I'm BACK!!!!!!!!

Hahahahahahahahahhaha...yes I can't stop laughing or smiling because I am happy!!!!

I just got back from the Genting trip and I am feeling so refreshed!!! Details about the trip will be written in the next post because I need to pack my stuff and get ready for tonight's dinner, Edmund's belated birthday party to be exact.

Anyway, I am soooo happy and not gonna be emo anymore (for the moment) so don't you guys out there worry for me ok.

I miss you guys and I want to thank Loong Mei Jean for organising this trip and I want to congratulate Jonathan Chew Ruzhe for getting over his fear and sat the Space Shot (after so much persuasion!!!) and me for not chickening out and give stupid excuses to not join. I cam whore a lot too (thanks to Izzy) and learned new words from Paul Lau and Alicia Ng (Don't cacau me & half moon -.-"') and thanks to Aminda for being so cool and infect all of us with her funniness and craziness...LOL

Anyway, I just want to say...I love this trip eva!!!

Ps : I love being random and crazy with them ^^

bad to worse

I don't know if I can keep up with the news that is happening but my life has turn from bad to worse.

I don't know if I can achieve what I typed previously- live life to the fullest and stay happy.

Its so hard.....haih...but I am still trying....

Btw, I won't be around until Tuesday. Going off to Genting with college mates and hopefully I will enjoy myself and keep away from more bad news....

new perspective

I was walking back from ballet class under the rain and I walked so slowly to give me time to think, to reflect on what has been going on and the things that have been making me so sad.

Result?
Friends?
Ballet?
Studies?
Family?
Blog?

What exactly is the thing that made me sad?
Everything that is not going according to my plan?
Friends that I care hurt me in their own way?
Results that I could not accept?
Ballet dances that are just demotivating me?
Family members that are NOISY?
Blogs that are offensive?
Studies that I have been abandoning?

No matter what it is, I will start afresh again.
I don't care what made me sad anymore.
I want to live life to the fullest..
I don't wanna waste my time moping around...
I don't care (this is hard to achieve) how others perceive me anymore....
I want to be myself.....
I want to be the bubbly, happy-go-lucky and dumb me......
I will be back!!!
Life must go on!!!!

You know who, stop calling me because I won't answer your call....





Today, I spent 7 hours with a part time ballet teacher who is sitting for her ballet teacher's certificate paper. Their course consist of completing few assignments and these assignments are getting harder...we spent 7 hours amending her paper when suddenly the whole fail was missing. It was gone from her thumb drive and it was really GONE!!! We did not press anything other than ctrl s!!! Gosh!!! So sad!! But we managed to recall as much stuff as possible but still, all the effort!!!

Thats why I couldn't blog earlier. Thanks a lot guys for all the comments and support and you guys just make me feel better.

THANK YOU!!!!! LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!

why...again

If you were lucky, you'll have read the previous post before it got deleted. I don't know why but this year is an unlucky blogging year for me. Firstly someone I don't want him snooping in my blog managed to track my blog and was so I don't know, annoying. Then, I blog something that offended someone again..... I am really losing it. I think I might not ever blog anything that got to do with my life....maybe ever again...

I know MJ might be shouting at me telling me its my blog so don't bother but I guess since my blog is not privatized, I can offend anyone with anything but well, it happened already so let it be then... My life suck this year....really sucky.....

Just to quote back some of the things I wrote that I think wont offend anyone coz I told him I'll blog bout it. This is from my Uni fren when I asked him if he likes Cadbury's Black Forest.

" You know gals are like chocolate (referring to Cadbury's Black forest). Its so complicated. First you need to melt the chocolate, then bite the biscuit and that jelly thing, then chew the jelly thing...SO COMPLICATED!!!"

Har har har...no mood to laugh.....

By the way, its Alicia's birthday!!! So Happy Birthday Alicia dear!!!

This Alicia is very tall, fair and very skinny/slim/slender and not forgetting very pretty...not the HELP Alicia (not that she don't have some these..lol)

poem dedicated by karam

The first meet....
I felt like I was making the wrong move,
as time passed along,
fondness grew among us and love brought us closer,
a circle called friendship was formed,
a circle which we promise not to break,
thou we may be thousand miles a part,
withstanding different weather,
meeting people complete opposite of us,
alone,
but at heart confident that thousand miles apart there is someone
someone who is praying for me
remembering me


Owh Karam.....
We were just chatting at Msn when suddenly he said he felt like..wait, let me copy and paste it here

karamdeep says:
let me tell u a poem .... wait ah cause i must think ... suddenly i feel like im a literature person ... low class 1

SWT...a low class 1 that just simply type something and touch my heart..or maybe because I emo now..Hmm.....Anyway, we were just telling each other how much we miss college life and friends around us. That 18 months really brought us together and we really bonded with each other. Such a short period of time but so many good close friends we made. I am so happy that I chose to come to HELP instead of form 6!!!

Since there is Made of Honour, I guess I can be Karam's Best(wo)man!!! hahahaha

Btw on 30th night, we plan to steal the limelight from Edmund even though its his belated birthday dinner. Muahahahaha.....XD