Sunday out

This morning I went to church just for fun and it was a weird session for me. There were lots of singing and talking and more singing. It was awkward in the beginning but after a while, I got transfixed with the drum set. Instead of singing along, I was trying to catch the tempo and the style of the drummer. It lasted for 2 hours and the bible talking part was interesting at the start but I started to feel sleepy so I went and observe my surroundings.

Next, went for lunch with seniors and spent 10.90! But it was kinda worth it because it felt like having dimsum buffet LOL and tomorrow I might be able to start using my new phone because the older J might be having a day off since he's gonna be a locum tonight =)

Then went shopping with the girls. I just accompanied them but it was fun. This is one of my 1st time hanging out with girls and shopping and all, never did these back at home =)

OK, I am tired and I'm just blogging for the sake of blogging. Nothing much then so bye...

Cybership...

I don't know why but I tend to get a lot of 'attention' in the internet from my cyber friends.

Cyber friends = friends who I talk to via msn/ yahoo messenger/ facebook/ facebook chat/ skype but seldom meet. Maybe met once or twice.

So some how, I am someone's wife then now I am another person's gf and future wife etc. Wow, life is so fun in the internet =P

I hope I haven't lose the bet by being a cyber gf/ wife =P

A lone ranger

As you know, I'm staying out alone, somewhere. Anyway, I went for house searching at those websites and found a lot of houses and rooms so I emailed them and I got 4 replies. Out of this 4, I went and viewed 2 and this 2 houses are so different.

One was a house, staying with the landlady who is an Indian and looked fierce (and very religious, everywhere was Jesus's pictures). Even though the house was kinda small and lonely looking (when I went into the room that I might be staying, I felt so lonely and depressed), it's cheap and near to the hospital (about 10 minutes walk) and the co-operative store is 5 minutes away.

The other was a flat like the one I am currently staying at. I will be sharing with another 2 students and one side of the room was full mirror like my ballet school! So it made the room looked so big LOL!

This 2 place has it's own uniqueness and I can't compare because it's so different. Price is just about 10-20 pounds different!

I talked to my seniors on my way back yesterday and the news spread and just moments ago another senior called and asked if I'm interested in sharing a house with a FY1 who is from IMU but studied at Dundee but coming here for her FY1 (housemanship) so another option for me. Then one of my batchmate who is from KL but started her 1st year here also offered the room in her house and she was worried of me staying out alone. The reason I didn't feel like staying with her was the distance from her place to the hospital is around 20-25 minutes walk. Winter time, walk I die lar...

Today I woke up feeling a little blue. I didn't dream like usual so I have no idea why I felt so sad. Read back what my dad wrote to me at my facebook and I teared. After skyping with my mom, I teared again. Went to uni, came home and skyped with dad and after that teared again. No, it's not homesick. I just feel like crying but instead of bursting out with tears, my tears just flow down slowly...

Listened to Sara B's Gravity and totally hooked on to it.

PS: Yesterday (and today) the wind was crazy! It stopped me in my tracks and even managed to push me backwards! I was crossing the road half way when the wind came and push me back to the middle of the road! The traffic lights turned green but I was still struggling at the middle of the road and eventually I ran and leaned forward and fought the wind!! The drivers must be laughing in their cars.

PPS: I asked my mom if I put on weight and she said no. Then when I said I finished half a packet of pasta (Yes, I can cook) she said I fat. Latter when I asked my dad if I'm fatter, he answered that I looked old =.="'

Feeling a lot of love from seniors and friends =)

Touched but somehow, I don't want this type of feeling. I am greedy, I will want more. Better stop receiving before I crave for more..

PPPS: Jon, faster come so we can find house together...

Deal..

Made up my mind. I shall get my own room outside. Thanks for reading LOL

Dilemma.....haih....

I won't say that the thing that is happening is not affecting me but I somehow manage to hide it when I need to not think about it. But I got to give an answer now so let me break it down here.

10 came then 10-9.

Out of 9 all paired up so 4(1+1) + 1

One of the 1+1 asked me to join them (pitied me)

But when they start searching, they realised that 3 is difficult to find

So I volunteered to let them be (1+1)

Later they found a 1+1 place and owner allows 1+1+1

So they asked me to join (living room= room)
Fine, Happy.

Then they search another and owner also allows 1+1+1

BUT kitchen connected to living room

so no privacy, no bed, living room smell of cooked/ fried smell but cheap though...

So how??

Now with 1+1 200, outside with own room but share with stranger 300 and 500 if stay alone.

That 1+1 wants an answer by today. I never had the time to sit and do my own research or go for viewing.... =(

How la now.... =(