Library

For the first time, the library was A LIBRARY!!! Quiet and has that creepy queer library feeling. All those new intake students are for once GONE...POOFF..and when they are gone, the library is so much quieter!!!

The above picture is where I name it library A, it's not the place I study at because there are computers in this library and (no offence) those new intake students such as pharmacy and ... etc are a bunch of very excited and LOUD people. So, if I study there, I will not be able to focus and concentrate on what I am reading. Moreover, I got to walk a distance to get the library books.

Thats why, the glass rooms (aquarium is what I call them) are the best. It's quiet, cozy and are near to the books and not that cold (did I mention that library is a freezer?). Wait, IMU overall is a freezer, never felt warm in that uni. Brrr.....

True Meaning of Sharing

This picture cute right? The dog sharing it's water with the boy..LOL
OK, maybe this is a better picture to illustrate that phrase's meaning ^^


Well, the real reason of me blogging is because I felt the true meaning of "sharing is caring" moments ago. I was in the train when it happened.

At about seven something, the train conductor/driver announced it's time to break fast. There was this gal about late 20s, took out a packet of drink, took out the straw and poke it into the hole and instead of drinking, guess what did she do?

She offered it to this lady beside her. I am not sure if she did took a sip before asking that lady but after persuading that lady to drink, she passed her the packet and asked the lady to finish it.

At that moment, I really felt touched and felt the true meaning of "sharing is caring". This is something I don't see everyday and I guess it reminds me of CARE BEARS!!!! Hahaha XD

Remember this cartoon?? I bet I did because Care Bear was the cartoon I grew up with, it's a part of my childhood but weirdly I never choose any character in this show as my most favourite cartoon character. (I bet you don't know which cartoon character I love >,<). Remember the castle where they stay? The fluffy clouds where they bounce around? The stars whom they play with? The cloud car which they drive in? The rainbow which are their slides?

Care bear...STARE!!!! And there goes the light that radiate from their tummy with different symbols. So cute!!! I miss my childhood LOL


PS: This is so random right? Wanted to elaborate more on sharing but end up with Care bears, sorry peeps.

PSS: BTW, about my previous post, let me clarify. I HAVE NOT WALKED AROUND NAKED OK!! And I don't think there are minors reading my blogs. Band juniors maybe, but their mind are way polluted than mine and my post was not really very detailed. Hahahhaa....XD

sex taboo

Yesterday was chatting with JW who left me for US =P

And we were talking bout the taboo--sex


He was supposed to blog about this but I guess he's not free or he's preparing for it hence I shall initiate first.

He was asking me to go US to see him or study there but I complained that I don't have the money so I asked him to sponsor me since he's my so-call-hubby. Instead of lecturing me like he always does, he just typed -----sex first, money later =p

Hence I assumed that he supports premarital sex and off we started our conversation on this topic. Not surprisingly he told me his opinions and I agreed with him.

Let me quote him " what's the difference between a girl who had premaritial sex at age 16 with a divorcee who has a child?"

(My view) They both had sex. The difference is just age wise but what's the big deal about age? Everyone will have sex eventually, the issue is just when and maybe who. I guess people do not encourage early sex is to avoid transmission of certain diseases and getting too much expose (having multiple sex partner or getting addicted). But, adult like that actor who acted as Fox Mulder is addicted to sex. So what does age has to do with sex?

Next, we talked about masturbate and ahem, I seriously honestly don't know what's that. I mean I know this word exist but what is the real meaning of it? Hence my dear hubby here started to educate me by sending me a few links and WOW, I'm like totally educated by those websites. There's this link where they describe and teach you each and every step. Cool eh!!

And apparently you got to masturbate to feel healthy AND, masturbating does reduce your blood pressure!!! Hahaha....

Anyway, you go wiki and search for masturbate or sex or anything related, you'll really get educated. They actually shows you poses and all and YUP, learn!!! But please do so for the sake of knowledge and not for the perverted mind.

Quote him again
"i think you should....i seriously believe that masturbation is a natural process of growing up and finding out more about one's own sexuality"
"it's just that we asians force it to be a taboo"
"i mean...if one is against premaritial sex because of STDs and pregnancy"
"fine"
"they have a point though debatable"
"but i can't understand why people are against masturbation"
"i believe that it's a knowledge that everyone should know"
"it's just that i feel strongly about some issues"
"girls get taken advantage of so easily is because they don't know much"
"always at a manipulation by guys who want to take advantage"
"i believe in gender equality"
"and i believe that women should know at least a little of themselves rather then to dumb about it"

Why and how can you know so much?
"i read about them in libraries"
"there's a section in the medical field on sexuality"
"you can just check online"
"you'll be surprised on how many HEALTH sites have topics on masturbation"

This is the guy who I can proudly call hubby because he is the one guy whose lecture I don't mind listening to. LOL!! You are just so right to be in US where you can talk about it so openly. I miss listening to your crap and teases and of course stuff like this. Want to put your pic here but...nah.... =P


PS: Am I too open? I don't know if this applies to all medical student but I am actually not embarrassed or feel anything when it comes to human body parts (you know what I mean). To a point that I don't feel embarrassed walking around naked because I know that this is just a body which is decaying (according to Galy Mohammad, a BS lecturer, our body starts to decay when he hit 20) and NO, I haven't try walking around naked just yet. LOL

lucky wednesday @ escape

Commuters shocked by LRT collision

WHEN two Light Rail Transit (LRT) trains collided at the Bukit Jalil station on Wednesday evening, many regular train commuters were shocked as they have always considered the train to be among the safest mode of transport.

Now, many of them are wondering just how safe it is to be a passenger on board a train.

“We often hear buses and cars involved in accidents, but now trains have accidents, too. It is quite scary to think about it,” Amirul Rahman said.

Only way out: Passengers walking along the train tracks after climbing out of an LRT train after two trains collided at the Bukil Jalil Station, Seri Petaling on Wednesday.

The 20-year-old, who was on his way home to celebrate Hari Raya Aidilfitri, said he hoped the authorities would buck up on safety measures as many commuters like him travel in trains daily to the city.

His friend Nur Dayana Abdul Ghani, 20, said train drivers should strictly abide by the allowed speed limit.

“It is quite dangerous when the trains are driven at a fast speed and some passengers standing could lose their balance,” Nur Dayana said.

G. Nithya, 23, who commutes daily to a private university in Cheras from the Bukit Jalil station, said her mother had advised her to use other means of transport after reading news reports of the incident.

“She called me from Kedah and told me I should consider taking buses or taxis instead, as she fears for my safety,” she said.

Nithya, a final year biotech student, said it was fortunate that she had left for home in another train an hour earlier and so escaped the accident.

Quick action: An injured passenger being sent to Hospital Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia after the crash on Wednesda y.

She said that taking trains was the most convenient for her as it was the cheapest mean of transport in the city.

“My university has a shuttle bus which stops at the Tasik Selatan station. Hence, it is convenient for me to get to class on time without hassle,” Nithya said.

She also said that checks on trains should be made regularly to ensure safety.

“Speeding and emergency breaks are quite often seen in trains and it is dangerous especially during peak hours,” Nithya said.

According to train commuters Leng Koon Fhuong and Tia Ai Ying, both 20, the train services should be closely monitored to ensure their safety.

“It involves the life of many people and things like this should not be taken lightly,” Leng said.

In Wednesday evening’s incident, about 300 people escaped serious injuries when a coach from Sungai Besi stopped suddenly about 200m from the train station before it was rammed into by another train from the rear on the same track.

Services at three stations - Sungei Besi, Bukit Jalil and Sri Petaling - were put to a halt after the 6.30pm incident.

Normal train service on the Ampang line resumed yesterday morning at 6am.

RapidKL general manager (communications) Ebi Azly Abdullah said the company had yet to find out the cause of the incident.

Source--Star newspaper

That was the Wednesday I was hyper and happy and the day I donated my blood and surprisingly the day I escaped this incident because I went home early for ballet class and I took the 4smth train. And 2 hours later, this crash happened.

Imagine me being the unlucky victim, hurt my leg and became unconscious. Imagine myself waking up and meeting white walls and white uniform nurses or doctors and maybe police. I'll be so devastated because this pair of legs are my the other part of life ==> Ballet
I don't think I can accept the fact that I wont be able to dance because of such freak accident, I don't think I'll be happy again.

Thank goodness I was lucky and for those who know about my fetish with numbers...IT WAS A WEDNESDAY...3!!!! Wheeee... ^^


PS: So in love with the song "Fall For You" by Secondhand Serenade and "Lucky" by Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat

See the fringe now JON??

nah....

I honestly have nothing to blog about....

Just want to blog something for the sake of blogging...

Yesterday was really "A" day...

I was hyper....I donated blood...I syok sendiri and took my own picture...I found out that a friend who I knew back in secondary school which I seldom chat in msn actually reads my blog...had a blast in ballet class....did not study at all...

Ya, something happened today...I was COLD....Seriously cold...brr~~~ Thats why I came home instead of staying back to study...

Argh..plain boring and I can't study!! What ever I study or spend time reading did not go into my head!! Felt like I have been wasting time...

Left 3 more weeks before summative and here I am, losing my focus and momentum...grr...

I want to watch Eagle Eye!!! 1st October!!! But got to study!!!

Argh!!! I like parasitology but it's so hard for me to memorise all the life cycle, disease caused and stages....grrr.....keep mixing everything up!!!

Yer......I got to go study already...

=(


I miss those days when I was back in primary school....
My dearest buddies....TS always must put that stupid face!!! Hahaha!!!

I miss the time we were in Genting!!!

I miss you guys so muchie!!!!

missy missy miss!!!!
AND I MISS YOU TOO!!! Quick come back and crack your jokes, I want to hear you telling me your views about the recent politics and NO I DON"T want via phone!!! I want to see your facial expression and your hands!!! Hahaha....remembered how we held your hands and forced you to speak? YOU WERE SPEECHLESS!!! hahahaha....


Of Coz!! How can I not miss you??!!! Hahahaha...love this picture hahahahaha....I miss your sarcasm!!! I miss you shouting at us from Rotiman when we are at the small gate connecting to KPD!!! Hahahahaha.....

JON!!! Hahaha, see I so good, did not give you names....I miss err....listening to you talking because we never had chance to talk back in HELP...I never knew you were this talkative and this funny!!! Hahahaha!!! I want to go makan at Penang!!!!

Of coz dear Jacq!!! I miss you lots too!!!! Hahaha, you little smarty pants!!! I miss talking to you random stuff, I miss walking up 9 floors with you, I miss sitting with you at the depression corner, I miss complaining stuff with you, I MISS YOU LOTS!!!!!! Hahahahaha...





PS: Got all the pictures from facebook and JON!!! Go take a candid one!!! MJ, don't angry I took your pic k, if you don't like tell me, I'll get a more decent one...I MISS YOU GUYS LOTS!!!

ENOUGH!!! Got to go study =(

Wheeee 2....

Hehehehehehehe I KNOW WHY AM I SO HAPPY AND HYPER!!!!!

Because I was meant to do something good today!!!!! Yup, I'm going to save 3 lives today!!!!

After lunch, went and DONATED BLOOD!!!!!!

Hahahhaa, I know MJ you donated your blood back in HELP but come on, show me some love and support people, I managed to donate blood---I AM FREAKING OVER 45KG!!!!!!!!

Hahahahahha, I could not donate my blood then because I was under 45kg, then when IMU had a blood donation drive, I couldn't donate AGAIN because still under weight and didn't get enough sleep. Hence I vowed to eat eat eat and get over that limit and I managed to!!! Wheeeeeeee.....

Wheee.....learning from Jacq....camwhore!!!! hahahahaha
Oo....so weird la....never liked putting pics up into internet and here I am putting it up. Someone, stop me!!!! Hahahahahahaaahahhaahha......

PS: I THINK I passed my CPR exam...anyone need CPR? LOL

Wheee....

Hello people!!!! Yes I am back to my "old happy go lucky" and "don't know don't care" me. My summative exam is in 3 weeks and surprisingly I am still not stressed....should I start worrying?

Anyway, not many noticed my new hair cut so, wheeee.........

Mom got her Certificate of Legal Practice (CLP) examination aka her law course thingy result and sad to say she failed 2 subjects so she'll need to resit the whole thing again. Its not surprising to see people fail CLP because there's a guy who failed 10 times and he's is still trying. I caught my mother in her teary eyes yesterday and she told me she never failed her exam before. Sorry to say this but this was what I told her last year after my summative 1 (maybe not fail but my context of "fail") and what she just told me was---exam only ma, nevermind la. Wanted to say the same thing but never had the heart so I just laughed at her. Yes laughing at her will make her laugh too so I AM NOT EVIL ok..LOL

Wow, politics in Malaysia is just Wow!!! Everything started after Anwar announced that he's coming back to the political scene, and BOOM!!!! Raja Petra aka controversial blogger was sent to Kamunting detention camp late on Monday night after the Home Minister signed a two-year detention order under the Internal Security Act (ISA). AND AND Rapper Wee Meng Chee, who sang the Negarakuku song is back and was at Bukit Aman. Wanna place your bets he might be the next victim under ISA? Lets not hope so =(

And guess what, this is so "surprising". Malaysia got rank 42 in the best country award. DREAM ON!!! Malaysia got it for one of the most corrupted country. Our dear neighbour Singapore got 4th place while New Zealand got 1st place. Was discussing it with a friend while waiting for the library to open, she said---New Zealand of course la, who wants to steal cattle?? Err, it make sense when I first heard t but come to think of it, what is the correlation between corruption and cattle stealing?? Hmmm.....

I hope things will get better and I am so much fatter!!! Seriously pigging myself out lately =(

Statement of the week...I find guys around my age with cool hair style and carries his music instrument and takes the train.....SEXY!!!!

This is so random I know =P

Our conversation

Karam and I were chatting and this came up....sob...I miss him and you guys..... ='(
Jacq, you remember those days??

ARGH!!!!!!! short hair!!!!!

Yes, I actually planned to cut my hair and pierce my ears for the 1st time. Yes, yours truly never had her ears "holed" before and the last time I cut my hair was like...err...ancient ago. Anyway, did not manage to pierce my ears because ballet exam strictly no jewelery and my ballet exam was 2 days after my birthday.

My mom and sis are finally back home from China. Anyway, I asked my mom to take me for a hair cut and off we went with my sis who had her hair cut too. Me being a nice sis let her had hers cut first, and she had a straight short fringe and a shoulder hair length hair and ARGH!!! Her hair is longer than mine thanks to mom because when the hairdresser cut mine, she keep asking him to cut shorter and shorter and ARGH!!!!

Before

AfterLOOK SO WEIRD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SEE!!!! WEIRDO!!!! UGLY!!!! Smiling coz Jon was "funny".


yer...me weird!!! Anyway, if you think its not short, imagine from butt long to shoulder length long....ITS SHORT OK!!!!

seriously miss u guys!!

okay, I should be studying...correction..should be completing my online mock EOS but I just miss you guys!!!

YES!!! All of you readers, friends, seniors, juniors, buddies etc....

I MISS YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss you!!!!

I miss you guys!!!!!

BTW, I am back on track since all the stressful events is over ^^

OK, it started off bad from 13/09 but became better after that. I was totally feelingless for CPR which helped me to calm down for the CPR practical exam.

Next was ballet exam, and I was well, I guess I did ok but not my best because I was wobbly and I just hope to pass. Be gone Distinction =(

Then it was lab day and well, heard Dr.Achike was scary but he was alright during lab session and I had fun, stayed overnight at Jing's place (Thanks Jing!!!) and we had fun talking and not studying =P

The next day, I was busy counting heads. WHY??!! Because our dear batch mates who went to PD hospital keep disappearing and I was worried. I was worried if they got up the wrong bus, I was worried if they went out to the beach and got hurt, I was worried if I left anyone behind, I was worried with everything. I miss sections leader (band organisation) where they will report to me everything. BTW, for those who didn't know, I was the leader for the hospital visit aka nursing week.

The next day aka today, many of my group was late or couldn't wake up. I don't understand why the bus got to leave by 6am..hmmm...coz when we reached the hospital, everything starts at 8.30am!! Today I was calmer because they know I was worried most of the time so where ever they go, they'll inform me (Thanks guys!!)

The hospitals at Seremban are HOT!! I guess they are environmental friendly, want to avoid extra contamination of CFC. But I had fun and learned a thing or two but my legs hurt!! Even those who wore flats were complaining....I was wearing heels =(

Anyway, I am back full force and I got to study real bad. Haven't been studying for the past week..boo hoo...not!!! Whee....don't know why so hyper and happy...LOL

what am i feeling now?

NUMB.....yup, thats the word...NUMB.....

Legs numb, my right ear is a little deaf, I can't breath properly, my head is spinning, I can't freaking do a pirouette, I can't jump high, I've lost my stamina, I am tired........I AM SICK!!!!!!

Die la later.....


On a brighter side, I think I was confident during CPR exam because the previous day made me feelingless already. Ya, I guess thats why I was not scared/panic/stressed....just feelingless....like a robot..... =(

watever

Like what my blog title has to say---life must go on

so here I am telling and convincing myself life must go on and it does...

so, ya...I am officially older so....matured lor...so, gonna continue with life like usual (as if I have a life)

For you guys, please ignore the few previous posts...LOL [Wan Hoe you win in calling me emo and btw, it rained =P]

Thanks everyone for wishing me thru
smses from Jo Ann, Noel, Adrina, Jon, daddy, Yik Jing, MJ, Darren, KH, Jayne, Vic Ng, Lai Thin, Alicia Thooi, Chui Hua, Seow Tong, Mr.Blurry Blur Blur, Su San, SV, Pei Jun, Ric (Threesome leader), BC, Shafina, Wan Hoe, Sailesh, Jacq, Afiq, (Threesome juniors)-Sak, Zhao Ming, Yi Wern, Jimmy & Shu Ling, Blackie, Ken Loong, bro, Sharon, Karam, Nirmal, Teddy, Jhia Wei, Joey, Jason, Daniel, Jun Hua, (Threesome junior) Audrey Teo

calls from RG, Alicia Thooi, Karam, Threesome juniors, Kor Woi, Jacq

facebook from Li Chien, Kok Wei, Kien Jeen, Vic Ng, Navin, Goloka, Steven, Karam, Alvint, Kaajal, Zia, Reza, Lydia, Teddy, Ale, Elvyna, Joyce, Zaeem, Jia Jin, Liling Cheah, Mae Yue, Joanne, Siew Kim, Siu Hoe, Thamarai, Pei Jun

friendster from Yvonne, Mei Hong, Yin Li, daddy, Pui Sang, Say Wah, Wai Shin

VB from Blackie, Sapph and Jason

MSN from Karen, Vic Lee, Seow Tong, Eunice

Blog Post from teddy

*follow time of receiving (LOL)

Things to focus....
CPR Practical exam later.....ballet exam.....CAL session.....hospital visits.....mock EOS......

Gambateh and wish me luck =)

i know why

I guess it's because I am just not worth celebrating with....
I think because I am not the friend I thought I am....
LOL....this is a really meaningful day.....I finally realised it....
thanks...LOL

13/9/08

I officially hate 13/09/2008!!!!! ='(




I honestly tried to have fun and like what you guys told me to..have a blast...but everything that I do just make me feel worse and make my eyes swell with tears.....I honestly hate this day.....have a blast...right....


ps: don't want to see me cry, better don't mention this day in front of me ='(

Happy Birthday

Firstly, I would like to wish 2 other peeps having the same b'day as me...presenting...

Victor Ng
&
Adrina Choy

Yup, happy b'day to both of them...

Yes, I know, b'day is a happy day and all but I just can't feel it....

Mom and sis left to China already at 2am while I'm sleeping. They were busy packing the last minute stuffs and ignored me....

Dad is going to work soon and bro is sleeping...

My best friend who never failed to turn up in front of my gate with my favourite cake is not turning up today because of exam and after exam, rushing down to Ipoh...

So here I am all alone and feeling sucky...

Don't you people worry, I am blogging this now because of those sucky feeling and a little bored but I am sure I'll feel better...I'll try to feel better...

Anyway, thanks a lot to those who smsed or left their comments on facebook and frienster. Appreciates it a lot!! OF COURSE< THANKS A LOT TO YOU 3 WHO CALLED ESP KARAM. God, it's 2 am there and you still called. Thanks a lot!!! But sorry I was not as enthu as usual, was quite tired =)

Anyway, have fun people.....

tags

Let me chill with some tags


From steven
Rules: 1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog

Starting time: 10.43pm
Name: Ng Hwei Jene
Sisters: 1
Brothers: 1
Shoe size: 5
Height: 15_cm
Where do you live: Kepong

Favourite drinks: Neslo
Favourite breakfast: Anything nice
Have you ever been on a plane: been on it, I think so, but couldn't recall when
Swam in the ocean: duh
Fallen asleep at school: school? never..but in uni once (feeling guilty)
Broken some one's heart: guess so
Fell off your chair: not yet
Saved e-mails: meaningful ones
What is your room like: like err...don't know how to describe
What's right beside you: a lot of stuff, my bro makes the place looks like a pig sty
What is the last thing you ate: milk + oat

Ever Had
Chicken pox: nope
Sore throat: duh
Stitches: nope
Broken nose: nope

Do you Believe in love at first sight: NEVER!!
Like picnics: yup

Who was/were the last person
You danced with: yuen liang
Last made you smile: noel

Today did you
Talk to someone you like: ya, my family, friends....
Kissed anyone: typed muaks
Get sick: I got sick with pharmacology!
Talk to an ex: sort of
Miss someone: nope
Eat: moments ago

Best feeling in the world: when you know you are appreciated

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: yup
What's under your bed: another bed
Who do you really hate: annie tey? LOl no la, can't think of anyone right now
What time is it now: 10.49pm

Random
Is there a person who is on your mind now: nope
Do you have any siblings: didn't I answer that just now?
Do you want children: No
Do you smile often: sort of
Do you like your hand-writing: sometimes but my best friend hates it..lol
Are your toe nails painted: only the 2 big toes
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: err...no preference
What color shirt are you wearing now: pink
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: i think in the library studying aka dreaming
When did you cry last: i donno
Are you a friendly person: think so, hope so
Do you have any pets: spritz
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: I don't know who is he...how would I know
Did you hold hands with the person who means anything to you now: nope
Do you sleep with the TV on: Nope
What are you doing right now: duh, who's typing all these now?
Have you ever crawled through a window: yup
Can you handle the truth: yup
Are you too forgiving: nope
Are you closer to your mother or father: Mom
Who was the last person you cried in front of: err...my best friend during secondary school?
How many people can you say you've really loved: err....
Do you eat healthy: I think the question should be, do I eat...lol
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: err..think so
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: nope
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: both
Are you confident: nope

5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1. learning to play the recorder
2. dancing ballet
3. learning piano
4. had a life
5. goes to the playground everyday with my playground friends

5 things on my to-do list
1. study
2. get A or pass EOS
3. get a life
4. pass my ballet exam
5. avoid my bad temper


5 snacks I enjoy
1. M&Ms
2. Asam
3. Pringles
4. Rocky
5. Bytes

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1. Donate to charity
2. Travel around the world
3. get a life
4. Learn a lot of stuff
5. sponsors my relatives in their studies

5 of my bad habits
1. bad temper
2. judgemental
3. impatient
4. think too much
5. lazy

5 places I have lived in
1. Kepong
Thats it, never stayed at anywhere else b4

5 jobs I've had
1. secondary school teacher
2. receptionist
3. tuition teacher
4. student
5. maid of my house

From teddy
Rules:
1. Name a friend according to the alphabet
2. Answer the questions based on the person
3. Tag 5 people

A. Alicia Thooi
1. Do you love this person : a close friend
2. Is this person your enemy : NO!!
3. Would you kiss this person: err....

B. Brian
1. What do you really think of this person? : Nice guy :)
2. What's his favorite colour : I don't really know..black?
3. Ever danced with them? : nope

C. CK
1. Do you have a crush on this person : hahahaha...no
2. Have you ever had a crush on them? : whats with this person then them?
3. How old is he? : 20

D. Daniel Sim
1. How long have you known him/ her? : almost 2 years?
2. Biggest regret : err....
3. Do you hate this person? : nope

E. Edmund Tan
1. Have you met his/her parents? : Nope
2. Worst thing about this person? : very very loud
3. Best thing about this person : very fun to be with

F. Federick
1. Have you ever dated this person : nope
2. When is the next time you will see him/her? : I have no idea
3. Do you go to school with them? : High school, yes

G. Goloka
1. Is he/she a good listener? : Should be
2. Have you lied to this person to make this person feel better? : Nope
3. Is this person good looking? : YES!!!

H. Huang Hin
1. What grade are they in? : apa grade?
2. Is he/she your friend? : junior to be precise
3. Ever done something illegal with this person? : err..no

I. Izyan
1. What is this person's favorite food : she eats almost everything that is nice
2. How did you meet this person? : college mate
3. Do you trust him/her : yup

J. Jacq
1. Do they have any siblings? : Yes
2. Do you know their favorite song? : she loves a lot of nice songs
3. What would you do if they confessed they liked you? : ERRR??!!! Hahahahaha.....I like u too!!!

K. Karam
1. How old were you when you first met : 18
2. How did you meet : college
3. Ever danced with this person? : nope...NOT YET!! Karam, lets dance!!

L. lim Gian Huang
1. What would you do if you had a crush on this person : do nothing, he has lots of gf
2. Do you like him/her as a friend? : ok la
3. Would you go Disneyland with this person : Why not?

M. Mei Jean
1. Is this person older than you? : nope
2. Is this person single : you tell me...warren?LOL
3. How many times do you talk to them in a week? : now? very seldom

O. Ooi Fang Yi
1. Are you related : Nope
2. Could you live with this person : Should be ok
3. What school they go to : don't know, lost contact with her

P. Paul
1. Have you ever been to a mall with this person? : think so
2. How about a sleepover with them? at genting
3. Does this person have a job? : Medical student lol

Q. Quah
1. Does this person drink alcohol: think so
2. Have you seen this person dance : nope but I know she goes clubbing frequently
3. What does he/she likes? Not sure

R. Ray Mun
1. Have you heard this person sing? : yes
2. Do you think this person will repost this? don't get you...what weird questions are u asking..you stupid ah?
3. When does this person looks best? : err....when he is himself?

S. Seng Fung
1. Is this person taller than you? : yes
2. Do you enjoy spending time with him/ her : ok gua, haven't really spend time together
3. Do they live close to you : he's at penang

T. Tatsuki
1. Would you do anything for him/her? : err, depends
2. Have you been to his/ her house? : Nope
3. Where does he/ she live? : Ampang, near KLCC

U. Ung zai
1. Is this person in a relationship? : i'm not sure
2. When is the last time you saw him/ her : when is the last time? Wah, grammar so powderful ah? Last seen him was during secondary school
3. What colour hair does this person have : Brownish but I think he has gold hair now

V. Victor Ng
1. Does this person have a crush on you? : Nope
2. Would you hug this person? : sure, he's my little bro
3. Is this person your friend? : duh

W. wan hoe
1. Is this person loud or quiet? : depends
2. Describe this person : emo...LOL....he's a nice guy
3. What colour eyes does this person have : dark brown

X. Xiao Wen
1. Why are you friends with him/her? : uni mate
2. Have you gone anywhere with them? : around IMU
3. What is one thing you would change about them : err..donno

Y. Yee Ping
1. Does this person wear make-up? : definitely, she's a beautician le..don't play play
2. Does this person play instruments? : trumpet
3. What is their favorite sport? : she's not a sporty type of person

Z. Zia
1. Does this person have msn? think so
2. Have you ever made out with this person? : EEUUWWW!!!!
3. When will you see this person next? : hmm, next week when lecture starts

I tag...
Mei jean
Karam
wan hoe
Jon
Jacq

do it or not, it doesn't really matter...no mood....

I suck

Seriously, life is at the down side for me now and talking about it or admitting it to someone does not help me at all. Call me a hypocrite for encouraging you to tell me your problem but not doing what I've told you to.



I don't know if you'll label me as

a hopeless person who feels like giving up

OR

a failure for not able to manage time

OR

a coward for wanting to run away

OR

a sad person for not taking this as a challenge of life

Choose one and point at me while saying it out loud.....

I suck ='(

stress

I have been having a really big appetite lately and that is good news for some of you because I have not been skipping meals. But bad news for me because I am putting lots of weight. Ya, when we (Jing, Nirmal and I) weigh ourselves in Uni, surprisingly the weighing machine showed me that I just put on 2kg!!! But few days back when I weigh myself, I put on almost 4kg!! Hahahah....so weird. Maybe because the day before I was fasting with my fellow Muslim friends.

Yesterday orientation ended with the finale night. After having the video, speeches and last dress code check, we finally had food. It was already 8.30pm mind you. The theme for finale night is Masquerade and Group 3 came out with nice masks. Our group was assigned with Orange colour so group members and OOs had to wear orange formal clothes/ costume. Anyway, we OOs made our own mask which was BEAUTIFUL!!! Thanks to Nirmal and Izyan.

The preparation for this Finale night was like preparing for prom (for the other few OOs, not me). That day I was extremely tired because of no apparently reason and I had lunch and breakfast and later dinner during Finale night. Ok, I went to Izyan's place to nap but was rudely awaken by GS and 2 others who followed her back. So off we started making the masks. I cut/ paste etc and we had lots of fun. Anyway, the event was supposed to start by 6.30pm but we reached by 7.45pm because the gals were changing into prom dresses and putting on makeup and all...lol

Anyway, food was great and my dear juniors served me more food when I finished my portion because I was still hungry. Love you guys ^^Like usual, I had to leave early and they quickly ask for pictures taken. Fat gal with pretty gals and guys...hahaha....Will upload the pictures when they add me in facebook 1st. LOL.

Anyway, I am so scared for donno what reason, hopefully won't emo or get depressed soon =(

ps: WH, I ain't emo jene 24/7 =P

Orientation part 4 + updates

This morning when I passed by the M2/08 notice board, I noticed Group 3 has the lowest mark..sadly...

Yesterday was the variety night where each group has to perform a sketch and a solo act from a person dubbed ACT. Our ACT performed in the 1st half and he was QC-ed (quality controlled) down the stage. So sad. Next was Group 3's performance. Same thing happened half way through the performance but I was at the train station waiting for the stoopid train to come when it happened. Sad...people, sad....

Back to MY LIFE....
I am totally screwed up big time this time. I have lots to catch up in my studies and I am so lagging in it and seriously I can't study at home. Every time I hold my notes/books to study, I'll end up falling asleep instead. How la...another 5 weeks before summative and I haven't even touch my sem 1 stuff....screwed up big time....BIG time.... =(

My CPR practical test is on 14th September and I am really worried about it because they will teach us from maybe 9 to 12pm then exam time after lunch. I have no what so experience in CPR and was not a St.John/ scout/ Red Cross or any of those uniform bodies. I was a freaking band member where we deal with metal instruments and not living/ dying human beings. I am so scared....kinda scared of the dummy too because I heard it is quite tough and hard.

I'm having my ballet exam on 15th September as I've told you guys in my last post and I am so dead in that too. Ballet is not like studies where you can just pick up and go through it (in a rough and bad route). Ballet is a physical thing where you got to constantly practice to build up those muscle, constantly practice to know the routine and the techniques and I am so dead because I have been abandoning my ballet practice and haven't been giving it a thought lately. 15th September is the FIRST day of exam and my examiner is a MALE examiner called Mr.Raol Susez from Philippines. male examiner will definitely see more of the allegro aka jumps section and also the pirouettes aka turns section and I suck badly in both section. I am just so dead and surprisingly my main teacher has not been scolding or showing me that she's worried of me. I think she has given up on me =(

My mother and sister will be leaving to China and leaving me all alone for a week but I will be spending 2 days of that week at Jing's place because of nursing week where we visit the hospital and observe and maybe help out the nurses (I think they want us to not treat nurses as maids in the future but work as a team with them). I got to stay overnight at Jing's place because the bus is leaving at 6am and the 1st train is at 6.08am so if I stay at home, I got to travel to that hospital (at Seremban and Port Dickson) on my own. I think before going to the hospital, I really got to study my semester 1 stuff where it consists of anatomy and physiology (maybe we will be questioned by the nurses or doctors).

Another thing to take note. Mock EOS (end of semester) exam is on from 15th to 19th September which coincide with my ballet exam and hospital visit days. So screwed for that test too!!! Haih..how la now...panic already...

Next thing that happened to me. I have no idea if this is a good or bad thing. I was elected to be the logistic officer for my Community Service Club. My club is going to set up a website where all the information and details of the NGOs in Malaysia is listed in that website. So if you want to volunteer in something, you can visit this website and get all the information you need. Currently there is no website that has a complete list of NGOs in Malaysia. Anyway, my club is going to have the launch of this website via a walkaton. Yup and during yesterday's meeting, I was just being the quiet jene, sitting in the meeting room quietly. When it came to Committee Board election, my name was mentioned by few people in the room and before I can say anything my name was already on the board. According to the seniors, logistic has the most work and the person in charge has to be detail and I would like to emphasise that THE OLD JENE WAS METICULOUS BUT NOE THIS JENE NOW!!!! Argh!!!! I am so afraid that this post will make me fail my exam and I won't be around for the launch next year in March. =(

I guess the best thing to cope for all these "small" matters is to manage my time properly. Ya, saying is way easier than doing it. I am so not ready to fail anything especially in exam or worst...med school =(

Panic alert...panic alert...panic alert....panic alert... panic alert....

I'm in love with my best friend

Yes....
Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh










LUCKY


hahaha....dedicate this song to my best friends, close friends, buddies, you that called me wifey, you that called me baby, you that called me dear.....and you who is reading this post ^^

I am so going so call Jason Mraz my favourite singer (of course Jay is still in the list) The 1st song I heard from him that I started loving his song was "You and I" then recently "I'm Yours" and now this "Lucky". If I have the time, I am going to search for all his songs and reevaluate if he is worth to be in my "Favourite singer list"


I am so dead because this month is not a good aka busy month for me:

1. Mom is leaving to China next Saturday
2. Next Sunday is my CPR exam
3. Then after my CPR exam, the following Monday is my ballet exam
4. I am so dead because Mock EOS is on
5. I am so not ready for both ballet and EOS exam


Someone please kill me......X_X

PS: about Orientation, I've gotten closer with my juniors and just found out more mutual friends in this batch. Seriously I am not complaining but I was suppose to be the non-committed OO but now turn the other way round. Still not complaining..I haven been studying because I have spending most of my studying time with them and hence I am so dead!!
Got to restudy Microbiology, then immunology then pathology, parasitology, community medicine...and SEM 1 stuff!!! argh!! So dead!!!