I WAS SO SCARED!!!!!!

OMG!!!! I just came home earlier from my orientation's finale night after watching the important parts (video and all) because I got to catch the train like usual. Everything was fine until I board on the KTM train.

When I stepped in, there was a gal who changed place and sat at somewhere far from this guy whom she sat with before I went in. Anyway, the train has 2 rows of seats at each side of the train right? And I chose to sit the seat, I don't know how to explain, just see.

Ok, after I settled down, I took out my sudoku to solve, he changed place and sat beside me. Then he asked in Cantonese whether that was the right train to Kepong station. So I answered him thinking he really just want to know and confirm. Then he keeps on asking me questions like how many stops more and am I sure and stuff like that. Now, my instinct was screaming at me that something is wrong and I got to run away from him asap.

Then at the next station, few more passengers came in and 2 guys sat in front of us. Then that crazy fellow started to ask this 2 fellow whether this train will stop at Kepong. When they answered yes, he told them I lied and I said this train will bring him to SHANGHAI!!! He even asked others if that 2 guys are telling the truth. When I heard him saying that, I assumed he was joking and ignored him (he was still beside me). Then my heart beat faster and I got more worried. I was scared later when the train's power is down and the lights are off, he'll do something stupid. He was quite close and I hate that feeling.

So I asked him if he can change place and sit back at his original place. Then he got angry and asked me to change place. Now I was really really scared and of course I quickly change but the only seat vacant was the spot where the gal that changed place sat previously. So while changing seats I quickly typed a sms and when I scrolled my phone book to sent to someone for help, Ash's name (Uni friend) appeared 1st because his name starts with "A". At this point, that crazy fellow was scolding a lot of bad words and keep pointing at me. He even said things like gals are monsters because they like to lie to guys, this gal is stupid and more bad words.

I was so so scared. My heart was pounding like nobody's business. Everyone that just came in started to move away. Suddenly, Ash called to check on me and when he saw me talking to the phone he got angrier and started to shout. Those 2 guys quickly entertained him by changing topic like what is his job, why he wants to go Kepong and stuff. He chilled a bit and talked to them then he kept saying he wants to go eat Bak Kut Teh at Kepong. And what was his job? Driver of Army's Tanker which can shoot bomb. Obviously he was lying.

Then he kept looking at me while talking to those guys. I was so scared!!!! I was contemplating whether to change place again since quite a few went down but I was also worried that he'll follow and do something worst. So I just sat there listening to him talking nonsense and scolding me once a while. That 2 guys suddenly got calls and they answered their phone ignoring him. I kept looking back searching for other places and deciding whether to change place and he followed my glances.

I have no idea when or how, but he disappeared but I was still scared because he wants to get down at the same station as me. I was worried he'll follow me and do something I don't want to go through. Once is enough, please. I don't want to go through again. I also called my mother to arrive earlier at the usual place where she picks me up and even asked her to walk into the station. Guess what, she scolded me and asked me why. OBVIOUSLY SOMETHING IS WRONG!!! I was like trying to chill and tried not to tell her there's this crazy guy on board just in case he heard and gets angry.

But that crazy fellow went down at the stop before mine and I was so relieved. That 2 guys later asked me if that crazy fellow was my BF??!!! I was like...WHAT??!! So I explained and they told me they smelled alcohol when he talked. Then they asked which stop am I going down and why was he angry of me. I was like in shock and quickly explained myself. Still, I was shaking and my heart was beating. The next thing I know, they were asking if they can know me because they have no relatives and friends here. (=.=)"' I have learn my lesson and thus just shook my head. They are from Vietnam by the way.

When I reached my station, I thanked them and got down. I quickly called my mother because she was no where to be seen and it was already 11.45pm!!! She was like~~wait for a while la...and I was like~~can you please be quick??!!

Anyway, reached home safely and still shaking. Thanks Uni friends that called to check on me. What a scary day....Gals, be careful of a guy, chinese, early 30s, normal long hair, scared face and speaks chinese when you board onto KTM.

finale eve

Have been very very busy with dress code lately. Its one of the orientation activity where themes are given and we got to dress up, to be exact is MAKE our own costume and act or dance or things like that.

Anyway, I am really really REALLY very VERY tired. Even though I am at my friend's place, I couldn't even get ninety winks!! We will be preparing the sketch, making costume or discussing something. But I am really not happy because not everyone is helping. Some went there, sit on sofa then sleep, some play computer games....
Anyway, whatever la, I don care anymore. Maybe I should be that old Jene that likes to say~ don't know, don't care....

My group has lots and lots of ideas, great ideas but we seem to not able to make decision at the end of each meeting. Hence, last minute work has become our policy. For our 1st dress code (there's 3 nights of dress code), our theme is Queen Maleficent in the beach. Our story goes~~
random character such as crab, Captain jack Sparrow, Frodo and Sam, Legolas, Shrek and Marry Poppins gathered at beach not knowing that it was Queen Maleficent's birthday bash. When the Queen arrived and welcome them, they left and she died out of heart attack. Random? lame? That's the whole point. We spent the whole afternoon making the costume but end up getting scolding (in a sarcastic way) by our OO. Surprisingly, the judges for dress code loved our work and one of them even took picture with me. Yes, I am the Queen with the horns. I spent 4 hours making the costume at night, sleeping by 2am and waking up at 5am.


Today's dress code was the same, so last minute. We were given songs and we got to make an MTV out of the song. Guess what was our song...Rock and Roll All Night by KISS band. It is so hard to make an MTV because the song keep repeating~ I wanna rock and roll all night....
Anyway, we focused more on the costume and we used black garbage bags to make the KISS outfit, painted the face white, made guitars out of cupboard and used lots and lots of aluminum foil. Our story goes ~ Students in IMU was sick with the food and complaining about classes (life was boring) and KISS arrived and started singing. We gals went to the back and started dancing. It was so fun and funny that even the judges couldn't help but laughed real hard. When you meet me one day, I can dance and let you have a good laugh too ^^



Bottom line is I AM SOOO TIRED....I have been reaching home by 8 or 9 something at night and class starts at 8am in the morning!! Can you imagine me fishing in class?? I keep moving my butt in my seat to keep me awake or I'll be biting on sweets or chocolates. Lecturers are basically reading from notes, so it's not really worth while to attend that 8am class. Today's lecturer was reading his notes and it was so funny because he skips words that he can't pronounce like "monarch" and when the notes write fall, he read as fail. SWT!! Yes, I am paying that much of money to learn to fish in class.

Anyway, congrates to all who did well in their A Level's exam. For those who are not satisfied with the result, cheer up ok? At least you did your best when you were facing that paper, holding that pen, jotting some random answer and praying hard that you'll get marks for the rubbish you wrote. Just remember, you did your best but there is always space to improve so go on improving. Stay happy ya ^^

I don't care anymore

I have no idea why am I taking this orientation thing so seriously. I mean, if you hate me for telling the truth, then hate. If you want to make my life or my group member's life difficult, then I have nothing to say. Signature hunt, you want us to do stupid stuff and embarrass us then go ahead because we can't do anything to rebut.

I hate myself for making my life so sad and down yesterday night and this whole day but somehow I woke up from the sorrow that was slowly eating me from inside. I honestly don't know why am I so sad and so worked out. Wow, me being so emo over nothing, me being so sad over nothing, me being so stupid over nothing??!! A friend who read my post was surprised and shocked because I turned so emo. According to him, I am a strong gal and I will sure maintain that status. Lol.

Guys, you are just great friends. Don't be so worked up also. I forgot why am I so sad, so you guys also chill and forget about it ok? I am so proud and lucky to have you guys by my side. People from all around Malaysia including Sabah and Sarawak, Australia and UK...thanks so much for the concern. I am so sorry for making you guys so worried. I am fine now, thanks to some people who even swear in front of me (hmph!!), but you guys just show how lucky I am to have you guys. Cheers and I miss you lots!!


Anyway, our group started our signature hunt and well, I did not enjoy it. I mean, there was no ragging and all the seniors were nice and fun. But some how, I just lost the fun of it. I just don't feel the fun that I experienced during ice-breakers and treasure hunt. But I am back and I will make the rest of this orientation as fun as possible. I don't care anymore if you wanna read my blog then get angry because I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!!!!!


ps: Mr.Khoo, if you are reading this, I miss further maths so much!!!

stay strong....

Yes, I was emotional last night. Yes, I was extremely sad. Yes, I cried. Yes, I make up my mind to not join the activities anymore. Yes, I was being stupid.

No, I will stay strong from now onwards. No, I feel better now. No, crying is not a sign of weakness. No, I will not keep away from the activities. But, yes I was being stupid.

happy turned sad....haih

Today was supposed to be a happy day for me as my result is finally out and I had the chance to finally meet all my college mates. Miss you guys so much!! Ya, I am extremely happy with my result because when I just left campus, Ms. Jasmine the A level department's manager called and told me the result. I was extremely happy even though it kind of spoiled the surprise but, well, I'm still happy.

Anyway, after our performance in the orientation programme- Dress Code, I got some news from my OOs. Its just bad news and it just totally ruin my day. I just am so sad and I just feel like crying. Maybe coming to IMU is not a good choice after all, maybe I was not meant to be there. Usually when I am sad, I play with Spritz and you guys know that I love Golden. I went to my friend's house who has a golden but it did not cheer me up 1 bit....haih...

Well, guys I am so sorry but if you wanna know more, just ask me through msn and I'm sorry I can't update you guys about my life anymore. So sorry...maybe I don't have that privilege of exercise my blogger's rights...freedom of speech is not mine to exercise...

I'm so sorry to make you guys so worried too...Jian Wei, chill k..and please don't swear anymore, you make me feel better already ^^