Strike 2....=S

I went to the usual mall at kepong for grocery shopping.
Mother was looking at the soap powder which was on sale and asked me to get a trolley.
Off I went and I had hard time controlling that stupid trolley because I was in high heels.

When I went to the spot where mother was standing, she was no where to be seen so I scanned the place for a Grey shirt plump woman.
Suddenly, I saw her and off I went towards that direction, trying so hard to control the trolley.
There was lots of people around me and I nearly bang a guy but he apologised and said sorry for trailing behind me.
So off I went and towards my mother's direction.

Out of the blue when I was focusing hard to control that trolley, a very familiar face appeared.

HE WAS THAT CRAZY GUY WHO SCARED THE LIVING OUT OF ME IN THE TRAIN!!

I was stunned and stoned there for a while.

"Senior (my name)..Hi!!"
It was my band junior.
She was holding a chocolate ice cream ready to indulge and smiling so happily at me.

I woke up from my tranced and smiled back to her.

Mother approached me and all I can say was "that crazy guy from train is here.."
"where??" asked my mother scanning around the whole place.
"what shirt was he wearing??" asked again.

"I donno...." was what I could say....

In uni

Here I am, in my uni's compute lab, surfing email, facebook, friendster, VB and blogs...

One word explains all...BORING and another word..COLD!!!

I have no idea what I want to write or talk about but I know for sure my fingers are numb, my brain is not working and I want to go home....

Special 2 post (revised version)

Person no.1
I have a best friend who I thought will last forever during primary school. We were 2 different people- she being gentle and lady like while I was a tomboy. I guess leadership skills was already in me as I always lead (maybe boss) while she follows. It was that bad till when I told her I did not like this gal in class, straight away since then she did not even talk to her.
We were like glue, always sticking to each other. There was once during BM class, our BM teacher told us that she still remains best friend with her childhood best friend. At the same exact second, we turned our heads and smiled to each other. Later during recess, we made a promise to each other that we will follow her footsteps and we remain as best friends forever.
Even though we meet in school, sit near each other, hang out together in class, I going to her house, (recess have prefect duty so we were not together) we still call each other every night and I wonder what did we talk about? Amazing isn't it.

When we both went to secondary school, we were still in the same class in form 1. Even before clubs and uniform bodies had their introduction week, I pulled her to join band assuming we will join the same societies. We were the odd one because as a junior, we should not have the chance to perform in sports day or competition. But we beat the odds and became the very 1st juniors to perform on sports day which falls on March and competition in April (barely 3 months in that band). Later, we were forced to join this other uniform body which has almost the same duty as prefect but they "guard" the roads. Lets call them the yellow dog society(YDS). Other seniors, friends, siblings of friends told us that YDS exist to specially cater for students from lower grades. So I proposed to her to quit and we did. Unfortunately, there was this YDS's high post guy from form 4 refused to let us go and he even made the afternoon supervisor to persuade us.

Anyhow, we managed to release ourself from YDS but some other stories started and this same guy from YDS somehow broke our friendship. We sadly were not in the same class since form 2 and we did not talk to each other since in the middle of form 3 till end of form 5 because some stuff like I said earlier happened (Even in band but she always skipped band practices anyway). Can you believe it? Just because of that guy, we broke our promise. Maybe to her that promise was a plaything but I was serious when I promised. Anyway, when we went for our last Merdeka parade in form 5, I confronted her and we talked a lot about our past and we became friends but not that close anymore(thanks to that stupid yellow head dog). I have my own gang of friends, while she has her own gang of friends but till today we still keep in touch which I am so glad of.

Now she is currently working as a beautician and is a free lancer. She was my make up artist for prom. Sorry guys, this pretty gal is not available and not single but not married yet (soon to be anyway). I hope we will somehow cherish this friendship and even though not as best friend, as friends is also good enough.




Person no 2
She was a smart gal who managed to skip standard 4 through PTS and we were in the same class since standard 5 till form 5. Can you believe it. I actually did not really realise it until we were in form 4 and sat next to each other. She was a very small, tiny, skinny gal that loves to draw anime. My family do not buy or get Chinese newspaper hence I always do not know what is happening to Jay. Hence she was the one who brings that celebrity section to school for me to read and even cut pictures of Jay for me from the newspapers!! Now when you go to my cupboard, you can still see the whole pile of newspaper cuttings about Jay from her.

The part where I really miss about her is the time we had Maths lessons. Both of us love to compete to finish maths homework. Since I was a band member and a prefect while she a librarian, I always tend to get back to class after recess or after assembly very very late and there she will be doing her homework and teasing me slow. Besides that when both of us are finishing our Maths or Add Maths homework, we get agitated very easily when disturbed. There was this once when Wann Huei who loves to disturb us accidentally knocked our table while we were doing Maths homework. At that instant....OI !!!!! Both of us shouted and WH was scared and quickly apologised. We did not stop to forgive or laugh but continued with our work. Hahaha...

Sadly, she lost both her parents in form 5 and her result was getting bad. Somehow, within that 2 years we bonded and I became a very close friend to her. Losing both parents at the year of SPM was a real traumatic period for her but she was so tough and strong. She made it through and thank goodness did not fair badly in SPM. I am still so proud of her.

Currently she is studying IT or graphic design at KL and is still that small size!!




On 31st March, both my this 2 good friends celebrate their birthday and I want to take the opportunity to wish them
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

I miss you guys a lot!!!!

random updates take 2

My dog is very fortunate to have me as the owner. But sadly, ever since I started University and orientation was on, no one in my family has been feeding him. From a huge Godzilla, Spritz turned into another normal looking mongrel dog. Hence, after my orientation I have been spending lots of time with him and he has been eating the economical rice from my university after his dog biscuit finished. Everyday before I leave campus, I'll pay the cafeteria a visit and get him some rice and dish for lunch. Lucky yet ungrateful dog!! Every time my neighbour comes home, instead of coming to me, he'll run to the gate wagging his tail!! Call me jealous, I don't care because I deserve his full attention!!

Back to KTM. Today's weather was very very hot and humid and that stupid KTM has no air cond!! I was wearing a long sleeve blouse and a jacket but funnily, I did not feel hot until half an hour later. Anyway, when I board the train, it was quite full and I was standing. There was this guy and another older lady standing behind me. Their conversation was so clear and I practically was listening to them talking. I did not purposely eavesdrop but they were standing right behind me and talking quite loudly. The guy is 21 this year and did badly in his STPM hence working at the same company as his. OK, I don't want to talk bout him. What I want to say is, after KL sentral's stop, I got to sit and at such a humid and hot confined area, I dozed off. I was really in deep sleep but was awaken by the train's officer. He was checking the ticket and when I gave him mine, he was asking me 'Kepong'? I was curious why did he mention it so loudly. The next thing I know, the train was already in Kepong station. Thank goodness he woke me up^^

While I was walking out, a guy called my name. Turned my head and there he was--Nazri. Maybe you guys don't remember him but he was the Malay guy who joined our Maths, Chemistry and Physic class for some of you. He was the guy that was missing in action for months then popped out once in a blue moon. Later, we found out that he was working part time hence got to skip class but his parent's did not know about it. Mdm. Lin, our beloved Maths lecturer called his parents one day and got him into trouble. Anyway, he's repeating his a levels again but also has been missing class for 3 months because he met with an accident at main block. Fractured his ankle and tore his ligaments. (Ouch) So I asked him if his friends in class helped him. Sadly, he said he's not veru popular among friends and was glad that he made friends with me, CK, Malcolm and Ivan. LOL

I finally am able to control myself in what I am putting into my mouth. Today, I'll proudly announce that I skipped breakfast and had just waffles for lunch!! Yeah!! And it did me good because I was not sleepy in the afternoon and was very active in ballet class. I was actually asking my teacher to do those jumping (allegro) exercises. Later, met Alicia Thooi and catch up with each other. Then I walked home and I was like in secondary school--speed walking. I was called "the ghost walker" by a few friends because I walk fast and to them, I am like floating in the air and can reach a destination within split seconds. I miss those days when I was fit and thinner. LOL

So far, everything in my life has settled down. I hate being in a mess and not having an organised life. Thats why when it was the orientation month, I was having a hard time. I couldn't focus in lectures, having mood swings, being very emotional (you can judge from my previous posts) and always thinking negatively. But now, I really am happy with me today. And I found a few people that was like last time, pour their hearts out to me expecting me to solve all their misery. I think all these part time charity work makes me feel like I am important and play a small part in making their life better. Which indirectly make my life better too.

random updates

Firstly, KTM has new trains!!! Noticed I said new but not more because I do not know whether they add trains then disposed the old ones or what. Just now went home and was sort of shock when I entered the train. Very blue seats and its all in 1 row, each side facing each other and guess what, there was air freshener smell. Haha, no more BO or sweaty smell from passengers. But it was slow like usual. I have noticed too that at certain points of the railway track, the train stops and power failure occurs. If I did not remember wrongly from SPM, the trains use those wires to get electricity and if the wire is too long, lots of energy is converted to heat and that is not economical. So the wire has a certain standard length to reduce energy wastage. Hence, I made a hypothesis that the train fails to get electricity at the end points of each wire and thus power failure occurred. CRAPPING.....

Anyway, my new neighbour that just moved in last month and made lots of renovation during DEC AND JAN (exam month!!!) adopted a wild kitten. Its so cute and the fur is so soft!! How I know? Well, when it first came (still wild and haven got adopted yet), I called it and pet it at the gate. Now, Spritz noticed it's existence and like what dogs do- BARK at that poor innocent kitten. Worst, that dumb dog barks at it when I wake him up unintentionally in the early morning. What to do, I need to get to the train station before 6.20am. Yes, I do love dogs but I love kittens first. I actually hated dogs because I was bitten by my uncle's dog when I was small. Since then, dogie phobia. But somehow, Spritz cure that phobia and I love all animals. I actually dream to have a Tarantula as my pet one day ^^

Classes now a days are getting more and more interesting. The first few weeks were like lullaby to me, totally wasting my time trying to stay awake instead of focusing on what's the lecture all about. Anyway, I have been coming home early and YEAH!!! Guess what, instead of studying or reading back the lecture notes, I go to my room and sleep. Yes, HWEI JENE HAS NOT BEEN STUDYING AT ALL!! Trust me in this because I am really telling the truth!!!

Besides that, I have been pigging myself out. Yes, I know you know I have big stomach and big appetite and I have been controlling it since I was getting wider (you know what I mean). But recently I really have been eating a lot and the hunger pang starts at 9 something in the middle of lecture. I can eat a plate of economical rice with lots and lots of dishes (Gosh, can you believe it, I am actually eating rice!!!) then wafer (peanut butter and choc is the best..yummy) then some other stuff. I mean, I have been avoiding rice and fats and things that make me gain adipose since years ago and this sudden change of environment made me change my eating habits. You may blame the coldness of the campus or stress or whatever it is but I AM GETTING FAT!!!

Since entering A Level, I have not been under the sun hence I got fairer. Ever since I entered Uni, I got darker and I am as dark as in secondary school. Worst, my hands are peeling and it's like a type of skin disease, patches of white...reminds me of our medium plate culturing our baby bacterias. Remember how we draw pictures on the cover and name them? I remember mine was trumpets and music notes!! Paul's was turtles from Terengganu!! Hahahaha...fun time!!

After having my branch, I went up to the computer lab to print some lecture notes when suddenly...
Ash: Zjon!!!
Me: Yes...hey, I did not see you guys there...
Ash: Come...
Me: Ooo, whose blog is that?
Ash: Come see lar (smile)
Computer screen was showing some lots of words and background was black...
Me: That is not mine right??
Ash: Yes it is...
Me: No it's not...wait...it is!! Argh!!
Heart pounding fast and was shocked.

How did they find my blog? Its like everyone in this whole world is visiting here for fun. I mean, I don't mind people visiting but its the not-knowing-who-are-you-reading-this is the scary part. Any Tom, Dick or Harry can come here, browse through then decides to kill me for fun. He 'll browse through all my old blogs including my 1st blog then find out where I stay, my schedule, my personal experience and then KILL!!!! Muahahaha....its just me exaggerating again. Welcome welcome, whoever you are who is reading...but at least drop something in the chat box ok?

My group mates are going to Mid Valley for our anniversary dinner. Today's date is the same date as our 1st meeting as a group members and we'll be having this anniversary dinner every month. Well, this is the plan but I do not know how long will it last.
Problems that I face
1. If I go, who will take care of my sis?
---Brother because he said he'll be staying home finishing his assignment.
2. If I go, I'll be sitting the train back alone again and might meet crazy people(OH NO!!).
---Bro said he'll fetch me from mid valley.
3. This is a weekday and I never went out before!!
---Bro said:
then go laaa
Its better to socialise than not knowing anyone or anything
(I am now chatting with my brother through msn ^^)
4. I haven't start studying yet!!!
---No one can help me in this!!
5. I need to ask permission from my dad
---I have the feeling he'll say no.



So now,

TO GO OR NOT TO GO??!!

and whether dad will say yes, you can go.