Its a small small world...lalala

Just moments ago, when I checked my email I received a new friend request and well, I don't usually add people I don't know so off i went to check her profile and ...OMG!!!!

This friend of mine is Joanne's friend (why I put her name up, later I'll tell you guys). And they were school mates!!! See what she send me that make me remembered her....

"OH MY GOSH! is this a small world or WHAT!? i hope u remember me. our mothers used to work together at CIMB. we used to hang out at every company trip they go to! we used to love swimming together! please say u remember! do u???"

Yup, she is a friend whom I only meet and play with when our mother's company organises trips. I remember spending a lot of time at the pool with her..LOL and I'm so going back to tell my mother, I'm sure she'll be surprised too ^^
BUT OMG!!!! Really such a small world!!!

Back to Joanne. She's my uni mate and few days back I became Karam and her middle person. They are going to get engaged...NOT...OK, they were friends back in high school thru debate thing and now she is the middle person between me and my long lost childhood friend!!!

There are more inter-linking friends here. For an example Jing and Jacq, Karam and Nirmal, Wan Hoe and Kyan...just to name a few....

Reminds me of the song...
its a small world after all..
its a small world after all...
its a small world after all...
its a small... small world....
lala la la la..lala la la la....


**My batch mates, well actually all of us are just feeling stressed and tired. After the 1st lecture, was the PPD lecture (lecture that will not be asked in exam) so more than half of our batch left and the few of us went crazy waiting for the next lecturer to come. It all started with a 3 guys sitting in front, leaning against the wall, then more and more people joined. Next our beloved batch rep started singing (he always sings with the mike in front) and then he put up the song "I'm Yours" and most of us started to sing along......until the lecturer came which surprisingly told us that this is included in exam. (claps for those who left!!!)
The lecture was not interesting but not boring neither, I don't know, maybe all of us there were bonkus that we did not know what was going on. LOL

People!!!!!

I am so tired but yesterday just cheered me up...LOL

This week, my ballet school is having the term break BUT I still have ballet class because my teacher ffk me a few times so she asked me to come for replacement class. I am now currently catching up with studies and I am reaching there soon because I stopped making notes =(

Yesterday, I was thinking and started to doubt myself if I am the friend I think I am. Recently a lot of things happened and my temper is flaring and as a friend, we should accept everyone with an open heart and when I mean accept, I mean accept their blunders, bad habits and all. UNFORTUNATELY, I have been annoyed easily with the things people around me are doing. Somehow, the little things they say, the non-verbal gesture, their thought, the things they do and many more just drive me up the wall. WHY am I not accepting them like how I did previously to all of you guys? What had happened to me?

So while I was in my deep thought, I heard my hand phone beeping so off I went and distracted myself from feeling more guilty. Surprisingly I received 2 messages and they are from the people that I always lend my ears and support to-my dearest beloved sifu and my equation friend (-----). The messages contained just a few words but it meant a lot to me. It woke me up from the negative thought (how could I doubt myself?!) and I realised, I have ups and down and maybe they caught me at the wrong time (who am I kidding?).

Okay, honestly that confidence did not last long UNTIL another someone send me a message that reminded me a lot of things (yes dear, I am drinking lots of water ^^) and boom!!! I felt happy and I stopped doubting myself. I know, its so fake but that was what I felt and hence this is what I blog.

ANYWAY, like what I've said earlier, I am catching up with studies and I am so looking forward to this Saturday!!!! Saturday morning I am going to Taman Megah and visit those "special" kids then....drum role..............longer please.............a little more..........and...........*chiang* I am going to stay overnight at a hotel and have high tea!!!!! Yeah!!!!!! Hahahahahaha....fat fat la =P (thats why I am dieting lor...LOL)


Olympics are going on at Beijing but there is another olympic going on in my mind.....

My Grrr Day...

First of all, I don't know how long I can stand living in this state. I practically sleep less then 6 hours per day, constantly working or thinking about things, lagging in studies hence trying so hard to catch up, suck in ballet so trying to find time to practice, slowly allowing friends to get on my nerves and I HATE THE FREAKIN TRAIN!!!!!!!

Let's be comical/sarcastic/funny/stoopid/weird/dumb/bimbo in this post...

I have no idea why I woke up by 4.30am so I went and finished my PBL research. Took the 6.48am train and I was literally squashed!!!!! Seriously, I was already feeling a little uneasy being in close range with so many people, then when the train reach the next stop, those people really pushed hard to get in and I was really squashed!!!! Haih, enough said about the train stuff, I'm sick and tired of complaining BUT I was actually smiling for a while because this whole incident made me think of MJ's reaction. I can practically hear her muttering F*** under her breath. LOL

Came to LRT, was trying hard to read back what I printed for PBL (I was sleepy already). Next thing I know, I missed my stop and got to change train. Fortunately I was optimistic because I was telling myself this is better than dozing off on the train and missing lots of stops and end up in an unfamiliar place. And ya, I broke my shoe strap yesterday when climbing the stairs at the train station. (Yik Jing, you are my savor!!)

Reached Uni, went to the library to print the notes from the lecturer I was angry with. Serious, almost all my batch mates hate her and guess what, I went up to her and gave her a piece of my mind when she stepped into the auditorium. I had a great big fight with her. I told her straight to her face that WE HATE HER and her jokes are REALLY LAME AND RACIST and I even asked her to not act cute. I actually said " Yes, one more thing, please act as your age alright? You're not in the age or era for cuteness, so grow up." That lecturer of course shouted things back at me and the whole auditorium was quiet, listening and looking at us intently. Never guessed I was this aggressive??

Her lecture for yesterday was alright until she started to cracked those lame jokes. She asked us-Do you know why we can get atherosclerosis? And guess what all of us replied? Yup, we shouted back-because of the Indonesians. hahahaha....it was amusing because she actually laughed so hard til we can see tears in her eyes. Besides, she even said that yesterday's lectures will be her last lecture with us and most of us smiled and said "awww" sarcastically. I on the other hand said--Thank god...praise the lord. I have no idea who put those words in my mouth but that was what I said and quite a few people heard me. (Opps...)

Quite a lot of blogs written by my batch mates have negative comments about her. I love Ashvini's the most. She just took down her picture, posted it up and wrote--someone please shoot her.
Its not that she's bad or what, I actually (minus the jokes) like her lectures. I don't feel sleepy or get lost in her lecture and that is good. BUT why am I so negative? Blame her habit of not putting the notes earlier.

Yup, another thing---later I am having my ballet trial exam and I am so........Ya, so.......
Guess I should just shut up and learn to be patience and strong. Ya, and learn to cope with my recent short temper, Yup, that bitch is back. Grrr...


** the paragraph in red went like this**
Reached Uni, went to the library and to print the notes from the lecturer I was angry with. serious, all my batch mates hate her and guessed what, I went up to her when she stepped into the auditorium. I told her (I don't know what tone I was using) that she haven't upload the Monday's notes yet and the one she uploaded was a repetition of the first lecture. later she announced to the whole batch that she's sorry and she'll upload it later. Ya, and things went well because I told myself to attend her lecture with an open mind, accept her for who she is and serious, everything was fine UNTIL SHE STARTED HER RACIST JOKES AGAIN. LOL. I tried didn't I?? And for those that believed I had a fight with her, you don't know me that well right??

perfectionist + Stoopid A***e T*y

Dear Helpies, do you guys remember all the nomination of different categories for the year book thing? Don't know what am I talking about? The one where you nominate your friend under different category such as Drama Queen, Drama King, future billionaire and stuff? Well, I was nominated under perfectionist and well, you-know-who nominated me...

Anyway, I actually did not expect any nomination but somehow my name got there and honestly deep down in me, I am sort of a perfectionist. Share with you guys somethings. When I was in primary school, I usually tie my own hair but when my Kakak tie for me, she usually will get scolding. Why? Because I always want my hair to be perfect and smooth, no bumps, no extra hair sticking out or anything like that. Ya, I was just too much because I remembered she spend almost half an hour just to tie my ponytail but in the end I pulled it off because she did not tie it perfectly.

And I guess I had lots of fun in Genting because I went there without any expectations. IF MJ actually told me the plan, I might actually end up not having as much as fun as those days. Just like in Band, whatever I do, I must plan and I literally plan it. I actually put time and what to do, and seriously I plan every hour. Hahaha, siao right? Anyway, like last Friday, the Chillies outing. It was supposed to be just 5 of us but somehow the plan was ruin and everything that happened after those "uninvited" people came, I just feel annoyed. HMPH!!!!

Who is A***e T*y?? She a lecturer and I HATE HER!!!!!!!!!!! Serious!!! I never hated any teacher or lecturer but she is the first!!!! Gosh!!!! She cracks lame jokes. Seriously LAME JOKES!!! Trying to imitate Dr.SriKumar, ARGH!!!! And she freaking haven't upload her notes onto the "I" Drive, the place where we get the lecture notes. That lecture was on MONDAY and today is WEDNESDAY!!!!!! I HATE HER!!!!!! She is so racist too!!!! Whatever disease such as Tuberculosis that happen here in Malaysia, she said Indonesian brought it here (and she finds it amusing because she laughs so hard). Then when she say if Tuberculosis is found in UK, the African brought it there. HELLO!!!! ONLY INDONESIAN COMES TO MALAYSIA IS IT?? ARGH!!!! Actually I hate her because she haven't upload the notes and since then whatever she says, I'll find fault. SERIOUS!!! SHE JUST RUINS MY DAY LA!!!!
And I guess because I planned to write notes after each lecturer and she ruined my plans, so ITS HER FAULT!!!!


Gosh, I am so cranky!!!! =(

blood finally clotting

Hey people, thanks so much for the concern. Really really appreciate all the care. Told you guys I wanted attention and attention I received. Hahaha....thanks so much ya!!!!!

Well, by 7ish, when I touched my wound with a tissue, there were still red blood stains but in a smaller portion and I could see the yellowish fluid aka plasma. By 10ish, FINALLY its more on plasma and less on bloody red. SO, I AM FINE!!! DON'T WORRY!!!

Dearest people that cared, I never like to visit the doctor since small because I hate being sick. Seriously, I can tell you all that few times I went and see the doctor or was admitted to hospital was due to my bad stomach cramps. Not menstrual cramp but donno what cramp. It'll be so painful that I could not stand up straight or walk properly that kind of pain and the last time I met the doctor was on Feb24 when I got gastroenteritis aka food poisoning.

Anyway, just touched my head with the tissue and its more on plasma, and just a little bloody red. SO DON'T WORRY. I guess my wound is a little deeper than what my mother thought, so it took a longer time to clot and since it is clotting nicely, I'll just ignore it and let my own body fix it ^^ (maybe my body lack some clotting factors or I lack of vitamin K?? Hmm...)


**Scary part was, when I combed my hair last night before going out for dinner, I forgot where my hair parting was!!! I thought I was going into amnesia!!!! Hahahahah...but, now I feel perfectly fine and ballet class was canceled so here I am blogging at such an early hour (6.30am).

Btw, how do you change your settings to publish post WITH time at the bottom? Mine is just date, no time.