Exam mood? NOT

My exam is this coming Friday and I am sooo ready for it. Honestly, I was too desensitized by the seniors few weeks ago until I lost the feeling of sitting for the exam. Maybe you say because I am ready for it, but I say I am not ready for it and I am.....I don't know what I am feeling. I just don't really feel like studying for the exam, but I feel like studying out of fun and out of fun means reading through without memorising. Which is a big No No!!!

By the way, I was sort of proud of myself moments ago because I took Further Maths. YA, FM IS DIFFICULT!!! hahaha, not really if you actually grasps the essence of each paper. This whole week we had medical statistic class, having to relearn about sample, population and a few new things like cohort study and stuff like that. Basically our scenario goes around Diabetes Mellitus patient and blood glucose level or hypertensive pregnant women with low weight babies and stuff like that. We got to do hypothesis testing and all the chi square, t-test and I totally forgot bout how to get SD and all. Luckily we need not compute but just need to analyse.

Anyway, like what I typed- "moments ago" we had workshop because this week we do not have PBL. This workshop was about the statistic class and we got to answer some questions that were posted in the lecture notes. Me being the usual good gal did the homework/assignment (sounds pro a bit) knew what was going on while the others who has been busy studying for exam and ignored the assignments were blur.

Why proud? Because most of my answers were correct and batch mates in that class were...blur. What is the population? Err, the people in the hospital? Err, the patients in the hospital? Me-the Diabetic patients in Malaysia? What is your sampling process? Err...err... the list of people who participated in the study? (Lec- who participated) Err, the patients? (Lec-so how you take them as your sample?) Err, you ask them to join your study? (Lec-.......-.-"') Me- You get the list of diabetic patients in the hospital, either choose them randomly or choose them systematically like picking every 3rd person on the list. Yup, I was so proud and so quiet. I have the answers but I did not dare to tell the answer so I was jolly in vitro but not verbally jolly. Crap, what England am I saying??

Ya, since the day I realised that exam is only from 9am till 11am, I totally have been planning in my head where to go and what to do. I am going to Mid Vally (the only place I can go by train) then watch a movie and have different brands of ice cream for lunch and dinner. Yes, I am serious. But doing all these all alone is so sad. Usually I will skip meals when I am out alone, stay at some place and stick to it until I have company or don't even go anywhere. But now, after coming to this uni, I got used to be alone so I guess going out enjoying myself all alone doesn't really matter anymore. BUT, IF YOU WANNA JOIN ME PLEASE DO SO!!!

Here I am blogging while some of my friends are studying so hard. Here I am in front of the computer browsing through facebook while some of my friends are busy completing the AIR topic. I am so screwed...will I even pass if I continue with this stupid idiotic foolish slacking attitude?? Exam in 2 more days and I forgot most of the things I had revised. What mosquito head I have..Grr...and the library is soooo cold!!! Hehehe, but i found a temporary way to keep my hand from turning numb--go to the 4th floor's bathroom and put my hands under the"hot- air- blowing- to- dry- wet- hand- machine". Hahahaha

Some of the bookmarks sold, the one I was proud of weeks ago (the one I made and was sold for RM5 instead of RM3) LOL

shockingly surprised!!!!

I was on my way home, to be exact I was in the train and I saw this gal walking in. She was from CBN (convent Bukit Nanas) and she was holding something quite familiar. She sat opposite me then she took out the thing that was familiar to me. OMG!!! It was a rifle!!! Let me show you the picture.

Deep down in me, I never forgot my love for band stuff. The instruments, the music, the experience, the sweat, the sun, the anger, the fun, the blood, the bond.....I miss my band so much. By the way, KL band competition is today at 8pm but I don't think I can go since exam is this coming Friday. =(
I really love band and I thought after entering this course, music and band will not be in me anymore but I was so wrong because the moment I saw the rifle, my adrenaline was pumping and I really really wanted to wanted to...haih....so sad....

I just got news that one of my primary school best friend got married last Sunday. Apparently she has been with this guy for about 5 years and he is a rich guy. Nope, no accident happened. LOL, pure love.

Isn't it a bit too fast to get married? At 20 years old? Wow, what a long way to go. I am sure I will not take the path she choose because I get bored with guys very fast. I can't imagine being stuck to a guy for, lets say if I live till 60 years old....wow, 40 years!!! I'll die or might get a divorce in the end. Hahaha, thats why I am still single and very happy ^^

This is just so random because I am so in a mood...being naughty....hahaha, trying to be cupid here...LOL (Ale understand?). Btw, the friend that got married is Pui Hyen from SMKTBM ^^

Interview Test

Yes, we had our interview test....
Haha, no, actually we had our interview practice where IMU employ SPs (stimulated patients) to act as patients and we interview them. You might think it is easy, that was what I thought but in reality, you'll get so nervous that you might stone and panic and don't know what to ask.

The list of questions:
Name
Age
Marital status
Kids
Occupation
Reason to see doctor
Onset
Cause
What was done about it
Problem
Worries

Ya, this is the MUST ASK questions and since I was the only gal in the group and so happened to be the leader, they were pointing at me to start 1st. Thank god Ah Lean came in and rescued me and he started 1st. The SP acted as she was having tummy pain. After the 1st few question, her pain was so obvious and real that he stopped the interview and asked her to relax(so call tips from his friends). After that, he forgot what to ask and just stoned. SAD!!!!

Next was WJ's turn and he did it quiet well. His case was pregnancy and the funny part was when the SP said she has 8 kids and she is worried that she'll have another one. WJ asked about her husband and she said he is a businessman and is oversea. When I heard bout it I thought, wow is she having an affair. Later she added that she meets her husband in stages and WJ just said, oh. She asked back, you understand meh? Stages, you know? WJ just said ya and she asked him back what is stages? Hahaha, her meaning of stages is she is the 4th wife so to meet is hubby she needs to wait for the hubby to visit his 1st 3 wives!!! Hahahaha!!!

Hahahahahahah...Usamah was next and he was so nervous that his voice was sooooo loud!! yes as loud as MJ's voice!! And we were in a small PBL room so you can imagine MJ's voice times 4!!! hahaha...his case was leg pain and this SP acted as those uneducated Chinese old lady. When Usamah started speaking, she told him I know I am old but I still can hear, don't talk to me so loud!! But Usamah just said OK (still loudly) and proceed still in a loud voice!!! So end up SP also spoke loudly!! hahaha...Usamah was soooo nervous that when she showed him which part of the leg is pain, he look at it once. Then after that, he keep looking and staring because he forgot what more to ask!!!! hahahaha...she at the end ask him ~ why you keep looking at my leg? See once enough la!! That just made us burst into laughter and really made me relax and chilled. hahaha...

WC was ok but he kept grinning because Usamah was just sooo funny!!!! Vinod was ok too and I was fine too. Honestly, there wasn't anything scary or traumatic, just us thinking too much. LOL

Btw, vinod is the guy who was afraid of fish (BS video), Usamah was the guy who went "sir sir, relax" and caught hold of vinod to sit back on the chair. The other 3 guys were not in the video so ya....LOL

sick of studying

My whole body is aching especially my abdomen, deltoid muscle, trapezius, biceps and triceps muscle. I can't stretch my hands up to reach the ceiling because when I lift my hands up, my head would shout~ PAIN!!

Did I mention that I drag my whole family out for a jog yesterday morning? But end up jogging alone while they took a stroll. Anyway, it was a good work out and my body is telling me I am not fit anymore.

I should be studying since exam is in 12 more days but I just want to take a break. I spent the whole day yesterday just to finish my AIR topic. Its an essay that we need to write and limit our words to 300 only. The previous topic was about Atkin's Diet, this time it's about spermatogenesis and male infertility. My other friends spent almost 3 hours to complete but I spent the whole day as in 6 hours or more!! Felt a little stupid and unproductive.

I was so bored just now that I went and googled my name. No, I don't do this regularly. In fact this is my first time. So result came out and most of them are you peeps that have my link and surprisingly many have my links and did not inform me!! I managed to find out a few old old friends's blogs!!! Hahaha, got to take the chance to contact back each other and link them!!! I even found out about tags that I did not know about like Jo tagged me last year July and I was the 1st person to be tagged!! I have no idea about it!! Hahaha....

Ooo, found out bout this too!!! Voteband. Hahahaha...happy birthday!!! hahaha

Ok, got to link all of them and please get my study mood back. Wait, I haven finish my PBL research!! NOOOOOO~~~~

All in 1 updates

I am extremely sorry for not updating or visiting your blogs but I did not online or touch the computer the whole week, sorry.

OK, lets start off with the recent stuff.
Friends
I would like to take this opportunity to thank dear Yang Yang for waking me up yesterday. I was supposed to wake up at 5am because got to catch the train and Yang Yang insisted he will wake up at that time just to greet me "morning". I actually asked him not to because he needs his rest and sleep but thank got he did not listen and smsed me at 6am!! That sms actually woke me up and gave me that 15 minutes to get ready before Ale came. Thanks a lot Yang for not letting me miss the train ^^ Besides that, Yang Yang and I are just weird. Every time I take a break from studies and if I look at my handphone and if I think about smsing him (which sometimes I will not since he is using 016), suddenly his sms will come and will give me a surprise. Like this morning, I planned to go for a jog and so coincidentally he also going for a jog with his friends!!! So much coincident!! Its funny how 2 people that met once and for less than 5 minutes can clique and become such good friends. I guess that 8 hours of non stop msn 2 years back helped a lot (try to break our record!!). CK is my evil twin and Yang, you'll be my guardian angel ^^
Besides Yang Yang, I would like to thank JW and Daniel who will call me up instead of leaving comments or words in the chatbox (-.-") when they read something bad like me complaining about stress and all. Its just so funny. People, if I manage to blog it out, it means I will overcome it and don't get all worried OK?

Library
The cubicle in the library has been my date partner this few weeks. Its always the same cubicle at the same place. There's a sem 3 and sem 5 seniors who also like me sit at the same place at the same row so when we meet we'll smile and say hello. I am sort of skipping meals because I am seriously gaining weight. So few days back, the sem 5 senior left for dinner and before she left she asked me if I am going for dinner and well, I said I am skipping. Later she came back with BREAD!!! BUTTER BREAD!! All the sugars and butter and fats!!! But she was just being kind. So when she went to the toilet I quickly went to my bag and gave her my MnM chocolate and put a thank you note. I did not write who was it from and I told her friends not to tell her. Later when she came back she keep asking her friends and they keep teasing that she has a new admirer. It was so funny. After about half and hour later only did she realise it was me and she said "thank you" then few seconds later she added a "sorry". Hahaha, judging by her facial expression, it was just soooo funny!!!

And there is another sem 5 guy who sits nearby and is soooo obnoxious. He burps loudly and many many times, sit in a funny way, talks loudly and bully his friends and make them play catch catch with him!! He is a sem 5 senior and he is under PMS (partner medical school), so sia sui la...noise maker!!! Reminds me of Paul and Tatsuki...MJ, you remember?

Its quiet in library exclude that stupid sem5 guy since the construction work in the library stopped. But I guess I am just to tired to continue because I keep galling asleep. ISH....

Gym
Few weeks back I joined Reza and watched him work out using the gym equipment which is so sucky (most of them are spoil). But this few days I have been joining him because I want to develop my biceps. But recently Arthur came and became our gym instructor. Yesterday we managed to do 3 sets of "routine". Firstly we do 10 push ups, then lie back and do 10 sit ups then go back onto our hands and did 10 push ups and so on. It was fun and FUN!! Later, I also did plank and wow, I managed to hold for 3 minutes, the guys all drop down and gave up at about 1 minute. Will power rules!!! Gals rules too!!

Studies
Ale and Esther, if you are reading this chill ok. I managed to go thru most of my notes and unfortunately I managed to forget most of it. If you want to talk about stress, I guess I am not that stressed anymore. I think it's because I was stressed last week and some how I chilled already (desensitized). Now I am seeing some of my batch mates getting stressed too. Chill people!! We can do it....some how...and ya, just to remind myself which course am I doing, thats why it is tough (haha, excuses...)

Now, I got to continue with my PBL research and AIR topic. Grr....

Till next week, I think.....Miss you guys....