was filled with band stuff and a lot of extra papers LOL.
See how thick my 3rd and 4th diary is??

My 4rd diary was mostly 2007 stuff and well, also was mostly about someone and a few more people and of course about my college life and Slave Princess. Reading this 4th book reminds me of how I used to love lying to myself and to my feelings. Even by reading it, I know I was lying to myself. So weird!! My 5th book was about my uni life. I realised that I was always depressed and sad and pathetic in 2008. But 2009 was a better year and it definitely ended in a wonderful way.

I am glad that I have the habit of jotting down details of my life, and when I say detail, I really mean details. I actually wrote down all the things I've done and experienced when I was in my uni orientation. I even wrote down all the activities and songs and cheers (which is A LOT) when I was in my Leadership Camp back in 2004 AFTER I came back from the camp which lasted for 4 days mind you. I wonder why I can't apply this good memory gift in my studies.

So if you ever hurt me or made me angry or owe me things, it's all recorded in my diaries hehe. So beware!! HAHAHA XD

It's late and I want to watch movies!! Tah tah =)

PS: AI Season 9 seems boring!!! I hope not...

My GP Posting

One word to describe her--- CUTE!!!

She is so funny and hilarious!!!
She is so nice and fun to be with!!!
She makes Jing and I laughed non stop all the time but knows when to be serious.
She is always checking her FB account and made Jing and I add her LOL!!
She treat us her style of nasi lemak and on the last day treated us to bak kut teh =)

I seriously enjoyed being with her and I miss her already.
She taught us a lot of stuff and she has lots of emergency cases.
I saw a lot of cuts and blood and gory stuff such as this guy who came in with a huge 12cm long laceration at his head. The cut was so deep that I can see the parietal bone!!

BTW, she is my ballet teacher's cousin in law!! LOL
Such a small world.

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Usually people will not add their parents in FB BUT I just finished creating an account for my mom!! Hahaha XD

PS: Got to be careful with what I write in FB now =P

PPS: She's reading this blog and correcting my grammar HAHAHAHA

I love you mummy =P